Noim Connected Worlds - 30 William Relapse

My stamina has started to deplete as the situation repeated itself over and over. I didn’t have any trouble to remaining conscious as my mind has already been tempered all over and over again from pushing my self to the limits back and experiencing countless life and death situations back in my previous lifetime.

I have no doubt in my ability… But all of the cult monkeys were different. They have no care for their own sake, they don’t react to pain nor to fatigue.

Not long after, because of the constant pressure and continuous strain in my body, it didn’t take long before I completely depleted my stamina and finally, I dropped on my knees…

*Thud*

My knees fell down with a thud. Sweat poured all over me as I watched the barrage of poisonous fruits fall towards me. My heart started beating rapidly as emotions overflowed within me. Suddenly, everything became silent. My vision dimmed out as I started to lose my self in despair. I immediately recalled all of the sufferings that I have experienced in my past lifetime. I started blaming myself… I started asking for forgiveness… And then, I broke.

‘How am I gonna save the world if I can’t even handle this much?’

‘Mom… Dad… I’m sorry… I don’t think I can do it…’

‘I’m sorry… I’m sorry…’

‘I can’t…’

…

Seconds passed like a lifetime as I continued to weep over my failure. Even though I couldn’t hear anything and my vision is dimmed out, for some reason, I can still feel the hundreds of projectiles closing in on me.

It was incredibly painful… More painful than losing a limb. More painful than having a huge claw ravage your chest. To die over and over again… Watching your friends die… Watching your family sacrifice their very existence for you… It was so painful…

‘Why do I have to experience everything all over again?’

‘I can’t take it anymore.’

‘I…’

‘I…’

…

Just when I was about to completely lose consciousness, light entered my vision as a hand pulled my body away from the projectiles…

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To be continued.

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