Never Live Up to Your Love - C104
Yu Jin arrived at Tan Wan’s place around ten minutes later. When he pushed open the door, Tan Wan and I turned our heads to look at him at the same time. His wrist had a black jacket, and although he looked exhausted, he looked normal.
He walked in and said to Tan Wan: “Sorry to bother you.”
Hearing Yu Jin’s words, Tan Wan immediately laughed and said, “It’s fine, how can we possibly disturb such words?”
Yu Jin didn’t say much, he only glanced at me before saying to Tan Wan once more, “I’ll take her home.”
Tan Wan said: “Hurry up and bring her away. She was completely drenched when she came here, remember to go back and drink a cup of ginger water.”
Yu Jin acknowledged me before pulling you up from the sofa. He said to Tan Wan, “Then, we’ll be leaving first.”
We didn’t say anything else and just brought me to the door. This time, we didn’t leave through the main entrance, but through a special passageway that led directly to the parking lot.
Yu Jin pushed me into the carriage, and then sat down himself. After he sat in, Tan Wan did not send us off, she waved goodbye to me through the window, and turned to leave.
At this time, the driver asked Yu Jin where he was going. Yu Jin said three words expressionlessly: “Return to Yu Family.”
I sat there in silence as the driver started the car. I said, “If you send me back to Yu Family, I’ll jump off the carriage.”
The driver was troubled as he carefully observed us in the rearview mirror. He confirmed with Yu Jin once more: “Boss Yu, are we returning to Yu Family?”
Yu Jin propped himself up against the door of the carriage and rubbed his eyebrows in exhaustion. After a long while, he said: “Let’s go back to the apartment.”
After the driver received his final reply, he drove back to Yu Jin’s residence as per Yu Jin’s instructions.
Yu Jin did not reside in the Yu Family. He didn’t live at the end of the house or in the villa, where he currently lived in a relatively simple apartment.
After Yu Jin brought me up, he opened the door. There was nothing inside, just a few homes were there.
After I entered, I took off my shoes, and there was only a pair of blue cotton slippers at the entrance. They belonged to Yu Jin.
He crouched down. After placing the pair of slippers in front of me, I hesitated for a moment before he whispered, “For the time being.”
I used to wear his shoes when I was at home, because they were big and comfortable, but there was clearly only one pair, so I asked him, “What about you?”
Yu Jin changed into a pair of cold slippers and walked in, ignoring me.
I looked at his back for a long time and could only put it on. After putting it on, the slippers were large and empty.
Yu Jin had already entered the kitchen. There was no auntie at home, it was very simple, there wasn’t even a guest room. When I followed him to the kitchen, he was currently cooking ginger water for me.
I stood behind him for a while, and then I couldn’t help but reach out and hug him.
He stopped what he was doing and looked at me. He didn’t speak, he didn’t let go of my hand, he just let me hold him.
The sound of the rain hitting the window made it unspeakably noisy, but the room was very quiet. It was so quiet that people could hear the gurgling sound of the water in the room. They all felt an inexplicable sense of relief.
Yu Jin let me hug him from the year after tomorrow for a long time. After the cup of ginger sugar water in his hand was done, he turned around, took my hand, and said to me: “Drink it.”
I tasted it and whispered something hot.
He led me out of the kitchen and into the living room. He placed the glass of ginger water on the table and went to the bathroom. I sat on the sofa and listened to the water in the bathroom for a while.
Around among the twenty odd years, Yu Jin walked out. He was wearing a bathrobe, and upon seeing that Jiang Tangshui was still lying on the table, he looked at me.
I understood something and explained, “I was just about to drink.”
After drinking it all in one go, Yu Jin poured a cup of water for himself and then sat beside me. He said: “I’ll temporarily stay here for the night, I’ll send you back tomorrow morning.”
This was not a discussion, but an order.
I know that under the current circumstances, it is indeed not appropriate for me to stay together with Yu Jin. The reason why I am so insistent on meeting him today is only because I haven’t seen him for a long time.
Now that wish had been fulfilled. I didn’t have any objections. I just lowered my head and stayed silent.
Yu Jin switched on the television, and the quiet room was immediately filled with voices. It was all about Lady Yu’s current situation, and his ears were all filled with the words’ stock market ‘.
After Yu Jin turned off the television again, he drank the last mouthful of water in his hands and then put down the cup. He looked at me and said: “Yu Family cannot be compared to Yu Family, the situation there is complicated, but it can guarantee your safety. You do not have to worry about the matters here, I will take care of it.”
I said, “You always say that you will deal with it well, but when you deal with it properly, you always make the situation light and easy. But I know that this time Wu Zhijun is going to die for you, and his Yu Family is also participating, so it’s not as simple as it seems, right?”
Yu Jin looked at me, his face not showing much emotion. He said: “I had expected this to happen, so I’m not surprised at all with the current result.”
I grabbed his arm and looked at him pleadingly. “Can I help you? Furthermore, I am the key figure in this matter, and only I can help you. I don’t want others to say such words to you. ”
When Yu Jin heard me say this, he laughed and said, “What am I now?”
His words caused me to be stunned for a moment, as I didn’t understand where he was pointing.
He took my hand away from his arm and said: “From the day you decided to enter Yu Family, the relationship between us is no longer that of siblings. We can only be considered as strangers who have lived together for a very long time, so you don’t have to worry about what others say about me.”
After he finished speaking, he stood up and walked towards his bedroom. I asked him from behind, “What do you mean?
When he heard me, he stopped in his tracks right before he reached the bedroom door. I thought that he would change his way of speaking, but who would have thought that he would add another sentence: “It’s not that I don’t have any connections, but that it has nothing to do with the entire Yu Family.”
His words were undoubtedly hurtful, and even his back revealed indifference and arrogance.
I said, “Are you blaming me for getting out of contact with Yu Family?”
Yu Jin said with an indifferent tone: “This is your own choice.”
He did not stop at the door, I was just about to chase him but he already closed the door, I was so angry I knocked hard on the door and said, “Yu Jin! What do you mean? I clearly told you that I was going to return to the Yu Family. At that time, you also agreed to it, and it was for your sake that I made this decision! “Why are you blaming me now?”
I went crazy knocking on the door and even shouted at times, but Yu Jin did not move at all in the room, it was as if no one was there. I became furious, so I immediately grabbed onto the door handle and started crying, and sat outside the door saying: “How can you treat me like this now, yes, it was because I did not know how to look, that’s why I easily trusted others and was used by them. I was stupid, that’s why I hurt you like this, but you already saw it, when I called you, you did not even remind me why it turned into this, instead it’s strange.”
I cried and said, “Yu Jin, this is unfair to me! Unfair! Open the door! ”
No matter how I shouted from the outside, that door had always been tightly shut without any reaction. I didn’t know why I was crying so invisibly, while hanging on to that door like I was dragging a lifesaver, crying until my voice was hoarse: “Yu Jin, do you know how worried I was about you during this period of time? I was thinking about what happened to you every day, whether you were in danger or not.
Yu Jin didn’t react at all when he saw that there was no response from me. My shout had alarmed the bodyguards outside the door, and only then did Yu Jin pull open the door and come out. He looked at me, who was sitting on the floor, and didn’t say anything.
When the security guard saw Yu Jin, he immediately laughed and said: “Mr. Yu, we heard the commotion over here, so we came over to see what the situation is.”
Yu Jin said in a low voice: “It’s nothing, I got into an argument.”
The security guard glanced at me and saw me sitting on the floor with my back to them. They didn’t dare to go in and only said apologetically, “Sorry to disturb you.”
Then they left through the door, leaving us alone in the room, without my cries, and in an instant there was silence.
Yu Jin closed the door and walked towards me. He stood in front of me who was sitting on the ground and asked, “Do you want to stand up by yourself or do you need me to pull you up?”
I didn’t answer him, just sat on the floor, hugging myself and burying my face in my knees.
The atmosphere in the room was silent for a moment, and then I felt my body being lifted up by him. He pushed open the door and carried me directly into the room and sat on the bed.
He squatted in front of me and exchanged glances with me. He looked at me for a long time, then raised her hand to stroke the hair that was hanging down on both of my cheeks and said: “This is my deserved retribution, this is not your fault, the wrong person has always been me. Therefore, Little Wei, I am not blaming you for going back to Yu Family, which is currently your only ideal destination. As he spoke up to this point, his words paused for a moment. Then, the corner of his mouth curled into a trace of a bitter smile. He said, “Besides, I can’t protect you anymore. You’re too old to need me any longer.”
I firmly held his hand, I cried and said, “What do you mean? Do I have nothing to do with you from now on?” Yu Jin, I don’t want this. Although we aren’t blood related, we grew up together, this is something that no one can deny. “Don’t mind me …”
When he heard me, he laughed, his gaze stayed on my face for a long time. I felt a little uneasy, and he said, “I am too tired, you know how many things have happened in my family these years. Little Wei, I just want to leave this place, and relax my mind. The only person that I am worried about is you. However, you are currently in Yu Family, and Yumann Ting is protecting you, so no matter how worried I am, I believe there won’t be any problems with you. ”
I could hear the meaning of parting from Yu Jin’s words. It was as if a hole had been missed in my heart, and something was falling in succession; Yu Jin has never said such a thing to me. This is the first time.
The moment he tried to pull his hand away from my face, I held his hand in terror. I cried as I looked at him and asked, “Where are you going?”
I shook my head. “What about me? Yu Jin, you said that you would bring me wherever you go, you can’t go back on your words. ”
Yu Jin only smiled, and there were no other expressions on his face. He spoke in a low and gentle voice, just like how he did when he was young, “Everyone will have their own lives, I am, you are one too. Now, I can’t protect you anymore, without me, would you be able to live a better life? This has always been the freedom you want, right? ”
I said with a face full of tears, “No, Yu Jin, the freedom that I want isn’t if you leave me. You said that you wouldn’t let me be alone. “What do you want me to do …”
In a patient tone, he said, “Don’t you still have your biological parents? “You have a big sister, a big brother …”
I interrupted him. “It’s not the same at all! I have no feelings for them! From start to finish, the reason why I am going to the Yu Family s is only for you! ”
He took his hand out of my palm and wiped the tears off my face. “Idiot, we’re still separated by a layer.”
He stopped talking to me about it, and instead put his arms around me and coaxed me to calm me down. No matter where I asked him later, he wouldn’t answer me.
After that, I was really tired. Just now, I shouted at him at the top of my lungs to vent my fatigue, and after running for a long time, I cried for a long time in Yu Jin’s arms. Then, somehow, I fell asleep.
When I woke up again, it was already the morning of the second day. Outside, the sun was shining bright, and I had already changed my clothes.
I thought of the bits and pieces of last night, and I didn’t even have time to wear my shoes. He immediately rushed out of bed.
When he rushed to the living room, Yu Jin was currently sitting in the living room making a phone call, as if he was talking to a lawyer. When he heard my movements, he turned around and saw that I was not wearing shoes, so he hung up the phone and stood up from the sofa, frowning. “Why are you not wearing shoes?”
I was in too much of a hurry. He was too scared to care about anything, so his first thought was to find him.
I looked at him with my bare feet. He came over and picked me up from the ground. I used the opportunity to wrap my arms around his neck and silently looked at him.
He placed me carefully on the bed and took my feet in his hands. He picked up a shoe and gently put it on for me. He said, “After breakfast, I’ll send you back to the Yu Family.”
But I wasn’t in the mood to listen to him. I was still wondering where he was going when he said he was leaving last night.
I said, “You haven’t answered my question from yesterday.”
He looked up at me and smiled.
My tone was a little agitated as I replied, “You said that you want to leave.”
Yu Jin let out an extremely soft laugh, and asked: “Did you hear wrongly, did I say such a thing to you?”
I grabbed his sleeve and said, “You did. I clearly heard what you said. You haven’t answered me yet.”
Yu Jin smiled without saying a word. He helped me put on my first shoe. He picked up the other one from the ground and said, “You are here, I won’t leave.”
Hearing his words, I grabbed his sleeve and tightened my grip even more. “Is that true?” I asked in disbelief.
He replied in a very natural tone, “Of course it’s true. What I promised you, when did I ever lie to you?”
I heaved a sigh of relief. Yes, the things that Yu Jin had promised me were never spoken the truth. Since he said so, he definitely wouldn’t do it again.
I finally calmed down, but I was still a little worried. I stretched out my hand and said, “No, even though you’ve never broken your promise to me. For safety’s sake, we have to play a trick.”
Yu Jin looked at the hand that I held in midair. After looking at it for a long time, he finally reached out his pinky finger and hooked it around my pinky. As I wrapped around his hand, I said, “Fishing with a hook for a hundred years is not allowed to change.”