Negative -Girls: To Live And Die - Chapter 60

“Why, Sunbae? Afraid of trying?” Shizuka begins to tease. She deliberately put her hands behind her back on her butt.. Just waiting for me to pounce. But sadly, Mei is still here. I don’t think she wants to see me doing something naughty to her companionship. Though I knew deep in her heart she also wanted to see Shizuka cry and suffer. I want to see tears in those smirking eyes of her

But I don’t hurt people. People hurt themselves so I don’t have a reason to do it myself. But Some people just don’t realize this and they do unnecessary, planning on revenge.

People are automatically killing themselves.

Mei catches my glance, and she sweats. Water glides down her nose. Her hands are trembling. But she keeps her eyes fixed on me.

Her lips are quivering. She seems to want to say something.

Shizuka complains at me, “Look what you did to Mei? Sop being so weird and glance at us.”

Woah now. It’s better than me staring.

Mei mouth moves.

“I–”

Both of us turn to her.

“I…”

Shizuka grins at her, “Oh, Mei. Don’t tell me you want to join in the fun too? It’d be great if there were two of us. Sunbae also would like that.”

“NO!” Mei shouts.

Holy shit that scares the both of us.

Shizuka smile turns wry, “Ca–Calm down, Mei. We’re just kidding. Right, Sunbae?”

I shrug, “I don’t know.”

“Hey.”

“You started it.”

“You’re the one who started it, in fact you started this right at the moment you came out of a woman’s womb and became a male.” Shizuka says.

Woah, now. Where did you learn that kind of insult? I’m not going to lose. I reply, “How did you know it was a woman?”

Shizuka stares at me. “Are you serious?”

Okay, maybe it was too much nonsense for her. “No.” But I have another reply and I decide to use it, “But how do you know I was born from a wom–” And here I realise that I’m talking the same nonsense, so I stop.

Shizuka shakes her head and sighs.

Mei is still looking at us weird.

The whole atmosphere suddenly became weird.

Mei stands up. Our eyes follow her. But her eyes dart around the room.

‘Is something wrong, Mei?”

“N–no.” Mei shakes her head, “I… I have to use the toilet.”

“Which toilet?” I ask.

“Where she empties her bladder, Sunbae.” Shizuka helps Mei answer my question.

I know. It’s not like Mei has the guts to escape the school. In fact she rather stays in the school for eternity because out there, someone is looking at her. And ready to harm her.

Mei knows it.

And she also has the same train of thoughts as me, I assume. Because her shakiness is more worse now. Her face now is not just sweat now but with teary eyes.

Man, I really shouldn’t have said anything. Well, it can’t be helped really, we always say something unnecessary. That’s the joy of socializing.

‘Pl–Please excuse me. I–I’m so–sorry.” Mei bows down 95 degrees.

Shizuka tries to stop her, “Hey–”

But Mei just ran to the door, opened the door gently and closed the door with a bang. Weird combination but still gives everyone the impression that she is super uncomfortable.

Or rather, terrified.

“Well, that just happens,” I say.

() + () + () +

It has past five minutes now since Mei storm s out of the room. Mei had been holding her urine in her bladder for at least two days. I understand where she’s coming from. She must have imagined being kidnapped as she sits on a toilet. Okay, enough about Mei now.

“Can you be a good example for Mei?” I say to Shizuka who’s twirling her dark smooth hair now.

Her sharp cold eyes stab my cheek. “What do you mean? I am a good example for her already. I don’t get scared by men. If anything I’m willing to embrace them. Isn’t that what Mei wants deep in her heart?”

“I don’t know.”

“Me too.”

I sigh. “What I meant is, can you (sumbit to me already) just pretend to be a good student and (kiss my feet, kiss my dick, kiss my chest, kiss my name) listen to the lesson in a quiet way you can do as possible?”

Though I know it’s hard for her to stop herself from making that’s what she said joke and any sex reference.

“I don’t like being silenced, Sunbae. I can say anything I want. And I don’t like being a stepping stone for someone else’s reputation.”

Shizuka is a sharp girl. And not optimistic about things which every writer should have in my opinion. Always doubts the good and the bad. Never come to a conclusion because nothing ever ends. She’s right, I want her to help me make a good impression on Mei so she will think of me as reliable and ‘Yes, I will come to Sunbae’s lesson. He’s so helpful’ kind of thoughts engrave in her brain.

I scratch my chin. This is going to be hard. It looks like Shizuka isn’t going to cooperate with my lesson today.

But I refuse to let that happen. Usually I just let them be what it is but Shizuka is a human. And humans can be controlled.

“If I say please will you cooperate?”

“No.”

“What about if I ask you to do me a solid?”

Shizuka crosses her arm, raising her balloon chest up. “Of course.”

Really?

“So you ask me to get your little guy hard again.”

My sentence is not really that misleading. “No.” I say, “You know what I meant. Can you do that?”

Shizuka frowns as she puckers her lips. “Oh come on, Sunbae. You’re more smart than this. Why would I want to follow what you say? Think about it.”

…

I’m thinking about it. And I say, “In other words, I don’t have anything over you.”

Shizuka winks at me and gives me a thumbs up, “Hee hee, good job Sunbae. You’re no one powerful to me. You don’t have anything that I want you can promise me. You wear no threat. You’re just the tutor we can fire by the end of this month.”

She’s making a great point to the point I can’t get hurt by anything she said.

It has past five minutes now since Mei storm s out of the room. Mei had been holding her urine in her bladder for at least two days. I understand where she’s coming from. She must have imagined being kidnapped as she sits on a toilet. Okay, enough about Mei now.

“Can you be a good example for Mei?” I say to Shizuka who’s twirling her dark smooth hair now.

Her sharp cold eyes stab my cheek. “What do you mean? I am a good example for her already. I don’t get scared by men. If anything I’m willing to embrace them. Isn’t that what Mei wants deep in her heart?”

“I don’t know.”

“Me too.”

I sigh. “What I meant is, can you (sumbit to me already) just pretend to be a good student and (kiss my feet, kiss my dick, kiss my chest, kiss my name) listen to the lesson in a quiet way you can do as possible?”

Though I know it’s hard for her to stop herself from making that’s what she said joke and any sex reference.

“I don’t like being silenced, Sunbae. I can say anything I want. And I don’t like being a stepping stone for someone else’s reputation.”

Shizuka is a sharp girl. And not optimistic about things which every writer should have in my opinion. Always doubts the good and the bad. Never come to a conclusion because nothing ever ends. She’s right, I want her to help me make a good impression on Mei so she will think of me as reliable and ‘Yes, I will come to Sunbae’s lesson. He’s so helpful’ kind of thoughts engrave in her brain.

I scratch my chin. This is going to be hard. It looks like Shizuka isn’t going to cooperate with my lesson today.

But I refuse to let that happen. Usually I just let them be what it is but Shizuka is a human. And humans can be controlled.

“If I say please will you cooperate?”

“No.”

“What about if I ask you to do me a solid?”

Shizuka crosses her arm, raising her balloon chest up. “Of course.”

Really?

“So you ask me to get your little guy hard again.”

My sentence is not really that misleading. “No.” I say, “You know what I meant. Can you do that?”

Shizuka frowns as she puckers her lips. “Oh come on, Sunbae. You’re more smart than this. Why would I want to follow what you say? Think about it.”

…

I’m thinking about it. And I say, “In other words, I don’t have anything over you.”

Shizuka winks at me and gives me a thumbs up, “Hee hee, good job Sunbae. You’re no one powerful to me. You don’t have anything that I want you can promise me. You wear no threat. You’re just the tutor we can fire by the end of this month.”

She’s making a great point to the point I can’t get hurt by anything she said.