Only Love My Sickly Boyfriend - Chapter 13

Once again, Shen Mian woke up from a nightmare.

Her dreams were never about separation, parting, betrayal, all of which originated from her parents. Obviously her life experience is shallow, but she has witnessed many tragedies, sad and hurtful.

So she subconsciously denies it, rejects it, and occasionally wakes up at night with a thought: if sooner or later they have to separate, then why stay together?

She felt that love was just a series of chemicals with a shelf life, more than anything else.

The words, “You are my Adrienne,” still echoed in her ears.

The teenager in the dream is still looking at her so tenderly and affectionately, the heat in his eyes almost burns her. It would be a lie to say that she was unhappy, but it was only for a brief moment, and then there was an overwhelming sense of panic and inferiority.

She couldn’t help but think: What’s so great about her that she deserves to be liked? She is timid and cowardly, introverted and withdrawn, can’t find any merit in herself. Is Chu Su Yuan teasing her? Maybe he just said that.

Shen Mian told herself not to be sentimental, but then couldn’t help but think back to the tone of his voice when he spoke, his eyes.

All so serious.

But so what, good feelings have a shelf life, she will be abandoned again when his good feelings disappear, those eyes full of love will also turn to others, will not also say to another girl, “you are my Adrienne”?

She could not go on thinking like that.

She did not want to put herself in that terrible situation.

Shen Mian wiped her eyes hard and got out of bed to hug Jin Jin.

Jin Jin tilted his head to look at her, his tail wagging around.

“Jinjin is the best.” She buried her face in Jinjin’s neck and said in a muffled voice, “I only like Jinjin. Jinjin only likes me too, right?”

Jinjin panted with its tongue out, its dark eyes looking at her faithfully. Raising her face to meet its gaze, Shen Mian’s heart gradually settled down, went to the refrigerator to take out the milk to warm up, she and Jin Jin share a drink.

The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to its customers.

Trying to forget the dream, she crawled back into bed and tucked under the covers to sleep, with Jinjin lying under her bed.

She soon fell asleep again, and Jinjin snored a little.

Across the room Chu Su Yuan is sitting in the study with gloomy eyes, Shen Mian in the afternoon after he confessed his heart and fled, and now look at her expression, Chu Su Yuan know, she is not going to accept himself, perhaps also naive to think that he can face him as if nothing happened, and then take the opportunity to pull away.

Although within expectation, but his mood is still a little uncontrolled. Looking again at the situation in that screen, he became jealous of Jinjin again. Why should that dog be able to gain her trust and make her so loving, while he can only keep putting up with it, even helping her buy sanitary napkins to sneak over.

A month will soon pass, if we don’t keep Shen Mian during this period, then she will definitely pull away from him. Chu Su Yuan could not accept this possibility.

The next day Shen Mian went to make three meals for her as usual, but no longer talk much, do it and leave, also refused to stay in his house more.

Chu Su original see in the eyes, a word did not say, just stand there quietly watching her.

Until the last day of the month, when Shen Mian came to make dinner, he took the opportunity to speak: “This is the last time, can be more sumptuous?”

Shen Mian did not raise her head, “What do you want to eat?”

Then heard him report a large list of dishes, she looked up in shock, so much, eat all?

Chu Su Yuan looked at her and asked, “Can I?”

“Of course.” She looked down again in a panic, she hadn’t done much at all this month, and it was good to make some more for the last time.

But because there are too many dishes, there are not enough ingredients at home, so we can only go out to buy.

Shen Mian inventory record after then intend to go out, but see Chu Su Yuan followed behind. “There are a lot of things, let’s go together.”

Shen Mian wanted to refuse, but swallowed back the words at the edge of her mouth. Indeed, the things are very much, she alone to go to have to buy a period of time, and can not lift.

The two people went out in silence, but just after closing the door, they found that the power was out in the community. The elevator naturally can not be used, can only go from the hallway.

The hallway was dark, Shen Mian opened the flashlight in her phone, shining it on the road under her feet, and carefully walked down.

She held the handrail fearfully, afraid of their clumsy hands and feet accidentally fall down.

Chu Su Yuan then weak light to look at her side face, but suddenly heard a mournful cat cry, Shen Mian was caught off guard under a jump, the phone did not hold steady, rolled down the steps and fell to the ground, she raised her foot to grab, but stepped on an empty, the body straight forward to lean.

Chu Su Yuan has been watching her, busy reaching out to pull, hold her in her arms firmly to protect, but himself because of inertia from the stairs rolled down.

Shen Mian only felt the sky spinning, heard a muffled grunt in her ears, she was busy looking up, she saw Chu Su Yuan’s beautiful chin and light red lips.

“Are you okay?” She crawled out of Chu Su Yuan’s arms, saw him frowning slightly, and asked handily, “How are you? Where does it hurt? I, I’m calling 120 ……”

She picked up the still lighted flashlight cell phone, but was Chu Su Yuan grabbed the hand, she turned her head, Chu Su Yuan pain said, “Take my phone.”

Shen Mian did not know what he meant, but still did as she was told, fumbling to take out the phone from his trouser pocket, which still carried his body heat.

During the period she accidentally touched his leg, but noticed his tense muscles for a moment, “touched the wound? Sorry, it’s all because I ……”

She pursed her lips, took Chu Su Yuan’s cell phone and handed it to him, but Chu Su Yuan gestured for her to open and dial a number.

Just open the phone she froze for a moment, the young girl in the phone screen is exactly her own, but she does not have the slightest impression of this picture.

No time to think more, she found Chu Su Yuan said the number to dial over, put the phone to Chu Su Yuan ear.

Vaguely heard inside is a man’s voice, Chu Su Yuan looked at Shen Mian, “I was injured, you come to help.”

The person there seems to be surprised, hung up the phone after more than ten minutes to arrive here.

Came a few strange men, two of them wearing white coats, the other few people tall horse seems to be bodyguards. A few bodyguards combined to carry Chu Su Yuan back to the twelfth floor of his living room on the retreat, Chu Su Yuan lying on the sofa, two doctors began to pick up the tools to check.

Afraid to hinder them, Shen Mian stood in the corner waiting for the results.

Two doctors checked half a day, can’t help but look at each other.

Only some bruises only, how to behave so serious?

Chu Su Yuan retracted his look at Shen Mian, his gaze fell on the two doctors, “I can’t move my leg.” After a pause, he added: “The right hand is also.”

The two doctors then swallowed what they were going to say and changed their words, “Yes, because both have different degrees of sprains, don’t move for now.” Although not quite the same as previously said, but what the employer wants to say they will do.

Chu Su Yuan satisfied hmm, let them use bandages to wrap their hands and feet into dumplings, to make sure that no longer see the problem, he raised his chin towards the door, the two doctors are very good eyes to leave.

He slowly turned his head to look at Shen Mian.

Shen Mian lowered her head, “I’m sorry.”

How could she be so stupid, she couldn’t even stand up from the steps, and she got Chu Su Yuan involved.

The eyes are sour and hot, she made a strong effort to hold back. It’s too useless. What’s the use of crying.

Heart spiteful scolded himself, head hanging lower.

“Mian Mian, come.” Chu Su Yuan held out his hand to her, “I don’t blame you.”

Shen Mian legs seem to have a thousand jin heavy, slowly moved over.

Chu Su Yuan took her hand and looked at her tenderly, “Mian Mian, stay and take care of me, okay?”

Shen Mian nodded haphazardly, her lower lip was bitten to a bright red.

Chu Su Yuan’s throat knot rolled up and down, left hand fingers gently touched her lips, “Do not blame yourself, it’s not your fault.”

Shen Mian blames himself, his heart hurts, but as long as he can keep her, he would rather hurt.

I’m sorry Mian Mian, I can’t watch you leave me.

Stroking her tender cheek, he hooked the corners of his mouth in satisfaction.

He promised, only this time, only let her blame herself this time, in the future will let her happy.

Chu Su Yuan’s hands and feet are injured, he can not move by himself, can only be supported by Shen Mian.

Shen Mian heart is ashamed, morning get up and run to his house, this time Chu Su Yuan before giving the key will come in handy. She opened the door into the house and went straight to the bedroom, knocked twice outside the door, inside came a nice voice of a teenager: “Mian Mian.”

She opened the door and entered the room, the teenager with messy hair on the bed gave her a nice smile, “Mian Mian, good morning.”

“Good morning.”

She walked to the bed and looked at him worriedly, “How did you feel last night? Did the wound hurt?”

“Fine.” Chu Su Yuan blinked twice and asked with red ears, “Can you help me go to the bathroom?”

Shen Mian’s face also reddened, went forward to hold the teenager’s long body, a light fragrance came to her nose, she subconsciously held her breath, a little later but found that it was the same smell as her shower gel.

She froze, saw Chu Su Yuan look down at her, busy helping him towards the bathroom.

“Are you okay on your own?” Standing inside, she looked at Chu Su Yuan’s feet worriedly, meant to ask him if he could stand on his own, but did not hear the answer, then looked up to see Chu Su Yuan. See him slyly looking at himself, face teng and red through, eyes averted, do not dare to look Chu Su original eyes, also do not know what they are shy.

Chu Su original want to say no, but see her that shy to faint look can’t help but smile, didn’t surrender to force too tight, “can.”

So cute. Why would Mian be so cute.

After solving the physical problem, he washed his hands and called for Shen Mian to help squeeze toothpaste.

Shen Mian busy group, and help him wash his hair and then dry.

Chu Su Yuan lay there to enjoy the head of the small hands gently kneading over, comfortable squinted eyes.

Because too comfortable, he actually slept over.

See him fall asleep, Shen Mian did not dare to use the hair dryer, only use the towel a little to dry his hair.

Hair dry he also did not wake up, so Shen Mian finally had time to cook breakfast.

Chu Su Yuan woke up and smelled the fragrance of sticky rice porridge, he looked around for Shen Mian, just when Shen Mian pushed the door in.

Shen Mian is to find him to eat breakfast, see him wake up, smile and say: “you wake up, to eat breakfast.”

Chu Su Yuan was lying on the bed looking up at her, eyes unblinking.

Shen Mian touched his face, “What’s wrong?”

“No.” He finally moved slowly, but stretched out his hand towards Shen Mian, making a child to ask for a hug like posture, “You come to support me.”