Never Live Up to Your Love - C125
Fu Ziya got up and left from my side, but she didn’t leave for long, she was about a meter away from me. She and her husband’s conversation was also in French, I couldn’t understand her at all, I only knew that the smile on Fu Ziya’s face couldn’t be hidden, I didn’t know what they were talking about, after chatting for 4 or 5 minutes, the call was about to end. She held her phone and walked towards me, then happily said: “Sorry, I made you wait.”
I also smiled and said, “It’s alright. Seeing you and your husband chatting like this, it seems that I really love you.”
Towards my teasing, she felt a little embarrassed and said shyly, “No, he said he would come at 10 pm and also bring the child along with him.”
I looked at the time. It was almost ten o’clock, so I said, “Let’s hurry up and eat. It’s almost ten o’clock.”
Fu Ziya obviously wasn’t in the mood to accompany me to play, so after we finished eating dinner in a hurry, she bade me farewell and left the shopping mall together with her bodyguard.
Initially, I wanted to continue on to the hospital to accompany Jorin Of Course’s mother, but when I got on the car, I hesitated. Fu Ziya said that since his husband came here at ten o’clock, he should be on a plane. If it’s a plane, then he must be landing at Ying Li Airport in the city.
Thinking of this, I looked at the time. I should still be able to catch up with Fu Yazi’s car. I sat in the car and immediately said to the driver, “Let’s go to the airport. Hurry.”
The driver, who hadn’t expected me to suddenly change lanes, looked at me, but without asking anything, started the car and started off in the direction of the airport.
There was only this one road on the way to the airport, and it was the fastest one. We, Fu Ziya, have just come out from the shopping mall, and have not left for too long. It has to be about five to six minutes, if my car is not stuck in a traffic jam, I think I can still catch up.
Thus, while we were rushing towards the airport, I kept a close eye on the cars around us. Sure enough, right in front of a traffic light, I could vaguely see Fu Ziya’s car.
I hadn’t thought of catching up with her, or finding her, because there were too many factors involved, and who knows what might happen between us that might lead us to miss each other on this wide road. Even though Fu Ziya and I were separated by six or seven carriages, I still managed to find her with a single glance.
After the green light went past, the red light started up, and Fu Ziya’s car started up. It whizzed past the red light with the other two cars following closely behind.
After they drove away, the cars behind them naturally started up as well, our cars followed closely behind. I was a little nervous, afraid that I would miss something and lose Fu Ziya, so I kept on telling the driver to make sure that he followed behind the three carriages.
The driver was in my words. He also followed carefully, not daring to make the slightest mistake.
Fortunately, the few cars in front were driving very smoothly and they were able to slow down as well. Following behind Fu Ziya was not a problem, and we followed them directly towards the airport’s car park. Fu Ziya did not sit in my car, so she did not recognize my car.
A few cars in front of us chose to enter another car park, so our car smoothly followed Fu Ziya’s car into the car park. After she found a parking spot, our car closely followed her car and stopped by the side.
Before long, Fu Ziya got out of the car. It was obvious that she was happy as she followed the bodyguard and got onto the elevator. I didn’t get out of the car, and I didn’t continue to follow her. I just had to stay with her car, because it wasn’t safe for them to leave and come back sooner or later.
This time was naturally very long, no matter how long Fu Ziya went, I just waited. After waiting for almost half an hour, I, who was slightly impatient, was just about to take out my phone and give it to her. A phone call rang, but who knew that the driver in the driver’s seat would suddenly raise his voice and say, “Miss, they’re coming out!”
Hearing his words, my hand trembled, and I almost lost control of my phone, but I still looked up immediately, and saw that the people who came out of the elevator were a few bodyguards, and now, I couldn’t even see Fu Ziya.
The bodyguards were obviously here to pick up the car. After they walked to the car, they quickly drove away from the parking lot. Their car moved so fast that the driver and I almost lost it.
Fortunately, there were more cars coming out of the parking lot today. Their cars were stuck at the entrance to let the others pass by first. During this time, our cars also followed them.
After following them out of the parking lot, they parked in front of the airport, and just then two cars came in from across the street, right into our car before either of us could react. When I heard the familiar sound of contact with my body, I didn’t even have time to think about it, and the bone-deep fear took over my brain.
When the sound finally faded with the passage of time, I slowly lifted my face from between my hands. The driver reacted faster than me, so he anxiously asked me from the driver’s seat if anything had happened.
I hastily replied that I was fine and raised my head to see what was going on. The two cars repeatedly crashed into each other in front of us, causing half of the front part of our car to fall out.
The driver of the car obviously didn’t come back to his senses. It took him a long time to get out of the car and walk towards us.
I sent the driver down to negotiate with them, but after the driver followed my orders, I suddenly thought of a question, where’s Fu Ziya?!
I looked at the front of the car, apart from a few shadows moving around, there was no sign of them. I pushed open the door and immediately got out, looking around without giving up. There were so many people and cars that it was hard to tell who was who.
I didn’t expect that this precious opportunity would be wasted so easily. Moreover, at such a crucial moment, I was hit by two cars. I was so angry that I rushed over to pull the two drivers who were arguing with the culprit away from me. I questioned them furiously, ‘Do they even know how to drive?!’ If you don’t know how to drive, then why did you run out and crash into someone else’s car!
Perhaps my attitude back then was too vile and agitated. I was still in the midst of an argument, but the moment I said those words that were filled with anger, an uproar broke out at the airport.
Both sides refused to give in. It was unknown who called the police in the end and argued with them for more than half an hour. In the end, the police were the ones to resolve the dispute.
When Luo Yuan found out that I had a car crash at the airport, he rushed over immediately. At that time, the argument was at its peak and the police were helpless to interfere. I didn’t even care about my face or my image. I talked loudly to the two men like a shrew.
Luo Luo hurriedly walked over and pulled me, who was still mad, to hand me over to the driver. He told him to take me to the car and sit properly. Then, he would settle the rest of the matters.
The driver knew that it wasn’t a good idea to continue arguing like this, so he forcefully pulled me out of the car, ignoring my struggles and warnings. They talked to the police and the driver outside the car.
Another half an hour, perhaps. After negotiating for half an hour, when the reporters rushed over, he quickly got on the car and did not stay at the airport any longer.
The car sped away, and after a long walk? Luo frowned at me and asked, “What happened to you today?” So angry? Do you know that your actions just now were very unbecoming? If the media were to find out, it would be a mess, but I accidentally bumped into it. I’ll just let the insurance company deal with it. Why do you have to be so aggressive? ”
Now that I have gradually calmed down, I know that my previous actions weren’t very appropriate. However, I am still caught up in this hard-earned opportunity, but due to the sudden accident, I lost again due to it.
I’m not in the mood for it. As Luo Luo said this, she could only rub her eyebrows and say: “Okay, if there’s nothing else, then let’s go home.”
When he saw my perfunctory attitude, he became angry and said, “Can you not be so angry next time? Can you think clearly about what you want to do when you do these things? “It’s a good thing that I made it in time this time. Otherwise, you’ll just have to wait for those reporters to write it down tomorrow.”
I coldly said, “Four years ago, I was already written down by someone as worthless and unrecognizable as I am. Why would I still be afraid that they would write down my name? With me like this right now, what else do they have to write?! ”
Sensing my current irritable mood, he didn’t dare to continue arguing with me. He could only turn his head to look outside the window and ignore me, probably wanting me to calm down.
I also realized that I was too irritable just now. After a while, I rubbed my forehead and said tiredly, “I’m sorry, it was my fault.”
After I said this, I sat there and didn’t say anything more.
Short sinking in the car? After a while … Luo Yuan turned his head to look at me and said, “I don’t have any other intentions. I just feel that what I did today wasn’t your style at all.”
I said, “I know.”
He asked, “What are you doing at the airport? Has something happened? ”
I didn’t want to talk too much, so I just whispered, “Don’t ask, let’s go home first.”
Seeing that I wasn’t interested and didn’t insist, I let the driver head in the direction of my apartment.
After I arrived home, I felt that my violent mood had completely calmed down. She went into the kitchen and poured me a glass of water.
After I took it from him, he asked, “Have you calmed down?”
I took a sip of water and said, “I’ve been on vacation for the past few days, so naturally you don’t have to work. Why did you come back from your parents’ place?”
Luo said, “My dad is going to A City with his superiors the day after tomorrow, and his family is also going to accompany them. I’m fine at home, so I came to accompany you.”
I subconsciously tightened my grip on the cup. “Going to A City?” “Why are you going to A City?”
Luo Luo sank into the sofa. He turned on the TV and said, “There’s a meeting over there. They said they’re going to have a meeting there to discuss the reform of the cities.”
I didn’t say anything, just glanced at the glass of ice water. When I stopped talking, she turned her head to look at me and asked, “What happened to you? Why aren’t you saying anything? ”
I immediately smiled and changed the subject. “I’m hungry.”
Luo Luo heard me say that I was hungry, so she volunteered to stand up and ask, “What do you want to eat? I’ll do it for you. ”
I sat on the sofa and looked up at him. “Anything. As long as it’s something you do, I’ll love it.” I said a bit coquettishly.
That was enough, of course? He said, “I’ll go with you now.”
After he finished speaking, his eyes were filled with a clear smile, and when he saw that smile. I immediately shifted my gaze away. Feeling a little guilty, I put down the cup of water in my hands and said, “I’ll help you become an assistant.”
Luoluo pressed on my shoulder and said, “No need, your body just happens to be in a good condition. I’m fine with going, as long as you want to eat what I’ve made.”
After he finished speaking, he walked towards the kitchen without waiting for my reaction. I sat on the sofa and watched him busy in the kitchen for a long time before I could only sit on the sofa and watch the television in boredom.
He thought about the sudden and perfect accident that happened today, and he thought about what happened earlier from time to time. What did he say after that? Luo Luo had already prepared dinner and called me to eat, but she didn’t notice.
He called out to me a few more times, and I got up from the sofa and walked over to the table. Landing there, chatting and laughing.
The next day, Xiao Ruoyun called me early in the morning. She said that she wanted me to go back home and have a meal with him. When they arrived, Yumann Ting was chatting and laughing with Yu Sheng there. Ever since Du Fengqi insisted on moving away from the Yu Family, the Yu Family was actually a lot quieter, and no one was making things difficult for Xiao Ruoyun anymore. Just by looking at Yumann Ting’s and Yu Sheng’s smiles, one could tell that life was much better than before.
After I got out of the car, Yumann Ting immediately came over to welcome me. She smiled and said: “You finally know to go home. I heard your mother-in-law was sick.
To her words, I smiled and said, “I should be able to leave the hospital in a few days. It won’t be a big deal.”
Yumann Ting said: “It’s good that it’s nothing big. Mom was in the kitchen this morning preparing your favorite food.”
I didn’t say anything after hearing it, and seeing that Yu Sheng didn’t say a word while standing at the side, I actually called him brother.
He agreed, and the three of us went to the hall. When we arrived, I saw how quiet the house was, so I asked, “Where’s father?” Haven’t you been back for a few days? ”
Yumann Ting, who was packing a pillow on the sofa, replied me offhandedly: “Daddy went to A City, and probably won’t be coming back for the next few days.”
I automatically repeated, “A city?”
Yumann Ting was a little surprised by my words, and asked: “What’s wrong? Is there a problem? ”
I reacted and smiled. “Oh, it’s fine. I was just casually asking about it.”
When she heard this, she urged me, “Then let’s hurry to the kitchen and help Mama. She can’t see very clearly by herself, and she has to think.”
I replied as I followed Yumann Ting into the kitchen.
After that, I stayed in Yu Family and didn’t go anywhere else for the whole day. I didn’t pick up the phone even after Luo gave me a call. When afternoon arrived, when I finished packing up and was about to leave, Yumann Ting suddenly chased me from behind and asked: “Are you not going to sleep at home tonight?”
Hearing her words, I looked back at her and said, “No. I still have a few things that I haven’t taken care of. ”
Yumann Ting frowned, “Have you been so busy recently? “The last time I was in Y City, I stayed for so long.”
I smiled and said, “There are a lot of things that we have to deal with. Even if it’s a vacation, we still have to take care of it.”
She didn’t say anything more, but told me to be careful on my way back.
I nodded my head. After leaving Yu Family, I didn’t return to my apartment. Instead, I booked a ticket to A City.
On the way to the airport, I didn’t expect to meet Chen Su, who was talking on the phone as he walked out of the exit. However, he didn’t notice me, as soon as he walked out of the exit, he immediately went to the car park. I originally wanted to follow him to take a look, but there was already a bit of time left, so I decided to check the tickets, since there were three minutes left.
But when I thought about the last chance I missed, I felt a burst of unwillingness. Seeing that I was about to check the tickets, I thought about it and without thinking about anything else, I turned and followed Chen Su. He sat on the elevator and went down the parking lot.
When we reached the bottom of the elevator, Chen Su suddenly disappeared. I looked around in a daze, thinking, could it be that I lost him again?
But just as I lifted my eyes, I saw Chen Su standing behind me and looking at me from a mirror above my head.
I didn’t expect him to notice it so quickly. We looked at each other in the mirror for a short period of time. In that instant, I calmed my panic for a split-second before turning around to look at him.
He held his mobile phone and walked slowly towards me. When he arrived in front of me, he pretended that he didn’t see anything and smiled at me. “Miss Yu, what a coincidence, you’re actually here too.”
I looked at him and gave a faint smile as if nothing had happened. “Yeah, what a coincidence. I didn’t expect to meet you here. Are you on a business trip? ”
He smiled and said, “I’ll go back from Y city.”
I just don’t know what to say.
The underground parking lot was extremely quiet, and the air had an awkward atmosphere to it. I was a little regretting my rashness from before, following Fu Ziya was not a problem at all, following him was obviously a risky action.
Although he didn’t ask, I knew that he must have seen that I was following him. He only gave me face and didn’t expose me.
I tried to ease the atmosphere as I smiled and said, “Since it’s like this, I have nothing better to do. You should leave. It’s already so late.”
Chen Su saw that I was holding onto a luggage, and asked: “Are you going on a business trip too?”
I said, “I just got home from a business trip. I’m also going home.”
Chen Su said: “Do you need me to send you off?”
I quickly waved my hand and smiled. “No, my driver has already arrived at the parking lot. We’ll be able to find me soon. ”
After hearing my words, he didn’t continue to insist. He politely smiled at me and said, “In that case, I’ll be leaving first.”
I said, “Sure, you go.”
He didn’t say anything to me here. After greeting me, he turned around and walked away from me. I saw him get into a car that should be his own.
When he got into the car, almost a minute later, it passed me and pulled out of the parking lot, and for a moment I wanted to slap myself in the face. I kept asking myself if I was overthinking it. Or maybe it was a coincidence.
Maybe the other half of the necklace had been given to some rich wife by Yu Jin as a gift, and after a few turns, it finally fell into Fu Ziya’s hands. Who knows, after all, if one were to talk about how big this circle was, it wasn’t really that big. Even if Fu Ziya was in France, so what?
But were there really any coincidences in this world?
Even if the necklace was a coincidence, the accident that day made me wonder why two cars had crashed into my car at such a crucial moment.
Could it be intentional?
However, whether it was intentional or not, there was no way to verify it. The only thing that could be confirmed was this. When Chen Su found out that I was following him, he became a little cautious.
And that day at the hospital, why did he ask the doctor about my condition?
Furthermore, it didn’t seem like a casual question at all, but a very detailed one. I didn’t have anything to do with him, so his actions couldn’t help but arouse my suspicions.
But everything was like a fog, and I couldn’t tell the direction.
I had to go back from the parking lot to the airport lobby because it was getting late and I had to buy a new ticket, but the next flight to A City was at ten o’clock at night, which meant I had to wait at the airport for several hours, and I suddenly felt like I had done something really stupid.
However, there was nothing I could do now. I could only sit at the airport and wait. I waited at the VIP lounge for about 3 to 4 hours before finally getting on my plane and directly flew to A City.
It was already 2 in the morning when I arrived at A City. I didn’t have the energy to continue tormenting myself, so I randomly chose a hotel to stay at. I was too lazy to even wash my face and directly fell asleep.
However, my dreams were still weird. Sometimes I could hear the cries of children, sometimes I could hear the sea, sometimes I could hear the Xiao Jie calling for my mother. I struggled in my dreams for a long time. After struggling with my head full of sweat, I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at the top of my head.
For a moment, I couldn’t tell where I was. I lay there looking for a long time before I remembered that I had already arrived at A City.
I closed my eyes again, and only then did I realize that my hands were clenched into fists, and my body was shaking uncontrollably.
The dream was a nightmare for me.
I don’t know when he’ll stop either. Maybe the Xiao Jie has always been there, waiting for me to avenge him.
After I got up from the bed, I looked at the time today. It was the day of Xiao Jie’s death, so after I took out a packet of paper from my bag, I lit it up in the flower pot on the balcony. There were a lot of finely cut little people in the middle of the paper, and they had Xiao Jie’s favorite dreams. Sheriff Cat, and his favorite little book.
The wind was a little strong tonight, and the fire in the pot was tearing back and forth in the air, tearing out shadows.
I looked at the shapes of the flames and smiled. I smiled and said, “Xiao Jie, I’m sorry. Mother left in a hurry today and didn’t bring your favorite snack. Mom has burned a lot of your favorite friends. If you feel lonely, they will accompany you in place of Mom. ” I tried my best to control the sobs in my voice as I said to him in a normal tone, “Don’t blame me, I don’t have any way to find you right now. You have to listen to me over there, don’t be naughty, and don’t have any arguments with the little friend in the sky. If someone bullies me, just endure it.
The silence was broken by the sound of a bird. When I heard the bird cry, I slowly stood up and looked at the balcony railing. There was a robin sitting on the railing, and it was looking at me with its head tilted.
I held out my hand a little, and the bird suddenly landed on my finger.
They say that every time a child dies, they become a robin, and one day they fly back to look for their parents. I never believed it, because ever since the death of Xiao Jie, I haven’t even dreamed of him. Looking at me from afar, I didn’t speak, didn’t call out to my mother, and I didn’t even cry.
But even more of the images were of him screaming in terror as he was hanging on that withered tree. After so many years, could this robin be him?
Did he come back to see his mother?
When the bird landed on my hand, it instantly stopped moving. I was about to reach out to touch it, but the moment I touched it, it flapped its wings and flew away from me.
It flew for a while, and when it reached a tree, it glanced back at me, just once. He seemed to be saying goodbye to me and called out to me twice.
The next second, it flapped its wings again, and went into the wider sky, from a dark place in the night. The dot completely disappeared.
I just stood there, not moving, not crying. Looking at where it disappeared to, I asked softly, “Xiao Jie, did you come back to see mother?”
No one answered me in the silent night, not even the sound of a bird, only a gust of wind blowing, the brazier in the pot of fire is burning. In that instant, the wind blew out the remnants of the paper in the brazier away into an unknown world.
I smiled, a ridiculous smile. That smile didn’t even last for a few seconds. I touched my face and realized that it was all tears.