Not Spare the Years - Chapter 95

Mu Xueyi’s remarks had already brought a great shock to Zhou Zhenyue.

However, what moved Zhou Zhenyue even more was that Mu Xueyi really brought a shovel.

In other words, she didn’t just talk.

She really made all the preparations to elope with her and live in seclusion for a lifetime.

It’s just a pity that Mu Xueyi has such courage, but she doesn’t.

It is true that Mu Xueyi is indispensable to her, but there are many other important things in her life. She couldn’t leave her grandfather and such a big company without any worries.

After all, she is not just a general manager like Xueyi. She is the chairman and the top person in charge.

She has social responsibilities that belong to her.

Regret is regret, and the sense of security has indeed irrigated into my heart.

But before the satisfaction spreads into the deep corners of my heart, another terrifying thought came into my mind.

Mu Xueyi is so smart now. These words, these things, are she doing it with sincerity, or has she calculated the result that she will be moved, and did it deliberately?

All day today, from the morning when she proposed to go to Gaochuan with her, to the words she said on the way, everything was too sincere and perfect.

With things so full, it’s hard not to doubt the authenticity.

Is she really able to hold Xueyi, or does Xueyi want her to think she can hold her?

Does Xueyi really love her undiminished, or is it…

Only a trick left?

Zhou Zhenyue felt that she understood how complicated academic and business matters were.

However, she couldn’t understand everything about Mu Xueyi.

The two nerves that dominate emotion and reason begin to fight again.

More and more chaos.

As the road progressed, the sky gradually darkened.

After a while, it started to rain.

Zhou Zhenyue put aside those messy thoughts for a while, she kept remembering that Mu Xueyi hadn’t eaten a decent meal, so she drove out from a fork in the highway.

This is a small town by the road. It is not so prosperous. The buildings are simple blue bricks and black tiles. The narrow stone-brick road doesn’t seem to accommodate this massive off-road vehicle.

Mu Xueyi fell asleep two hours ago, curled up by the car window.

After a while, there will be a vague dream or two.

At first, I couldn’t hear what she was saying, but when I got off the highway, I could hear her saying “cold”.

It’s raining, it’s really cold.

Zhou Zhenyue parked the car at the entrance of the town, took off her gray woolen coat, and carefully covered it over Mu Xueyi.

As soon as the clothes touched his arm, Mu Xueyi was awakened.

“Huh?” She blinked sleepily, “…Where is this?”

Zhou Zhenyue said warmly, “The town on the side of the road. You go to sleep first, and I’ll buy you some food.”

Before Mu Xueyi fully opened her eyes, she followed Zhou Zhenyue’s body temperature, leaned over softly, and got into Zhou Zhenyue’s arms.

“Ayue…” She whispered softly.

Zhou Zhenyue hugged her and said softly, “Huh?”

“…It’s raining outside, and I’m in a car that doesn’t get wet. I can still hold you. It’s nice.”

Listening to the sound of raindrops falling on the roof and windows, Mu Xueyi closed her eyes and rubbed comfortably on Zhou Zhenyue’s chest.

Zhou Zhenyue looked at Mu Xueyi, who was like a cat in her arms, and her heart softened.

The hatred towards her, the resentment towards her, at this moment, I just want to put it all away and put it in the very corner of my heart.

I don’t even want to ask for an explanation or a statement anymore.

At least…

At this moment, she didn’t want to question anything.

Zhou Zhenyue’s fingertips stroked Mu Xueyi’s ear, stopped at her chin, and made her raise her head.

Close your eyes and kiss her gently and carefully.

The kiss without the tip of the tongue involved, only the lips were tossed and turned, like two clouds brushing shoulders.

Zhou Zhenyue only wanted to be intimate, but Mu Xueyi was unwilling to stop at intimacy.

Unable to hold back, she stuck out her tongue first, and her panting became heavier as the kiss deepened.

At some point, her hand covered Zhou Zhenyue’s neckline, and she unbuttoned the two buttons softly.

This man, when she wanted to do that last night, she fell asleep.

Now that I have slept for a day and a night, I am full, and I start thinking about doing that again.

…but this is in the car.

Zhou Zhenyue flicked away Mu Xueyi’s hand to unbutton her own button, indicating that she could not do it now.

Mu Xueyi hugged Zhou Zhenyue’s neck, kissed her from the corner of her lips to the base of her ear, and said in her ear, “Zhou Zhenyue, why can’t you do it a year ago, and still can’t do it a year later?”

Zhou Zhenyue was stunned for a moment.

Mu Xueyi glanced at Zhou Zhenyue’s red ears, her voice full of temptation:

“Don’t you dare… play something less disciplined?”

Zhou Zhenyue raised her eyes, her eyes were already red and there was still a trace of reason in them.

“I didn’t wash my hands,” she said in a deep voice.

Mu Xueyi opened the front storage compartment, took out a bottle of disinfection spray from it, kissed Zhou Zhenyue, and stuffed it into the other’s hand.

They adjusted the seats so that they were back and flat, opening up a limit of space.

Mu Xueyi lightly straddled Zhou Zhenyue and kissed her with her face down.

The long curly hair fell down, causing Zhou Zhenyue to be in a trance for a moment.

like…

The illusion of being surrounded by gardenia bushes.

The temperature inside the car was slowly rising, but they couldn’t open the windows.

It was raining more and more outside.

It’s getting hotter in the car.

Everything within reach was soaked in hot sweat.

Raindrops fell on the roof of the car, dripping, like a lazy person playing the piano carelessly.

Not rhythmic, messy and disorderly, but every time it hits the softest heart of people.

tick-tack-

tick-tack-

It was like passing through the hard steel-thick iron sheet of an off-road vehicle and falling into the stamen of the gardenia.

The petals are crumbling, drenched in rain and dew, and the raindrops just fall on them casually, but they can arouse the trembling and covetousness of the whole flower.

It’s raining too much.

Therefore, many voices that others should not hear are covered up.

But there were still a few very soft whispers, vague, caught in the wind, mixed in the rain, through all the iron and steel, and scattered long in the cloudy sky.

The off-road vehicle seemed to be tired from sitting in place and moved left and right.

He sat back obediently and pretended to be Fushun, as if he had never shaken his head before.

After more than an hour, the window that had been closed from the beginning to the end slowly lowered.

The cool and cool air mixed with raindrops blew into the stuffy cabin.

Mu Xueyi was lying on the side of the car window, her shoulders heaving up and down violently, her forehead was covered in sweat and her hair was wet.

She had no strength at all, and fell there like a cub that had not yet been anesthetized.

Zhou Zhenyue also leaned on the back of the chair, and the jade ring had already been taken off and placed in the empty space in front.

The index finger that originally wore the ring, like the **** next to it, was covered with sticky and clear moisture.

Mu Xueyi whispered, “I’m hungry, Ayue.”

Zhou Zhenyue took out three pieces of paper, wiped her hands clean, washed it carefully with disinfectant spray, and picked up the coat on the back of the chair.

“I’ll go to the restaurant in town and buy you something to eat.”

“Yeah.” Mu Xueyi grabbed his curly hair and sweated from his hand, “The road is slippery, you walk slowly. The umbrella is in the trunk.”

Zhou Zhenyue opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, but she froze again.

She turned her head and looked at Mu Xueyi.

“…You shouldn’t be the same as last time, after finishing with me, while I wasn’t paying attention… ran away suddenly?”

Mu Xueyi smiled slightly, “I know you will be worried about this, so I have already asked Anong to prepare.”

Zhou Zhenyue: “What are you preparing?”

Mu Xueyi bent down, looked under the seat, and pulled out a heavy metal shackle.

She consciously put her two ankle cuffs on her ankles, and the chain link in the middle was so short that she couldn’t walk on the ground at all. After locking it, she handed the two keys to Zhou Zhenyue.

“Okay, let’s go.”

Mu Xueyi raised her face and smiled softly at Zhou Zhenyue.

Zhou Zhenyue held the key in her hand, her eyes drooping, unable to see the emotions in her eyes.

Mu Xueyi thought of something again, “Ah, yes, this…”

She picked up the front handbag, took out her ID card from it, and handed it to Zhou Zhenyue.

“I’ll give you the ID card too.”

Zhou Zhenyue stared at the ID card silently for a while.

After a long while, she just clenched the key in her hand and didn’t pick up Mu Xueyi’s ID card.

“…gone.”

She got out of the car and closed the door.

Mu Xueyi propped her arms by the car window and watched Zhou Zhenyue’s back with an umbrella gradually walk away.

She subconsciously glanced at her right ankle.

When her eyes landed on the icy shackles at the ankle, the terrifying instruments that were hooped around her ankle during the rehabilitation period suddenly appeared in her mind.

Emotions all at once.

Breathing abruptly.

The constant and repeated pain of the past year poured into her brain unsuspectingly, crowding out all her sanity.

She even had a delusion, and her ankle started to hurt again from the bandha of those instruments.

She couldn’t tell whether the pain was real or the illusion given to her by those psychological shadows.

Mu Xueyi forced herself not to look at the ankle cuff, even though her whole right leg was shaking.

She opened the storage compartment in front and kept rummaging in it. After searching for a long time, she found the small plastic bag that Ge Weinong had been told to hide in it.

She opened the plastic bag and found boxed and bottled pills, all of which she had been taking for the past year.

She peeled off the two pieces and swallowed them dry, without even drinking water.

There was also a pack of cigarettes and a lighter in the plastic bag.

She can smoke, but after knowing that Zhou Zhenyue’s lungs were injured, she never smoked again.

But sometimes… when Ayue is not around…

It is really hard for her to live without cigarettes.

Mu Xueyi took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and lit it.

He took a deep breath, and the small half was gone in an instant.

She was lying on the glassless car window, looking at the foggy rain outside, and slowly spit out a puff of smoke into the rain.

As soon as the turbid smoke touched the heavy rain, it disappeared without a trace.

After the first cigarette was finished, she was still a little anxious and wanted to get the second one.

But after the second one, she couldn’t help getting the third one.

If you smoke too much, the car will smell.

Moon will find out.

Mu Xueyi packed up the cigarette butts, and put the medicine and cigarettes back in the corner of the storage compartment.

She got up, folded her arms on the window frame, leaned her neck long, leaned out the window, and let the wind and rain blow on her face, and her mind went into a brief blank.

…perhaps the only way she can distract herself from looking at what’s on her right ankle.

When Zhou Zhenyue came back with hot buns and hot noodle soup, she saw that Mu Xueyi was drenched in the rain above her shoulders. She closed her eyes and didn’t know what she was thinking.

She walked back to the car quickly, and as soon as she got into the car, before she could sit still, she pulled Mu Xueyi back from the rain.

“What are you doing? Even if it’s too hot to cool down your body, you don’t have to go to the rain, right?”

Mu Xueyi’s hair was wet, and her eyelashes were also wet.

She chuckled and said softly, “Ayue, look at me, aren’t you very obedient?”

Zhou Zhenyue: “…”

“Let’s eat first.” She handed the lunch box containing the buns and noodles to Mu Xueyi.

Mu Xueyi didn’t pick it up, her voice trembled a little:

“You see, I won’t run around… Can you help me untie… Untie…”

Zhou Zhenyue could see the panic in Mu Xueyi’s eyes that couldn’t be suppressed at the moment. It stands to reason that Mu Xueyi will not have such an expression today, and her current appearance shows that her psychology has indeed reached its limit.

She immediately put down the food and quickly took out the key to untie her shackles.

Seeing that the cuff was untied from his right ankle, Mu Xueyi breathed a sigh of relief, slumped on the seat, and took a few deep breaths.

Taking a closer look, her forehead was covered with tiny beads of sweat, mixed with raindrops, running down her pale face.

Zhou Zhenyue couldn’t help but ask: “You can’t handcuff this thing, why do you take the initiative to handcuff yourself?”

Mu Xueyi looked weakly at Zhou Zhenyue.

Zhou Zhenyue felt so distressed when she saw Mu Xueyi so withered.

Feeling distressed mixed with suspicion engraved in his bones, surging from his chest to his mouth, turned into an open-mouthed questioning.

“Are you making yourself so miserable on purpose and playing tricks on me?”

“Do you want me to blame myself, make me unbearable, force me to forgive you, and then take the initiative to bow to you?”

Mu Xueyi froze when she heard the words.

Zhou Zhenyue paused, stared at her, and asked word by word:

“Are you… are you too stupid, or too scheming, and have done everything you can to make me pity you by hurting yourself?”

Mu Xueyi, who was curled up in the chair, was a small ball, so thin that she was about to drown in her clothes.

Looking at Zhou Zhenyue’s eyes, tears slowly filled her eyes.

She didn’t speak for a long time, just hugged her knees.

His right hand lightly grabbed his right ankle, turned his head away, and blinked slightly from an angle that was out of reach of Zhou Zhenyue’s eyes.

Tears slid out of his eyes along his lower lashes.

Mixed with the rain on the face.

When it reached the corner of her lips, only she knew that there was a rich bitterness that no one else could see in that water stain.

The author has something to say: there is already a cracked trust, how can it be so easy to repair?

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 blamed sister AhLian;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: it’s a cub! , Wu La La _123, I live in Beifu Mountain, just a little grass, laughing pig, and 1 white burning;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 13 bottles of Moshangren Ruyu; 10 bottles of Xiaozhang; 8 bottles of porridge; ;