Never Give up Even if You ever Hurt me - C53
The moment Qi Yunxiu’s clothes were taken off, he realized that this, this entire situation was not a dream.
“Jin Di, I, I am a man.” Even though Qi Yunxiu liked touching Jin Di, he still wanted to confirm what Jin Di thought of him.
Jin Di looked at Qi Yunxiu, who was below her, with eyes full of gentleness: “I know you are a man, and I also know that we are all men.
He didn’t know why, but even though he already knew the truth, when Jin Di said it now, Qi Yunxiu still felt uncomfortable in his heart.
He used all of his strength to push Jin Di away, “Since you know about it, you should stop what you’re doing.” With that said, Qi Yunxiu turned his head helplessly.
He did like Jin Di, and had even loved him deeply in his heart, but so what? He could not let Jin Di embark on a path that was not accepted by society just because he liked Jin Di.
How could Jin Di be pushed aside like this by Qi Yunxiu? He only looked at Qi Yunxiu gently, but his hands didn’t stop moving at all. How could he not know that if they were to be together, the entire society would probably not approve of them.
After all these years, it was rare for him to meet someone he liked and someone he wanted to protect his entire life. So even if he was a man, so what? He would still be moved by every single one of his actions, and his mood would still become bad at times because of him. He wanted to touch him, wanted him to belong to him alone.
Qi Yunxiu did not hear nor respond to Jin Di’s words, but he could feel Jin Di’s big hands moving about everywhere on his body. Every inch of his skin, he could feel Jin Di’s big hands with a thin cocoon rubbing against him.
“You, you stop. I, I’m not that kind of person.”
At this time, Qi Yunxiu used all of his strength to finally push Jin Di away a little, and his breathing had also become hurried.
“Didn’t you say you liked me?” Jin Di’s voice finally sounded, but Qi Yunxiu felt as if a knife was scraping his heart.
He only turned his head, but his current grip on the blanket still revealed his nervousness. He did like Jin Di, but it was not to the point where he was unable to bear it.
Seeing Qi Yunxiu like that, Jin Di continued to lean forward, and when Qi Yunxiu wanted to push him away, he realized that his hands were held tightly by Jin Di.
“Stop? “Are you sure?”
Jin Di’s hand had already arrived at the place underneath Qi Yunxiu’s abdomen. With just a light press, Qi Yunxiu couldn’t help but cry out.
“Ah …” “Ahhh …”
Qi Yunxiu bit his lower lip tightly, but he was still frightened by An Ran’s sudden reaction. He wanted to endure it, but discovered that his body was no longer feeling as uncomfortable as it did on his own.
It was as if he wanted to make more contact with Jin Di … He, what’s wrong with him?
Seeing Qi Yunxiu like this, a burst of satisfaction arose in Jin Di’s heart. He gently kissed Qi Yunxiu’s full forehead and continued: “Ah Xiu, should I stop?”
He, he just called him ‘Ah Xiu’?
Qi Yunxiu could only look at Jin Di in a daze. His eyes slowly blurred, why did he call her that nickname?
“No!”
As expected, he still couldn’t do it. Thinking of the attitude Jin Di had towards him back then, he still cried out these two words of rejection.
Jin Di looked at Qi Yunxiu’s tears that kept on flowing out of his eyes, leaving only pain on his face.
“Alright, alright, I’ll stop. I won’t touch you.” Jin Di flipped over and immediately laid beside Qi Yunxiu, following that, he hugged him tightly. He did not know what Qi Yunxiu had thought of that caused him to suddenly cry.
After all, this person was such a proud person. How could he suddenly burst into tears in front of others?
Qi Yunxiu felt that the door in his heart, which was sealed with the past, was suddenly opened. However, he did not feel any sweetness at all.
Back then, he had also called out to him so intimately. However, he had turned around and called for a lot of people to come and ruthlessly humiliate him. What about now?
What was he trying to do now?
Qi Yunxiu’s body couldn’t help but tremble in fear. He began to tell Jin Di about the love he had buried deep in his heart on impulse earlier. Maybe he shouldn’t, shouldn’t have let Jin Di know about the feelings he had towards him.
After all, if Jin Di still could not accept the fact that they were both men and that he was like the last time, he did not know if he still had the courage to start from the beginning again.
Jin Di felt the woman’s body trembling in his embrace, wanting to hug her and give him power, but he didn’t expect that Qi Yunxiu’s voice would ring out.
“Jin Di, we are not suitable. I said that I like you only because I want to let out my feelings for you out. You don’t have to care about that.”
Qi Yunxiu thought that Jin Di would let him go just like she had expected, then turn around and walk out. However, she didn’t expect to hear a voice full of anger.
“So, when you said you liked me, you were just teasing me?”
“No, no, I don’t want to burden you with anything. After all, liking you is my own business.” Hearing Jin Di’s words, Qi Yunxiu anxiously turned around and explained to him.
“And if I say that your liking is not a burden to me?” Jin Di looked at Qi Yunxiu, and said seriously. He actually wanted to see what kind of logical thinking this person had in store for him to turn a blind eye to his liking.
“Huh?”
Qi Yunxiu was suspicious, this, this was not like what Jin Di was going to say at all.
“The moment I knew you liked me, my heart finally dropped because I also liked you.” Jin Di reached out and lightly pressed Qi Yunxiu’s head into his chest.
His lips kissed Qi Yunxiu’s soft hair, and then immediately followed up: “Qi Yunxiu, I like you, do you understand what I’m saying? I know we’re both men, but what does my liking you have to do with sex? ”
Qi Yunxiu wanted to raise his head to look at Jin Di, but didn’t expect his face to be lifted by a large hand, “Mmm ~ ~”
At this moment, he didn’t want to hear any more dejected words. Their future could not be decided by him alone, ‘Qi Yunxiu, don’t even think about escaping. In this life, you can only be one of my, Jin Di’s, people. ”
With that, Jin Di directly deepened the kiss, until Qi Yunxiu’s entire body was paralyzed in his embrace. Seeing Qi Yunxiu’s blushing face and cute breathing, Jin Di felt his throat tighten.
“Now, is it okay?”
Jin Di’s gentle voice sounded at this moment. He did not want to scare Qi Yunxiu away so easily, but this person had always revealed such an alluring action unintentionally, and had always been attracting him.
— — The content is from [Mick Read]