One-way Passage - Chapter 90

    The next morning, Xia Wennan woke up later than usual, the bed beside him was empty, Ming Luchuan should go downstairs to have breakfast.

    He got dressed and walked to the window, heard voices from downstairs, then saw Ming Siyan go out and drove to work by himself.

    When Xia Wennan went downstairs, Ming Luchuan had almost finished his breakfast, but was still waiting for him in the restaurant.

    He walked over and sat down, raised his hand to rub his messy hair, and said, “Why did you sleep so long?”

    Ming Luchuan reached out to help him pour the milk: “You are too tired.”

    Xia Wennan thought for a while, and whispered in Ming Luchuan’s ear, “Are you tired of watching the show?”

    Ming Luchuan glanced at him: “I’m too tired from work.”

    Yesterday, Xia Wennan stayed in the laboratory and never stopped thinking. He didn’t notice when he was too focused. Now.

    Xia Wennan yawned while eating breakfast.

    Ming Luchuan sat next to him and said, “Don’t go to work if you are too tired.”

    Xia Wennan stopped the chopsticks in his hand and glanced at him strangely: “You are not worried that the progress of my research and development is too slow and will drag down Mingyan’s benefits next year?”

    Ming Luchuan leaned back with a relaxed posture: “Don’t worry.”

    Xia Wennan leaned closer: “Moze’s pheromone perfume is coming out soon.”

    Ming Luchuan said, “I’m not worried.”

    Xia Wennan couldn’t help laughing when he heard this.

    After breakfast, Ming Luchuan and Xia Wennan were about to go back to the company. Ming Qin suddenly called Xia Wennan and asked him to go up.

    Ming Luchuan frowned and glanced at the time.

    Xia Wennan looked towards the stairs and asked Ming Luchuan, “Are you in a hurry?”

    Ming Luchuan said: “There is a meeting this morning.”

    Xia Wennan said: “Then you go first, I will go to the company by myself later.”

    Ming Luchuan looked serious, frowned slightly, his coat was hanging on his arms, his back was straight at the door of the living room, and after a while he said: “I asked them to postpone the meeting, I will wait You go together.”

    “No need,” Xia Wennan felt that he was a little too nervous.

    “I won’t leave you at home alone.”

    After what happened that night, it was almost certain that someone was planning to kill Xia Wennan, so Ming Luchuan was naturally worried about leaving Xia Wennan alone at Ming’s house.

    Xia Wennan knew his worries, so he didn’t insist any longer, nodded and said, “I’ll go up and have a look, and come down as soon as possible.”

      Leisurely.

    “Dad?” Xia Wennan Road.

    It was Ming Qin who called Xia Wennan, but he didn’t seem to be in a hurry at this time, he just said, “Sit with me for a while.”

    Xia Wennan sat down on the stool beside the reclining chair and said, “What’s wrong with Dad? Luchuan is still waiting for me downstairs.” He hurriedly continued: “Luchuan has a meeting in the morning, and I still have work to do in the laboratory.”

    Ming Qin understood what he meant: “Are you in a hurry? It doesn’t matter, let Luchuan go first.”

    Xia Wennan didn’t answer, only asked cautiously, “What’s the matter with Dad?”

    Ming Qin looked out the window into the distance, there were no tall buildings outside, this angle can only be seen from the branches of the big tree to the sky in the distance, he breathed slowly and evenly, after a while Then he said, “It’s nothing, find someone to accompany me.”

    Xia Wennan suddenly realized that Ming Qin was lonely. After he broke up with Yin Zejing, even though he still had a son and a nanny at home, he still felt that he was the only one in his heart. Even if he wakes up after enough sleep every day, someone waits for dinner, and he can go out for entertainment at will, he probably still feels empty in his heart.

    “Do you want to go out and play for a while,” Xia Wennan asked tentatively, “You can go a little farther, maybe you will meet the young and handsome Alpha.”

    Ming Qin laughed when he heard the words, he leaned against the reclining chair and turned his head to look at Xia Wennan: “Am I in such a hurry?”

    Xia Wennan said, “Don’t you want to find someone to accompany you?”

    “You just don’t want to be with me?”

    Xia Wennan said, “Am I still working for the company?”

    Minchin smiled and said nothing.

    Xia Wennan saw that he was in a bad mood, and even Mingyan didn’t care about it, so he said, “Let Ming Luchuan come to accompany you?”

    Minchin looked up at him: “Did he still blame me for what happened last night?”

    Xia Wennan was stunned when he heard this: “So you weren’t so drunk that you lost your memory?”

    Ming Qin exhaled slowly: “What does he blame me for? If he should blame me, he has to ask the way.”

    “He didn’t blame you either.”

    “Oh?” Minchin didn’t seem to believe it.

    Xia Wennan suddenly felt resentment in his heart, and his voice was a little gloomy: “He doesn’t complain about anyone, and he’s not pitiful. He is living well now.”

    Minchin blinked, his eyelashes fluttering: “I know he was unhappy when he was a child. I was too young at that time and didn’t know how to take care of a child who suddenly appeared.” Having said this, Minchin Looking at Xia Wennan: “When did he know that I’m not his father?”

    Xia Wennan said: “I don’t know.”

    Xia Wennan thought of Ming Luchuan’s understated tone, he said to Ming Qin: “Who’s fault is it? Anyway, it’s an unchangeable thing in the past. Will childhood injuries follow? I’ve never known him for the rest of my life, but he’s strong enough to not care now.”

     Those hurts have already been done, and there is no way to regret them. People are often prone to falling into hurt feelings and can’t get out, and Ming Luchuan is probably the same, so he is obviously such an excellent Alpha, but deep in his heart, he is extremely insecure, and he is not confident.

    But if you are immersed in this emotion and can’t get out, you will be hurt in the end. Maybe this kind of negative personality of people comes from the family of origin, but in the process of growing up, if you repeatedly strengthen this concept for yourself, you can only fall into deeper negative emotions. Since no one loves you, why not love yourself more? No one expects you to be better, shouldn’t it be better for those people to see?

    Ming Luchuan really doesn’t care anymore. Those things engraved in his bones cannot be changed, but he can hold his destiny in his own hands. He said to Xia Wennan, “If you don’t love me, I won’t love you either.” But when Xia Wennan lost his memory, he clearly didn’t love him anymore, so he still held Xia Wennan firmly in his hand.

    He knows what is most important to him. No matter how much he fears the hurt of love, he still firmly grasps his love.

    Xia Wennan loves him, he knows in his heart that even if he loses his memory again, Xia Wennan still loves him.