Negative -Girls: To Live And Die - Chapter 63

Using force is the last in my list of favourite things to do. But forcing something is the best way to get something moving. You can’t just convince a rock to move, you have to grab the rock and throw it away to let it disappear from your life forever. You wouldn’t recognize it anymore even if you happened to see it back. That’s the thing when you use force, you destroy the beauty of something.

I stare at Shizuka a a a…

Hmmmm….

Sweet. Cute. Still in her teenage year. Still naive to the world. Still have lots thing she have to experience. And to use force on her is not so teenage friendly.

What can I do anyway? Grab the pen and make the sharp point kiss her sensitive neck? Or I can use my fist to knock her out. Or I can do what man can do the best on a defenceless girl. But I can’t do that to Shizuka or else there’d be two androphobic girl in this room.

…

What am I thinking? I don’t have to use force ‘on her.’ I suddenly came to realization that the whole problem with this is Shizuka is unhinge with her laptop. All I have to do is to use force ‘on the laptop.’

I stand up.

Shizuka smirks, “Oh? What’s this? Our Sunbae is really going to try to harm me? Well, well, if this isn’t the most exciting day in this week.”

Her eyes invite me. And I know better not to fall for it.

I step closer to her and Shizuka closes her eyes. Her hands trembling. “Come on.” She whispers and prepared.

She wants to get hurt.

Now that’s a big problem with her character. I have to make sure I’ll jot this down on my note later. Shizuka loves getting hurt.

Now that’s out of the way, I lean down and hold up my arm to grab her laptop bag just leaning on her thigh. It’s fortunately that, Shizuka is closing her eyes.

Slowly. Gently . Silently. I grab the handle. Slowly. Gently. Silently. I pull it off from the sofa.

Pop.

The sound of Shizuka eyes open.

And as to be expected, Shizuka is shock that our face is on the nearest it has ever been.

But her eyes quickly react and realize that I’m holding her laptop bag. And send the information to her brain faster than a light speed. She processed the information and kicks the finish product to her muscle.

Swoop.

Shizuka grabs the bag.

As she looks at me with apathetic face, “Really, Sunbae?”

“Hand me the bag, Shizuka.”

“I thought you’re going on me not my child. How dirty of you.”

“Bag.”

“Obviously, no.”

I pull it and Shizuka pulls it harder, stumbling me forward closer to her. But there’s no time to think about how romantic this is, we’re on a war for the bag.

But luckily for me, I have the advantage.

I use my other hand to grab her holding hand. “Let it go, Shizuka.”

“No.”

“Then you left me no other choice.”

Here comes the pain, Shizuka.

I squeezed her small wrist, my skin touches her sharp bone. I keep the pressure up. I keep them hurting her.

“Ah~”

Instead of screaming or being angry, Shizuka moans. Her face is red, her eyes are soften. And she looks at me suggestively.

She wants more.

I loosened the grip, confusing Shizuka for a moment before dig my nails on the back of her hand.

“Aaffffffffuck.” She bits her bottom lip.

Her hand is still not giving up but I totally can understand that, why release something that could give you this pain of pleasure from me.

I try not to make it enjoyable for her.

But it just doesn’t work. Maybe this is all part of her plan but I’m panning to let her go.

Until…

Shizuka giggles with her eyes wet, “Sunbae…. You can only do this much? I’ve tasted more. You’re disappointing.”

And for the first time I’ve been in this world. Her mocking tone and expression and suggestion provokes me. It makes me mad. I can do many things. I can do so much than anyone can in this world. Don’t put me down.

I release the my nails-digging and the bag. Quickly I grab both of her wrist and put my face closer to her. Let me see what you’ve seen, what you see, what you will see, in this deep dark eyes of your.

“S–Sunbae…”

Shizuka now is weirded out… or turned on by the fact I am no longer focusing on her laptop bag now. After all, laptop bag is not so fuckable. This girl in front of me deserves that pain.

She’s a sadist on another level who loves to see herself in pain. So she wouldn’t… wouldn’t….

Get it together, Sunbae.

Flash.

Blast.

OWOOWOWOWOOWOOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOOWo

I DOn’T SeE Like usually I see. I see colours. And the colours move around to make myself distracted from thinking.

In front of me, is a cherry. Wet cherry. And having the human instinct, I grab them with my mouth. But it doesn’t taste so satisfying. I decide to use my tongue to search for more. But then I could feel something sluggish.

Something…. fruitful.

I bit them.

“Su–hmhmmhnnnnnnn-Sambwae.”

A voice from the cherry.

I don’t care.

I don’t want to think now.

But then I see the world back. A pretty face in front of me, having her tongue bit under my teeth. Shizuka is trembling like crazy.

I don’t know how we get here.

But I like it.

And I want to make her feel more.

I want to make this moment the most.

I still have my hands on her burning wrists. I pull them up and hold it on the air, making her armpit peeking out to the cold air and defenceless for what I’m going to do next.

I pull away from her tongue, a string of saliva drops on my clothes and her laps. She breath heavily and I only give her a second before I surprise her again by putting my face on the left side of her armpit.

I taste her sense to feel humiliation.

And it was going pretty good when instead of moaning she chocks.

Until I feel something touching me.

I look down at my crotch.

And there they are…

Shizuka has pulled her legs up on the sofa and intentionally making her knees touching my, no sugar coating, hard dick.

But luckily, it still isn’t in its hardest form yet, so I can’t be too embarrass. Even if it was the case, I don’t think I would be embarrass at all. I only would be turn on more.

I pull myself away from her armpit, giving her the most confused way I can stretch.

“What are you doing?” I ask.

Shizuka raises her eyebrows, “Isn’t that what I suppose to ask you in the first place? You literally have done something more here.”

Her voice is still sore.

But I answer with my usual tone, “I’m forcing myself on you, if that’s not so obvious.”

She laughs weakly, “Thanks for the answer. If you want to know my situation here, I’m fighting back here.”

Lie. You don’t even struggle. You’re just making me harder.

And as if to make this more problematic than it is already now, Shizuka raises her shoes slightly, making her knees full kissing my dick.

She smirks and uses her knee to rub.

I’m harder now.

“Look, Sun, bae.” Her wavy voice of hot and suggestive. “You are already this hard.” Her eyelashes bats and her brown eyes looks up at me. “Please, Sunbae. Don’t **** me. I want to keep my virginity to someone better,”

…

And that somehow makes me mad.

I grips her wrist tightly again. To remind her who’s in charge here.

And she moans.

Moan and moan.

Moan and moan.

To the point…. that I can’t control myself anymore again. This time worse.

I shake my head. What am I doing? This is not so me. I have let emotion takes over me. That’s like the most cringe thing to do. To other people yes it’s normal because we’re only human. Only I am not normal. I am not them.

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Using force is the last in my list of favourite things to do. But forcing something is the best way to get something moving. You can’t just convince a rock to move, you have to grab the rock and throw it away to let it disappear from your life forever. You wouldn’t recognize it anymore even if you happened to see it back. That’s the thing when you use force, you destroy the beauty of something.

I stare at Shizuka. n.

Sweet. Cute. Still in her teenage year. Still naive to the world. Still have lots thing she have to experience.. And to use force on her is not so teenage friendly.