My Paranoid Crippled Husband - Chapter 517
In laughter. The Yan family had a warm New Year’s Eve dinner.
Although it is said that this new year’s Eve dinner is ahead of schedule, nothing is more important than the whole family being neat, warm and harmonious.
On the way back, Yan Qingning pulled up her mouth and looked at the scenery outside the window. Sometimes she had to sigh that fate was really wonderful. “Yu Miaoyu is really similar to Nanyao. If Yiyi sees her, I think she will cry.”
“As Lian Rong, is it still difficult to find someone similar to Nanyao?” Si Han’s words directly the truth. “Since Nanyao came to the present, there are still two days for a whole year. In this year, even Rong hasn’t appeared, and even Nanyao’s funeral hasn’t come. Haven’t you thought about why?”
“You mean…” Yin Qingning had never studied this problem before. But now being mentioned, there are some vague ideas. “He didn’t want to admit that Nan Yaoyao was gone, so he used his own way to resist this sadness?”
“He is an infatuated man.” Si Han never admired anyone, but he really admired Lian Rong. “Although I don’t know why he lost Nanyao when he was so infatuated, he really had nothing to say to Nanyao later.”
“In fact, I also asked yuanyao why two people are separated.” Yin Qingning mentioned Nanyao, and her beautiful eyes fell slightly. “At that time, Yaoyao just said he didn’t love, so he separated. Therefore, no one knows why he suddenly didn’t love.”
“Not to love is actually a reason, isn’t it?” Si Han hugged Yin Qingning into his arms, but his hoarse voice was particularly soothing at this moment. “Many people break up later because they don’t love. But few people can say this frankly.”
“Because it hurts.” Although Yin Qingning hasn’t experienced any feelings before, she has also seen the feelings of her friends around her. “Although it’s just a few words of a simple men’s list, it’s really the most cruel words in the world.”
“So we have to love each other all the time, so we won’t say such cruel words.” Si Han’s kiss gently fell on the center of her eyebrows and whispered in her mouth. “I love you, Qingning.”
“I love you too, my Mr. Si.”
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New year’s Eve morning. Si Che went out early. But the place in the past is not Nan’s group, but the cemetery where Nan Yao is located.
When he arrived, he saw Lian Rong standing there in a decent black suit, just looking at his side.
“I knew you would come,” Lian Rong said with a little provocative feeling. “So I’m here to wait for you.”
“I also knew you would come,” how could Siche not know the news of Lian Rong’s return. “Where is the wedding going to be held? At home or abroad?”
“I’m going to have a wedding in the church where you’re married far away.” Lian Rong looked at Si Che who came over and said carelessly, “even the priest should invite the priest at that time.”
“You don’t have to think about it. The priest is gone.” Si Che came to the tombstone and saw the favorite bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone. “Since you can’t let her go so much, why did you take her so many times, but you didn’t take her in the end.”
“Do you think I don’t want to?” Even the lazy God stretched his waist and covered the bitterness in his heart with a smile. “I’ve tried to take Yaoyao away from you several times. But every time I meet… I know that I’m not qualified.”
“Qualification?” Si Che suddenly felt that the two were very funny and ironic. “What is qualification and what is qualification?”
“I love Yaoyao more than you love her.” Even now, even Rong doesn’t think he has less love than Siche. “But there’s no way. You’re a man chosen by yourself. Even if I’m not willing, I can only help her. Who says I’m the one who dotes on her most.”
“Why spend the night in the same room with her if you are so spoiled.” This is what Siche didn’t understand most, and it’s also what he promoted himself to be with yuanyao at the beginning. “You love her, you make her, but why let her be misunderstood.”
“In fact, it’s not that I didn’t want to move her mind that day.” Lian Rong finally told the truth and kept a backlog of words in his heart. “But just as I was about to touch her, she was drunk and whispered your name, and cried your name while crying. Do you know how heartache I looked at that time? But what can heartache do? She has made her choice.”
“Because she called my name, you softened your heart and didn’t take her away.”
“I was thinking, if this is her choice, accept it.” Lian Rong said here, holding up the corners of his mouth and smiling so solemnly. “I am thinking that if I really spend my whole life together, I will definitely be blessed. If not, I can bear the worst result, and I will be willing to be with me at that time.”
“You just didn’t expect the final result to be like this.” Siche looked at the tombstone and his eyes were wet. “In fact, I knew it would end like this. At the beginning, I should have been with you and let Yaoyao go with you, so there would be no such things later.”
“Yes, there won’t be so many things if you go with me.” Even Rong felt that Nanyao was really stupid. He knew that the other party didn’t love him, but he still tried to use time to influence everything. Clearly know that love over time is never better than love at first sight, but I am willing to believe foolishly that everything can be changed.
“Are you the one you love most now or Yin Qingning?” Lian Rong Leng came with such a sentence, and then he didn’t let go of any trace of Siche’s expression. “Yuanyao probably wants to know the answer.”
“I do still love Qingning.” Si Che can never hide or escape this. “Even though so many things have happened, even if I get along with her as a family now, I still love her.”
“Do you love yuanyao?”
“I don’t know.” Si Che doesn’t want to lie, because she will find out if she lies. “I don’t know whether I like yuanyao in the end, whether I love it or not, or whether self blame is greater than everything. Annoyance makes me unable to distinguish this feeling.”
“But that’s good. You’ll be punished.” Lian Rong sometimes felt that God was fair. “You are now experiencing what I have experienced before, but I have been freed, and you are still struggling in the sea of suffering. Forever.”