My Sister is a Superstar - Chapter 699
The time is 1:30 in the morning, the street lamp lights up the wide elevated road. Wang Zijin drives a small red BMW, driving on the slightly deserted elevated road. His eyes are directly in front of him. The focal length in his pupil sometimes disperses and sometimes shrinks.
She seems to have a lot on her mind. In fact, she is deducing the future situation in her mind, whether it should be strong or gentle. The answer is the latter, whining, like her brother, belongs to soft rather than hard.
But emotional things, too soft is not a good thing, the hard time you still have to be hard.
So we’ll be flexible.
Wang Zijin felt that he was an invincible general, and was going to the battlefield alone.
In fact, she has always been a winner in this field since she was little.
Love is a battlefield for any woman. Every woman should have the consciousness and determination to guard love.
Down the elevated road, drive 10 minutes to that small nest, Prince Jin in shuttle traffic lights, almost and a side of a Volkswagen car collision, fortunately both sides are quick reaction, brake.
When the glass in the driver’s seat of Volkswagen comes down, the driver sticks out his head and scolds him.
Wang Zijin looked up and found that it was the red light. She ran the red light unconsciously.
He patted himself in the face, cheered up, ignored the driver’s beep, drove the steering wheel wildly, bypassed the bus and left.
When she drove into the community, she turned on the light on the roof, pulled down the mirror of the shading plate, and tied her long black hair with curls at the ends into a ponytail. Prince Jin usually didn’t wear a ponytail, because Qin Ze said that it would make her face big. Although it was a joke, she heard it in her heart.
But ponytail will give her a concise and capable temperament, which makes her look strong.
After all this, Prince Jin slowly vomited out his turbid breath and drove out all the negative emotions. She put out the fire, pulled out the key, locked the door, and completed it in one go. She walked towards the residential building in a big stride, and her back looked like a female general who went to the battlefield alone.
Push open that familiar door, the light in the living room is bright, Qin Baobao is standing by the window, looking at the lights all over the city soundlessly. If Prince Jin’s back is a general who resolutely steps forward to the battlefield, she is the lost queen, lonely and lonely.
The prince Jin Dun lives, silently looks at her, Qin Baobao looks at the night scene, she looks at Qin Baobao’s back.
Prince Jin brain sea, suddenly appeared Qin Ze’s song “don’t talk”, in which there is a very suitable lyrics: willing, with a black pencil, draw a silent stage play.
In such an atmosphere, she suddenly found that all the lines she had prepared seemed not suitable for opening remarks.
This silent stage play, she felt a bit depressed, as well as inexplicable sadness.
At this time, Qin Baobao turned back and said with a smile: “you are coming.”
Her smile as in the past, but the prince Jin out of the deep hidden mood.
Like a needle, gently pricked in the heart of Prince Jin, she nodded silently.
Qin Baobao walked to the sofa, sat down, looked around, and said in a soft voice: “I still think it’s good here. It’s not big, but it’s warm. There’s a wall between me and him. When I’m hungry at night, he can hear it. He just moved in that period of time, I often can’t sleep, in the middle of the night want to see a movie, no one to accompany, just shout, shout enough, no matter how reluctant he will also run over. But why the house is bigger and bigger, more and more rich, I and his distance, but began to slowly far away. I think for a long time, want to understand, at that time I and he is like this house, not big, but pure and simple. There is not so much between us, money, fame, company, and you. ”
“Now it looks like it’s small here?” She glanced across the living room: “but the three of us will stay in this living room after dinner every night. You watch movies, he does mathematical modeling and looks at stocks. I always like to quarrel with him. From childhood to adulthood, I like to make fun of him. There’s no reason. I just think it’s good. ”
“When you came to Shanghai, I thought you were just living for a while. In a blink of an eye, it’s been a year and a half. In fact, later I quite annoyed you, so shameless and shameless to stay in other people’s house is really good, you go quickly, you go, here is my and his territory again. But when I think of you saying that your family forces you to marry someone you don’t like, my heart softens again. I’m so kind to you… “Qin Baobao suddenly can’t go on, staring at her:” when did it start? ”
Prince Jin opened his mouth and answered truthfully: “at the end of last year.”
“At the end of last year…” Qin Baobao murmured, with a sad smile: “nearly a year, ah, I’ve been hiding from me for a year, so I’m like a fool
“Baby,” Prince Jin calmed down and said, “at the end of last year, I confessed to him. I love him and love him very much. I never thought about taking away anything from you, but the feeling is just like this. It’s wonderful, beautiful and selfish. When I first contacted him, I didn’t think he had any attraction for me. He was in my heart, and he was the younger brother of a girl friend, which might be very interesting because In the three years of high school, my classmate always had her brother hanging on his mouth. He said how bad his brother was. When talking about him, his eyes and eyebrows were always gentle. I thought, this brother must be very interesting, very different. After seeing him, oh, it’s better to be famous than to meet him. Even at the beginning, he showed his longing for me, which made me feel a little annoyed. He said that if this younger brother is like a dog skin plaster like other men, I will move out when I find a jobYou may not believe it. It was your brother who pursued me first.
“After a long time of contact, I found that he was really different. He was obviously very talented, but he was very counselled. It seemed that there was nothing in the world that could defeat him hard. He wanted to chase me, but he didn’t dare to act. The longer I get along with him, the more I am attracted to him, and I am always so happy with him. But do you know, the person who initially let me have the idea of “try to be his girlfriend” is not him, but you……
Prince Jin said in a deep voice: “you can’t hide from me. We have known each other for so many years, we have been sleeping together for so long. Your heart has never been hidden from me.”
Qin Baobao looked at her, a moment later, a bitter smile: “you did not guess wrong, I like him, no, I love him. No one in the world loves him more than I do. ”
This sentence, as if jiaolei exploded in Prince Jin’s ear.
Actually, it is.
She had already guessed, but when Qin Baobao said this, Wang Zijin’s Three Outlooks were overturned.
“You… You know what you’re talking about?” Prince Jin shocked way: “you are brother-in-law, as elder sister’s you, how can say this kind of words.”
“Strange? It’s strange. Maybe you think I’m shameless and fall in love with my brother. Seeing him talking to other girls very happily, I was mad with hate. Think of him and other women love me, even marry and have children, the mentality collapse want to kill. There is no such sister in the world. ” Qin Baobao leaned back and smashed the whole person on the sofa, as if it had been in the river of 20 years:
“when I was very young, I knew that he was not my brother. He and I overheard my mother’s phone, but we don’t know who the other people’s child is. I’m older than him, so I’m more sensible. I scared him not to make it public. It’s a secret, so we’re still a happy family. ”
“He is not smart, very ordinary, and looks good at most. Just because I am such an excellent elder sister, his mediocrity is more and more obvious. However, the younger brother does not envy her, but takes care of her and gradually accepts his mediocrity. My sister hates iron but not steel. I hope he can cheer up and be a good tempered boy in the future A man with a temper. So he began to bully him and rob him of his things. When he was beaten by his father, he fell down beside him
“But he was still very kind to his sister. When he gave her his favorite toy, the timid, fawn like look that he wanted to like deeply hurt his sister’s heart. As a child, aze was very timid. He only knew to play with me. He was robbed of his primary school. His mother’s new pencil box didn’t dare to say anything. He had to ask my sister to find a place for him
“One year, when I was in the fifth grade of primary school, he was in the third grade. On the way home from school, a group of boys bullied me. They pulled my hair, grabbed my schoolbag and poured out all the books in it. When they say that I don’t want to be friends with them, they make trouble with me every day, and some people lift my skirt… All I can do is cry, and no one can help me. Can I expect a third grade kid? ”
“But you know, when I was most scared, it was such a third grade kid. He stood in front of me, cried and said,” don’t bully my sister, and then beat them to death. ”
Qin Baobao has a picture of the past in his mind. In the picture, the short little man fell down again and again, but he stood up with his teeth clenched. He was scared and wanted to call his mother when he was beaten. However, he refused to shrink back, and he was biting his teeth with tears.
The girl behind her cried with beautiful face.
Even in the past ten years, this picture is still stored in Qin Baobao’s memory, which is one of the most precious memories of her and her brother.
“From that day on, my feelings for him began to change quietly, which I didn’t realize myself. After that, the younger brother’s kindness to her sister was no longer pure affection in her heart, not pure, but very sweet. He always has a gentle and humble heart towards his sister. Everything is up to me and everything is left to me. He often complains that my parents’ love makes me develop a lot of bad habits, but he never introspects. In fact, he is the one who favors her most. ”
“Over the years, my sister has become more and more dependent on him. When she was most obsessed, she even felt that as long as there was him in the world, everything else didn’t matter. A few years ago, he had his first girlfriend and came back to show off with me. Do you know how I felt at that time
“Pain, pain to death, just like today.” Qin Baobao covered his heart and choked: “the pain doesn’t want to live.”
Wang Zijin is silent. When things come here, all the language doesn’t work. She listens to the girl’s chatter about the past, and confides her feelings sincerely and affectionately.
It was a feeling that had been fermented in my heart for more than ten years. At the moment of opening the lid, what I smelled was not fragrance, but the pain in my heart.
Any words and excuses, in front of this feeling, suddenly pale.
At the same time, Wang Zijin finally understood why she would have counselled. She was a third party. Yes, she was inserted into this inappropriate love. It was both abrupt and disharmonious, and she felt redundant even when she was in a lot of time.So subconsciously, she thought she should.
“Zijin…”
I don’t know when, this heartless woman has already burst into tears.
Qin Baobao used a tone of almost pleading: “for 13 years, I have loved him for 13 years. That’s my life. Please give him back to me, give him back to me… “