Never Live Up to Your Love - C109

Xiao Jie was dead, the waves were too fierce, and by the time everyone went into the sea to salvage the Xiao Jie, his body would have already been tossed around by the waves.

The police continued to search for me for four days and five nights. On the fifth night, Yumann Ting sat beside me and cried as she told me that she wanted me to accept the truth.

How I accept the fact, how I accept the sudden turn of events, the night four days ago was a dream for me, and it was as if I was trapped in it and couldn’t get out.

Seeing that I didn’t react at all since I returned, Yumann Ting couldn’t control her emotions anymore and started crying while covering her mouth.

She was right next to me. The sound was so sad, but I only felt it was noisy.

I just want to rest. I just want to be quiet.

I got up from my chair and walked forward sleepily.

Yumann Ting followed behind me, seeing that I was walking towards the window, she thought that I was going to commit suicide, so she immediately rushed over and closed the window, she cried and said: “Little Wei, there will still be children, don’t be like this!”

However, after she said that, I just quietly lay down on my bed. I pulled the blanket to the side and wrapped myself in it. I calmly said to her, “When you leave, turn off the lights. It’s too bright.”

She stood there and looked at me blankly, not expecting me to be this calm and unresponsive. After that, I, Xiao Ruoyun, walked in and saw me lying on the bed. She rushed over and hugged me tightly as she cried, “Little Wei, don’t be like this. “Don’t scare mommy, you and mommy have been talking for four days already. If this goes on, your body will collapse …”

I didn’t respond, I just felt bored, I’d had enough of all this, it was too noisy here, and there was this man on top of me.

I frowned and said tiredly, “I need to rest.”

Xiao Ruoyun was still lying on top of me. She looked at me with teary eyes and said, “Little Wei, you have already slept for four days. You need to eat, you know. ”

I saw myself in her eyes, her hair a mess, her face streaked with dried tears, her clothes the same as they had been four days before.

I thought, This woman is really ugly, how could she be this ugly? But I don’t have the mood to struggle anymore, I don’t even want to move, I just tiredly said, “I’m not hungry. Please let me sleep for a while.”

Xiao Ruoyun shook me while crying: “I can’t sleep anymore, you need to eat. Little Wei, don’t scare me like that, wake up, let’s eat first. ”

I tightly furrowed my brows and tightly closed my eyes. I refused to do as she said. I was currently very tired, so I wanted to rest. Only by resting would I feel comfortable.

Seeing that there was no reaction, Xiao Ruoyun begged Yumann Ting, who was at the side crying while holding onto her lips: “Manting! Come over here and advise Little Wei! We can’t let her do this! ”

Hearing Xiao Ruoyun’s voice, I only felt that being a mother was really pitiful. She was anxious when the child did not eat. She was anxious when the child was sick. The child was unhappy. She was also anxious.

But now that my child is dead, I’m not sad at all. Am I a hateful person? Why do I have to be a mother?

Thinking about it here, I instead felt even more pain, and Xiao Ruoyun’s crying sound was getting further and further away from me. I think that I must have fallen asleep again.

Yumann Ting and Xiao Ruoyun’s voices sounded as if they were cut off by a layer of film, vague and indistinct, allowing people to clearly hear their wife’s words.

In my dreams, there were still the sound of waves churning. However, my heart was strangely tranquil. There was no struggle, no heart-wrenching cries, and no panic of the police.

When I opened my eyes again, Yu Jin’s face was right above mine. I looked at him for a long time, and felt that he was also a bit haggard.

I struggled out of the blanket and asked him, “What happened to you?” Don’t you have to work today? ” I saw that he was not in the least bit high spirited, so I reached out my hand to cover his face and asked, “Is there something unpleasant going on? Did you not sleep well? ”

Yu Jin looked at me for a long time before he reached out his hand to cover the hand I placed on his face. His voice was so gentle that it sounded like he was afraid of waking me up.

I shook my head. “I’m not hungry.” I thought about it and asked again, “Did you find the Xiao Jie?”

Yu Jin? In his dark eyes, there was a bottomless abyss. After almost a minute, he said in a hoarse voice, “I’m still looking.”

I calmly replied, “Oh, we’ll definitely be able to find him. With so many people, he’ll definitely be fine. Don’t worry too much.”

Seeing that no one in the room thought that he definitely hadn’t eaten, I got up from the bed and said, “I’ll go cook for you. I’ve been too lazy these past few days, so I don’t want to move a muscle.”

However, just as my feet touched the ground and before I could even stand firm in my shoes, Yu Jin, who was behind me, suddenly pulled me into his embrace. I instantly stopped moving.

I only felt his chin pressing against my shoulder, causing me to feel some pain. I didn’t struggle and whispered to him, “What’s wrong?”

Yu Jin held onto me without saying a word. I felt the strength that he was putting on his waist reach the peak, so he slowly relaxed. He whispered into my ear, “Do you want to eat?”

Hearing his words, I immediately smiled and said, “I have a meal. I’ve always had a meal. In the morning, Mrs. Chen even cooked me Silver Ear Lotus Seeds. I ate a lot.”

Unknowingly, Mrs Chen was silently standing behind us. She frowned and shook her head at Yu Jin.

Yu Jin did not expose my nonsense. He only asked along my words: “How much did you eat?”

I said, “There’s really a lot of it. It’s a big bowl, and I even left a bowl for Xiao Jie to eat when he comes back.”

Yu Jin sighed, then said: “Xiao Jie must be very happy.”

ME: “Yeah.” He made a sound.

He held me for a long time and then he let me go. I got out of his arms and went out of the room to look for the kitchen.

Yu Jin’s whole body slumped behind the ground. Looking at me, who was running around the room like someone’s soul had been sucked out of me, he lowers his face in the middle of his arms. The light outside the window shines on him.

Even the air in the room was chilly.

Even after almost half a month had passed, the Xiao Jie’s corpse was still not found. The police gave him the result that the Xiao Jie was confirmed as dead, due to the boundless expanse of the sea, there were many sharks inside, and a child in a coma, even if it wasn’t eaten by the sea creatures, a huge wave would still be enough to take his life. Even if the huge wave didn’t do anything to him, no one could save him in a short period of time, so he would still suffocate to death.

Since the police had been looking for him for so long, there was no chance of a miracle happening in that sea area. Therefore, the police believed that if the child could not find the corpse, there was only one possibility — he would be devoured by the sea.

The case of the Xiao Jie was a kidnapping case, and the murderer had found out that it was Wang Xinran.

This case was closed the day after Xiao Jie’s death.

My child is gone.

Yumann Ting and Xiao Ruoyun were afraid that I would not be able to endure the news. Although the case against Yu Jin had been withdrawn, it was not good to stay with Yu Jin, so they came to pick me up from Yu Jin’s place in the afternoon.

I still like to walk around the room looking for what I want, but I can’t find what I want no matter how hard I look.

Yu Jin’s servants say that I’m crazy, but I don’t know what madness is. I just feel very calm, and I must find the thing that’s hidden.

When Xiao Ruoyun and Yumann Ting were brought to my room by a servant, I was still walking around the room, while Yu Jin was leaning on the bed, looking at me.

How long I walked here, how long he watched.

Because the room was too quiet, Xiao Ruoyun and Yumann Ting did not dare make a sound, and the servant also quietly left.

I felt that I was tired from walking, so I returned to Yu Jin’s side and leaned on him, just like how I did when I was young. When Yu Jin was reading in his room, I leaned on his body and looked at the white clouds floating outside the window.

However, the sky now was filled with dark clouds.

We’ve both been like this these days, alone without saying anything.

Yu Jin was also gloomy? Terribly, he didn’t seem to want to talk.

They waited for a long time, causing Xiao Ruoyun to be unable to wait any longer. She wanted to walk over, but was stopped by Yumann Ting, who indicated that she should wait a little longer before speaking.

Xiao Ruoyun was anxious, but she could not do anything.

The servant at the side thought for a bit, then walked over to Yu Jin. The room was too quiet, and she was afraid that she would scare me, who was leaning on Yu Jin, so she tried to make her voice as soft as possible. He carefully reminded: “Sir, Miss Yu and Madam Yu said that they have something to talk to you about.”

The moment the servant finished his sentence, I shoved my head even deeper into Yu Jin’s embrace. could feel my unease, so he used his hand to stroke my hair, causing the room to once again become still.

The servant did not wait for Yu Jin’s reply and could only turn around to walk towards them. He said in a small voice, “Miss Yu, do you want to wait a bit more, Madam Yu? It may not be convenient for our husband right now. ”

Xiao Ruoyun said anxiously: “I’m just taking my daughter home, there’s nothing else.” She thought for a moment, then added, “I’ll tell your husband myself.”

Xiao Ruoyun struggled free from Yumann Ting, and immediately walked towards us, when she arrived in front of Yu Jin, she said: “Mr. Yu, our Yu Family is extremely grateful to our Little Wei for taking care of him for so many years, no one would want this matter to happen, but since it has already become a reality, we can only accept it, and I have come here today specifically to bring Little Wei back, I hope you can understand my mother’s feelings, please? “Please give my daughter back to me …”

When Xiao Ruoyun said till here, she could no longer control his voice, and it was full of choked sobs. She begged Yu Jin, and continuously bowed and said: “I beg of you, please, can you give Little Wei back to me, please?”

Xiao Ruoyun’s actions still did not cause Yu Jin and I much reaction, so she just directly knelt in front of us and cried, “I know my request is very excessive! I was willing to do whatever you want me to do now, even if it means taking my life. But I’m begging you, give her back to me, she can’t take anything anymore! ”

Xiao Ruoyun kowtowed very loudly, and her forehead turned purple. Yumann Ting walked up, wanting to pull her to death, but she ignored him, causing the originally quiet room to become extremely noisy once again. I felt that my head was hurting even more, I couldn’t listen to any of the noises for the past few days.

My head crawled even deeper into Yu Jin’s embrace as he covered my ears with both hands and lightly kissed the top of my head. After he felt that the restless mood had calmed down a little, he finally looked at Xiao Ruoyun who was kneeling there and said in a bland voice: “I have never fought with you for anything. Not to ask my opinion, but if she would like to go back with you. ”

Xiao Ruoyun was startled for a few seconds, she did not expect Yu Jin to say that, and asked uncertainly: “Is what you said true?”

Yu Jin didn’t pay attention to her and instead lifted my face from his embrace. I wanted to bury my face again, but he controlled my face and raised it again to ask me: “Little Wei, are you willing to go with them?”

I blankly looked at him. His eyes didn’t have any emotion as he asked me this question as if he was just going through the motions.

He said again, “Huh?” He made a sound.

At this moment, everyone’s gaze fell on me. After a long while, which was roughly three minutes, Xiao Ruoyun suddenly squeezed my hand and said, “Little Wei, can you go home with mother? Just treat it as mother begging you …”

My stiff neck moved twice. Xiao Ruoyun’s face was covered in tears; Her eyes were even more cloudy.

Yumann Ting also walked up and said, “Little Wei, mother is almost sixty, she was indeed wrong before, but after all, you were born when she was ten months old. When you were three months old, the doctor said that your right ear was stunted, but she still did not give up on you, and did not hesitate to give you birth, if not, she would not have left you behind. Little Wei, just treat it as me begging you, Little Wei, just treat it as me begging you, please forgive her okay?”

Xiao Ruoyun knelt on top of my body and cried until she almost collapsed.

But I just sat there.

Yu Jin asked me again, and he said: “Little Wei, just nod. Can’t you just shake your head? ”

I nodded.

The hand Yu Jin placed on my face slowly fell. When Xiao Ruoyun saw my answer, her entire body collapsed on top of mine, as if she was already exhausted.

Yu Jin did not speak anymore, and released me.

Even if I don’t go, so what? The distance between us is just like a galaxy, there are too many factors contained within this river, even if we aren’t related by blood, I am still unable to change the fact that we are related by blood.

There is no room for us in this society. By now, everyone is tired. His harm to me can’t be made up for by no amount of love. We are originally two people who are bound together, and can only let go of each other.

When Xiao Ruoyun helped me up from Yu Jin’s embrace, Yu Jin suddenly said, “Wait.”

Xiao Ruoyun’s hand stopped, thinking that Yu Jin had reneged on his words. His action paused, and looked at him with a gaze full of nervousness.

Yu Jin also stood up with us, he only looked at me and said: “Little Wei, I’m sorry.”

I don’t know what he meant by sorry. However, he didn’t say anything more. He reached out his hand to pat my head and helplessly smiled. “Let’s go. I’ll visit you often.”

I nodded and said, “Okay.”

Yu Jin’s hand slipped from my head, and the smile on his face grew wider and wider, but his eyes were clearly a sea of melancholy and loneliness.

After that, Xiao Ruoyun and Yumann Ting helped me leave Yu Jin’s place, and when I went downstairs and was about to get on the carriage, I raised my head at that moment. Yu Jin was standing at the window on the floor above and looking at me.

Yumann Ting saw me standing there. Raising her head and looking at the sky in a daze, she looked up along with me, but just as she looked over, Yu Jin had already disappeared from the window, she thought that I was mentally impaired, a look of worry flashed past her eyes, but she did not say anything, and only urged me with a low voice: “Let’s get in the car.”

I nodded my head and bent my body to enter the carriage, Xiao Ruoyun and Yumann Ting followed me into the carriage.

Yumann Ting and Xiao Ruoyun brought me into the Yu Family again.

When he saw Xiao Ruoyun and I walked in together, he immediately put down the teacup in his hands and stood up, then walked over to us with a warm smile on his face: “Little Wei, it’s good that you are fine, everything is over now. You should stay here well from now on, your mother and sister will also be living here with you.”

Xiao Ruoyun looked at On Syouwa with gratitude. With tears in her eyes, she said: “She … “Thank you.”

Xiao Ruoyun hasn’t been able to stay in the Yu Family for so many years because of On Syouwa’s face. Now, On Syouwa actually doesn’t even care about Du Fengqi’s face and made an exception for the three of us to live here together. This was an enormous grace to Xiao Ruoyun.

Xiao Ruoyun’s gratitude made the smile on On Syouwa’s face grow wider. He acted like a good husband and father as she said: “All these years, I have wronged you, you are my wife in the first place, but there are too many factors behind this. You made me feel wronged outside for so many years, I should be the one apologizing.”

Xiao Ruoyun saw that On Syouwa actually said such a thing, the tears in her eyes flickered even more fiercely as he said, “Now Little Wei has happened — —” Just as she was about to continue, Yumann Ting grabbed her hand, signalling her not to continue on with the topic. Xiao Ruoyun stopped the topic in time, and said the tears in her eyes: “It’s a good thing that Little Wei is fine, I believe my life will be better in the future.”

On Syouwa seemed to agree with these words, but there was a deep worry hidden between his brows, as if he was worrying about something. After a long while, he tried to ask: “Little Wei’s condition …. “How about now?”

Yumann Ting said from the side: “She’s still in a daze, she doesn’t care about talking to her. Just now, when I went to pick her up from Yu Family, I asked the servant there about her situation during the past half month. The servant there said that although she wasn’t too excited during that half a month, she still seemed to be a little muddle-headed.”

On Syouwa asked with concern: “Didn’t the Yu Family ask for a doctor?”

Yumann Ting shook her head and said, “Not at the Yu Family area. Said it was only temporary. ”

On Syouwa sighed and said, “This child …” He sighed heavily and said, “I hope that I can walk out of here in the future, but I think I should find a doctor.”

He said he wanted to, so he quickly instructed the butler beside him: “Qiao Ding, quickly give a call to Doctor Wang, tell him to come back quickly and let Miss take a look.”

After the butler heard On Syouwa’s instructions, he immediately agreed and quickly made a call.

In about twenty minutes, Dr. Wang could not make it in time to open my eyes and examine me.

On Syouwa watched nervously from the side.

He looked at the doctor and did not speak for a long time. He was even more anxious than Xiao Ruoyun and asked, “Doctor Wang, how is my daughter? Is he really sick? ”

The doctor looked at him for a long time. He took his hand away from my eyelids and frowned as he shook his head and sighed, “That’s hard to say. It’s been like this for half a month. I don’t think it will be good from now on.”

After On Syouwa heard this, he let out a deep sigh. He didn’t say anything.

However, Xiao Ruoyun was anxious, she rushed up and chased after the doctor and asked: “What do you mean it won’t be too good? Doctor, my daughter was normal before! The reason why she is doing this right now is because of the stimulation. Can you treat her?

The doctor said, “It’s not that I can’t cure her, I’ll definitely treat her. But I don’t know when she’ll recover.”

Xiao Ruoyun said: “It’s alright! As long as you are willing to cure it! ”

Seeing Xiao Ruoyun being so anxious, Du Zhenghe said from the side, “Sigh, don’t be in such a hurry. Doctor Wang is the best therapist, he will definitely cure Little Wei. ”

Hearing On Syouwa’s words, Xiao Ruoyun subconsciously said a few good words.

After that, the doctor and I talked for a long time. Seeing that I was just sitting there in a daze, he didn’t say anything else.

Seeing that I was a little tired, Yumann Ting asked On Syouwa to bring me into her room to rest. Naturally, On Syouwa agreed immediately and even asked her to accompany me there to enlighten me.

Yumann Ting nodded and supported me to my room. After that, On Syouwa and the doctor discussed the details of my illness.

When Xiao Ruoyun saw how much On Syouwa regarded me, there was no need to mention how happy and gratified she was. It was as if I had endured for so many years and finally made a comeback. Only I knew what On Syouwa was thinking.

He was better than anyone who would have wished me to be mad, and there was one less person who knew what was going on that day.

And the reason why he was so considerate and did not care about Du Fengqi’s face, allowing Xiao Ruoyun to stay in the Yu Family, is only because he wants to control me, and see if I am truly crazy or not.

How could he allow everything he had to be overlooked?

After that, the servant took the medicine that the doctor had prescribed for me and walked in. She gave the medicine to Yumann Ting and told her how to drink it. She put the pills aside and didn’t let me take them. She seemed to have guessed something.

I was indeed a little tired, and fell into a deep sleep not long after I had lain down on the bed.

In my dream, I was holding a knife and cutting off On Syouwa’s head. At that moment, I heard my other self give a terrible laugh.