My Nightclub Landlady - Chapter 304 Thoughts on Xiao Jinhua
Such an opportunity is once in a lifetime for him. He has been trying, waiting for an opportunity, even if his loyalty, as you say, is not so solid, then we should have full trust in him, give him sweets. Are you still worried that he will leave us? Everything is mutual, heart for heart. I believe that after this promotion, Green Dragon will certainly show some.”
Qin Feng said seriously.
“How do you know I’m going to promote him?”
Kang Mingyang said solemnly, “I tell you, don’t frolic with me here, are you still in Tianhe? Get back here soon, and you’ll have a new assignment coming up. Didn’t you always want to go to the Golden Triangle to avenge Shark Kun? Here comes the chance!”
“What? Shark Kun? What’s going on, you ready to touch him?”
Qin Feng knew that Shark Kun’s branches and backing in China were too complicated to be comparable to ordinary drug cartels. Many of the top military and political leaders in China had been involved in this. In peacetime, drug powder had always been the most violent trade. Shark Kun’s cooperation with them could be described as mutually beneficial and win-win. Shark Kun’s poison powder could be sold unimpeded in the vast Chinese market, and thousands of kilograms fly to the dark corners of various cities in China every day. Then, in bizarre nightclubs and bars, they were sold to addicts one after another. In the overall situation, this was a step by step killing the Chinese people. Personally speaking, Shark Kun killed Xiao he, although the executioner cyclops had been wiped out, however, Shark Kun was the culprit. Qin Feng’s mind had been thinking about him. He had been warned more than once by himself that in his lifetime, he must destroy Shark Kun, destroy his nest, and let Shark Kun’s drug gangs completely disappear in the Golden Triangle. Let his poison die in China forever.
“What? Who told you I could not move him?”
Kang Mingyang smiled and said, “It’s not convenient for you to discuss this matter on the phone. I will discuss it with you when you come back.”
“Yes, yes. I’ll be back tomorrow.”
Qin Feng heard of such a task, and naturally would not procrastinate, “Hou have not said how to promote Green Dragon. Tell me. That’ll give me face. I’ll buy you a drink when I get back.”
Kang Yangming smiled and said,” Your promotion has long been considered organizationally, but I have imposed Green Dragon with his promotion. Although he had this anti-narcotics achievement, in the military, the soft and hard backstage accounts for a lot of factors. Green Dragon is poor in this area.
It’s hard to get the attention of other leaders. You have to teach him more in the future to communicate with the leaders below when nothing is wrong. Don’t just think about military tasks. Personnel tasks are also an important aspect.”
“Oh, why did you promote me too? This hat has been fastened. Will I still be free in the future? I just want to be a soldier, okay?”
Qin Feng was a little depressed. When he became a vice captain, he had to participate in a lot of things. He often had to hold meetings and study. How could he be so idle as before? In this case, he would have fewer days in Tianhe after he came back. He had just bought a house but he had to leave. It’s a little hard to give up.
“No! What the hell is wrong with you, especially in the last six months? We have to observe for a long time when we are considering a leadership position. You have this quality, but your attitude is so obscene. Are you questioning our strategic vision? Qin Feng, I know what you think. Isn’t it the Xiao He’s sister who you fell in love with? I have seen her. She had really unique charm, very beautiful, very tasteful, but you know, she is Xiao He’s sister, and you can not mess with. Even if you really like her, what can you give her now? You are China’s special warfare king, and you need to carry more responsibility. In the age of struggle, you should not talk about so many love matters, you know? Anyone can talk about it, but you can’t.
Don’t feel aggrieved. You are the soul of China. You must have the spirit to dedicate.”
What Kang Mingyang said was a bit penetrating Qin Feng’s mind. He always thought this way, and he knew what he should do. But when he really wanted to forget Sister Hua, he always felt suffocated in the pit of his heart. The kind of scar that had crossed the flesh and blood was always unforgettable.
“Commander Kang, you know me. For the country, the people, I do more, even if devoting my life, I will not have any complaints.
But I am also an ordinary man, I have emotions and desires. I know my profession, and I need to hide the emotion, but sometimes, the emotion is not the object. It can’t be thrown as you want. It grows and spreads like living cells in my body. I admit, I like Xiao Jinhua. At first I just went to protect her, but later, she made me feel care and warmth. I found an emotional home I had never had in so many years. I had no mother since I was a child. My father, in order to exercise me, threw me on the wild mountain to fight with hungry wolves. My world was full of bloodlust and hatred. It is Sister Hua who let me discover this world’s sunlight. I put my sentiment in to her, can you understand? As long as I am in Tianhe, even if I can not see her, I feel solid, and can feel her breathing, and this is enough. Perhaps this is not love at all, but I can not control myself. I just want to get close to her, repay her, even if she does not care about me, even if I abandon the whole world, I will not forget her.”
Qin Feng’s heart is suffocating, but who he can say these words to?
Although Commander Kang was a high-ranking military region commander, it was also good to be able to communicate with him about the feelings of the heart. He is an understanding person, and would certainly understand.
“Qin Feng, since you say so, I understand. Your experience I know. Since you grew up, you have not had a normal day as an ordinary child. Your heart is extremely lack of care. Xiao Jinhua just at this time made up for your inner vacancies, so you feel inseparable from her, rely on her all the way. It is understandable that our military region is not monolithic and inhumane. But I hope you, can distinguish between feelings and career. When you are fighting, you should be 100% involved. When you are pursuing happiness, you should not ambiguous.
I personally assure you that as long as there are no major tasks in the future, you will not be bothered, and without a mission, you will have the privilege to return to the Tianhe to live your life. You know what, all right?”