Negative -Girls: To Live And Die - Chapter 68

n The scribbling sound of tries. The two girls are trying their hardest answering. I like this in them, the determination and passion to do everything right and at their best. Mei is biting the top of her pen as she keeps scanning the paper, trying to recall what she heard from her class. And beside her, Shizuka is… Hold up.

I stand up to see what’s going on with Shizuka’s paper.

She’s… doodling.

I sigh, “Shizuka.”

Shizuka holds her jaw, “Yes, Sunbae. If you don’t mind make it quick, I have something to do. You know that.”

“You’re doodling.”

“Yes, Sunbae. Good guess. But I’m also trying to answer these stupid questions. I never like science, they’re all just bullshit.”

Great Shizuka and now Mei is looking at your way, Hence, distracted.

“It’s not bullshit,” I say trying to defend the integrity of science (Of which I don’t believe at) just for the reason to act as a stereotype teacher, “It’s called Chemistry.”

Shizuka rolls her eyes, “Look who is it, So fucking Hee as a man.”

Mei twitches. Her hands are stretching out as she mumble, “Pl, please don’t say that.”

Shizuka turns to her, “Did you say something, Mei.”

Mei brings up her chin and her eyes to Shizuka, “Please, please don’t say that about Sohee.”

“Mei?”

Mei snaps back to her old self, curling herself. She quickly turns back to her paper and tries to answer the question

We’re both felt silence as we exchange a look.

Shizuka gives me, any idea what’s going on.

And I say, just do what she wants.

Shizuka shrugs, “Okay.”

And then she slumps her back on the couch as she tucks a black hair silk over her point ear. She picks up her paper and turns it around in the air as if it’s a puzzle or something. She chuckles to herself.. ‘Chemistry, Heh, more like, Cum-Ass-Try.”

Pfftt.

That’s not me trying to hold a laughter.

It’s the couch, or the table, or the window, or the paper, or the pen. I’m not sure. Maybe it’s the whole room. What am I talking about? Oh, I’ve never said it? That this whole room is alive. They’ve been breathing and watching us this whole time.

Only I realized that.

Other than them, no one laughs at Shizuka’s joke.

She raises her hand as if in disbelief, “Oh come on guys, it’s not funny? How about Cum-Is-Dry?”

How is that even possible.

Shizuka explains, “You know, because chemistry is unbelievable?”

“No, Shizuka. Chemistry is believable. They are the whole reason we can be modern nowadays.” I say after a bit of thought about it. Of course, I don’t meant it. I don’t believe in anything.

Not even myself.

And not even the gods.

Shizuka rolls her eyes and drops her pen on the table, “Okay, now you guys are just being mean. I’ve thought about that joke and save it for the right timing since Sohee left. And this is what I got.”

Mei shakes her head as her voice break out, “Schiizuka, It–It’s okay.”

“What?”

“I–I think it’s funny.” Mei says.

Now Mei is just saying to flatter Shizuka. Which Shizuka…

Chuckles and pats Mei back, “I know you would understand me. Mei is not so boring that I’ve assumed. Ha ha ha ha ha ha…”

Which Shizuka happily responded.

“Not like that one guy I knew,” Shizuka glances at me. “If you know what I mean.”

I’m not going to join into this conversation.

I clear my throat, “Back to what’s important.”

Shizuka tries to reach her bag, “If that’s so, return me my bag.”

“No. No Shizuka.” I say, pushing back her bag further.

Shizuka frowns, “Hey, but that’s what important to me.”

“I know. But not now. Now what’s important is the lesson.”

Shizuka glares at me in not threatening way. She just wants to glare for no reason.

I sigh, “I’ll return this back to you after we are done here. So the faster we finish today Chemistry lesson, the faster you’ll get your laptop back.”

Shizuka smiles, “Good, if that’s the case then what’re we waiting for?”

I raise my eyebrow, “Are you saying that you’ve finished answering the paper.”

“Of course.” Shizuka raises her paper to show the whole room. It’s full answered but also full doodles. She likes to doodle a simple duck. And ducks having sex. The question is, does duck have a dick and a vagina?

I’ve never seen one. I should research more. It’d be important for my duty as a perfection. Yes, of course.

“Chemistry is super easy.” Shizuka adds.

“We’ll see about that.”

“Ho?” She tilts her head, “It seems you’re not worried today.”

“No,’ I say, “And I’ve never did.”

Because today I’ve made sure to check the answer sheet before handing the question papers. And… here it is, all printed in red ink. Sohee is the best. If you’re wondering who is the best assistance in this world, it is Sohee. The sohee with all pink. I’m lucky to have her.

“So we’re doing this or what?” Shizuka says. Her hand is waving over my face, “Don’t blank out now.”

“I’ll try.”

“Hm, weirdo I’m ready anytime.”

I almost begin the checking phase but then I stop. I realised that we almost leave someone out.

Mei is glancing up at me and Shizuka. I guessed she had try to speak up but didn’t find the space to hop in.

I’m sorry. I’ve accustomed to the fact that Shizuka is the only person here exist. Now I would grave your presence in my brain, though it’s hard to do when you’re being all Assassin Creed to us.

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The scribbling sound of tries. The two girls are trying their hardest answering. I like this in them, the determination and passion to do everything right and at their best. Mei is biting the top of her pen as she keeps scanning the paper, trying to recall what she heard from her class. And beside her, Shizuka is… Hold up.

I stand up to see what’s going on with Shizuka’s paper.

She’s… doodling.

I sigh, “Shizuka.”

Shizuka holds her jaw, “Yes, Sunbae. If you don’t mind make it quick, I have something to do. You know that.”

“You’re doodling.”

“Yes, Sunbae. Good guess. But I’m also trying to answer these stupid questions. I never like science, they’re all just bullshit.”

Great Shizuka and now Mei is looking at your way, Hence, distracted.

“It’s not bullshit,” I say trying to defend the integrity of science (Of which I don’t believe at) just for the reason to act as a stereotype teacher, “It’s called Chemistry.”

Shizuka rolls her eyes, “Look who is it, So fucking Hee as a man.”

Mei twitches. Her hands are stretching out as she mumble, “Pl, please don’t say that.”

Shizuka turns to her, “Did you say something, Mei.”

Mei brings up her chin and her eyes to Shizuka, “Please, please don’t say that about Sohee.”

“Mei?”

Mei snaps back to her old self, curling herself. She quickly turns back to her paper and tries to answer the question

We’re both felt silence as we exchange a look.

Shizuka gives me, any idea what’s going on.

And I say, just do what she wants.

Shizuka shrugs, “Okay.”

And then she slumps her back on the couch as she tucks a black hair silk over her point ear. She picks up her paper and turns it around in the air as if it’s a puzzle or something. She chuckles to herself.. ‘Chemistry, Heh, more like, Cum-Ass-Try.”

Pfftt.

That’s not me trying to hold a laughter.

It’s the couch, or the table, or the window, or the paper, or the pen. I’m not sure. Maybe it’s the whole room. What am I talking about? Oh, I’ve never said it? That this whole room is alive. They’ve been breathing and watching us this whole time.

Only I realized that.

Other than them, no one laughs at Shizuka’s joke.

She raises her hand as if in disbelief, “Oh come on guys, it’s not funny? How about Cum-Is-Dry?”

How is that even possible.

Shizuka explains, “You know, because chemistry is unbelievable?”

“No, Shizuka. Chemistry is believable. They are the whole reason we can be modern nowadays.” I say after a bit of thought about it. Of course, I don’t meant it. I don’t believe in anything.

Not even myself.

And not even the gods.

Shizuka rolls her eyes and drops her pen on the table, “Okay, now you guys are just being mean. I’ve thought about that joke and save it for the right timing since Sohee left. And this is what I got.”

Mei shakes her head as her voice break out, “Schiizuka, It–It’s okay.”

“What?”

“I–I think it’s funny.” Mei says.

Now Mei is just saying to flatter Shizuka. Which Shizuka…

Chuckles and pats Mei back, “I know you would understand me. Mei is not so boring that I’ve assumed. Ha ha ha ha ha ha…”

Which Shizuka happily responded.

“Not like that one guy I knew,” Shizuka glances at me. “If you know what I mean.”

I’m not going to join into this conversation.

I clear my throat, “Back to what’s important.”

Shizuka tries to reach her bag, “If that’s so, return me my bag.”

“No. No Shizuka.” I say, pushing back her bag further.

Shizuka frowns, “Hey, but that’s what important to me.”

“I know. But not now. Now what’s important is the lesson.”

Shizuka glares at me in not threatening way. She just wants to glare for no reason.

I sigh, “I’ll return this back to you after we are done here. So the faster we finish today Chemistry lesson, the faster you’ll get your laptop back.”

Shizuka smiles, “Good, if that’s the case then what’re we waiting for?”

I raise my eyebrow, “Are you saying that you’ve finished answering the paper.”

“Of course.” Shizuka raises her paper to show the whole room. It’s full answered but also full doodles. She likes to doodle a simple duck. And ducks having sex. The question is, does duck have a dick and a vagina?

I’ve never seen one. I should research more. It’d be important for my duty as a perfection. Yes, of course.

“Chemistry is super easy.” Shizuka adds.

“We’ll see about that.”

“Ho?” She tilts her head, “It seems you’re not worried today.”

“No,’ I say, “And I’ve never did.”

Because today I’ve made sure to check the answer sheet before handing the question papers. And… here it is, all printed in red ink. Sohee is the best. If you’re wondering who is the best assistance in this world, it is Sohee. The sohee with all pink. I’m lucky to have her.

“So we’re doing this or what?” Shizuka says. Her hand is waving over my face, “Don’t blank out now.”

“I’ll try.”

“Hm, weirdo I’m ready anytime.”

I almost begin the checking phase but then I stop. I realised that we almost leave someone out.

Mei is glancing up at me and Shizuka. I guessed she had try to speak up but didn’t find the space to hop in.

I’m sorry. I’ve accustomed to the fact that Shizuka is the only person here exist.. Now I would grave your presence in my brain, though it’s hard to do when you’re being all Assassin Creed to us.