Never Live Up to Your Love - C129
When Chen Su returned, Fu Ziya immediately asked: “Who called?”
Chen Su glanced at Fu Ziya and replied in a low voice, “Yes, Sir.”
Fu Ziya instantly laughed, and said: “Is there something I need to find you for?”
Chen Su immediately explained: “It’s about business.”
After Fu Ziya heard this, she held my hand once again and said, “Little Wei, you can rest assured. After you have recovered, we will go out on vacation together and play together. What do you think?”
Naturally, I smiled and said, “Sure.”
She said happily, “Then we have a deal.”
Fu Ziya and the others had also stayed here for a long time, my strength had not recovered much yet. Chen Su felt that my attention was obviously unable to keep up with Fu Ziya, so he softly reminded him, “Madam, let’s go first. Let’s not disturb Miss Yu’s rest.”
Fu Ziya looked at me with reluctance, but she also noticed that I was a little tired, so she agreed to Han Shou’s words and said to me, “Little Wei, we’ll be leaving first. When you are better, I will bring Xiao Mu to see you in a few days, he really likes you. Now that he knows I’m coming to the hospital, he has been arguing about coming with me.
Hearing her say this, I felt a little better and asked with a smile, “Really?”
She said, “Yes, you take care of yourself first. I’ll bring him here in two days to accompany you and make you happy.”
After Fu Ziya said a few more words to me, she finally said goodbye and left my sickroom. The energy that I had been struggling with finally collapsed as well, I leaned onto the bed, found a relatively comfortable position, and fell asleep again.
For the next few days, I waited for Fu Yazhi to arrive. I didn’t know if what she had said that day was just a casual remark. She, who said that she would bring Xiao Mu to see me, didn’t make any sound at all.
It’s probably because that child is too similar to the Xiao Jie. I clearly know that he and the Xiao Jie are not the same person, but as long as I see him, I will always feel a little better and more gratified in my heart.
I waited for four days, and on the fifth day, Fu Ziya finally came to the hospital. However, she didn’t bring her child along, and told me that the reason she didn’t come to see me during those few days was because her child was sick and had a high fever.
After hearing what she said, I immediately frowned and asked, “How is it now?”
Fu Ziya’s face was filled with exhaustion, and there were dark circles under his eyes. It was obvious that she did not sleep well these few days. She said: “Xiao Mu is also in the hospital, he’s staying at the courtyard on the second floor.”
Unconsciously, I asked again, “What did the doctor say?”
Fu Ziya said with a heavy heart: “I need to stay in the hospital for a period of time to quell my illness.”
I breathed a sigh of relief and comforted her, “Then it won’t be a big problem. Everyone will have inflammation in their body, and living in the hospital for a period of time is pretty good. As long as it isn’t serious, this is how the kids come here.”
Seeing me like that, Fu Ziya curiously asked: “Little Wei, I remember that you told me before that you had a son, right?”
My hand, which was placed on the blanket, stiffened for a moment. After a while, I smiled and asked, “What’s wrong?”
Fu Ziya looked around the sickroom and said, “Why have I never seen a child before? Don’t children always like to pester their mother?”
Yumann Ting coincidentally walked out of the kitchen. Coincidentally, she had heard Fu Ziya’s words, so she hurried over to stand beside Fu Ziya and me, and said while changing the topic with a smile: “Miss Fu, drink some water.”
Fu Ziya glanced at Yumann Ting, and then received the cup of water from her hands. However, she didn’t notice that Yumann Ting had the intention to change the topic, so she asked me again: “Is the child in school yet? In which school? “Your results are good?”
Yumann Ting’s face was getting more and more awkward. She carefully looked at me, and just as she was about to change the topic and interrupt me again, I said, “My child passed away.”
These words completely froze the atmosphere. The expression on Fu Ziya’s face that was about to say something, happened to freeze on it, and was somewhat unable to recover. She even did not expect that she and Yumann Ting would suddenly say something like that, as if they had been frozen in place.
After a long while, I continued to smile and said, “When he was six years old, I might not have told you about this matter and made you misunderstand. I’m sorry.”
Fu Ziya’s eyes flashed with panic, she looked at Yumann Ting, and immediately said to me: “I’m sorry, did I mention something that I shouldn’t have? Little Wei, I didn’t do it on purpose. ”
His face was filled with guilt, as if she had committed a grave mistake. Yumann Ting’s expression was also rather nervous, because Xiao Jie had died for a long time, so they didn’t dare to bring the word up in front of me. They were always on guard against me, afraid that I would be provoked if I said those two words.
But after so long, I don’t want to kill off the word Xiao Jie in this world just because the people around me pay too much attention to my feelings, as if he never existed.
No, my Xiao Jie had once lived happily in this world like all the other children in the world. He was a real existence and he was not a mirage.
Towards Fu Ziya’s apology, I just smiled calmly and said, “It’s okay, it’s my fault that I didn’t tell you. When Xiao Jie was young, he was very obedient and never made any noise.
Fu Ziya held my hands and said: “Don’t say it like that, every child is the most precious gift to mother, but in this world, many things are destined to their places, losing their lives is not a sad thing, you should be glad that they are doted upon by the heavens, and if you were to leave now, becoming a little angel will not be so painful anymore.”
Yumann Ting also smiled and said, “That’s right, stop thinking too much, do you guys eat fruits? I’ll go get you some cut. ”
This time, Fu Ziya was much more tactful and quickly replied: “I want to eat grapes.”
Yumann Ting smiled and walked towards the kitchen: “I do.”
After Yumann Ting left to wash the fruits, Fu Ziya once again said. “Right now, the most important thing for you to do is to nurture your own body. You’re still young enough to have one.
At this point, she seemed to realize that she had said something wrong. She lightly patted her mouth, her face filled with regret.
Fu Ziya probably didn’t really comfort her, her way of comforting others was especially clumsy. However, she really wanted me to stop thinking about that matter, so for some reason, I felt that she had a cute personality.
In order to alleviate her awkwardness, I could only take the initiative to change the topic and ask her to bring me to see Xiao Mu.
My wound had only been sewn for a few days, so Yumann Ting, who had finished slicing the fruit and came out of the kitchen, walked over in shock when she heard that I was going to get out of bed again.
Fu Ziya was also shocked by me, so she also anxiously advised me to wait until my body was more stable, and seeing that they were so nervous, I couldn’t help but laugh. I didn’t persist. My body was still incredibly weak.
After Fu Ziya sat with me for a while, the nurses downstairs came over to tell her that Xiao Mu was crying. Naturally, she wasn’t in the mood anymore. Not long after she left, Yumann Ting fed me some medicine and softly asked: “How did you get to know this Fu Ziya? From the looks of it, her background is definitely not simple. ”
After swallowing the medicine, I casually replied, “Her husband is someone who bought 5% of Yu’s’s shares.”
“What?” Yumann Ting was completely shocked, she couldn’t believe it and asked: “She’s the owner of the Treasure Lotus?”
I didn’t think that Yumann Ting actually knew about Treasure Lotus, but I didn’t feel that it was strange at all. She was working at Yu family, and her Treasure Lotus had recently been transferred to the Yu’s, so she naturally heard about the matter regarding Treasure Lotus.
I nodded and put the glass of water on the bedside table.
Yumann Ting was still a little dazed. She said: “If you didn’t say anything, I really wouldn’t have been able to tell that she had something to do with Treasure Lotus. I didn’t think that her background would be so huge.” She added, “Shouldn’t people like this be very arrogant and arrogant? She does not seem to have the temper of a young miss at all. On the contrary, she seems to be lacking in intelligence. ”
Hearing Yumann Ting’s evaluation, I laughed, and said: “Be careful with your words, the Treasure Lotus is also considered as having a share in the Yu’s, if people were to hear about it, it would be terrible.”
She thought for a moment, then asked: “Oh right, have you seen the owner of Treasure Lotus before?”
When she mentioned it, I looked at her and asked, “Did you not see the day of the share transfer?”
Yumann Ting said: “Where did I see that, I didn’t even see my father. On the day of the handover, my father was busy the whole time, preparing to entertain the other party, but who would have thought that at the company’s 10 AM, they would wait until almost 12 noon. The airs on their part of the Treasure Lotus were very big, they sent a lawyer and staff over, and the people outside even laughed at my father for a while.”
I frowned. “Is there such a thing?”
Yumann Ting said, “That’s right. But who told him to have such a strong background? I heard that the relationship between the Treasure Lotus and the government is especially close. The relationship between France and our country is established through the connection between the Treasure Lotus, so it cannot be offended.
I smiled and said, “Now that Treasure Lotus has bought 5% of our company’s shares, that means our company has a future. It doesn’t matter if we put on airs.”
Yumann Ting seemed to agree with my words, and said: “Indeed, ever since Treasure Lotus bought our shares, Yu’s’s shares have increased by multiple folds.”
I said, “This is called going up in the sea.”
When Yumann Ting saw that I didn’t say anything, she muttered to herself, “I didn’t think that you would actually be so friendly with the owner of the Treasure Lotus.”
Yumann Ting didn’t know that when I neared the Treasure Lotus, Fu Ziya was the one who started it, so her relationship with him was naturally better than that of strangers. However, being on good terms with Fu Ziya was of no use, anyone with a discerning eye could tell that she didn’t have the right to speak in the Treasure Lotus. Her husband is the one who controls the Treasure Lotus, and getting on good terms with the person in charge of the Treasure Lotus is the key.
I stayed in the hospital for another four or five days. After my wounds healed, I was able to get out of bed and walk around.
The first day I got out of bed to walk around was when I went downstairs to look for Fu Ziya’s child. I heard that the child had yet to leave the hospital, that there was some acute pneumonia, and that she had a high fever that kept repeating itself, so even though Fu Ziya had been in the hospital these past few days, she didn’t have the time to look for me. When we arrived at the door of the ward, there were still many bodyguards standing there like before. It could be said that the door was heavily guarded. Even the nurses needed to swipe their cards in front of the door.
I stood at the doorway for a while, and just as I was thinking about how to get in, the tightly shut door was opened from the inside. A doctor walked out of the ward, and just as the door was about to be closed, I saw the back of a man through the crack in the door.
Her voice was light, but even in such a quiet environment, I could still hear a little bit of her talking, but I couldn’t understand what she meant. I heard Fu Ziya say something in French, and very quickly, the door was closed, and not a single sound could be heard anymore.
There were only two people that conversed with Fu Ziya in French. One of them was Chen Su, and the other was Fu Ziya’s husband, but ever since Chen Su had accompanied him back, the two of them rarely used French to communicate with each other. In other words, Fu Ziya’s husband had also come here.
And the man who was sitting in the ward just now with only his back half visible was undoubtedly Fu Ziya’s husband.
I stood outside the door for a while, not sure if I should enter or not. Previously, I had always wanted to find out who the owner of the Treasure Lotus was, but when I actually touched the answer, I realized that I had been thinking too much.
But what about the necklace? Fu Ziya said that her husband gave her that necklace, so he must know the origin of the necklace. Maybe from her husband’s mouth, he could get some information about Yu Jin?
Though I’m not sure if her husband knows Yu Jin.
I was a little hesitant. Right now, their family is reunited. It’s not good for an outsider like me to suddenly barge in and disturb them. Furthermore, it would even seem a little strange.
I stood at the door and pondered for a long time. Unexpectedly, Chen Su suddenly said: “Miss Yu.”
When I turned around, he was standing behind me. I subconsciously took a small step back. I didn’t know why, but I felt a little guilty.
He glanced at the door, then at it again. After a while, he suddenly smiled and said, “Why are you here?”
I was afraid that he would misunderstand and immediately explained: “I came to see Xiao Mu, but it seems to be inconvenient, I don’t know if I should go in.”
After Chen Su heard this, he smiled with a tinge of apology: “Our master is here, Madam might not have the time to entertain you.”
Chen Su’s words were obviously meant to refuse, I smiled and said: “It doesn’t matter, I’ll come and see you the next time.”
Just as I was about to walk towards the elevator, Chen Su followed me and said, “I’ll drive you there.”
Just as I was about to say no, the door opened again. This time, it was a nurse and Fu Ziya who came out. She seemed to have specially sent the nurse out, when she saw me standing by the elevator. He didn’t even have the time to bother with the nurse. He immediately grabbed my hand and said in surprise: “Little Wei! “Why are you here?!”
I glanced at Chen Su, and then said to Fu Ziya who was in a good mood, “I’m here to see Xiao Mu.”
She quickly pulled me towards the ward: “Come with me quickly, Xiao Mu was yelling that he wants to see you!”
Fu Ziya pulled me until I couldn’t defend at all, Chen Su seemed to want to follow behind and say something, but Fu Ziya didn’t even bother to pay attention to her. She even looked at him, and easily pulled me through the door.
As soon as I entered, I found that the ward was much larger than I had expected. It was a standard two-room suite with a sitting room and bedroom, and the child was playing with a toy on the bed.
My gaze fell onto a man’s suit jacket on the sofa in the ward, as well as some scattered documents and information on the tea table.
Fu Ziya smiled and explained: “My husband is here, but he just came. He is resting in his room.”
Hearing her say that, I immediately smiled and said, “What a pity, I should have come earlier to say hi to him. After all, during my time of sickness, it was all thanks to him finding me a doctor. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have recovered so quickly.”
Fu Ziya laughed and said: “Why are you being so polite, we are friends, find a doctor for you to help you recover quickly, that’s how it should be, don’t say such things to me, otherwise I will get angry.”
She arranged me on the sofa and said to the kitchen maid, “Camille, get some black tea and dessert.”
The servant walked out from the kitchen. She seemed to be a French woman with thick eyebrows and seemed to be around forty years old. She immediately replied Fu Ziya with a few words in French, then went back into the kitchen.
Fu Ziya was in a very good mood, her face was filled with smiles. She happily drank my tea and recommended me, “Quickly taste the French Ceylon Black Tea and the pastries. “I told you that’s what Camille is best at. It’s definitely not something your country can drink so properly.”
I wasn’t too interested in this kind of thing, especially the West Orchid Black Tea. I couldn’t resist Fu Ziya’s passion and even tried a bit of it. “Is it good to eat?”
I smiled and said, “Not bad.”
Hearing my words, Fu Ziya laughed, her face filled with pride: “Camille is a top-notch dessert master.”
As we were chatting, without knowing when, Fu Ziya, the child, who was wearing shoes, unsteadily walked towards us. The first thing he did when he walked over was to grab a piece of cake from the table and stuff it into her mouth. His small body lunged at me.
The way he pounced at me was exactly the same as the way Xiao Jie pounced into my embrace. My hand that was holding the black tea stopped and my entire body froze in place.
When he saw me, he didn’t move. He bit the cake and tilted his small round head to look at me. He didn’t say anything.
Fu Ziya jumped in fright when she saw Xiao Mu doing this. She knew that this child was my sore spot, and was afraid that I would think of something, so she quietly said to the child: “Xiao Mu, come over quickly!”
Xiao Mu didn’t move, he continued to look at me with his tilted head. After looking at me for a long time, he pulled at my clothes, and I smiled and looked down at him. Just as I was about to ask him what he wanted to do, he suddenly climbed up from my body and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I was stunned, Fu Ziya was also stunned, no one expected Xiao Mu to do such a thing, the room was quiet for a moment, Fu Ziya was the first one to recover from her shock, she saw that my face was covered with cake butter from Xiao Mu’s hands, and quickly hugged Xiao Mu away from me. He passed it to a servant at the side, and took a few wet tissues from the table. Then, he immediately helped me to wipe it off and said: “Little Wei, Xiao Mu really doesn’t know how to behave.
But who knew that after she wiped it a few times, the cake butter on my body became even dirtier. Fu Ziya panicked a little, and I pressed her hand down, and laughed without the slightest hint of anger: “Alright, this is a method that a child likes me. If my clothes are dirty, I can wash them.
When Fu Ziya saw that there was no sign of anger on my face at all, but instead a smile, she immediately ordered the servant to find a set of clothes for me to change. Maybe the child rarely rested for a while, before a nurse came in with a needle and a medicine.
After wasting so much energy, I still wasn’t able to pull the child out from under the bed. I could only get up and help her, two people each grabbing a hand, and very quickly, Xiao Mu was dragged out. The nurse grabbed his arm and pressed it down, then stabbed him with a thin needle. The child cried so hard that it tore my heart out. In that instant, I felt like I had seen the Xiao Jie, and I was extremely anxious.
She looked at the nurse for a moment, and then she looked at Xiao Mu’s face which was warped by pain. Without knowing why, I impulsively pushed the nurse with my hands, and before the nurse could even understand what was going on, she fell onto the ground. Xiao Mu crawled into my arms.
I gasped for breath and hugged her to death, looking at everyone in the room warily.
Actually, I didn’t even know what I was doing until Fu Ziya, who was behind me, suddenly pulled me from the shadows. She said: “Little Wei, where are you bringing this child?!”
In that instant, it was as if my head was hit hard by something. My mind went blank, and I stood there with the child in my arms in a daze.
Fu Ziya sensed that something was wrong. She frowned and carefully looked at me for a good long while. She was a little unsure about what was wrong with me, but she could sense that something was wrong.
As my consciousness returned to the cage, I quickly handed her the baby. He smiled and said, “Me … Me …”
I didn’t know how to explain the anomaly to her. After a while, I smiled awkwardly and said, “I’m sorry, I lost my composure.”
Although she didn’t say anything, I could feel that her child’s hand seemed to be on guard against me. In order to calm myself down quickly, I searched around the room, and quickly found a table and picked up a cup of cold black tea to gulp down. After drinking it to the bottom, the wild beast in my heart calmed down a little, and I placed the cup on the table.
But who knew that a second after I put it down, the table would be piled with papers at my command. They slid to the floor, and when I saw them, I bent down to pick them up. But before I could touch the document, I saw the jolly-like signatures in it, and my hand stopped.
Fu Ziya saw that I was squatting there for a long time without moving, so she passed the child to the servant and came over to ask me what was wrong.
I glanced at her, then down at the papers on the floor. After a few more times, my eyes fell on the suit on the sofa.
I slowly stood up from the ground, Fu Ziya wanted to touch me, so I retreated a few steps.
Fu Ziya’s hand shrank back twice. She frowned and asked: “Little Wei, what’s wrong with you?”
I ignored her and left the room without saying a word. Fu Ziya still wanted to come and chase after me, but she pulled her back, gesturing for her to stop following me. She asked again: “What exactly is it?”
Chen Su did not answer her, but looked towards the door of the bedroom that was tightly shut.
When I reached my room upstairs, I quickly rummaged through the drawers. When I found the pills, I poured a few into my hand. Before I could count them, I stuffed them all into my mouth. I picked up the water from the cabinet and gulped it down my throat. As I felt the pills start to sink into my stomach, I held on to my trembling body and lay motionless on the bed.
When Yumann Ting went out of the room, she had said that she would buy some vegetables to stew some soup for me. Now that she hadn’t come back yet and I couldn’t find anyone to help me, I could only wrap myself in a blanket and continuously tell myself to calm down, that I had to be calm.
After half an hour, the medicine I’d taken had finally taken effect, and my head didn’t hurt so much. But the wound hurt again, and I curled up on the bed with myself in my arms.
When Yumann Ting returned, I had tears streaming down my face on the bed. At first, Yumann Ting thought that I had fallen asleep, but seeing that I had not made a move, she seemed to hear me choking up as she quietly prepared to go to the kitchen. She turned her head to look at me on the bed and felt that it was a little strange.
Seeing that my entire body was drenched in cold sweat and my hospital gown was drenched in sweat, she immediately picked me up from the bed and asked, “Little Wei? What’s the matter with you? Have you gotten sick again? ”
I ignored her and said nothing, she was even more flustered than I was, because she had seen me go crazy without medication, and she put me on the bed and searched the room for the medicine, and it took her a long time to find the pile of pills on the bedside table, and she seemed relieved to know that I had taken them in time.