My Lovable Possessive Mate - Chapter 66
Blake’s pov
Minutes passed,
Hours passed,
Days passed,
as Allen laid still like a sleeping beauty.
Countless times have I wondered if any of my decisions would make a change, a change with a result that wasn’t what laid before me.
Re-imagining the instances I have lost track of time, wallowing in regret and guilt, there hasn’t been a day where I have slept peacefully, deducing various outcomes of the way I approached her, to the way I behaved. I have lost myself in this endless loop.
A loop I can never break away from.
As an Alpha I have let down my pack, not doing the duties I was assigned to, negligence, all define me as an incapable man who loses to emotions.
But they wouldn’t understand the torment my heart faces, each day I want to rip myself into pieces just to see her eyes open, to hear her lips call my name, to feel her warmth but that is just an endless dream.
Her wrinkled skin is now smoother than a baby, her bones which would stick out are now filled with flesh, her skin is brighter and she looks healthy yet she lays still like a rock.
The doctor keeps checking on her every single day just to sign and say ‘no’. The face of his who has already lost hope in my mate.
Max has shut himself off, unable to see Allen in this condition. There are times when he wants to howl to his heart’s content and call out to her wolf, but fears not hearing her voice back.
Never have I imagined me in a future like this.
One more day is all I say to myself, one more day and she may open her eyes, one more day and she may move, one more day and she will come to me.
I know I am deluding myself away from reality but that is the only way I can continue to live. The endless cries and my hopeless heart are what keep me sane in a world where her presence is feeble.
Countless times have I whispered ‘ I LOVE YOU’ in her ears, only to have a silence surround the room. Each day after my work ends I sit next to her, talking about how my day went, although missing her covers half of the explanation, I still want to let her know that I still care about her.
Wiping off the sweat from her body, cutting her nails, combing her hair, applying creams, dressing her up in beautiful dresses were what I had dreamed to do when she was awake, but now lifeless as she lays, I wonder if I have to enter the hell’s door.
To stop feeling this torturous pain and close my eyes along with her, but her family flashes my mind.
Her father who doesn’t know about Allen’s condition and talks to another person who sounds like her, comforting himself with her voice. I am not sure when this is all going to end.
When all of this ends and our life revives.
Most of my men have stayed behind, looking after the people who were injured, and reviving the economy of Blood moon pack. Although the council appreciated the outcome, having the Witch die, the cost was too high to pay.
My only wish is for her to wake up,
to wake up and never leave my side,
for centuries and beyond,
till our life ends…
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