My Youth Begins With Loving You - CH 41

Although the matter about hand strength had reached its end with Chen Mo being thoroughly molested, he felt that he had completely lost face but didn’t get any constructive help. However, when he entangled with Miao Yuan, the hugging and kissing improved. He couldn’t help holding the person in his embrace with both hands, adding one point to his strength at a time…Miao Yuan suddenly stiffened and struggled to get up. He, like a frightened bird, immediately let go of Miao Yuan and asked, “What’s the matter? Did I hurt you again?”

Miao Yuan blushed hard, shook her head, and shyly confessed, “Not yet, but I’m a little afraid.” She was visibly distressed about the matter as well, “Is it still useful for me to go practice karate now?”

He bled in his heart and sighed, looking up to the ceiling. Comrade Lu Zhen’s evil smile and words echoed in his ears, “You can’t go to the girl, but can’t the girl come to you?”

He cleared his throat and gently hugged Miao Yuan and said, “Or else, let’s try something else. I won’t touch you, you…come…”

Miao Yuan opened her mouth in surprise and pointed back and forth between her chest and his.

He rubbed his head roughly and gnashed his teeth in anger. He felt really stupid. How could he believe what that hooligan, Lu Zhen, said?

She suddenly hugged her husband excitedly. “Are you serious? You will let me have you everywhere?”

He cocked his head to one side and seriously pondered. The shy husband smiled and said, “You cannot come casually. You must be earnest.”

Miao Yuan looked at Chen Mo, half-lying on the bed, smiling. His smile was soft and respectful. There were fine dots of light reflected in his black eyes, his smile was dyed through the original sharp eyebrows. The wife shyly sat up straight. His attractive looks that were only a touch away from her were too good for her to believe, but it was so moving that it made her extremely excited. She poked his chest saying, “I want to rape you.”

He forced a smile and asked, “How do you plan to rape me?”

She seriously unbuttoned a few buttons of his shirt and said, “I can tie you up and rape you every day.”

He nodded seriously and said, “Yeah, go ahead.”

She half-kneeled beside her husband and kissed him. “Be serious, it’s rape!”

Chen Mo laughed hard as his tears gushed out. He squinted his eyes and looked at Miao Yuan’s beautiful face brimming with a bright smile. He found that he really needed to use a lot of willpower to resist the urge to press this girl down and kiss her fiercely.

She slowly unbuttoned his clothes. She was in fact clumsy and impatient but feigned to be calm. When she pulled the corner of his clothes, his chest was exposed under the light. The light outlined the beautifully defined muscle lines; she was stunned and at a loss for words. He raised his eyebrows and observed her expression with a joking smile. She immediately came back to her senses and flew into a fit of rage from embarrassment, but her head tilted to one side as the man opposite to her had already sat up and kissed her.

He held her neck with one hand and his tongue passionately invaded the lady’s mouth, savoring her deeply. He then withdrew, hot breaths fanning beside her ear. “Aren’t you going to rape me?”

She angrily pressed his chest to push him down, bit him hard on the shoulder, and said with a puffed face, “Here I come!”

He couldn’t refrain from laughing as his chest oscillated unevenly.

This was a young, soft beast holding the tiger skin to make a big flag. In fact, it’s beyond its power. Chen Mo closed his eyes and felt Miao Yuan’s soft tongue gliding over his body.

It’s not really enough. It didn’t feel like rape at all. It’s more like teasing. It’s also specious. It’s more like a light feather stirring in his heart, unbearably itchy.

He finally sighed and said, “What are you doing? I’m going to fall asleep.”

She stopped for a moment and opened her mouth to bite down, but his abdominal muscles were just too sturdy. The wet tip of her teeth scratched on the smooth and tight skin but there was no trace left. Chen Mo smiled and said, “Are you a cat? So fond of biting people!”

She then stopped again. Chen Mo waited for a while, staying still. He thought that he went overboard and teased her too much, making her mad. He quietly sat up and looked at Miao Yuan, her red complexion at first turned pale. He raised his hand and just touched the tip of her hair, in reaction, she suddenly bent down, like she found a new place to play with. He was stunned, his whole body froze. The unprecedented, unfamiliar and slightly wet sensation directly knocked him unconscious with a kind of unexpected and sharp pleasure. He pressed Miao Yuan’s shoulders and breathed sharply. He wanted to call out to her, Miao Miao…

But what should he say? Say ‘you don’t have to do it’, that ‘I don’t need it’? But it would sound too fake. How does he not need it? He’s almost flying in pleasure.

Miao Yuan stopped and looked up at him. Her eyes were wet and her whole body seemed to be boiling, her face steaming hot. Chen Mo didn’t dare to move, resisting his desire, summoning all his willpower. He looked at her with a rough look, waiting for her reaction. She gradually showed an incredulous expression, screamed, and pulled the quilt to cover herself, wrapping it into a ball. He was startled and couldn’t think. He hurriedly pulled her quilt away and coaxed her, “What’s the matter? At least expose your head. Don’t suffocate yourself, ah…”

She tried to shrink back into the quilt, like an ostrich burying its head.

Oh my god, how could he still think calmly at this stage? I have no face to meet people. I’m so ashamed. I want to cry but no tears come out, ah. I’m filled with grief and indignation…I, I, I… Miao Yuan lamented in her heart incessantly.

Chen Mo coaxed for half a day but couldn’t see her head, as it was still buried in the quilt. He was really worried that she would suffocate, so he used some force to fight her for the quilt. She lost without a doubt and revealed half of her face through the corner of the quilt.

“What’s wrong?” He saw her face glistening with tears.

“Will you look down on me, Chen Mo…”She looked like a time bomb that could explode at any moment, bathing him with tears.

He was confused. “Why would I look down on you?”

What the fuck is going on? Somebody, help me explain ah!

She wanted to shrink back. “You must be looking down on me in your heart.”

Chen Mo grabbed the quilt. “Can you explain clearly first?”

Miao Yuan blinked her watery eyes and looked at him. She looked like a frightened gazelle. Chen Mo took a deep breath with his voice as gentle as possible, “What’s wrong? Ah?”

“I just, I just…to you…” She looked down, her face beet red.

He suddenly understood everything and gnashed his teeth silently. While trembling in fear, she watched as his expression turned blue and then became pale. Eventually, she saw him sigh with a helpless look, hugging her through the quilt, saying, “Miao Miao, can you not give me a sudden shock like this? If something goes wrong with my body because of your words, it won’t be good for you either.”

She froze in embarrassment, staring dumbly at him. He peeled off the merely big enough palm and leaned over to kiss her face. “I’m very happy that you are so kind to me and like me this much.”

“However, they, everyone thinks that…girls are too, too initiative…They will be very…”She was still awkward.

“Don’t mind what they think…” Chen MoHe felt like he really wanted to tear down the building. What’s the matter? I sleep with my wife in my own house. Who the hell cares ah?!

“Do you, do you think this is good?” Miao Yuan hesitated.

“I don’t think there is a problem.” Chen Mo spit blood in his heart and thought, “Do I look abnormal? Do I really look abnormal?” He boldly decided to guide her thoughts and pulled the worried little girl out of the blind alley. He gently entangled the tip of her tongue and kissed her deeply. This kind of French kiss, which consumed a lot of oxygen, made her dizzy and confused. He gently bit her neck and ears and said with a smile, “To be honest, I’m a little surprised. How do you know this?”

“I Have not killed pig but I have eaten pork! I…I’ve read a lot of romance novels after all.” She gasped as she tried to break free.

“Romance novels teach this?” Chen Mo was surprised and lowered his voice to her ear, breathing hot and provocative. “So, do romance novels teach you exactly how to do it?”

Her eyes widened in aggravation. “Chen Mo, you are such a rogue.”

He held Miao Yuan’s small face and kissed it passionately. “Well, I’ll teach you!”

Chen Mo said ‘I’ll teach you’ but this sentence was more of a male showing-off than a real expression of knowledge, both in terms of subjective intention and objective performance. There’s an old saying, ‘On paper, you may feel shallow but you have done it on your own to fully understand.’ In many fields, he had nothing to teach her except for the fact that he’s a man taking advantage of his gender and could be as shameless as the situation demanded.

However, she easily believed it. This worried little girl looked at him with a relaxed expression. There was a shy softness in her eyes, she lowered her eyebrows and smiled, ready to give the whole stage to him to show his ‘performance’, which made all the blood in his body ready to boil. It was too stimulating, his heart was thumping beyond control.

Miao Yuan hugged him, using as much of her body as she could to hold Chen Mo. Her inexperienced body was stiff and trembled with cold. She buried her head in her husband’s shoulder and said, “I’m in pain.”

He gasped and kissed the tip of her nose, “Actually, I’m in pain too.”

Is this how our love is?

Initially, it was hard, tense, and astringent while rolling, grinding, and dripping blood. But the desire of the heart could no longer be repressed. It wanted to integrate, and capture the fragments of pleasure in the midst of pain. In the end, there would inevitably come a round of harmony.