Nine Eyes Heavenly Bead - C76
“You mean to say, Loong’s death is related to that girl? You said you hoped that she would be able to rest in peace and stop tormenting herself, did you mean that the girl was already dead, yet her spirits were still lingering, and had even caused the deaths of the five guests from Guanxin Youth Hostel? ” Yu Jingyan said.
Shen Nuo: “I didn’t say anything about strange powers and gods … I wasn’t sure if the girl was dead or not, but intuitively I thought she was dead. As I said, she was a very quiet, isolated girl, a person who was relatively closed and vulnerable. There was a lot of talk online about her abusing animals, and there was a lot of talk about her in the real world. Then she disappeared, and I think she might have found something to talk about. ”
Yu Jingyan nodded. When a gust of wind blew by, he felt a little cold.
After that, Yu Jingyan opened his eyes wide and looked around the place vigilantly. Although he did not see any ghosts approaching, he felt that there must be ghosts watching him from somewhere nearby.
“If she really is not alive, then the five tenants who have been involved in these past few years might have something to do with her.” Shen Nuo said softly.
Yu Jingyan’s ears were still stuffed with paper, he almost did not hear what Shen Nuo said.
“Why do you say that?” Yu Jingyan asked.
“My intuition is right, I don’t have any evidence. Including Loong, in the past few years, there have been a total of five guests in the young brigade, and in the past, their skills and techniques weren’t mature enough, but now that the methods of investigation are rather advanced, we still have not found out how Loong died. Ma Jin isn’t likely to be the culprit, and after thinking about it, Loong’s death, is most likely a suicide.” Shen Nuo said.
Yu Jingyan: “Suicide? Does the suicide have anything to do with that girl? ”
Shen Nuo: “Listen to me slowly, just because we have already analyzed Loong’s character, a person like him would not take the initiative to commit suicide. Since he doesn’t have a reason to commit suicide and he doesn’t have the courage to do so, then, after removing the suspicion that he took the initiative to commit suicide, I suspect that he had passively committed suicide. The term “passive suicide” here can simply be understood to mean that he was coerced into committing suicide or that he could lose his mind. ”
Yu Jingyan was at a loss. In order to hear what Shen Nuo said more clearly, he took out the paper ball in his ear and asked: “What divergent thinking?”
Shen Nuo laughed sinisterly and said in a low voice: “For example, when he committed suicide, his body would not be under his control. This kind of situation is also what I described as passive suicide.”
Yu Jingyan: “The body is not under control? What do you want to say? ”
Shen Nuo: “What the people say about the ‘upper body of the ghost’ has been around for a long time. Although it is viewed as a feudal superstition by modern science, it cannot be denied that some situations similar to the ‘upper body of the ghost’ actually exist in real life. What I mean is, when Loong committed suicide, there was another type of power controlling him to commit suicide. This power could be some kind of external pressure that forced him to commit suicide, or it could also be that the power that controls his body is similar to the form of ‘upper body ghost’. ”
Yu Jingyan fell into silence. Even though the three streams of smoke from the Green Belt were completely burnt up, he felt that the surroundings became even colder.
Previously, his mind was disturbed by that extremely sentimental song. Yu Jingyan’s clothes had already been drenched in sweat, and now, being blown by the eerie night wind, he felt even colder.
Thinking about what Shen Nuo had said, Yu Jingyan understood what he meant.
“This guy is hinting that Loong’s death is caused by that girl’s spirit …” Yu Jingyan thought.
“Forget it, Yu Jingyan. I think you don’t really believe me either. Let’s not discuss Loong’s death, after all, investigating a case is the responsibility of the police, it doesn’t have much of a relationship with a shop owner like me. Let’s talk about you, Yu Jingyan. She loves you a lot and you love her a lot, but you can’t be together with his, because she is already separated from you by Yin and Yang. ” Shen Nuo’s voice seemed to carry some sort of magic as he opened his eyes wide and couldn’t help but nod his head.
“He’s right, Linlin is no longer in this world. She dissipated because he wanted to save me …” Thinking of this, Yu Jingyan could not help but tremble, his face full of guilt.
“Ai, it is said that lovers eventually get married. Who would have known that even their branches would dry up? Even though the two of you truly love each other, you can only watch as she dies. You can’t do anything, you can’t protect her, you can’t save her either … She never hated you until she died! ” Shen Nuo’s voice became stern, she nodded continuously, tears were already flowing from her eyes.
Yu Jingyan thought back to when he found Linlin’s corpse and how miserable her corpse was. Thinking back to that night at Xie Xiaomei’s house, he embraced Linlin’s residual soul and watched as it gradually turned transparent and dissipated …
“Yes, it’s all my fault, she loved me so much, and trusted me so much, I boasted myself to be the only Warlock left in this world, but not even she could save me. While she was alive, I couldn’t help her, and when she died, she turned into a ghost, so I couldn’t keep her by my side until she completely disappeared …” Linlin, I’m sorry, I love you, but I’ve lost you forever … In this world, there will never be another you, and no one loves me like you … Linlin, I am useless, I am useless, I, I am truly a Warlock! ” Yu Jingyan’s heart was in a state of extreme sadness. His mind was filled with Linlin’s graceful figure.
“Her death is related to you. If it wasn’t for you, how could she have died so miserably? She thought that as long as she truly loved you, she would be able to obtain the perfect love. But she was wrong, you can’t give her the perfect love, and even more so, you can’t give her a stable future, you’re useless, you think you’re very capable, but, you can’t even protect the woman you love, what’s the point of you living! ” Shen Nuo’s voice came again, causing Yu Jingyan to sob uncontrollably, this was the first time he revealed such a frail side to an outsider, the guilt he felt towards Linlin continued to rise up in his heart.
“Perhaps he is right, there is no meaning in living, I should have died a long time ago. When Linlin was killed by someone, I should have accompanied her … “At the very least, I must make her walk on the path to the Yellow Springs, and not be alone …” Yu Jingyan muttered.
“Yu Jingyan, her death is closely related to you. In other words, you were the one who killed her. No, you don’t, you don’t deserve it! What have you done compared to the sacrifices she has made in this relationship? She’s dead. If you want to prove that you love her, you should stay with her. ”
“Do you have the heart to let her go alone? Endure, because you do not love her at all, you are selfish, and do not deserve to enjoy her love for you! ”
“Don’t deny it, you didn’t love her as much as she did. Otherwise, why would she die instead of you? What’s the point of living alone if you really love her? “You should accompany her …”
“You love her, so you should accompany her …”
Shen Nuo’s voice was filled with charm. Yu Jingyan had already gradually stopped thinking, and was immersed in his guilt and self-blame towards Linlin.
Yu Jingyan’s gaze became unfocused, and his face was filled with shame …
“I deserve to die, I should go to the underworld with Linlin, I deserve to die, I killed Linlin because of me, I am a trash, there is no meaning in me living …” Yu Jingyan muttered to himself.
“Actually, I should have long said my goodbyes. Your gentleness and your benevolence, but I was still deeply immersed in them. I was at the edge of happiness and pain, and your gentleness and benevolence left me at a loss as to how to face them. Your tender compassion, makes me not know how to regret it, makes it impossible for anything to change, and makes it impossible for my heart to heal … ” The classic song “Gentle Mercy” that the low and hoarse female voice sang suddenly came from Shen Nuo’s body.
The song entered Yu Jingyan’s mind, and along with it, the heartbreaking lyrics, Yu Jingyan seemed to see Linlin standing right in front of him, his face filled with tears.
“Hurry up and accompany her, don’t let her be alone again.” Shen Nuo said.
Yu Jingyan stood in the middle of the road in a daze, the car was speeding over, releasing an ear-piercing whistle, but because the speed was too fast, although the car was able to see Yu Jingyan on the road, it was already too late to stop.
“Beep, beep, beep…”
Just as the truck was about to collide with Yu Jingyan, Yu Jingyan did not react at all.
“Linlin, I’m coming to accompany you.” Yu Jingyan said.
In that moment of life and death, a shadow appeared behind Yu Jingyan and pulled him away from the road. Due to the excessive force, Yu Jingyan was pushed down to the ground, the carriage just happened to pass where he was standing a moment ago.
Yu Jingyan lied down on the green belt, his head hitting the road surface, instantly clearing up.
He suddenly stood up, stared unwaveringly at Shen Nuo at the side, and once again used a ball of paper to cover his ears, and coldly said. “Shen Nuo, what did you just do?”
Shen Nuo’s face was cold, killing intent surfaced in his eyes, and he said: “I did not do anything.”
Yu Jingyan took a deep breath, took out a cigarette with a trembling hand, and lit it up.
“Just now, I seemed to have been completely controlled by Shen Nuo, and I actually wanted to court death … Linlin’s death was indeed related to me, but my life was saved by Linlin regardless of whether or not he had lost his soul. I loved her, so I wanted to live a better life. However, I was actually controlled by Shen Nuo just now … I see. That’s what he said, forced to kill himself. I understand now, Loong and the other tenants who met with mishaps earlier were all killed by Shen Nuo in this way. Even the painter Gong Jue had only gone insane after being controlled by Shen Nuo … Also, the last time Lao Chen encountered a serious car accident while driving back, he must have also been brainwashed by Shen Nuo! ” Yu Jingyan gradually calmed down and understood the crux of the matter.
This is a psychological tactic. He used observation to probe my heart, and after sensing my guilt towards Linlin, he mentioned the ‘Yin Yang separation’ twice, and confirmed with my reaction that Linlin was not still alive, I thought of Linlin’s death and felt ashamed. After being discovered by him, he continued to probe, saying that Linlin’s death was because I did not protect her, and after receiving the corresponding feedback from my reaction, he further tested, led me to doubt myself, and followed his thoughts to blame Linlin’s death. “Linlin …” The arrangement of Guanxin Youth Hostel wasn’t some evil array at all, but a psychological support. Using the pressure that was everywhere on the Cyan Brigade to wear down my willpower, and using sad music to make me feel extremely downcast, coupled with his brainwashing attack, I began to have a thought … That’s right, that’s right. This was not Soul Search, but a psychological suggestion of hypnosis! As a Warlock, I am still controlled by him. Like Loong and the other guests that were killed before, they are all regular people, and are more likely to be affected by Shen Nuo’s hints … ”
To understand how Shen Nuo had controlled himself caused Yu Jingyan to feel a deep fear.
Just now, he had almost been killed by the truck. Even if he was a Warlock, that would have taken his life.