On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays - Chapter 185

    A box was reserved for dinner at the hot pot restaurant. There were only two people sitting in the huge box. The waiter brought the dishes. The two of them ate together.

    Qin Xu asked Lin Zhinian for a cake before, but he hadn’t seen it from this morning until now, and he didn’t ask.

    “I wanted to find a few friends to celebrate with you, but you don’t like the fun, so it’s just the two of us.” Lin Zhinian said while peeling the shrimp.

    The bottom of the hot pot is mandarin duck.

    “It’s enough to have you.” Qin Xu said, he paused for two seconds, and then asked, “Brother Lin, do you have many friends here?”

    “Not many.” Lin Zhi Young said with a smile, “Just a few, I’ve been here for so long, I can’t tell without a friend.”

     

    The phone that Qin Xu put on the table has been vibrating, and it has been vibrating for almost a day today.

    Lin Zhinian’s attention was attracted: “You have a lot of news.”

    Qin Xu opened it with his mobile phone. He just graduated from high school, and a lot of news came from high school classmates. When he was at school, there were not as many birthday wishes as now.

    He glanced at it, turned the phone to silent, and folded it upside down on the table.

    Lin Zhinian: “Don’t reply to the message?”

    Qin Xu: “No need to reply.”

    Lin Zhinian smiled: “You can’t do this, how impolite.”

    Qin Xu: “I can’t come back, there are too many.”

    Lin Zhinian: “It’s good, the popularity is much better than your brother, and there are quite a few girls chasing you.”

    Qin Xu was two seconds late to realize that “your brother” Lin Zhinian said was referring to himself.

    After a while, he said, “Not much.”

    Apart from the distance of the network, everyone can send blessings, but in reality, there are not many people chasing Qin Xu, probably because he is not easy to approach, and he is too lonely, few people really know Run in front of him and say to chase after him.

    As for the popularity, the news on the mobile phone is all false prosperity.

    “Brother Lin, have you… talked about it?” Qin Xu asked this question, abruptly and naturally.

    His personality is not someone who is interested in other people’s private affairs, nor will he take the initiative to inquire, but today is unusual.

    Before, Lin Zhinian said that he used to focus on studying in high school, but Qin Xu didn’t ask him about high school this time, and asked him directly if he had talked about it.

    Lin Zhinian smiled and said “no”.

    “Before I was busy studying, but later I was busy with work, so I didn’t have time.”

    “Then do you want to talk?” Qin Xu asked.

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    He leaned back, turned the glass in his hand, and after a while, he said softly, “I don’t know.”

    Before I met that person, Lin Zhinian didn’t think about this issue, but when I met him, Lin Zhinian didn’t know if he would talk about it.

    “Do you like… men?” Qin Xu asked again.

    This question is a bit too specific.

    The pressing topic made the atmosphere a layer of ambiguity, and Lin Zhinian’s face changed a bit.

    He looked at Qin Xu, pushed the peeled shrimp in front of him, and didn’t answer. The brief gaffe dissipated and returned to normal, but he didn’t answer Qin Xu’s question. “What do you want to do, eat.”

    He was lost for a moment.

    Do you like men?

    This question made him unable to answer it, nor could he say this answer in front of Qin Xu, and why Qin Xu asked this question, was he aware of something, or something else.

    Qin Xu usually doesn’t speak so violently.

    Qin Xu looked down at a plate of beautifully peeled shrimp, and said, “Brother Lin, you are so good, it will be difficult to break up with the person you are in love with in the future.”

    Qin Xu approached the dangerous area step by step, approaching Lin Zhinian, leaving him nowhere to escape.

    “It’s not certain.” Lin Zhinian said that he was good to Qin Xu, but to Qin Xu, the definition of an object and others was different.

    Lin Zhinian has never had a chance to experience what it’s like to like someone for so many years, and he can’t even tell what it means to like someone.

    “No one who has been in close contact with you would be willing to let you go.” Qin Xu said bluntly, “Just like me.”

    Lin Zhinian’s breathing stagnated, his heart skipped a beat, and he was speechless for a moment.

    “Brother Lin, you are the best person in my life.” Qin Xu continued.

    The corner of Lin Zhinian’s lips twitched, “A lifetime is so long, don’t judge so easily.”

    The atmosphere between the two has become a little wrong since Qin Xu talked about that topic, and the air seems to be mixed with another atmosphere beyond brotherhood.

    Like a gust of wind before a shower is coming.

    At this moment, someone else knocked on the door of the box, and one person came in from outside, “Hello, are these Mr. Qin and Mr. Lin?”

    Lin Zhinian and Qin Xu looked up.

    Lin Zhinian wiped his hands: “Yes.”

    The waiter smiled and waved to the outside. Then, a small cart was pushed in with a cake and candles on it, and the waiter sang a birthday song.

    And in these voices. Qin Xu heard Lin Zhinian’s low humming tune, he looked straight at Lin Zhinian, the cake was pushed in front of them, and the waiter went out after singing the birthday song.

    “Do you want to make a wish?” Lin Zhinian asked.

    Qin Xu murmured, “Will it come true?”

    Lin Zhinian smiled: “Try it.”

    Qin Xu made a wish, blew out the candle, his Adam’s apple rolled, raised his hand and pulled out the candle, the cake was made by Lin Zhinian himself, not a very complicated style , is a fruit cake with the words “Happy Birthday to Qin Xu” written on it.

    Perhaps it was too monotonous, Lin Zhinian also added a little red heart at the end.

    Qin Xu didn’t need a more lively birthday, as long as Lin Zhinian was there, without Lin Zhinian, everything would be meaningless.

    Sometimes he can feel his paranoia, he seems to be ruthless, and he wants to stay by Lin Zhinian’s side.

    He cut the cake.

    “I can make this cake all morning.” Lin Zhinian said, “The birthday star took the first bite.”

    Qin Xu ate it according to her words, the cake cream is not very sweet, it seems to be animal cream, the cake body is very fluffy, soft, with a hint of coolness in the mouth, very delicious .

    “Thank you bro.”

    Lin Zhinian: “What are you polite to me?”

    Qin Xu pursed her lips and revealed a faint smile, “Brother Lin, I like you very much.”

     

    But he is not that ignorant either. Qin Xu is uncharacteristically today, and the previous atmosphere made Lin Zhinian keenly feel that something was wrong, but he didn’t want to show anything wrong.

    “I’m 19 years old. I didn’t accompany you last year as an adult. You can have fun today.” Lin Zhinian said.

    “I have always missed you.” Qin Xu said.

    Lin Zhinian: “It didn’t hurt you in vain.”

    Qin Xu took a sip of the water on the table and said in a low voice, “I used to think that the broken place was everything, and you would always be there with me, but after you left, I I have always regarded you as my target… Brother Lin, can you understand what I mean?”

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    He was vaguely uneasy. What Lin Zhinian was most afraid of was breaking the balance.

    Qin Xu seemed to sense his unease, and smiled with his lips hooked, and did not continue, “Brother Lin, I want to drink.”

    “Okay.” Lin Zhinian also smiled and called the waiter to bring wine.

    “You have a bad stomach, and you have to drive later, so stop drinking.” Qin Xu said.

    Lin Zhinian: “It’s boring to drink alone, it’s fine, my stomach hasn’t reached that point yet.”

    Qin Xu did not stop him.

    Tonight Lin Zhinian ate something to support his stomach, but he didn’t have any stomach pain. Arms went out, the clerk of the hot pot restaurant stopped them when they went out, and gave him a small gift box, saying that he wished him a happy birthday.

    The service at this hot pot restaurant is very good.

    Qin Xu brought Lin Zhinian into the car, Lin Zhinian leaned on the seat with his eyes closed when he got in the car.

    They got into the car and drove in front of them on behalf of the driver. The scenery outside passed by. When the car stopped at a traffic light intersection, the driver braked a little too fast. Lin Zhinian shook twice and almost fell to the side. , Qin Xu grabbed his arm, pulled him to his side, then supported his head and made him lean on his shoulder.

    Lin Zhinian’s shoulders stiffened for a moment.

    “Sorry.” The chauffeur glanced at the rearview mirror, “A battery car suddenly passed by.”

    “It’s fine.” Qin Xu said in a low voice, “Go slowly, don’t be in a hurry.”

    He took out a pillow from the car and put it on his shoulder, making Lin Zhinian feel better.

    Lin Zhinian exhaled quietly.

    What was the little brat thinking?

    Qin Xu has always been attentive to him, expresses his emotions very implicitly, and rarely speaks out. During this time, Qin Xu was sticking to him, but because he was about to start school, Lin Zhinian did not What to think about.

    The recent changes in Qin Xu are subtle.

    The car drove to the downstairs of Lin Zhinian’s residence, Qin Xu helped Lin Zhinian to get out of the car, Lin Zhinian stumbled along the way and could not stand steadily, Qin Xu put his arm on his own On his shoulders, he supported his waist and took the elevator up.

    The lights in the living room turned on, and the living room door closed with a click. Qin Xu took out two pairs of slippers from the shoe rack at the door, bent over to change the shoes for Lin Zhinian, and then changed the shoes himself.

    He helped Lin Zhinian back to his room and took care of him like he used to when he was drunk, but today is a little different. He took the honey water soaked in warm water and fed Lin Zhi one by one year to drink.

     

    When he finished drinking, Qin Xu stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of his mouth.

    Feeling the warm and dry fingertips passing by, Lin Zhinian felt uncomfortable for a while, pursed his lips, and his face flushed.

    “Brother Lin, I’ll change your clothes.” Qin Xu whispered.

    Lin Zhinian clapped his hand away, “No need…”

    “Brother Lin, your clothes are dirty. I went to a lot of places today, so I need to change them.” Qin Xu said patiently, with a gentle tone that had never been seen before.

     

    I pretended to be drunk to escape from a situation, but I didn’t want to get into an even more embarrassing situation. If Qin Xu found out that he was pretending to be drunk, even if Qin Xu didn’t say anything, Lin Zhinian also felt that after There was a lot of embarrassment between the two.

     

    There will inevitably be touches during the process, as if it were on fire. The whole process only took a few minutes, but Lin Zhinian was extremely difficult, and he had not survived until the last critical moment.

    When he found himself reacting, Lin Zhinian: “…”

    Beast.

    At that time Qin Xu was putting on his trousers, Lin Zhinian held Qin Xu’s head down abruptly, not letting him see what he should not see, he got up and pulled up his trousers, and then Lie down on the bed and cover with the quilt.

    Qin Xu was almost pressed to the ground by Lin Zhinian, he straightened up, put his hands on his neck, rubbed the side of his neck, stood beside the bed and looked down with his eyes closed as if he was asleep Lin Zhinian.

    What is Lin Zhinian’s state when he is drunk and falling asleep? Qin Xu is too familiar with it. He is familiar with Lin Zhinian and found the flaws and his deliberateness the second he pretended to be drunk.

    Lin Zhinian wanted to pretend to be drunk, so he acted with him, but he had to let him know about some things.

    Today’s atmosphere is too good, Qin Xu has been reluctant to destroy, and has never found the right time.

    The room was very quiet, so quiet that there was only one person sleeping on the bed. Suddenly there was a rustling, and Qin Xu bent down, “Brother Lin.”

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    Qin Xu: “I only have one wish for my birthday.”

    “Don’t be mad at me.”

    “Sorry.”

    Qin Xu’s breath slowly approached Lin Zhinian, Lin Zhinian’s breathing became lighter, his heart beat faster, and his Adam’s apple rolled dry.

    What does this mean?

    “Brother Lin.” Qin Xu said, “I don’t want you to be my brother.”

     

    In the past, Lin Zhinian took his temperature for him and posted it like this, but the distance was not as close as the two of them now, and there was no such ambiguous and tense atmosphere.

    Qin Xu knew that Lin Zhinian had not slept.

    His eyelashes were trembling, and his breathing became lighter.

    “I like you, not my brother’s liking for my brother.” Qin Xu’s voice was hoarse, which made people’s ears tingle at night, “It’s because I like you as a man.”

    The distance between the two is suddenly zero.

    Qin Xu’s lips touched the corner of Lin Zhinian’s mouth, he did not kiss Lin Zhinian’s lips, this kiss was like an oath of their relationship.

    Not a proper couple, but no longer brothers.

    Ambiguous but there is a distance.

    Lin Zhinian grasped the quilt tightly, and a layer of sweat came out of his palms.

    Pressing step by step, Lin Zhinian, who was finally forced, has nowhere to go.

    Qin Xu pressed his lips for a few seconds before leaving. He helped Lin Zhinian cover the quilt and got up and went out.

    At the moment when the door closed, Lin Zhinian opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling blankly.

    …Fuck.

    —

    The window of the room was open, Qin Xu sat on the bay window with one leg bent, a cigarette between his fingertips, the wind from outside the window blew in, and the broken hair on his head was blown in a mess .

    Today is not a whim, he has already thought about it.

    If you want to change the relationship with Lin Zhinian, you must first make him realize that he is not his younger brother, and he does not want to be his younger brother.

    Lin Zhinian may have saved him a favor, but he didn’t open his eyes directly just now.

    He has always been such a person, he is very thoughtful in every aspect, will not let each other get into a deadlock, and he seems to be born with a kind of gentleman.

    I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, but Qin Xu is not afraid, nor regrets it, Lin Zhinian retired, he entered.

    But the mood is still difficult to calm down.

    The kiss was unexpected.

    Qin Xu sealed all the possibility of retreat.

    The evening wind blows and the white gauze curtains flutter.

    The next day, six in the morning.

     

    At seven o’clock, he stayed in the bedroom and heard the sound of the door opening next door from the door. After nearly ten minutes, there was a knock on his door.

    Qin Xu opened the door.

     

    “Get up and eat something. I’ll take you to report to school later.”

    Qin Xu thought that Lin Zhinian would avoid him. After all, he was going to report to school today, but no, Lin Zhinian, as usual, made him breakfast and stayed at home for a while , sent him to school.

    As if nothing happened.

    Wakabayashi Zhinian was really drunk last night, his behavior is normal, but he is not drunk.

    …

    “Wait at your school to see, if you have anything, you can call me, you can come to me at any time…”

    In the car, Lin Zhinian was driving the car while exhorting.

    Qin Xu interrupted him, “Any time?”

    Lin Zhinian glanced at him, with a gentle smile on his lips, “Well, anytime.”

     

    In this regard, Lin Zhinian is very experienced.

    After checking in, Lin Zhinian got the key to his dormitory, and the two went to the dormitory. There was only one person in the dormitory. One bed was covered with stuff, and the other three The bottom is empty.

     

    Lin Zhinian was almost finished, so he stood aside and looked at Qin Xu’s figure, tall and tall, he really looked like a man, and his temperament was better than most of the same age People need to be calmer.

    “Brother Lin.” Qin Xu turned around, “Noon—”

    “I have to go to the company.” Lin Zhinian glanced at his watch, “Noon…you have something to eat, I think your school sells food all over the street, you can try it later. try.”

    Qin Xu: “… um.”

    Lin Zhinian: “Then I’ll go first.”

    Qin Xu: “Okay, I’ll take you down.”

    “No need, that’s all.” Lin Zhinian waved his hand.

    Qin Xu: “Brother Lin, don’t argue with me… I want to send you down.”

      Erlin Zhinian’s head was full of Qin Xu, and he couldn’t bear to speak in such a coquettish and coquettish tone.

    Qin Xu said to send him downstairs, but sent Lin Zhinian all the way to the school gate.

    “Okay, let’s go here.” Lin Zhinian said with some humor, “I’ll take it back with me.”

    “Then… be careful on the road.” Qin Xu didn’t insist any more.

    “I see.” Lin Zhinian said, “Get along well with the roommate.”

    Qin Xu: “Yes.”

    Lin Zhinian said goodbye to him, and when he turned around, Qin Xu grabbed his wrist again.

    He paused, “What’s wrong?”

    Qin Xu opened his mouth: “Brother Lin… Can you, like yesterday, give me a hug?”

    The two of them stood at the school gate, surrounded by registered students and parents, Lin Zhinian hesitated for a moment, but still smiled and hugged him, and soon let go .

    “Take a good class.” Lin Zhinian said.

    Qin Xu: “… um.”

    The breath that belonged to Lin Zhinian at the tip of the nose was gone, Lin Zhinian waved his hand, this time he really left.

    Lin Zhinian could feel that Qin Xu was watching him all the time, but he didn’t look back, walked to the place where he parked, got in the car and closed the door.

    He didn’t leave immediately. From his point of view, he could no longer see the location of the school gate. Lin Zhinian sat for a while, then bent over to take out the cigarette case and lighter, and opened the car window. Finished smoking a cigarette.

    How to deal with Qin Xu’s exposure to him last night, he has not yet thought about it, accepting the change in their relationship, this is a difficult problem for Lin Zhinian.

    Lin Zhinian was smoking a cigarette, laughed at himself and muttered to himself: “It’s true, let me go before you leave…”

    He can’t do anything about this little brat.

     

    The instructor stood in front, walked in front of Qin Xu, looked at him for a while, and admired his defiant manner.

      , sat on the ground for a while, sighing.

    Qin Xu’s standing posture also relaxed.

    “Qin Xu.” A person next to him handed him a bottle of water.

    “Thank you.” Qin Xu took it and unscrewed the cover.

    This person is in the same class as him and one of his roommates, Chen Yousong, who has a very interesting personality.

    “Several girls asked me for your contact information, can I give it?” Chen Yousong asked.

    Qin Xu: “No.”

    Chen Yousong: “Your popularity is good, the grass next door is about to be compared by you.”

    Qin Xu: “Yard grass?”

    Chen Yousong: “Ah… It’s just the beginning of school, I don’t know who was selected, but the most handsome freshman this year – but I think you are still more handsome, you have to smile, we are yard grass. It might fall on your head.”

    Qin Xu: “…”

    Chen Yousong can chat with a group of people alone. Listening to him is like two hundred ducks quacking in his ears.

    This can be regarded as a memory point during Qin Xu’s military training, which is very distinctive.

    In the first week of the military training, Qin Xu sent a message to Lin Zhinian, and Lin Zhinian would come back, but because he was at work, the reply speed would not be very fast. , only in the evening will we talk more.

    However, Lin Zhinian did not raise the topic, and the chat between the two gradually became a little more divided. The chat always had a strange and alien atmosphere, as if they were greeting each other politely” Have you eaten?” General.

    It shouldn’t be like this between them.

    It started to rain on Saturday afternoon. The students rested and stayed in the dormitory without military training. Qin Xu opened the dormitory door with an umbrella.

    “Where?” Chen Yousong immediately stuck his head out.

    Qin Xu: “Supermarket.”

    “Please bring me a bag of potato chips, thank you!” Chen Yousong said loudly.

    He was the one who knew Qin Xu the most in the dormitory. He was familiar with himself and had a hot temper, so Qin Xu said “um”.

    “Can you bring me two loaves of bread, meat floss.” A head sticks out from a bed.

    Qin Xu responded, and simply asked the last person what he wanted. After he finished speaking, he took the umbrella and went out.

     

    On a rainy day, the road was sparsely populated, the cat was hiding inside, and the hair on his body was wet. Lin Zhinian liked cats very much, and used to feed stray cats. Qin Xu glanced at the cat, and when he lifted his foot to leave, the cat inside came out meowing, and then carefully rubbed against Qin Xu’s feet.

    …

    Qin Xu pushed open the door of the dormitory, and got some rain, he put the bag on the table, “You can take it yourself.”

    Then, a cat meowing.

    “Fuck me?”

    “Fuck!”

    “I…seem to hear a cat meow?”

    The three heads came together, Qin Xu put the cat into the box, “It’s raining, let it stay here for a while, don’t keep cats.”

    Qin Xu’s trousers were torn by the cat’s claws. He looked at it twice, and the cat had corrupted him.

    The other three gentlemen in the dormitory were captured by the cat with tenderness and sweetness, and they all ran over to see the cat. Not like a normal stray cat.

    “Qin Xu, you won’t bring back someone’s cat, will you?”

    “I don’t know.” Qin Xu wiped his trouser legs with a tissue.

    The three chatted and discussed for a while, Chen Yousong suddenly said that this cat was familiar, and a few other people looked at him, Chen Yousong clapped his hands, “Ah! I remembered, this seems to be the grass in the next yard. The cat from here is here, and there is a cat-seeking notice posted on the confession wall, wait… I’ll look for it.”

    Chen Yousong took out his phone and flipped through it, and he really found it. When they compared, the cat really looked alike.

    A few people tossed and contacted Shang Yuancao, and that night, the courtyard grass came to collect the cat.

    The yard grass is called the yard grass, the face is very good, the character is sunny and cheerful, the 508 dormitory has the “social flower” Chen Yousong, the yard grass will soon be with this dormitory The three of them fought together.

    “I can’t see it, you still have cats.” Chen Yousong said.

    Yuancao looked helpless, “It’s my sister’s. My sister asked me to post a cat-hunting notice. The contact information has been exploded in the past two days.”

    Qin Xu sat on the side, listening to English practice with headphones, and refreshing the news with his mobile phone. In the afternoon, he sent Lin Zhinian a cat photo, but Lin Zhinian hadn’t gotten back to him yet.

    His shoulder was tapped, Qin Xu took off one earphone and turned his head.

    “Thanks bro, I’ll invite you to dinner another day.” Yingcao stood behind him and said.

    Qin Xu: “No.”

    His cell phone rang, and Lin Zhinian replied to him.

    [Lin Zhinian: [touching his head]]

    After the military training, it will be the National Day in half a month.

    Time flies by so fast, Lin Zhinian is not used to it during this period of time. When entering the door, he will unconsciously look to the next door. , I only think about it occasionally, and at night, I think about it more.

    Qin Xu was not in front of him, but he was full of this person.

    Lin Zhinian is not indecisive. He needs to sort out this relationship. During Qin Xu’s military training, he drove to their school, but every time he stopped, he never got off. Haven’t been in either, wandering around.

    Weekends.

     

    In the rearview mirror, on the sidewalk, two figures, a man and a woman, walked towards this side.

      It was Qin Xu he was looking for.

    I tanned a bit, but still cold, I haven’t seen him for half a month, and he looks more manly.

    The two of them stood together, and they looked very good.

    Lin Zhinian raised the car window, feeling a little uncomfortable. He watched them walk away, closed his eyes, and let out a breath.

    In case Qin Xu was just impulsive that night, if he didn’t know that he was neither drunk nor slept that night, maybe he just…

    There are many possibilities in Lin Zhinian’s heart.

    He started the car and drove away.

    Qin Xu seemed to have a feeling, and turned his head. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a familiar car body, but he didn’t see the license plate.

    “What’s wrong?” asked the woman beside her.

    “It’s fine.” Qin Xu said, “Thank you, senior.”

    “No need to thank you, thank you all the time, just thank you for helping me find the meat – I have to go first.” The woman said, waving her cat’s paw, “Bye-Bye.”

    “En.” Qin Xu raised his hand and waved it.

    He was looking for a part-time job during this period of time, and the courtyard grass knew about it. He said that his sister has connections, but Qin Xu has not refused, and the speed of the other side is that someone just happens to be looking for a tutor. His grades OK, it should be fine.

    Qin Xu doesn’t like to bother others, but he won’t refute others’ good intentions, he really needs it.

    During this time, Chen Yousong and Yingcao had gotten to know each other. Today, it was their dormitory, Yingcao and his sister who came out to have a meal. Those people went to drink for the next round. Qin Xu and his sister Yuancao went back to school first.

    After separating from her senior, Qin Xu took out her mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Lin Zhinian, but she didn’t know what to say.

    If Lin Zhinian came, why didn’t he come in and didn’t send him a message.

    【Qin Xu: Brother Lin, did you come to our school today? 】

    At night, the phone next to the laptop in the living room lit up, Lin Zhinian leaned on the seat cushion, took the phone, and tapped the keyboard with his fingertips.

    [Lin Zhinian: No. 】

    Why deny? Why are you leaving then?

    Actually…If Qin Xu had a girlfriend, it means that he was just impulsive and delusional towards him that night, and now that he has come out, he can just let it take its course as that night It didn’t happen, either…what a shit.

    Lin Zhinian frowned, involuntarily burst into flames.

    He is not 18.9 years old, but now he is frizzy like 18.9 years old.

    He wanted to ask Qin Xu, wanted to inquire, typed a few words, and deleted them all. Qin Xu told him that the last time he picked up a cat, someone was looking for it on the confession wall. Cat, Lin Zhinian clicked on the confession wall he said last time, and suddenly found that Qin Xu’s name appeared quite frequently.

    No surprise.

    Qin Xu’s appearance is excellent, although his temperament is cold, but to outsiders, he is very cool. Like him, who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, Lin Zhinian can basically imagine that he will fall in love. what is it like.

    Speak less but be careful. People you like should be very gentle… Will you be coquettish? Like acting like a spoiled brat to him, showing the side that he won’t show in front of others… Lin Zhinian can’t think about it anymore.

    He threw his phone aside, got up and went to the balcony with a cigarette case.

    To face up to the relationship between him and Qin Xu, to accept the changes between him and Qin Xu, it will take time, and now I am in a situation where I am neither embarrassed nor embarrassed.

    Qin Xu’s abdominal muscles suddenly appeared in his mind, showing signs of agitation.

    …

    In the school infirmary, several girls who came to get medicine pushed each other and looked at the man beside them.

     Gone.

    Qin Xu looked at the courtyard grass and pointed at him: “He beat him.”

    Yincao widened her eyes, stood up straight, pointed at herself, “I… me?”

    The school doctor looked at him.

    Yard grass smiled: “I beat it, I accidentally touched it while playing, I’m sorry.”

    The school doctor didn’t believe me, can this game touch your face?

    I checked the wounds on his body and wanted to give him medicine. Qin Xu didn’t know what to think, so he said no, bought the medicine and wiped it himself.

    He and the hospital herb took medicine out of the school doctor’s office.

    “You can do it just now, just push the pot to me.” Yuan Cao was indignant and a little guilty, “You still need medicine for the injury on your face.”

    “No.” Qin Xu touched the corner of his mouth, “Do I look serious?”

    “Ah, yes.” The courtyard grass said, “The family will be heartbroken when they go home from the holiday tomorrow.”

    Qin Xu nodded thoughtfully, “That’s fine.”

    Yard grass: “???”

      Stay away from his sister in the courtyard, but he was beaten back and sent to the police station.

    Yuancao was present at the time, came up to help, returned from the police station, served him with tea and water, Qin Xu couldn’t stand it, and quickly returned to the bedroom with the medicine.

    The roommates in the dormitory were shocked when they saw his face hurt. Qin Xu threw the medicine on the table and went to the bathroom to wash his face. Chen Yousong’s shouts came from outside.

    “Don’t touch the water, the wound will become inflamed!”

    The National Day holiday on October 1st.

    Everyone in the dormitory was empty, Qin Xu went back after lunch, only brought a backpack, stuffed some books and underwear, he took the car back to Lin Zhinian’s place, Lin Zhinian At work, he didn’t come back, and Qin Xu didn’t have the key to the room.

     

    “Well, I’ll send you the plan later…” Lin Zhinian answered the phone and walked towards the elevator.

    Hang up the phone, the elevator door opened, Lin Zhinian walked in, looked down at the news on the phone, Qin Xu didn’t send him a message for the past two days, he wanted to send a message to ask He couldn’t return to the National Day holiday, and he felt that something was wrong.

    No news from Qin Xu today.

    The elevator door opened, Lin Zhinian walked out, footsteps sounded in the corridor, and when he reached the door of his house, his footsteps stopped abruptly.

    A figure squatted at the door, holding a backpack in his arms, his peaked cap lowered, leaning against the door, he didn’t look up when he heard the footsteps, as if he was asleep.

     Before Lin Zhinian could see clearly, his intuition already told him who it was.

    His lips moved slightly.

    “Qin Xu…”

    Lin Zhinian’s Adam’s apple rolled, squatted down, and patted Qin Xu on the shoulder, “Qin Xu.”

    Qin Xu raised his head, the brim of his hat covered his face, revealing a small part of his chin, and the corners of his lips raised, “Brother Lin, you are back.”

    Lin Zhinian: “How long have you been here?”

    “Soon, only four or five hours.” Qin Xu said.

    Lin Zhinian: “Why didn’t you call me?”

    Qin Xu: “I’m afraid it will disturb your work.”

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    He suspected that Qin Xu did it on purpose, to make him feel bad, but he just fell for it, and felt very distressed.

    He opened the door and let Qin Xu go in and sit. The living room light was turned on. As soon as Lin Zhinian turned around, he saw the face under Qin Xu’s hat.

    Qin Xu met his eyes, froze for a while, then turned away.

    “What’s wrong with your face?” Lin Zhinian hooked his chin and turned his face back.

    Qin Xu pursed her lips: “No…Nothing.”

    Lin Zhinian looked at the blue and red corners of his eyes and mouth, and pressed his fingertips, Qin Xu immediately looked at him with moist eyes, and whispered “it hurts”.

    Lin Zhinian: “Is this okay?”

    Qin Xu, like a child who did something wrong, lowered his head and called “Brother Lin”.

    Lin Zhinian took off his hat, his eyes wandered on his face, “Where else?”

    Qin Xu hesitated for a few seconds.

    Lin Zhinian intensified his tone and asked in a deep voice, “Where else? Don’t lie to me.”

    Qin Xu opened his clothes, lifted the hem, and let him see the blue and red patch on the side of his abdomen.