Old Lovers Meet Again - Chapter 390
I hastened to say that I would not let Xi muyao come to pick me up. However, as soon as I was ready to speak, I heard a “bang”, and then the phone was hung up.
Standing in front of the balcony, I saw a car coming in at the gate. I was surprised that it was not mu Wenshu’s car, but whose.
Surprised, the mobile phone rang again at this time, which showed that it was a strange call. After answering, Lu Qingli heard a low voice in front of him: “go downstairs, I get off the stairs, I see you too.”
He was shocked in his heart, and his uneasiness gradually expanded. Lu Qingli clenched his mobile phone as much as he could and said calmly, “what are you doing? Didn’t I say I won’t let you call again? ”
“Lu Qingli, do you want to hear what happened between you and Mu Wenshu? Why do you want to forget him? I can tell you everything. The condition is that you have to come down to see me. Don’t worry, I won’t do anything to you. I just miss you and want to see you. ” Xi muyao’s words sound pitiful.
With a sigh, Lu Qingli hung up and walked downstairs. He is right. He has to know some things.
After a while, he saw Xi muyao’s silver gray car stop in front of him. Just as he raised his hand to greet him, he saw a “bang” sound. The door opened, and Xi muyao walked over with great strides. His expression could not be seen clearly in the dark light and shadow.
Lu Qingli’s heart was startled. He hurriedly gave Xi muyao a forced smile and said, “you say it.”
When he came to Lu Qingli, Xi muyao’s eyes looked at Lu Qingli tightly. Before Lu Qingli spoke again, he hugged her into his arms. Lu Qingli was shocked. Then he pushed him away and asked: “what do you mean? Don’t touch me
He had made it clear to him before. Lu Qingli thought that Xi muyao should also understand what he thought. Therefore, Xi muyao’s action made Lu Qingli feel more disgusted.
After feeling Lu Qingli’s anger, Xi muyao released his hand and quietly looked at Lu Qingli. His mood seemed to be lost all of a sudden. Then he gently said, “I’m sorry, Qingli. I’m a little too excited, but when I can’t get through to your phone, I can’t get in touch with your people, I admit I’m getting a little emotional. I don’t want to see myself like this, so I started looking for you. ”
“What can I do for you?” Lu Qingli calmed down again and spoke coldly. He didn’t want to talk to Xi muyao.
Xi muyao’s expression is more hurt, but still pause, continue to look at Lu Qingli affectionately, continue to say: “yes, Qingli, I didn’t think I would care about you so much, I think at the moment I can’t control my feelings, I just want to be able to express to you, want to say my heart to you.”
“Stop it. I don’t want to hear it.” I knew what Xi muyao was going to say for a long time. I didn’t want Xi muyao to go on, because the more he said in his heart, Lu Qingli thought that the crueler his answer would be, and the more hurt Xi muyao would get. He thought so in his heart, and then he said so.
“No, I’m going to say that today I have to tell you all I have to say. No matter what the result is, I don’t want to regret it any more.” Xi muyao directly ignored Lu Qingli’s words and said to her firmly. Then he looked at Lu Qingli with a determined eye. His eyes seemed to fall into his own fantasy for a moment.
Looking at Xi muyao’s eyes, Lu Qingli suddenly felt disgusted, but Xi muyao said so, presumably he was going to have to say it. Lu Qingli just closed his mouth, and his eyes narrowed slightly, because he didn’t want Xi muyao to see any expression of himself, and he didn’t want Xi muyao to make any speculation about himself.
“Lu Qingli, I love you.” What he didn’t want, Xi muyao just said his most important sentence.
Gently closed his eyes, I don’t know Xi muyao was so happy. He said the most happy sentence in his heart, and also said the one he didn’t want to hear. Lu Qingli is helpless.
In Lu Qingli’s speechless expression, I can’t see Xi muyao’s expression, but Xi muyao still quietly continued to open his mouth and said: “Lu Qingli, I don’t care what you used to be like, but now I just want to be nice to you, I will only love you, and my future motivation will only be you.” After that, Xi muyao seems to have made a big promise to Lu Qingli, and then he can’t help but raise his feet and rush to land. Qingli takes two steps forward.
Feeling Xi muyao’s action, Lu Qingli’s eyebrows wrinkled tightly. He quickly opened his eyes and saw Xi muyao close at hand. He was surprised. Then he stepped back a few steps more quickly, and then he said: “I’m married, Xi muyao. I don’t know what you want to be close to me, but I’m married and my husband is very kind to me. I hope you won’t disturb me again in the future. “”I know.” He seemed to realize that his emotion was really a little excited. Xi muyao’s eyes gradually faded down, but he continued: “Qingli, I have no other meaning. I just want to tell you what I think in my heart.”
After Lu Qingli was so affectionate, Xi muyao stood there quietly and wanted to wait for her expression. But looking at Lu Qingli’s silence, Xi muyao gently opened his eyes and continued to say, “Qingli, I don’t know what I should do, but I know that in the future I just want to protect you and take care of you, Just don’t let you continue to be sad, I hope you can have me with you in the future, OK? ”
After talking for a long time, Xi muyao watched Lu Qingli’s indifference. He couldn’t help but feel anxious. Then he threw out such a last sentence. He wanted to wait for the answer of landing Qingli. He might electrocute other girls with his own eyes. He looked at Lu Qingli affectionately, as if he thought he would be electrocuted by himself.
He has already smelled Xi muyao’s liquor smell. Don’t he know his relationship with Mu Wenshu? Is that still fantasy? Lu Qingli shook his head.
But at the moment, I didn’t look at Xi muyao’s expression at all. I just looked down at the ground in front of me calmly, and then said, “Xi muyao, this is the first time I call your full name, and this is the last time I call you. You said so much, I am very moved and excited, I don’t understand why I am so appreciated by you. I don’t know what attracts you, but I’m just an ordinary girl. I just want to live my ordinary life
Having said that, he closed his eyes gently and sorted out his thoughts. Then he opened his eyes and wanted to continue to talk. However, looking at Xi muyao’s face, he seemed to have a lost look. After that, Lu Qingli slightly turned his head and continued to speak and said: “so, although my heart is very moved, But I still want to tell you I’m sorry. Xi muyao, I don’t like you. I hope our future relationship is just ordinary friends, maybe only strangers. ”
After that, Lu Qingli stood there quietly, calmly looking at Xi muyao whose face had obviously become stiff in front of him, and then waiting for Xi muyao’s answer.
I’m ready in my heart. Then I look at Xi muyao with a calm expression. No matter what the result is, I can accept it. But I can’t cheat Xi muyao. I have to tell Xi muyao what I really feel in my heart. In this way, I can stand up to my conscience and I can stand up to Xi muyao. Thinking silently, Lu Qingli’s face involuntarily made a fearless expression.
“Is it?” Xi muyao seemed to be a little stunned. After waiting for a long time, Xi murmured and asked this question. He looked shocked, as if he could not accept the fact. Thinking about this, Lu Qingli said, “yes, I’m sorry, but I can’t force myself to cheat myself or you, I think that’s what you think, right? ”
No matter who he is, he would prefer the person he likes to dislike himself rather than pretending to like himself. That’s the worst thing for him. Thinking about this, Lu Qingli looks at Xi muyao seriously, hoping that Xi muyao can understand.
Xi muyao seems to nod his head rigidly. Lu Qingli thinks that Xi muyao’s heart has begun to accept this reality, but the expression on his face still doesn’t seem so good-looking, and the feeling is slowly easing. He didn’t speak any more. First, he knew that Xi muyao needed time to ease his emotions. Second, he felt that Xi muyao’s heart might be really unbearable.
After waiting for a long time, Xi muyao’s expression seemed to gradually begin to have some blood color. Then he looked at Lu Qingli gently and said, “Lu Qingli, have you confirmed your idea?” It seems that from the bottom of his heart, Xi muyao really didn’t want to say it.
I’m afraid it’s late at night. The temperature is colder. Lu Qingli’s body feels colder and colder. His upper body feels numb and numb. He feels like he’s going to be a big popsicle. He can’t help holding his body in his hands and wants to warm himself.
Although his nerves have begun to numb, Xi muyao seems to have some color in his eyes when he sees Lu Qingli’s appearance. No matter how sad he is in his heart, Xi muyao quickly takes off his suit coat, and then criticizes Lu Qingli on her body.
Seeing that Xi muyao was wearing a thin shirt inside, Lu Qingli quickly pushed away. He didn’t want to owe Xi muyao any more. He would not finish it. But Xi muyao’s hand was strong. No matter what she said, Xi muyao refused to take it back. Lu Qingli had no choice but to say, “let’s get on the bus. Get in the car and sayAfter all, the car can be warm, not so cold, so Xi muyao will not be frozen, but the conversation between the two people suddenly became a little embarrassed, I don’t know what I should say.
Xi Mu Yao nodded slightly and agreed. Then they got on the bus. Xi Mu Yao took care of himself all the time. After Lu Qing left the bus, Xi Mu Yao turned and walked back to his driver’s position. Then he opened the door and went in.
They just sat in the car quietly. Lu Qingli didn’t know what to say and what Xi muyao was thinking at the moment, so he was worried. Then he couldn’t help turning around and looking at Xi muyao beside him.
The expression on Xi muyao’s face at the moment is extremely complex, not crying or laughing, but extremely tangled expression, the kind of expression in despair that makes him hope. Lu Qing can’t help but ask: “what are you thinking?” After all, Xi muyao was absolutely uncomfortable with his words.
“I’m fine.” Xi muyao’s eyes closed tightly, as if suffering.
Lu Qingli sighed a little, but he thought of his own purpose before. He could not worry about anything else. He quickly asked, “by the way, Xi muyao, do you want to tell me what happened to Mu Wenshu before I lost my memory?”
“This…” Mu Wen Shu seemed to have a painful expression: “I really don’t have that idea now. My heart is aching. I’ll tell you another day. Don’t worry. I will say it. ” It seems that Lu Qing didn’t expect to ask directly when he left the meeting. Xi muyao was stunned before he said so.
“All right.” Disappointed to shake his head, Lu Qingli said again: “if there is nothing wrong, I will go in.” The clever Lu Qingli didn’t know that Xi muyao cheated himself again.
Just now, I thought that he had really changed for the better, and I said so much to myself. Now it seems the same. Lu Qingli’s eyes showed a look of disappointment, and he turned to get off.
But his wrist was pulled by Xi muyao. Looking back, he saw his pathetic eyes: “will you not answer my phone?”
In order to get away early, Lu Qingli said: “yes. Don’t worry. ”
After Xi muyao reluctantly released himself, Lu Qingli turned and trotted to the living room