Once Again Into the Light, Alone - Chapter 13

At that time, I was studying words, and I was learning to use words such as mom, dad, dog, home, etc., and used these words to form phrases for fun. Because the forearm muscles have not yet developed well, the written words are crooked. Nevertheless, after seeing the papers I used to practice, Isis still exclaimed excitedly: “Our Aisha is really a genius!!”

His eyes were so bright that it almost made me sweat.

Since then, I have been called a genius by everyone.

I started reading fairy tale books by myself when I was very young. After I was seven years old, I stopped reading fairy tale books and started to learn more difficult knowledge. My mother was a little worried that my studies would be overwhelming, but I didn’t feel it was too difficult.

I also warned myself not to behave like a genius too aggressively. Although I am not a successor, under normal circumstances, the talented royal family is likely to be the target of the heir’s guard.

Of course, I am not that kind of person.

In addition, Isis as the crown prince is very good to me, so there is no need to worry about it.

But the people following them may have other thoughts, and I must always beware.

Therefore, whenever someone asks what my dream is, I always say: “I want to go into the Tower of Scholars and continue to study.”

For the royal family, the dream should first be to become a successor, secondly to be courtiers, and thirdly to be scholars. This is very obvious.

If you try to live a low-key life in the future, no major events should happen.

“huf….”

I sighed.

But imagine that if a person stays in bed all the time, life will become boring.  So whenever I find something new and interesting, I want to learn instead of doing flipping exercises, reading boring fairy tale books, or repeating some words that I already understand.

Compared to those boring days every day, it’s great to be able to learn something like this.

In addition, by reading a book, I can learn more about the empire, understand the situation and news of the mainland, and explore.

What I care about most is the “elves”.

Looking at the elves who are always beating in front of my eyes every day, they naturally care about them. And, when I can’t open my heart and live alone in the past of this world, the elf is my only friend.

Is there no way to make me know more about elves?

In order to understand them more deeply, I started to go in and out of the library and searched for a long time before I found a book about elves.

But unfortunately, the spirit veins have disappeared for a long time, so the Royal Library has no useful records.

When I was troubled by not being able to understand elves, I was inspired by ancient languages.

Because this is not something the emperor should master, so I have never learned ancient languages. Therefore, there is no knowledge of ancient languages ​​in my memory.

I heard that there were many elves in ancient times, and there were also many types of elves. If you learn the old language, you may find some clues about the elves.

So I started to study ancient languages.

In the afternoon, I will ascend the mountain behind the palace, leaning against the tree to study ancient writings. After Isis’s swordsmanship class is over, he always comes to chat with me. This is the happiest time for me.

Although there were maids waiting in the distance, I would often forget their existence when I was reading a book while chatting with Isis.

Obscure ancient words, each letter is not easy to learn, but I like to read it.

Isis is as bright as the sun, always bringing warmth to me.

I really like my life this time.

“Aisha, don’t always read these boring books, don’t you want to read fairy tale books? I can read them to you. I have read fairy tale books to children before.”

When he said this, his eyes were always shining. He seems to wish to read fairy tale books for me.

“If you don’t want to read a book, how about drawing? I can also draw a cute rabbit for you.”

“I don’t want to do these things.”

After being rejected by me, Isis seemed a little depressed.

I gave a prank smile where he couldn’t see it.

Obviously this is a terrible hobby, but it is fun for me to tease him.

Isis, who had become a little low, spoke slowly.

“But you should want to do it occasionally…”

In the distance, a gust of wind blew in the woods of the palace, which drove the corners of my clothes, causing it to float slowly in the air.

Isis stared at me with emerald eyes.

“Sometimes, the idea that Aisha looks like an adult comes up.”

The wind blew across my forehead, and I was speechless for a while, not knowing what to say.

My heart suddenly became heavy.

What should i say?

I hesitated for a long time, but obviously, it was too early to confess to him.

I slowly opened my mouth and looked at his clear eyes.

“Maybe because of the mood.”

“Yes, isn’t it?”

He smiled.

“This is because Aisha is a genius.”

I also laughed.

“Brother, you are a genius.”

Although he praised me as a genius, in fact he is the real genius.

Even in the Emir Empire, he already has outstanding strength.  But in order to fulfill his promise, he still exercises himself non-stop.

In my opinion, he already has the power to contend with adults alone.

I am happy for his ability.

I looked up at Isis, and the elves were dancing happily around him.

Is it because he is a man of integrity?  The elves like him very much.

In fact, there is another deep reason for my study-revenge on Idenbell.

Even in the Emir Empire, news about the Edenbell Empire spread quickly. There are records in various books and newspapers, so it’s not because I’m the emperor and I get more news than others, but the information is spread to all corners of the empire, everywhere, so I can easily get in touch with Iraq about Dember.

This may be due to the long term relationship between the two empires.  After fighting for hundreds of years, even if we started to get married in the past few decades, the hatred for each other still cannot easily disappear.

I look to the sky.

The palace where I was gleaming in the afternoon sun.

Complex thoughts have been entangled in my mind even now.

Marianne, who framed me, is still regarded as a saint. The eldest prince Lakias, who advocated the death penalty, said that the crown prince canonization ceremony will be held this year.

In addition, occasionally I can hear other people’s news. At least it doesn’t sound like everyone is living a sad life.

“Pfft.”

I smiled sarcastically.

Without me, they all lived well.

I can not be reconciled.

Why did I die so wrong, but their world is still so beautiful.

Of course, I also have a very lovely new family in my life now. But the memories of being Alyssa are still in my mind.  Every time I think of that tragic past, I will inevitably feel angry.

Feeling the change in my mood, all the elves nearby ran up.

–Are you okay?

–Cheer up!

Some elves patted me lightly with their hands to cheer for me.  Especially the low-level light spirit “Lulu” who has been with me since I was born, in order to make me laugh, keep sprinkling light on me, so that my mood slowly becomes calm.

I took a deep breath.

…..I need to stay calm.

I looked at the innocent faces of the elves.

These children really don’t know what to do.

The Edenbell Empire is famous for its magicians, but even when I was the princess of Edenbell, I had never seen a wizard.

Then, when it comes to revenge, the talent of the wizard will become my secret weapon.

If I can do it well.

Therefore, we should continue to move forward in the same way as in the past, learn ancient languages, and explore elves.

However, there was one thing that I cared about that made me fall into deep thought.

“At that time… what was it?”

Before I went blind, Marianne’s red eyes were seen on the execution ground…

It gives people a gloomy feeling of uncertainty.

Marianne’s eyes are golden, which is something everyone knows. This is also a strong evidence that she was considered a member of the royal family for granted.

If Marianne were a man, the golden eyes would give him the value of successor to the empire.

Isn’t she regarded as a saint because of her angelic appearance, brilliant golden eyes, and kind character?

But what I saw at the time was indeed red.

It is not the red that makes people unconsciously attracted like rubies, but the black and red that makes people feel evil and dark.

I exhaled deeply.

Maybe it was realizing that I was worrying, Isis asked me worriedly next to him.

“Aisha, what’s the matter?”

I looked at him.

As before, this is a question I cannot answer properly.

Even if the questioner is Isis.

“It’s nothing.”

At the same time, I was thinking in my mind.

“The matter of revenge, I must do it independently.”

My father, mother, and Isis can’t be involved in me.

Of course, I can also persuade my family to confront the royal family of Edenbell.

But this is a question related to my previous life, and it is my own business.

The two countries have now signed a peace agreement, and my family is implicated because of my personal problems. This seems to cause a lot of trouble.

I don’t want to burden them.

“That’s it” Isis didn’t ask much.

I feel fortunate that Isis has a very keen sixth sense and can easily perceive my emotions.

Is it because you always surround me after birth?

He sometimes knows what I am thinking better than I do.

Perhaps because of this, he knew that I had something that I couldn’t tell everyone.

“Aisha!”

“Yes, brother?”

In the blink of an eye, he put his hand on my head, and I was a little at a loss.

He spoke.

“We are by your side no matter what happens.”

The eyes he stared at me were clearer than the finest jade.

The grass on the ground swayed across my ankle, and it felt a little itchy. The warm and hopeful breath of spring comes with the wind.

“If you encounter distress, please rely on me.”

As he said that, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, with a gentle smile.

I froze for a moment, and met his eyes.

Sure enough, I can’t hide anything from Isis.

Sorry, I can’t tell you, but even so, I still appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.