My Rebirth Style is Wrong - Chapter 84

“Angie, you seem to be very interested in the squad leader?”

When queuing for dinner, Zheng Xiaoya broke through Su Wanwan’s euphemistic inquiries. Jin Xiuli, who was at the front of the line thinking about what to order later, turned her head to look at Su Wanwan curiously.

Su Wanwan didn’t panic, she smiled innocently, “One thing is, I think the monitor is studying hard. Every time I see her, she is studying.”

Jin Xiuli pouted and muttered, “She~ you don’t even need to eat or sleep, just study~”

Strange voice, no one took what she said seriously. Zheng Xiaoya gave Su Wanwan an understanding expression: “Understood, you are also stressed by her enthusiasm for studying, right? So now you understand why your position has been vacant, right? If it wasn’t because there was no other way. , the seats next to her will definitely be vacant, and no one likes to be too close to her.”

Then Zheng Xiaoya talked about what she knew about the squad leader: “Yi Huishu is very mysterious.”

She was the first to say such a comment.

“Look, except that you transferred in the middle of the school, whether it’s me, Xiuli, or the rest of the class who were originally in the middle (junior high school) grade in this school, they can find old classmates and old friends in the school. But Yi Huishu is also an old student, but she has never heard of her old classmates or friends, and she has never seen her eat, sleep, or go to the toilet every day at school.”

“Besides sleeping, no one can see it because it’s in the room, but what about the others? No one has ever seen it.” Zheng Xiaoya said it very seriously, and in the middle of the story, she raised her hand and pushed the bridge of her nose. Existing spectacle frames, Detective Conan: “So there is only one truth, and that is Yi Huishu, she is not human!”

When Zheng Xiaoya made this conclusion resolutely, Zheng Xiaoya turned her face and happened to meet the squad leader who was passing by with a dinner plate.

The squad leader gave her a cold look and left without saying a word. Su Wanwan was embarrassed for Zheng Xiaoya.

The two of them followed the monitor silently, until the monitor found a quiet corner to sit down, lowered their heads while eating and continued to read the formula in the back of the book, and the two men tacitly retracted their gazes.

Looking at each other, Zheng Xiaoya coughed twice, pretending to be calm and changing the subject: “Did she make kelp soup? Cough, it smells pretty good, I’ll make another in a while, An Qi, do you want it? try?”

Su Wanwan cooperated with her performance: “Okay, let’s see it later, I still want to eat kimchi.”

“Don’t tell me, the kimchi in the cafeteria is really delicious,” Zheng Xiaoya poked Jin Xiuli in front of her again, “Xiu Xiu, have you decided which dishes to eat? Individuals eat different dishes.”

Foodie Jin Xiuli really said to her that she had observed which dishes were delicious at noon today. The embarrassing atmosphere of saying that people are not people behind her back finally quietly dissipated.

Su Wanwan thought it was a little funny. It turned out that Baotou also overturned the small horn. Seeing her pretending to be calm and trying to hide her eagerness to turn the page, Su Wanwan wanted to help her toes dig the magic fairy castle.

When she turned to meet Zhensheng’s **** and white eyes, Su Wanwan subconsciously smiled at the other party. Zhen Sheng was stunned for a moment, then quickly pursed his lips and returned a faint smile.

It was probably a silent friendship in the bathroom, and the two who had no more contact suddenly had an inexplicable tacit understanding.

Su Wanwan, who looked back after laughing, didn’t notice that next to Zhen Sheng, Su Xi, who was laughing and turned around to say something to Zhen Sheng, found that Zhen Sheng gave a gentle smile to the transfer students in the cultural class not far away, her face brightened. The expression like a sunflower suddenly froze.

The smile cooled down a little, and Su Xi stared at the transfer student who had turned around and joked with her friends. After a while, she looked back and smiled again and pulled Zhen Sheng’s hand. When Zhen Sheng looked back at her, she became lively. He said, “Jin Sheng, Hye Joo is so lonely eating there alone, how about we go there together later?”

Zhen Sheng twitched the corners of his mouth uninterestedly, and said casually, “Okay.”

She was a little distracted, so she seemed inattentive, which made Su-hee even more concerned about her laughing at the transfer student just now. She lowered her eyes and rolled her eyes, Suxi tilted her head and sat beside Zhen Sheng’s shoulder, raised her eyes to look at her from the bottom up, and said with a smile, “Jin Sheng, I seem to have seen the transfer student living next door to you, Have you secretly dated behind my back?”

Jin Seung didn’t like So Hee’s occasional words, the word “communication” came out of her mouth, as if she really had something with another girl.

There is an unpleasant stickiness.

Zhensheng pursed his lips forbearance, finally endured it, and frowned in denial: “No, you were the one who brought me to meet people before. She should also be a character who doesn’t like to talk much.”

Su Xi was still entangled in this topic, as if she didn’t see Jin Seung’s resistance: “Ah, Jin Seung understands her character, ah, there must be contacts, and it’s still very close, right?”

Zhen Sheng was really impatient, she tried her best to endure the impatience that came up: “No, you are thinking too much!”

Suxi, who was usually very considerate to her, didn’t know why, but now she suddenly became unrepentant, and insisted on her own opinion: “You lied, Jinseung, it really makes me sad.”

Jin Sheng finally couldn’t hold back the breath in his chest, and shook off the other’s snake-like hand wrapped around his arm angrily, “Since you’ve made up your mind, don’t ask me again! Suxi, you always do this! Isn’t it? It doesn’t matter what I say or think? What matters is what you think and what you say? I’ve had enough!”

After saying that, he turned around and left without eating.

Annoying the person she likes the most, the smile on Su-hee’s face disappears a little and cools. Glancing at Su Wanwan who didn’t know all of this not far away, Su Xi turned her eyes away coldly, and followed Zhen Sheng’s back to leave the cafeteria.

After successfully hitting the most popular dish of the day, the three of them chatted and laughed and found a seat against the wall to sit down to eat.

It’s really good to have a meal with friends, you can eat enough dishes, and you don’t have to worry about eating and wasting.

I was listening to Zheng Xiaoya talking about the latest gossip on campus – who was with so-and-so, and was caught in the bathroom and kissed by the teacher.

Su Wanwan was taken aback by this exciting gossip.

On the other hand, Jin Xiuli, who was next to her, was wholeheartedly eating, but after a while, she burst into laughter and reminded the two little friends to look in a certain direction: “Look, that is Huizhu, she is so cute eating hahaha.”

Su Wanwan and Zheng Xiaoya took a look at the situation and found that it was a girl with loose hair who was eating her food with bulging cheeks.

Su Wanwan suspected that Jin Xiuli, who was also a foodie, put a filter on the girl, so she thought it was cute. After all, it was not far away, and other classmates near the girl were talking about it, and some people directly pointed and laughed at that girl. Girls are embarrassed to eat elephants, like pigs.

Su Wanwan didn’t have any malicious intentions, and even thought that such a silly girl was really cute. I thought that Zheng Xiaoya, who usually calls herself a “mean and sharp media person”, would say something, but she would nod her head in agreement: “She is a girl with a pure soul.”

It’s a comment that sounds okay at first, but becomes more and more weird when you think about it.

At this moment, Su Wanwan’s mind is still on the monitor, and to think about it, she just skipped it as a lunch episode.

In the afternoon, Su Wanwan deliberately paid attention to the squad leader, but she didn’t find the pair of cold and unhuman vertical pupils. Instead, the squad leader seized the opportunity to train a discipline problem, making Su Wanwan an older person and a little embarrassed. Gotta panic.

In the evening, I went to the bathroom to wash up after finishing my homework as usual. Because I almost went alone yesterday, Su Wanwan deliberately wanted to be a little earlier. I didn’t expect to meet Jin Seung next door so coincidentally again.

This time the atmosphere was not as embarrassing as last night, and Jin Sheng even took the initiative to say hello: “Why are you washing up so late?”

Su Wanwan took advantage of the situation and said, “There is a lot of homework, and I have to preview tomorrow’s class. I just turned around and I’m afraid I won’t be able to keep up with everyone’s learning progress.”

People who work hard are always easy to gain the favor of others. Zhensheng is also a very hard worker.

“It’s good,” she was about to say that God rewards hard work, when she suddenly thought of the words she heard outside the teacher’s office before, and also thought of the things that everyone knew, and she couldn’t say it for a while.

However, thinking that the culture class must be more concerned with specific grades than their dance department, rather than the teacher’s personal preference or subjective evaluation, Zhensheng revealed a slightly bitter smile and said, “If you work so hard, you will definitely be able to. Got good grades.”

Su Wanwan saw that she seemed to have something on her mind, hesitated for a while, and asked tentatively, “Jinsheng, did something happen to you? It doesn’t seem very good.”

Raising his eyes to meet the clear black and white eyes of the other party, for some reason, Zhensheng, who has always been silent, suddenly felt a desire to talk.

Thinking about it, it’s probably because there is no competition between them, and there is no such close interaction.

Sometimes, being a “stranger” to a certain extent makes it easier for people to open up and tell their hearts.

Zhen Sheng pursed her lips and lowered her eyes for a moment, before she raised her eyes to look at Su Wanwan again, and asked in confusion, “Angie, do you think I’m really not suitable for ballet dancing?”

“Why do you think so?” Su Wanwan didn’t say whether it was appropriate or not, but asked along her lines.

Zhensheng said: “I practice ballet skills hard every day, but the teacher said that I have no emotion in dancing, but I was really devoted to dancing, but the effect was not ideal.”

Today, she mustered up the courage to go to the teacher to fight for a chance, but the teacher’s attitude was quite indifferent, obviously not optimistic about her at all.

While this chilled Jinsheng’s heart, she also had a huge doubt about herself: Am I really that bad?

After thinking carefully, Su Wanwan said, “I don’t know ballet, and I don’t know how to dance, but I think, dance is also a kind of performance? Every dancer is like an actor, and he has his own way of performing. Unrestrained and enthusiastic, some people are introverted and delicate, I think Zhensheng is the latter, right?”

Jin Sheng thought thoughtfully, “Acting? Like an actor?”

There is some truth to this idea.

If according to An Qi, each dancer has a different way of performing, then similarly, each dance should also have a different way of performing.

Are all actors with ever-changing personalities? of course not.

So the personality of the dancer is not really important. What matters is the understanding of the dance you want to perform.

From the beginning of understanding and immersion, the dancer should no longer be himself, but the character in the dance story. When he gets on the stage, he should fully release everything about the character, instead of thinking about himself, his actions, and his actions all the time. thinking about other people’s reactions

Su Wanwan didn’t know if what she said could bring even a little help to Zhensheng, but she only kept a thoughtful look after listening to her and stopped talking.

She didn’t make a sound to disturb the other party, but when they entered the bathroom together, she just grabbed the other party when they bumped into the door frame.

Another tacit silence.

This kind of silence is no longer the embarrassment of the cold field, but the reassurance of knowing that they are with each other, a kind of comfortable silence.

That night, Su Wanwan dreamed something bad again, and she still couldn’t remember it after she woke up.

The sadness that had settled in my heart showed signs of aggravating.

Fortunately, after arriving in the classroom, Jin Xiuli, a foodie, shared the delicious food, and Zheng Xiaoya, a gossip expert, shared the latest “diary book couple” consultation, which made Su Wanwan’s mood improve.

In the ballet classroom, Jin Seung trained hard according to the teacher’s instructions. She knew that there were several people apart, and Su Xizheng cast her gazes again and again, but Jinseung didn’t respond once.

At this time, her mood was no longer blindly resentful like yesterday, but thinking about what Su Wanwan said last night.

When he returned to his room after taking a shower last night, Jin Seung was not in a hurry to sleep, but was listening to a song.

Due to the limited conditions in the dormitory, there was no way for her to watch the performances of well-known actors in time, so she chose to listen to some enduring old songs, trying to discover the “emotional interpretation” similar to acting and dancing.

I fell asleep listening to the song, and woke up the next day feeling tired after staying up late, but Zhensheng felt that her brain was clearer than usual.

It was as if a layer of film that had been blocking her was being groped a little bit.

Zhensheng thought, is this the so-called “bottleneck”?

This made her more focused, and she was single-minded to break through this bottleneck, and she even forgot about qualifying for the competition because she was so focused.

Speaking of which, although this opportunity is rare, since she has to choose to go on as a dancer, there will definitely be opportunities like this in her future life. Zhensheng sees a broader future, and at the same time realizes that she has a lot to do with herself. In other words, the important thing is no longer an opportunity, but a self-breakthrough.

As long as she breaks through and grows again and again, even if she is still not a good dancer in the eyes of the teacher, at some point in the future, her breakthroughs and growth will surely become the one who will push her to fly higher and farther. Stage wings.

When the school bell rang at noon, in the classroom of Class 3, the head teacher once again reminded everyone to pay attention to review and prepare for the unified grade examination next week, and then slowly packed up and left the classroom.

As usual, Su Wanwan went to the cafeteria with Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya. She just walked out of the classroom when she saw the dazzling treasure standing on the edge of the corridor because of her elegant and straight posture.

The culture students and the art students were not in the same building, so it was obvious that Zhen Sheng was waiting for her in the corridor outside the third class.

Su Wanwan was also very surprised, but she smiled immediately after she met Zhensheng, pulling Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya to squeeze past: “Hey Zhensheng, why are you here?”

Zhen Sheng glanced at the girl who looked at her curiously, moved her feet uncomfortably, pursed her lips and said with a smile, “I’m here to find you.”

After a pause, she took a deep breath, and Zhen Sheng said again, “Are you going to the cafeteria? Can I join you?”

It may be a good experience to try to get in touch with people outside.

The contact with Su Wanwan gave Jane Sheng confidence and curiosity to go out of the dance studio to touch more things outside.

Su Wanwan looked at the two friends with inquiring eyes, and smiled after receiving a very happy response: “Of course, you see, they all welcome you!”

Jin Xiuli said pragmatically: “With one more person, you can taste more three dishes and one soup!”

Zheng Xiaoya nodded expectantly and said, “Yes, my gossip tentacles can also take the opportunity to develop into the dance department.”

It can be said to be very funny.

The relaxed atmosphere infected Zhensheng. She also showed a big smile when she was a little nervous at first. The careful Zheng Xiaoya took the initiative to let go of Su Wanwan’s hand, warmly invited Zhensheng to occupy Su Wanwan’s right hand, and she retreated to the position. farther to the right.

Zhen Sheng was only familiar with Su Wanwan, so it would be nice to be able to walk by Su Wanwan’s side.

Jin Xiuli and Zheng Xiaoya are good eaters and good gossip, and they are both very talkative masters.

Although Su Wanwan speaks relatively less, she has a set of respectful rules for speaking and doing things. She is obviously slender and exquisite, but she feels as if nothing can trouble her. At least Jane Seung felt safe beside her.

In such an atmosphere, Zhen Sheng quickly integrated into it. The four of them chatted and laughed together and went to the cafeteria together. Even though they were tediously queuing for Zhen Sheng, they did not feel bored.

Because she and Su Wanwan have a lot of topics to talk about, and these are all inspiring words for her.

Zhensheng, who was immersed in lighthearted pleasure, did not notice that there was a figure falling behind them along the way, until they reached the meal and happily shared the food, that figure was still watching them.

Or rather, look at her.

Such a relaxed and happy treasure, such a treasure filled with eyes full of one person, such a treasure that is willing to take the initiative to share one’s own food, is really surprising and yearning.