Not Spare the Years - Chapter 114
– How strong can a person be?
She was able to walk for decades with the painful memories that belonged to her alone, chewing and swallowing all the suffering, and her throat was bleeding.
— How vulnerable can a person be?
She can grit her teeth through the long thorns, never feeling sad or pitiful.
But when another person came over and stood in front of her, her emotions collapsed and she burst into tears.
Sometimes people cry, not the most painful time.
It was precisely the moment when he was protected and understood when he endured the pain.
Light to darkness is more likely to pierce a person’s softness than darkness itself.
Zhou Zhenyue understood that Mu Xueyi’s tears now were all because she felt happiness, so she just hugged her tighter, instead of saying “don’t cry” to her, she handed over a tissue and said:
“I will always be here.”
Mu Xueyi burst into laughter, “I know… I’ve known it for a long time.”
Zhou Zhenyue: “Then you still cry?”
“Some things, you have to cry every time you realize it.” Mu Xueyi stretched out her five fingers, intertwined with Zhou Zhenyue’s ten fingers, and winked at her with tears, “Do you understand?”
“Oh.” Zhou Zhenyue pursed her lips and smiled, “I understand, I understand.”
The two hugged quietly for a while.
Mu Xueyi wiped away tears, sniffed, and said in a buzzing voice:
“…I seem to smell the aroma of hot pot, let’s go out to eat first, don’t let Anong and the others wait. I just bought so many snacks, and it’s probably cold now…”
Just as Mu Xueyi was about to get up, Zhou Zhenyue suddenly raised her hand and grabbed her wrist.
The golden handcuffs on her wrists were wrapped in Zhou Zhenyue’s palms, a little awkward.
Mu Xueyi didn’t struggle, just asked softly:
“What’s wrong?”
Zhou Zhenyue held it for a while, then lowered her head slowly, and took out a small golden key from her trouser pocket.
She twisted the key, found the keyhole on the golden handcuffs, carefully and carefully inserted the key, and turned it.
click.
opened.
Mu Xueyi stared blankly as the handcuffs on her wrists were taken off.
Zhou Zhenyue wrapped the golden handcuffs she had taken off with the keys, wrapped it in a handkerchief, and put it back in her pocket.
“I’ll melt back and I’ll give you a beautiful normal bracelet.” She raised the corners of her lips lightly and looked deeply into Mu Xueyi’s eyes.
Mu Xueyi pursed her lips, her throat moved up and down, and there was light in her eyes.
“what does this mean?”
“meaning is-“
Zhou Zhenyue grabbed Mu Xueyi’s hand, leaned forward slightly, and looked at her without blinking.
“I have forgiven you.”
Mu Xueyi’s pupils tightened.
Zhou Zhenyue: “Xueyi, let’s get back together.”
She said this sentence very seriously, every word was like a piece of wood polished by a money carpenter.
In the deep mountains, in the night, in every minute of floating dust, there is a warm and new Huaguang.
It was clearly just a few light words spit out from his mouth.
But it seems to weigh more than a thousand catties, piled up, bundled, and sinking in Mu Xueyi’s heart. Pressing her down, crushing all reason and perseverance, crushing these seven years of entanglement.
Years cannot be turned back.
But the person in front of her is willing to walk before the years, turn around, face her, and walk backwards.
Accompany her, look at her, and let every inch of land she is about to set foot on, first print a footprint named Zhou Zhenyue.
Mu Xueyi’s tears kept falling down her cheeks, sobbing and muttering:
“But I haven’t brought down the person who hurt you…”
Zhou Zhenyue says:
“It’s ok.”
“My love letter hasn’t reached 100 yet.”
“It’s ok.”
“I’m still secretly smoking, and I haven’t been able to quit smoking yet.”
“It’s ok.”
“I’m still a lame man, and you once said that when I’m fully recovered, you’ll…”
“Xueyi,” Zhou Zhenyue grabbed Mu Xueyi’s shoulder and held it tightly, “It doesn’t matter at all. I hope you understand that I want to be with you, whether to write love letters with you, whether to smoke or not, It doesn’t matter if you’re lame or not. I want to get back with you just because I want to be with you, to grow old and to die together. I think clearly, thoroughly, and I’m sure I’ve never As sure as this moment. I said the word reconciliation with you, just because…”
She paused, and finally there was a faint choking.
“just because of…”
“…I’ve always loved you.”
Mu Xueyi was just crying, so much so that she couldn’t see the face of the person in front of her.
“Last time, you said you wanted me to think about it calmly before making a decision. I’ve been thinking about it very seriously these days, eating and sleeping. I thought about the days when we were in Gaochuan, and I asked myself Countless times, many, many years later, would I be willing to hold your hand like when I was in Gaochuan, let you sit on the back seat of my bicycle and hear you call my wife?”
“Actually, when I asked it for the first time, I understood that no matter how many times this question is repeated, the final answer is the same.”
Zhou Zhenyue lowered her head and smiled bitterly.
“If that’s the case, why should we drag it on? Life is only a few decades short, and we shouldn’t spend the rest of the day. Isn’t it?”
Mu Xueyi cried and asked intermittently, “Is it because I told you about being bitten by a dog just now that you…”
“No.” Zhou Zhenyue shook her head firmly, “If it was an impromptu intention, why would I carry the handcuff key with me? From the moment I put the key in my pocket, I’ve decided to forgive you. .Do you understand it?”
Mu Xueyi buried her face in her arms and cried sullenly.
Zhou Zhenyue took her into her arms and rubbed her curly hair.
“Actually, tonight, I originally booked a restaurant. I wanted to tell you this matter seriously and solemnly in a warm and romantic environment. But when you said you wanted to play mahjong, I just wanted to play mahjong with you first.”
“I thought I could wait, but I really…overestimated my patience.”
“It turns out that when you really decide to be with someone, any second before you speak will be as long as a ‘year’.”
Her heart was a little sour, but covered with a thick layer of sweetness, just like when she just told her “I like you” seven years ago, her heartbeat was so intense, it was only the throbbing of a girl’s first love.
As if it was the most youthful period in middle school, a twisted love letter handed over anxiously, looking forward to a blush on the other side’s cheek.
“So, Xueyi, are you willing to…”
“…get back together with me?”
Zhou Zhenyue was holding the beating heart, her ears were red, and she asked softly beside Mu Xueyi’s ear.
finally.
A question that had been missed countless times over the years finally fell into the dust at this moment.
Mu Xueyi hugged Zhou Zhenyue’s neck and hugged her tightly, crying intermittently:
“well.”
“I will never… never be separated from you again…” Zhou Zhenyue asked with tears in her eyes and a slight smile.
“Is it true this time?”
Mu Xueyi nodded desperately, “Really!”
“Okay,” Zhou Zhenyue closed her eyes, “that’s good.”
Originally, she thought it would be difficult to trust Mu Xueyi again.
But when Mu Xueyi really opened her mouth to make a promise, she realized that it was too easy to believe in her.
Like swallows returning to their nests, fish returning to the sea.
No reason, no excuse.
This is the eternal direction in which blood and life flow.
They hugged for a long time, until the tears from the corners of Mu Xueyi’s eyes dried up, but they still didn’t want to let go.
Click, click.
The wall clock on the wall was running, and the beat of the second hand caused the heartbeat to slow down.
All the emotions are settled in the passing time bit by bit.
“…Hmm.” Mu Xueyi hugged Zhou Zhenyue and suddenly sighed.
Zhou Zhenyue pinched the soft flesh on the back of Mu Xueyi’s neck, “What are you sighing for?”
Mu Xueyi rubbed the other person’s neck, feeling a little wilted, “I always feel that when the love is so strong, it’s time to do something more intimate. I just wanted to rip your clothes off, but look at this place…”
Zhou Zhenyue couldn’t help but smiled lightly: “Forget it, let’s another day… Wait until tomorrow to return to Biyun Lanting, or go to Jiangbian Apartment…”
Mu Xueyi nodded obediently: “Well.”
Zhou Zhenyue: “Then let’s go out first? Eat first.”
Mu Xueyi: “Okay.”
The two of them supported each other, sorted out the futons, and prepared to go back to the living room.
When I walked to the door, I suddenly saw a small piece of paper flying in under the crack of the door.
Zhou Zhenyue bent down to pick it up and glanced at it.
A few large characters were scrawled on the piece of paper: “You’re welcome, just use it in the bedroom!”
He raised his eyes lightly.
Put five fingers on the door handle and pull it sharply.
The two eavesdroppers lying on the door at the door jumped in unexpectedly, like a flood that broke a dam, sloping to the ground.
Ge Weinong was at the bottom, in a dog-eating posture, still holding a spatula, and almost smashed the spatula on Mu Xueyi’s foot.
“Ha, Mr. Mu, Mr. Zhou,” Ge Weinong leaned on the ground and laughed, “Why did you come out?”
Zhou Zhenyue stared at Ge Weinong blankly, “How dare you eavesdrop on the leader’s conversation, if you were my assistant, you would have been fired 800 times.”
Mu Xueyi walked over to Fu Lin Keni and said something nice: “Forget it, Anon is also worried about me.”
Zhou Zhenyue: “Xiao Ai would never dare to do such a thing. You should take good care of the people under you.”
Mu Xueyi patted Lin Keni on the shoulder and reassured her: “It’s okay, Ayue is shy because she was smashed. It’s not really your fault.”
Zhou Zhenyue: “…”
Lin Keni’s eyes narrowed slightly, looked at Zhou Zhenyue, and then at Mu Xueyi, sincerely happy for them: “Congratulations, you finally got back together.”
Ge Weinong hurriedly said, “Congratulations, congratulations.”
Lin Keni: “Come on, let’s eat hot pot~”
Ge Weinong: “Yes, come and come, it’s your first reunion dinner!”
A few people pulled out the door, only to see that the hot pot on the dining table was already bubbling. There were all kinds of meatballs and vegetables waiting to be cooked next to the pot, and the air was filled with the smell of butter hot pot.
Ge Weilong and Lin Keni took out the bowls and chopsticks and placed them on each corner of the table.
“Put the two bowls together and let President Zhou and Xueyi sit close to each other.”
“Hey, don’t put my bowl there, I dare not sit with President Zhou…”
“It’s not promising, then you sit next to Xueyi.”
“Then I don’t dare… You go over there and let me stay away from both of them…”
“Alright, alright…”
Mu Xueyi quietly poked Zhou Zhenyue’s arm and whispered, “Actually, having a friend witnessing our reunion is also a very warm and happy thing. There’s nothing to be ashamed of. Are you right?”
Zhou Zhenyue grabbed Mu Xueyi’s finger and poked her, and gently wrapped it into her palm.
“Um.”
She replied sullenly.
The author has something to say: I really rest tomorrow, I really don’t change, don’t squat
Thank you two ancestors finally reunited
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 2 blame sister AhLian;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: hold A Jin, it is just a small grass, Sui An, Mr. Ant_, Xiao Er, May I Qing Huan, Xiao Wei, sjh1;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 19 bottles of Ying Xiaolu Linyin; 10 bottles of Emotional Madman; 5 bottles of summerlee; 3 bottles of skspry, blink Xiaowang; 2 bottles of hehehei, Nanxun, and lead leaves; see if you can get 1 bottle