My Old Gong Has Amnesia - Chapter 61

What is a partner?

This Ye Shanxing said that he knew that he had memorized the dictionary seriously before, “Partners are people who live, work or travel together.” After he finished talking, he looked at Zhang Dao and said, “I’m right, right?” expression.

“…”

Looking at Ye Xuanxing’s expression, Zhang Dao suddenly felt that the other party’s words were completely correct and he was speechless. At this moment, he feels that he finally understands why Ye Shanxun’s fans want to say that Ye Shanxun is poisonous.

However, he believes that he can teach elm lump in filming, so he made persistent efforts,

“Here the partner is just a reference.” Deer “is an anthropomorphic character. He lost his partner, that is, his lover, his beloved object, his family, so he will only be at dawn. Walking alone in the wilderness, aimlessly walking. “

Looking at Ye Xianshang’s still ignorant expression, Zhang Dao swallowed back the phrase “I understand it like this”.

Zhang Dao said that this is the worst male hero he has ever brought!

People who comfort themselves with high IQ and physics may have low EQ. To understand, Zhang Dao struggled for a while and decided to change his mind.

“Let’s discuss and discuss. In real life, who lives, works and travels with you is the most important person that you can’t lose. Who is it?”

“Gong Yue.” Ye Xuanxing gave the answer without hesitation.

Zhang Dao was a little surprised by this answer. However, he remembered that the last time he was at the door of the hotel room, Ye Xingxuan opened the door in an instant, and then threw it on the other side. He was not surprised.

At least the man in power of the Gong family looked at Ye Xuanxing’s eyes, and all his elders felt nauseous.

Pulling the idea back, “There is a concept in the acting called” empathy “, which can substitute your feelings in reality into the role you play.” Zhang Dao continued,

“So shining, for ‘Deer’, his partner’s meaning to him is just like Gong Yue’s meaning to you. It’s a partner and a lover, so for him, don’t lose it, once it’s lost, it’s painful Heartfelt, I said so, can you understand? “

Breaking apart and talking carefully, Zhang Dao suddenly found that Ye Xuanxing was not right.

Ye Shining, sitting on a plastic stool, seemed to be in a daze for a while. His hands suddenly loosened, and the cup he had originally held fell to the ground, making a dull “dong” sound.

The original straight spine was also bent down bit by bit. Ye Xingsheng resembled a dying fish, breathing in the morning air with a big mouth, grasping the clothes on the chest with his right hand, the five fingers tightened and tightened tightly to the finger They were all pale, nails were trapped in the flesh, and blood quickly ran out of the forearm.

Things happened too fast. When Zhang Dao saw the blood, he reacted violently.

He quickly recalled that Zheng Dong did say that Ye Xuanxing had no acute illness. Recalling the situation when Ye Shanxun was too deep in the movie before making the film, Zhang Dao calmed himself down.

He squatted in front of Ye Shining and reached out to pat the other person’s shoulders. “Shiny, let go!” The down jacket had slipped halfway, and the thin white lining was quickly soaked with blood, like a bleeding heart blood.

At this time, Ye Xuanxing could not hear the voice of the outside world at all.

He opened his eyes and stared at the dry grass on the ground, and suddenly remembered that the night he left the laboratory, when giving him a name, Gong Yue pointed at the green plant growing out of the crack in the ground and said, it was called leaf Shine it.

In front of him, his dream appeared again. Gong Yue fell to the ground covered with blood, and he did not respond to any call.

His thinking seemed to be stagnant, countless voices and countless pictures appeared alternately, all related to Gong Yue.

“Shiny, don’t be afraid.”

“Sparkle, let’s go home together.”

“Shiny, you will live with me in the future, tell me what you want, and I will take care of you.”

“Sparkle, I promise you, I won’t leave you alone.”

The blood in the palm of the hand dropped drop by drop on the stem of the dry grass, and disappeared in the soil again, leaving a dark trace. The muscles in the corner of Ye Xianxing’s mouth moved, but his mouth opened, but there was no sound.

Zhang Dao regretted it for the first time, but now it is useless even if he regrets it. He thinks about it, both hands are placed on Ye Shengxuan’s shoulders, and he meets the other person’s eyes, “Sparkle, what do you want to say?”

Ye Shengxing’s lips were trembling, and his throat swallowed up and down several times before he made a little intermittent sound, “Gong-Yue-“

At the moment when the name was exported, it seemed like breaking certain restrictions and barriers, Ye Xianshen’s tears suddenly filled his eyes, and then flowed down like a bead, along the whitish and bloodless face.

He choked with a voice, not knowing what to do with the emotions that he could not bear anymore, only knowing to shout “Gong Yue” and “Gong Yue” over and over again, his hands still clutching the clothes in his heart, like this, In order to relieve a little bit of heart pain.

Feeling that it wouldn’t work like this, Zhang Dao supported Ye Xunxing’s shoulders with one hand and took out the mobile phone with his right hand. He quickly found Zheng Dong’s phone, and as soon as there was a call, “Old Zheng, do you have Gong Yue’s phone number?”

Zheng Dong quickly responded, “What happened to Shining?”

“Now we are shooting commercials in the northern suburbs, shining him-my fault, he is a bit emotional now, and has been shouting Gongyue’s name,”

Before he finished talking, he was interrupted by Zheng Dong, “I’ll call you immediately, you are guarding him.” He also reminded him, “You take care of it and talk to him, he must not be okay.” After talking, I hung up the phone.

Putting the phone aside, Zhang Dao looked at Ye Xuanzheng, only to feel that he was so sad that he was crying.

After wiping his face, Zhang Dao carefully helped Ye Xuanxing to remove the antlers, and then pulled the down jacket down. Originally, he wanted to help rub the vines painted in the corners of Ye Xuanxing’s eyes. Special waterproof pigments are used, which can only be removed with matching makeup remover.

After being silent for a while, they compared the gesture to tell the assistants to stop coming, and then Zhang Dao sat next to Ye Xuanxing.

“Sparkle, I am sad to see you with your tears. I feel very sorry now, and I should n’t have told you the drama like this, obviously when you shot the last scene last time, your emotions were wrong, how could I So stupid? “

Zhang Dao sighed and murmured, “You are a talented actor, the only shortcoming is the interpretation of feelings, so I want to help you, only to find you to receive this advertisement, thinking, broke through this Bottleneck, you will definitely be more dazzling … “

He couldn’t talk anymore. He remembered that when his daughter was crying when she was a child, she would tell stories to coax her. So Zhang Dao looked at Ye Xingxing, who curled up, and began to tell a fairy tale.

“A long time ago, in a castle, there was a princess …”

***

In less than half an hour, the sound of the car’s engine came from far away, and a moment later, a black car stopped nearby with a sudden brake.

Gong Yue opened the door in the back seat and got off, striding in the direction of Ye Xingzhuang, the face seemed to be covered with frost.

Kneeling halfway in front of Ye Xuanxing, the coat corner hung down on the ground. Gong Yue watched Ye Xianshuang’s whole person lost his energy, tears streaming down drop by drop, not knowing how long he cried. The hands were still holding the clothes, and the blood in the palms had solidified.

Gong Yue leaned his head to look at Zhang Dao, “Hello, what is the specific situation?”

Zhang Dao is not nonsense, “Today’s shining character is the deer who lost his partner. But it has not been effective. In order to get him into the drama, I asked him who is the most important person he can’t lose. He answered you. Later, it should be that he took you into the role as a lost partner, so his emotions broke down. “

After looking at Ye Xuanzheng’s state, Zhang Dao also regretted, “At the beginning, I couldn’t cry because I was sad. Then I finally yelled out your name, and then the tears came out, but his voice to me There is no response. “

Knowing the causes and consequences, Gong Yue didn’t know what it was like in her heart, but felt that the dense pain was sore and could not be restrained.

He reached out to cover the back of Ye Xuanxing’s right hand, and his voice was soft, “Sparkle, obedient, let go of the handle.” After repeating it twice, Ye Xingsheng reacted a little.

He followed Gong Yue’s strength and released his hand. The cloth of the clothes and the blood flowing out stick together, and the blood overflows as soon as you force it. Gong Yue was very careful before slowly separating.

Putting Ye Xuanxing’s two hands in his palm, Gong Yue stared at each other’s eyes, feeling that every tear had soaked in his heart.

“Sparkle, look, I’m right in front of you. I haven’t died, nor have I left you alone.” He said that he put the shattered unwounded hand on his neck, and the artery was beating under the hands of the two. Look, I ’m really okay, look at me, shining. “

Ye Xingxing stared closely at Gong Yue’s mouth shape. After half a minute, the hand on the artery moved slightly. He blinked, his eyes wet with tears, and his voice was dumb. “Gong Yue.”

“Well, I’m here.”

Shaking his hands, he touched Gong Yue’s eyes, nose, eyebrows, lips, and Ye Xuanxin, crying out suddenly with a wow. He hung his whole person on Gongyue, like drowning, tightly circling his neck, incoherent,

“You’re gone … you still leave me alone … well said to take me with me, promised that I won’t leave me alone …”

Gong Yue hugged people tightly, kissed his hair and ears, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and calmed him quietly, “Well, I didn’t leave, I won’t leave you alone.” Repeatedly I didn’t know how many times I said these words, but Ye Xuanxing slowed down a bit, lying on Gong Yue’s shoulder and chuckling quietly.

The down jacket had fallen to the ground. Gong Yue wrapped the man in his coat and looked at Zhang Dao, who had not walked away. “I took him to the car to rest for a while, and Shining treated each of his roles very seriously. . “

Zhang Dao nodded. “I’m also wrong. You take him to rest.”

Qin Xuan, who had always been by the side of Gong Yuechao, commanded, “Look at what the crew needs, it’s a flash that delays everyone’s compensation.”

Qin Xuan nodded, “OK.”

***

All the way, he held Ye Xingyun to the parking place, the driver helped open the door, and then walked away.

Gong Yue was going to put the person in the back seat first and then go in, but Ye Xuanxing subconsciously grasped Gong Yue’s clothes and didn’t let go. As a result, Gong Yue didn’t let him go, and he sat in awkwardly.

Wiped the tears on his face for Ye Xuanxing, and kissed his eyelids again, “Be good, don’t be afraid, it’s okay.”

Ye Xingxing stared at Gong Yue for a while, before his thoughts became clearer, “Gong Yue?”

“Well, it’s me, and I’m here.” Gong Yue nodded, gently stroking Ye Yexing’s hair soaked in cold sweat.

Ye Xuanxing thought for a while and suddenly asked, “Did I just cry for a long time?”

“Um, a long time.”

He sniffed his nose and cried twice. Ye Shengxing thought quickly and his tone was a little nervous. “Do you think I’m crying?”

Gong Yue shook his head, “No, I am very distressed.” Then he brought Ye Xuanxing’s right hand over, “the fingertips are good.”

Shrinking his hands, Ye Xingxing heard Gong Yue asking, “Why cry?”

“The feelings are not in place, Zhang Dao deliberately told me the drama, and later said that the partner of” Deer “was dead,” Ye Xuanxing grasped Gong Yue’s finger tightly,

“At that time, there seemed to be something breaking in my heart, a lot of you appeared in front of me, and there were many of your voices talking in my ears, and then I saw you dead, just like that dream. The situation here … “

While listening attentively, he patted Ye Xuanxing’s back. Gong Yue has always known that Ye Xingshen’s emotions actually have certain flaws, and his emotions are not the same as ordinary people.

From childhood to the present, in the whole process of growing up, Ye Xunshuang has never experienced such a process of “reconstruction of psychological barrier”, and no one has ever taught him how to manage his emotions.

Therefore, in the face of the shadows that many others could not cross, Ye Xuanxing felt nothing at all, not because he was so disregarded, but because he didn’t care at all, so he would not affect him at all.

However, whether it was the psychological shadow left by Ye Xuanxing by Gong Youli’s death, or the deepest fear in Ye Xuanxing’s heart-Gong Yue’s death, leaving him alone, was completely unbearable.

Therefore, this time, he put Gong Yue into the role setting of “lost partner wandering alone in this world”, and it collapsed directly.

Ye Xuanxing finished, looked at Gong Yue, and asked with some anxiety, “Brother, are we partners?”

His eyes cried a little red and swollen, and his eyes were like washed glass. Gong Yue hadn’t answered yet, so he listened to Ye Xuanxing and continued,

“Zhang Dao said that his partner is his lover, his beloved object, his family, and the most important and indispensable person in his life. Once lost, it will be painful.”

He looked at Gong Yue stubbornly, “So, are you my partner?”

Gong Yue looked at Ye Xuanxing, and turned her around the tip of her tongue a few times, failing to say it.

He has a voice in his heart, constantly admonishing him that all the truth has not yet been ascertained. If you completely let go of your restraints, then, one day you die in the future, the shining life will be dark.

“Are we?” Seeing Gongyue didn’t answer, Ye Xuanxing asked again, seeking answers.

so what?

Putting aside all hesitations, Gong Yue gently kissed Ye Yexing’s eyebrows and gave his answer,

“Yes, we are partners, lovers, and family members, and the other party must not be lost.”

Hesitation has no meaning, because what happened today tells him that even if Ye Xuanxuan’s cognition of love is not very clear, even if Ye Xuanxuan has not understood this feeling in his life, even if he controls the last between the two No further boundaries, if one day he died

——His shining, will never live alone.

It might as well give Ye Xuanxuan what he wants in the most limited life.

After listening to Gong Yue’s words, Ye Xuanxing realized that he was so nervous that he forgot to breathe.

He took a deep breath and opened his smile involuntarily. The feelings that had already grown in his heart began to grow like a vine with the affirmation of the other party.

Ye Xunxing laughed silly twice, staring closely at Gong Yue, and didn’t want to look away half a point at all. “I also think.” After that, he emphasized again, “I think it is the same.”

“Huh.” Gong Yue held the man on his lap and faced him face-to-face, “Are you crying yet?”

“Don’t cry anymore.” Ye Xianshen smiled a little embarrassed, glanced at Gong Yue’s lips, hesitated for a moment, and asked,

“Today is not World Kissing Day, then, can you kiss?” The eyes fixed on Gong Yue’s lips, as if greedy, but also extended the tip of his tongue and licked the corners of his lips.

Gong Yue’s fingertips touched the place he had just licked, and was stained with a little water stains, and asked Ye Xingsheng in a low voice, “Thought?”

“Well, think, want to kiss.”

In the face of this Ye Xuanxing, Gong Yue never had the strength to parry. He pointed his stomach slightly, “Okay, no crying for a while.”

This time, Ye Shengxuan felt that Gong Yue pressed him against the seat back, and the kiss was very hard. He even had the feeling of being swallowed by the other party. The hand was also held tighter by Gong, unable to move, and the tip of the tongue was sucked fiercely, so that Ye Xuanxing felt like his soul had to be sucked away.

After a while, Gong Yue opened his lips a little and suppressed his heavy breath and asked him, “Do you like it?”

Ye Xianshen is very honest, whether it is the gentleness before, or it makes him feel dangerous like this, “I like it all.”

Gong Yue looked at the person in his arms and suddenly thought,

——Even if I ca n’t tell you why I fell in love with you, I know that you are the only reason why I do n’t love others, and the only reason why I am no longer alone.

***

Ye Shengxing sorted out some messy clothes, and let Gong Yue help him to manage his messy hair and looked in the mirror. “Brother, my lips are so red, blame you.”

Gong Yue had no objection to this question, “Well, blame me.”

When the two came down from the car, the crew were eating hot pot.

After Gong Yue held Ye Xuanxun and returned to the car, Qin Xuan apologized to Zhang Dao according to Gong Yue’s meaning, then contacted Gong’s kitchen, and sent five tables of hot pot at the fastest speed. The crew of the crew expressed their apologies.

The crew of the crew basically cooperated in the “Inspector”, knowing that Ye Xunshuang is not a big-name person, and he can understand that after the hot pot is sent, he will not say anything.

After all, in a shivering suburb, a sweaty hot pot that you can eat is more useful than a hundred sentences.

Qin Xuan and Zhang Dao and Zheng Dong who hurried over sat together, both concerned about the car parked far away. All three are very good at communication, and you are not embarrassed to say anything to me.

Ye Xuanxing walked to the table, and the saliva stimulated by the spicy fragrance almost came out. But the tip of his tongue and lips were bitten by Gong Yue’s bite, and he had to bear it, and he drank a cup of hot peanut butter.

“Zhang Dao, sorry, always trouble you.” The leave at the beginning was the last time the last scene was. This is also the scene. Ye Xuanxuan felt very sorry.

“It’s because I don’t have a sense of size, and I see you crying-alas, I don’t say anything.” Zhang Dao waved his hand. “Do you think you still shoot today?”

Ye Xuanxing nodded, “Shoot.”

After the crew had finished eating, Zhang Dao took out the portable speaker again, “I’ve done it, I’ve eaten enough to work! To be worthy of this hot pot, try to get off work soon after it’s finished!”

Ye Xuanxing put on spare clothes. The vines painted under his eyes are waterproof, so there is no flower at all, and there is no need to repaint. Just cover the red eyes.

Putting on the simulated antlers, Ye Shengxun took Gongyue’s cashmere coat off and put it aside, and then looked at his Gongyue from a distance, and then stood under the camera and closed his eyes.

When he opened it again, he became the ‘deer’ who lost his partner and walked aimlessly over the wilderness, aimlessly walking, hopelessly waiting.