On Her Lips - Chapter 146

It was as if countless sharp knives had been stabbed in her heart, stabbing her fiercely.

You Ran couldn’t understand why, why Mu Fei rejected her having children so much.

Don’t want kids? Or do you simply not want to be with her children? Or, is the grown-up tired of her…

Thinking of this, You Ran felt that her body shrank involuntarily, which was a heartbreak to the extreme.

In the end, she wiped away the tears on her face, but she still couldn’t help pushing the door open. The door slammed into the wall behind because of the huge thrust, making a loud crashing sound.

It caused everyone else in the mansion to feel it.

You Ran did not step into the house, but stood straight at the door, staring at Mu Fei who was also looking at her in astonishment with red eyes.

“Can you stop being such a bastard! Sir, do you just…don’t want to have a child with me? Even if you know everything, you are still so heartless when you know I’m pregnant!”

“You Ran…”

This was the first time that You Ran lost his temper at her. Mu Fei stared at You Ran and yelled at her with red eyes. She was shocked. She didn’t expect You Ran to hear their conversation.

You Ran looked at the black-shirted woman sitting there, the other party’s calm face was only a little surprised, but there was no other expression.

Maybe it’s not important that the child is not a child at all. The important thing is that she doesn’t have that kind of weight in Mu Fei’s heart at all.

Thinking of this, the endless grievances made her eyes red quickly again.

Her down-and-out appearance really makes her cry at any time.

She once felt that Lord Mu Fei was getting better and better for her.

But now, she felt like she was a joke.

When she heard how happy she was to be pregnant with Lord Mu Fei’s child, God blessed her, and she actually met her once in a lifetime.

In exchange is a sentence: I do not want this child to be born.

“I’m sorry, sir, You Ran was disrespectful to you just now.”

You Ran took a deep breath, tears swirling in her eyes. After she said this quickly, she turned around and left here. She ran all the way, and Aunt Dai who passed by saw You Ran’s sad face full of tears, anxiously. Want to call each other.

“You Ran, why are you crying like this… What’s the matter? This is…”

Through the open door, Aunt Dai’s voice came clearly into Mu Fei’s ears, who had been sitting in that room for a long time. Mu Fei’s tightly clenched fingers sank into the flesh of her palm. She looked at the water in the teacup. , was silent for a long time.

Dr. Xiao Li, who was sitting across from her, did not expect that You Ran would actually hear their conversation.

This is indeed a blow to the party who has just conceived a baby to hear such cruel news.

To be honest, Xiao Li felt that Mu Fei must have his own difficulties, otherwise he would not say such words.

“You Ran…is she okay?” Xiao Lilue was restless, he saw the little guy leave with red eyes.

After a long while, Mu Fei stood up, her expression was obscured by the shadow and could not be seen clearly, she was still the same as before, please rely on Xiao Li.

“You still need to think of a way to not want this child.”

“Mu Fei.” Xiao Li saw that Mu Fei still insisted on this idea. Obviously, You Ran’s appearance just now did not change the other party’s decision. Xiao Li immediately stopped the other party’s figure who was about to leave.

“What’s up.”

“Can I ask why? You saw it too, You Ran doesn’t want to…”

Mu Fei looked at Xiao Li, but the other party didn’t want to tell him now, Xiao Li had no choice but to nod. These are all personal affairs, but this is really not a good decision.

Xiao Li could only pack up the equipment, and before leaving, he still glanced at Mu Fei, still hoping that the other party would change his mind.

After seeing Dr. Xiao Li away, Mu Fei stood under the porch of the courtyard for a long time, looking at the light rain outside.

It’s raining again.

It’s really raining in the North District.

“Can you not be such a jerk”, “You are still so heartless”…

You Ran’s rebuke to her reverberated in her mind, and the crying face reflected in Mu Fei’s heart, making her heart wrinkle and tugged together.

She held her head slightly irritably.

“Miss, the master is waiting for you in the study.” Dao Lei walked behind Mu Fei and conveyed his meaning.

Mu Fei’s brows became even tighter. She knew what her father was going to say to me, “Tell him I have something to do here.”

“Master said, if you don’t go to see her, he will go to see You Ran.”

Mu Fei had no choice but to nod and went to the study on the second floor.

When she walked up the stairs, she even looked at You Ran’s room on the second floor.

The door was closed, along with her heart.

Mu Fei sighed, then walked into the study and closed the door.

“You are looking for me.”

Mu Fei was standing in the study, and she didn’t want to stay for long.

Ozer turned around, put down the book in his hand, and sat on the sofa, signaling Mu Fei to sit down too.

He made a pot of black tea and handed it to his daughter.

“Our father and daughter haven’t sat down and talked like this for a long time.” Ao Ze looked at Mu Fei, who was sitting in front of him with many wives, and sighed a little.

Mu Fei held the teacup, neither nodded nor shook his head.

“How long has it been, since my mother was gone, right?” Mu Fei said, hummed and took a sip of tea.

Oze was stunned for a moment, knowing that Mu Fei was still blaming him.

He really owed Mu Fei too much. She used to be the little princess they held in their hands, and she lived a carefree life. Since his wife’s departure and later his sleepiness, the burden of the entire family has been on Mu Fei. body, and since then.

Mu Fei also gradually became silent and withdrawn, and he did not want to talk about everything in his heart, and he took care of everything by himself to solve it.

This child is also easy to be misunderstood, and Xiao Fei is actually not a heartless person.

“I know that my father has wronged you, so I want to make up for it at this time and the time after, and want to open up and talk to my precious daughter, is that okay?”

Mu Fei listened to her old father speak like this, her repulsive psychology gradually calmed down, she put down the teacup, and looked at Ao Ze for a moment, “What do you want to say.”

Ao Ze thought about it, and didn’t want to beat around the bush. After all, in this manor, only he could directly ask Mu Fei these questions.

“I really want to know why you don’t want to have a child with Youran. Even if you know that the other party is pregnant, you still insist on not wanting the child.” Ozer asked the confusion in his heart. He was really worried about it. .

“It’s not because of curiosity, but I just don’t see how your beautiful relationship before is not ideal because of this.” Ozer added, he hoped that his daughter could tell him the truth.

You Ran, that child, has not thought about eating and drinking these few days, and his tears are heartbreaking. Mu Fei should not have known about this.

Mu Fei looked at Ao Ze, and in the end he didn’t put his mind in his heart, but got up and opened a locker above the high pavilion, and took out the yellowed book that had been re-bound. She turned to the most familiar book. The page of , put it in front of Ao Ze, and motioned for the other party to take a look.

Ozer was slightly confused, but he still picked up the dusty notebook in front of him and watched it.

After he saw the contents of those ancient words, his brows furrowed, and he finally read the last line of words before putting the book on the table.

Ozer pondered, then said, “That’s why you insisted on not wanting the child.”

Mu Fei nodded, with a sad tone, “These are the handwritings of You Ran’s mother. They were originally handed over to me by Emperor Lian Bing, so I gave them to You Ran, but the little guy doesn’t understand ancient Chinese, so I will keep them for the time being. I didn’t want to read it at first, but it was probably an omen, and these pages just fell down, and these pages were handwritten like weeping.”

“The combination of the blood of the black witch and the blood will die in childbirth. You are afraid of this.” Ao Ze knew what Mu Fei was most worried about. He sighed and continued to ask Mu Fei, “Then why didn’t you tell Youran, Is it because you’re worried about her that you don’t want the child?”

“Do you think I told her that she would be willing to have children? With Youran’s character, no.” Mu Fei knew Youran too well. The conclusion of fate is that it is easy not to have children.

When Ozer heard the explanation given by Mu Fei, he didn’t know whether to approve or disapprove.

“It said that her mother died during childbirth, and it was other witches who rescued her, indicating that there is still a chance to save, not everything is bad.” Ozer wanted to comfort his daughter.

Mu Fei shook his head and pointed out the key information on the back page, “Even if I am rescued, my body is constantly weakening. I don’t want to take such a risk, let alone lose her.”

“So you have to be a villain and say nothing.”

Mu Fei was stunned for a moment while holding the spoon. If this could preserve You Ran’s safety, then she would be willing to be a villain.

After seeing Mu Fei’s decision, Oze sighed helplessly.

He decided to talk to Mu Fei about this matter, not because his granddaughter existed or could not exist, what he wanted to talk about was the problem between Mu Fei and You Ran.

His stubborn and stubborn daughter is an emotional idiot. Obviously, if no one is enlightened, it will only deepen the misunderstanding. He does not want this misunderstanding to continue to spread.

“Xiao Fei, in fact, this child’s problem may be solved. You can’t deny everything in the future because of this note. You must know that the little guy is a mixed blood, not just a black witch blood.”

“I’ve considered this, but”

“It’s just that you have already subjectively thought that You Ran would be in danger of giving birth to a child. In fact, what I want to talk about is not just about the child, but you and your attitude towards You Ran.” Ao Ze put down the teacup and decided to talk. said his daughter.

“My attitude towards You Ran?” Mu Fei frowned slightly, not quite understanding.

“You are no longer her guardian, but her partner, lover, and the other half. You stubbornly made all decisions for her on many things, which is unfair to the little guy.” Ozer said slowly , I hope to make Mu Fei understand a little bit.

Mu Fei frowned and immediately retorted, “I thought about her.”

“Yes, I know your starting point is good, but this is not what You Ran wanted. Don’t you think the two of you have fallen into a deep misunderstanding? The little guy cried like that because you said it. those words.”

“I didn’t mean to hurt her, because I think that’s the only way I can make You Ran not have any expectations for the child.” Mu Fei lowered his head and expressed his helpless thoughts.

When she heard about You Ran’s pregnancy, she was actually very happy, but then she felt endless sadness, because she knew that You Ran would be in danger, and she didn’t want You Ran to be in danger more than the child. middle.

“But your way is not something that little guy can bear. Lovers tell each other candidly everything. You shouldn’t hide it from that stupid child. Your way will only make her feel that you don’t love her anymore. From another angle, If you were You Ran, nineteen years old, after knowing that your sweetheart reacted indifferently, how could you live well?”

After listening to his father’s words, Mu Fei lowered his eyes solemnly, and finally shook his head and said, “…No.”

“Don’t hide it from her anymore, You Ran has the right to know these things. You can’t make decisions for her in everything. It’s unfair to her, and it will hurt her heart even more, my daughter.”

Mu Feilio turned his face away bitterly, how could she be willing to hurt Youran’s heart, she just couldn’t help it.

Maybe her father was right, she really thought this was the best solution, even if You Ran misunderstood her, is this what You Ran wanted?

It’s not the result Mu Fei wanted.

after half an hour

Mu Fei walked to the door of You Ran’s room.

She thought about it for a long time, maybe she was wrong from the beginning.

She really should have told Youran, so she stood at the door of Youran’s room for a long time, so long that she didn’t dare to knock on the other side’s door.

Her heart is still conflicted.

“Master, are you looking for Youran?”

When Dai Wei was on the second floor, he saw the lonely black figure standing at the door of You Ran’s room. When she came downstairs, Mu Fei was still standing there.

Daiwei couldn’t bear it, so he stepped forward to ask.

Mu Fei turned slightly and motioned for the other party to continue.

“You Ran is not in the room…”

“Where is she going?!” Mu Fei’s eyes widened immediately, and his voice was obviously much higher.

“That’s it, You Ran has been in a low mood since she returned to her room this afternoon. She went out and said she was going to relax.” Daiwei did not dare to say that You Ran was crying all the time. She originally wanted to comfort You Ran by staying in the manor. , but suddenly the others in the manor went looking for her for a while, and You Ran left by herself.

…

How long have you been gone? !

For about ten minutes, she didn’t tell me where she was going. I wanted to stop her, but she disappeared in the blink of an eye…

The phone is not answered, and all the breath is deliberately hidden.

She didn’t expect that the ring she gave to the other party would become the best way to hide and hide all the breath.

It was raining torrentially outside the house, and the rest of the manor said that they had not seen You Ran, and she left quietly.

Where can You Ran go in these short ten minutes…

The Mu Mansion dispatched all the officers to look for the heartbroken little guy, but they couldn’t find it.

“Miss, the master said that there is still no news from Youran, or you should come back first.”

“You go back with the others first, and I’ll go to a place.”

“Miss!”

The gray rain had been falling, and Mu Fei had been looking outside for a long time. She had been to all the nearby places, and there was no You Ran in sight. She was so anxious.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and her clothes were already soaked. She didn’t know whether it was from the rain or was constantly looking for sweat.

She instructed Da Lei Xian, who was following behind, and others to look for it in other places. She was going to a place. If You Ran wasn’t even there, she really didn’t know where You Ran was hiding.

She was even more worried about where the little guy was and whether he had taken shelter from the rain.

You Ran…

Her black hair was clinging to her cheeks because it was soaked wet, and she walked into the former residence of the Mu Mansion.

This is where You Ran lived with her for six years.

Ignoring the dripping rain, she quickly pushed open the rusted door and entered the hall.

She clearly saw a row of muddy footprints on the ashes floor. Before she could think, she anxiously followed the footprints and ran into the dark attic without any light.

The door squeaked by the wind was swaying, and gusts of wind carried icy rain through the unclosed study window on the side, but Mu Fei didn’t notice this.

What she cared about was the wet figure squatting in a very hidden corner!

The other party was holding a painting tightly in his hand, bowing his head and curling up in that dark corner.

Mu Fei’s eyes blushed instantly, and he called out the other party’s name with his lips murmured.

“You Ran…”

The girl who heard the voice raised her head silently, looking in the direction of the sound source in the darkness.

After seeing the person coming, she resisted the urge to cry again, and her body trembled.

Mu Fei suddenly approached the other party and hugged You Ran’s shrunken shoulders in her arms. She stroked You Ran’s hair with remorse and distress, her voice trembling, “You Ran, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. …”

She gently wiped You Ran’s tears with her fingers, but she didn’t know that she had already burst into tears.

“It’s my fault, I’m sorry, I don’t care about your feelings, but you can’t walk away like this, do you know how worried I am, never do this again…” Mu Fei kept brushing the corner of You Ran’s eyes. Tears, red eyes and talking to each other.

“grown ups…”

When Mu Fei heard this long-lost name, she felt extremely sour in her heart. She kissed You Ran’s lips with tears in her eyes, and then pressed her forehead tightly against You Ran’s forehead, saying with great love.

“I love you, I always put you first, you know?”