Never Live Up to Your Love - C149

Hearing me say that, Anne started to console me: “Please don’t say such words, what is wrong with you, and since Teacher is so good to you, you must live even more tenaciously, this world is still beautiful after all.”

Yes, it’s beautiful, it is brilliant, but I really can’t see that these beautiful things have anything to do with me.

He could only wait for himself to get closer to that step, step by step. As he got closer, he began to struggle in vain, wanting to stay in this boring world for a minute more. It was truly a contradiction and a pity.

Anne saw that I was staring at a corner of the ground in a daze, she said some more words to console me, I didn’t know if I was listening, I was a little tired, so I laid on the pillow and closed my eyes and fell asleep. After Anne saw that I had not made a sound, she did not dare make any sound either. She carefully helped pull the blanket off of me, got up from my bed, and then left my room with incomparable gentleness.

In the end, I also didn’t know if I had really fallen asleep. My consciousness was extremely blurry, and I clearly knew that all the minute sounds in the room weren’t too heavy.

The fact that I spent the rest of the time in the hospital recuperating from my injuries was painful for me, because the doctor asked you to stay in bed forever. After all, I was alive, not a corpse, and I couldn’t do anything like that.

At a time of extreme physical pain. I just thought that if I had to cripple my body and cripple it, I would have to flip the bed randomly. I was happy, but it was nothing much, I had scared Anne and the others half to death, I just begged my grandmother to tell my grandfather not to move.

This matter also attracted Yu Jin’s attention. Ever since the last time the doctor treated me and gave me another wound, he didn’t come to the ward to look at me again. It was about my lack of cooperation that led the doctor to make a phone call to report him. I was just about to get out of bed.

Anne was clearly younger than me, but she almost kneeled on the ground and begged me not to get out of bed, just like an old lady.

However, I ignored her and insisted on doing so. After I slowly got up from the bed, I managed to lift the pain off my legs and land on the ground.

Before I could even take a step or two, the door was pushed open and Anne’s sorrowful voice stopped abruptly. We turned around at the same time and saw Yu Jin standing at the door, and my entire body collapsed onto the bed.

Anne immediately wanted to help me up. Yu Jin stood there with a cold expression and said: “Let her move, let her move enough in one go, no one can support her.”

The hand Anne used to help me hold froze there. When I was thrown onto the bed by Yu Jin, the pain made me gasp for breath.

Before the pain could completely drain from my body, Yu Jin walked in from outside. After he stood in front of me, he looked at me with his gaze so cold that it could freeze someone to death.

He asked, “Why, you feel quite well now.”

I knew I had provoked him again, and I lay there not daring to speak.

However, Anne hurried out and spoke for me: “Sir, don’t misunderstand, Miss Yu has been lying in bed for too long. It’s not comfortable and you can’t breathe, so you want to get out of bed and walk around. ”

Anne’s words succeeded in causing Yu Jin to glance at her. She seemed to realize that she had talked too much, her body trembled twice, and immediately retreated to the door while covering her lips, and quietly left the sickroom.

There was only the two of us left. After a long time, I said in a hoarse voice, “I … “It’s not very comfortable.”

If it was a normal day, Yu Jin would definitely ask me where I was feeling unwell, but at this moment, he said in an extremely casual tone, “Weren’t you the one who brought this upon yourself?”

I didn’t dare to refute him, so I could only lie there and quietly say, “I’m sorry.”

However, my apology did not cause Yu Jin’s expression to soften. He said in a low voice, “You didn’t betray anyone, so you don’t need to tell me this.”

He paused, then added, “You’re an adult, and I’m sure every decision you make is well thought out. If you think you’re ready, I won’t stop you if you want to, since your body is yours, and you can move however you want. If you feel that you can take care of yourself, then I’ll break off half the nurses in this room and give you a better room to move around.”

Having said this, he paced away, leaving me alone on the bed.

After a long time, I struggled on the bed for a while and used a lot of strength to lie down again in my standard position. The moment I laid down, I pulled up the blanket on my own accord and didn’t dare to move again.

When Anne returned, she was slightly surprised to see me lying there so well like a miracle, but she didn’t dare say anything. She went to the bathroom to get a wet towel for me to wipe my face, trying to make me feel more comfortable.

After that, not only did I become more obedient, I would not only take the initiative to eat, I would also get Anne to massage me often. I also did not know how I managed to get here during this half a month, and after counting the days in bed for a day, about half a month had passed. One morning, I came to the ward to check my injuries, and when I felt that they were pretty much healed, he said in a pleased tone, “Looks like the rules that you have followed for this half a month have not been in vain.

When I heard the doctor’s words, I thought I was hearing things. The doctor, seeing that I was not able to regain my senses, smiled and instructed Anne: “When helping your young miss out of her bed, try not to move too much. Also, try not to overdo it. If there’s nothing else, then the bone behind my back should be fine. ”

The moment the doctor finished speaking, I reacted and immediately said to Anne loudly, “Quick, come and help me get off the bed.”

Seeing that I was so anxious, the doctor chuckled a few times, then said that he did not disturb me, who was currently in ecstasy. He let Anne take good care of me, then left my room with the nurse.

It was only when Anne helped me out of the bed that I realized how wonderful the world was. I couldn’t wait to rush into the corridor and jump twice to celebrate my rebirth.

After I made progress, I immediately stopped. Anne thought that something was wrong and asked anxiously, “Are you not feeling well anywhere?”

I said, “Do you have a cell phone?”

When Anne heard the phone, she looked at me nervously, thinking that I had to call someone.

Unable to hide my happiness, I shook her hand and said, “Quickly go and give Yu Jin a call. Tell him that I can leave my bed and walk around.”

Anne heard my words and heaved a sigh of relief. Of course, she was willing, and after helping him sit down on the chair, she took out her cell phone, and as I was looking forward to it, she called Yu Jin three times, and the call connected. It was Yu Jin’s voice, and before Anne could say anything, I took the phone from her hand, and happily said to Yu Jin: “The doctor said that I can get off the bed now, and walk.”

I didn’t see Gu Yu Jin angry at me at all. The first person I wanted to tell something so happy was him.

When he heard me, his voice was still light, but his tone was much better than last time. He whispered, “Is that so?”

I said, “Of course. The doctor said I was well.”

He said, “Since the doctor says he’s doing well, then keep it up.”

I said, “So when are you coming to see me?”

After I blurted out those words, the hand that was holding onto my phone subconsciously tightened. I was a little nervous as I waited.

After around a dozen seconds, with my expectation, Yu Jin said: “I have something to do today, maybe another day.”

Hearing his words, I let out an “oh” in disappointment.

After a while, he added, “Saturday should be free. I have to go on a business trip tomorrow.”

I said, “Alright, I understand. I won’t disturb you any longer.”

I hung up early.

After Anne finished making the call, she looked unhappy, so she tried to ask: “What’s wrong?”

I handed her my cell phone and said it was all right. I got up from my chair and walked over to the bed.

Anne didn’t know what had happened. She looked at her phone and then at me. When she saw me climb onto the bed and lie down, she asked me: “Are you not going to leave?”

I lay down on the bed and wrapped myself in the quilt and said, “I’m a little tired. “I want to sleep.” He then ignored Anne.

When came in with dinner in the evening, I also ate a few bites that I didn’t want to eat. Anne looked at me as if to say something, but just at this moment, the door opened, and I thought it was a nurse, but I wasn’t in the mood to watch. I laid on the bed without moving.

Anne turned towards the door and called out in shock, “Boss Yu?”

When I heard Anne’s words, “Boss Yu”, I immediately bounced off the bed. I even forgot about the pain and discomfort of my body, and immediately went to look at the person at the door.

The one who was standing there was indeed the Yu Jin that only told me during the day that he would not come and that he would be on a business trip.

He was wearing a long black coat and was standing there with a slender figure. I thought that my eyes were hallucinating and even blended twice. After realising that it was him after a while, the happiness on my face disappeared and I laid back down on the bed.

Anne stood up from the bed and wanted to say something, but Yu Jin shushed her and told her to leave. After instructing her to leave, he closed the door and walked over to me.

He looked at me, who was lying motionless on the bed. After a long time, he finally sat down on the bed and looked up at the dinner that I had barely touched.

Without a word, he reached out and picked up the bowl of bone soup that I had only taken a single sip before saying, “Do you want me to get up by yourself or do you want me to help you up?”

Hearing his words, I laid on the ground and didn’t move. Yu Jin used his spoon to stir the bowl a few times, and said: “Looks like you don’t want me to come.”

Yu Jin put down the bowl of soup in his hands, bent down, and slowly picked me up from the bed. I wanted to lie down, but he pointed at me and said, “Don’t move, sit properly.”

I stopped moving and looked at him expressionlessly.

He didn’t bother with me either. He picked up the bowl of soup again and said, “Drink it.”

When I didn’t move, he said, “Drink.”

“My hand hurts,” I said.

When he heard this, he suddenly laughed and said, “You sure know how to torture me.” When I finished, I scooped up a spoonful of soup and personally fed it to my mouth, saying, “Eat.”

I felt that it was more like it. I gave him face and opened my mouth. As he fed me, he mumbled, “Have you reflected on it properly these past few days?”

When I didn’t answer, he said, “Eh?” He made a sound.

I deliberately played dumb and said, “Nothing was wrong. I have to reflect on something, but there are some people who do not come here for a few days and remain indifferent. He should think about himself more carefully, whether his conscience will hurt or not. ”

Yu Jin saw that I had hidden my strength, he laughed and said: “Yo, you’re sharp-tongued.”

I stressed, “It’s resentment.”

He took a tissue and wiped the corners of my mouth with extreme concentration before he said, “You’re still complaining. I’ll scare you to death sooner or later, aren’t I? You still dare to argue with me in such a righteous manner? Tell me, who gave you the guts, hm?”

I knew that his anger had subsided, so I boldly said, “Anyways, I can be considered to have seen through you. Since you’re arguing with me at this time and ignoring me, it means that you don’t want to take care of me. It’s just that you’re looking for an excuse to evade responsibility. It’s fortunate that I’m well and am fine. It’s only half a month after I get better, that’s all I can ask of you.”

I took his hand away from my mouth and glared at him, pretending to be angry.

Yu Jin threw the tissue in his hand to the side, and sized it up with a smile: “Are you trying to reverse the situation?”

I said, “It was you who beat me up. What I just said was the truth.”

Yu Jin saw that I was trying to quibble so he did not get angry at me. Instead, he used his spoon to feed me another spoonful of soup and asked: “Then what do you plan to do?”

I held out my hand and said, “A present.”

He raised his eyebrows slightly and said, “You still dare to ask for gifts?”

I asked righteously, “Why not? Haven’t you noticed that you haven’t given me a present since I was twenty? ”

Yu Jin said, “You’re already old and not a child. Why do you still need a present?”

I said, “So, I’m big now. You’re not giving me a present as a matter of course? ” I coldly laughed and said, “In a few days, I’ll go and complain to my mother about you bullying me.”

When he saw me like this, he chuckled, then picked up the bag he had brought with him at some point and handed it to me. “Here.” I looked at the box. It was large, but I wasn’t sure what it contained. He had given me everything, and I didn’t think he would repeat it.

I took it from him and impatiently opened the box. It was a very small box. Like in a jewelry box, I looked at him and said, “Aren’t you being a bit boring? Another necklace? Inside the accessory case that I have inside the Yu Family Palace, there is also a box that you have not brought with you the jewelry that you have given me. ”

He smiled without saying a word and peeled the prawns for me.

Although I didn’t feel like there was anything new, I still opened the box quickly after saying that sentence. It was indeed a necklace, but this necklace is different from the past. On the necklace hung a small and exquisite ring.

I grabbed the ring and glanced at him, but he didn’t say anything. He only had a faint smile hanging from the corner of his mouth.

I spoke, too. This ring seemed to be one with the necklace, but I still took it off and wore it on my ring finger. The size was just right.

Yu Jin said from the side, “Didn’t you say that you don’t like it?”

I said, “I just said it was nice. I didn’t say I liked it.”

I handed him the necklace and said, “You put it on.”

After he peeled a few shrimps for me, he wiped his hands clean with a wet tissue, then took it from me. He leaned over me slightly and slowly placed the delicate and small necklace on my neck.

After you put it on me. I asked him, “Is it good?”

Yu Jin sized him up but did not say a word.

I nudged him and asked, “Is it good?”

Yu Jin suddenly extended his hand and pinched my chin, and I subconsciously looked at him. At this moment, the faint smile in his eyes had retreated, and the remaining part of his expression was completely serious. He warned me in a low voice: “In the future, you are not allowed to do this kind of thing for me again.”

I wanted to run, to lower my head.

He raised his voice. “Look at me!”

I was startled by his sudden increase in volume. My body trembled for a moment before I looked at him, dodging slightly.

Yu Jin once again lifted my face, and did not give me any space to dodge. After his cold eyes locked onto me, he said once more, “To me, there is nothing in this world that is comparable to your life, so without my permission, your life cannot be exchanged for anything. From now on, you are not allowed to do such foolish things, Yu Xiaowei, do you understand?”

I subconsciously backed off a little, and this slight movement angered Yu Jin, his hands held onto my face roughly, and he glared at me. He suppressed his anger and said: “I’ll make you look at me!”

I shivered again. I don’t know why my tears started to flow down in that instant. It wasn’t because I was hurt by Yu Jin, but because I had started to cry for no reason, as though everything had been twisted into a hemp rope. There was grievance, there was fear, and there was resentment, and I wasn’t willing to part with it.

However, I still didn’t say anything. I just looked at him with tears in my red eyes and felt wronged.

Yu Jin thought that he was too fierce towards me just now and had scared me, so his tone softened. He used his thumb to wipe the tears on my face and said: “You still have a reason, crying, crying for me again. Other than crying, what else do you know?

As soon as his words came out, my tears began to flow even harder.

Seeing that, he could only coax in a low voice: “Alright, alright, just pretend I didn’t say anything just now, okay? Don’t cry, look at your face. I apologize, huh? “How about it?”

The moment he said that, I threw myself into his embrace and hugged him tightly. It was as if I was hugging onto a piece of driftwood that could give me safety. I cried out loud.

At this moment, I felt that I was alive, living happily. After so many years, I could finally be in this embrace again. I could laugh and cry whenever I wanted to.

I was too tired to pretend, but it was too late. I had come to the end of everything, and I still had to go alone, and this embrace had never been my place.

But at this moment, all I wanted to do was stay in his arms and not be afraid of anything, because he could help me take on all the wind and rain.

He’s my home, he’s always been.

After Yu Jin was hugged by me, his body shook for a minute, and after that, he also embraced me. His hand gently caressed my back as he smiled and said, “Idiot. It’s not shameful to cry so fiercely. ”

I was out of breath from crying, but I didn’t forget to retort, “I’m not ashamed, you’re the one who’s ashamed, you’re just a paper tiger.”

Hearing my words, he smiled with a hint of bitterness. “To you, I have always been a paper tiger. Your tears, the one who surrendered will always be me.”

He smiled and said, “You really are my nemesis. In front of you, I can be considered to be willing to admit defeat.”

My hands tightly wrapped around his neck, burying his face deeper and deeper into his embrace. I said while crying, “Yu Jin, I’m so scared. “What should we do?”

He whispered, “Am I not here? “Hmm?”

I shook my head and said nothing.

Finally, he embraced me, caressed my head, and used an extremely serious voice to whisper in my ear: “Big brother will always be by your side, Little Wei.”

I shook my head, choking with sobs. I didn’t want him with me, I didn’t want him to follow me the rest of the way.

I was scared, but so what? I didn’t want to be a burden to him.

But I didn’t say these words, just hugged him with all my might.

When I opened the door and came in, I saw that I was crying like a child in Yu Jin’s arms. Then, he was a bit unsure if he should come in, so he smiled and asked Yu Jin: “Did I come at the wrong time?

Yu Jin hugged me, and said with a helpless look on his face: “Since you’re crying like this, I’m letting you guys down.”

The doctor laughed and said, “No harm, no harm, cry, it will be more comfortable when you cry.”

Seeing that I was crying endlessly, Yu Jin patted me on the back and laughed, “Alright, stop crying, look at all the people watching, don’t you know how to be embarrassed?”

I was buried in his arms, and I didn’t want to look up.

The doctor didn’t care about me anymore, he smiled and passed over some of the medical reports on my body to Yu Jin and said: “This is Miss Yu’s CT scan from the day before yesterday, the bones have grown very well, the wound has also recovered quite well, my body should be fine for now, all the indicators are normal, take a look.”

Yu Jin took it and looked at it, then said to the doctor: “It’s been hard on you.”