Orcs’ Time Through Time - Chapter 54

Because what Luo Lei brought was the antidote to the kind of medicine I suggested to the wanderers to take from where the high priest came. Although Canaan suspected that the high priest would be a hindrance, he didn’t dare to give it to everyone. Lukes volunteered to try a little first. Originally, Canaan and Hongda were both vying to eat, but because the wanderers didn’t allow it, Lukas grabbed a spoon first. Since everyone has eaten it, I naturally told everyone else to stop eating it.

I probably know what the antidote is for this medicine, but I am not sure that I can find the right antidote, so although I have discussed with Canaan in the past two days to find someone to try it, because it will take a month later. The effect, so I didn’t rush to find it. In addition, this kind of medicine is actually no problem if you don’t take the antidote. As long as the individual has enough willpower, you can survive it, but it will affect the efficiency of the time. The only thing to worry about is that the child’s willpower is not enough, and he is afraid of trouble. I also discussed with Canaan on the road to look for it first. If there is an antidote, Ye Jia will try it in a small amount. I have never thought about getting medicine from the hands of the high priest.

Therefore, I especially doubted how the wound on Luo Lei’s back came from, and I also wanted to know how he used such a body without eating and drinking or flying for nearly a day? ! I just want to crush him!

Because of getting the medicine, the Yuzu people are very happy and very grateful to Luo Lei. Canaan bends over to Luo Lei almost gratefully, and then puts away the precious antidote of the bamboo tube carefully as I said.

I asked the others to set up their tents to rest today, and let Canaan take a few males to chop the trees. Today, we are going to use the four wheels prepared on my car, and prepare planks and wooden axles to make a new one. The bullock cart is used for additional stuff. I took Luo Lei aside for questioning.

At first, Luo Lei told me very seriously that he was only telling the high priest that the roving people had left, and he should give them an antidote, and the high priest would give it to him.

But he thought I would be so naive, and he was miserable. So I asked him clearly: “What is his requirement? What’s the matter with the wound on your back?”

I asked him so, and he could still look innocent: “It’s okay, he just said that in the future, the wanderers should not approach the tribe.”

If the high priest has such a good talk, then hell! If he is so easy to talk, I tell him that I won’t change his position, why doesn’t he believe it? Although I mean that I will not change his position for the time being, and will only gradually establish the authority of the patriarch, but he does not believe it at all, he only believes that I will make him less prestigious in the clan. Therefore, Luo Lei must have promised him something before he was willing to come up with this bamboo tube antidote. And 80% was requested by Luo Lei when he did not announce the removal of the patriarch. The high priest, old fellow!

It may be that the expression on my face was too sullen, and Luo Lei hugged my shoulder again: “I’m fine, it’s fine…”

I didn’t answer him either, but secretly made up my mind, I must figure out this matter, so I pushed him away, lowered my head, and squatted down.

My refusal gesture made Luo Lei very anxious and squatted down beside me: “I’m really fine, Arnold, I…”

I almost wanted to laugh secretly in my heart, still pretending to be wronged: “You don’t want to tell me anyway, what happens is your own business…”

Because I lowered my head, Luo Lei wouldn’t know what my expression was, so he seemed to be stunned. For a long time, he tentatively said: “I didn’t mean that, Arnold, I just don’t want you to worry too much… “

Don’t you want me to worry too much? Is there less time when I am worried? I almost want to take him twice to make him sober. If he doesn’t tell me anything, what should I do? Continue to protect yourself? If he doesn’t discuss anything with me, what should I do? Keep trying to stay ahead of the matter, I almost immediately became angry: “So you don’t tell me anything? Don’t tell me what you’re thinking about? You don’t tell me what difficulties you encounter? You never tell me if you have any questions. Don’t ask me? You told Canaan and didn’t tell me anything? What the **** am I? Do you think I only need your protection? Do you think I’m too weak to protect myself? I’m so untrustworthy I’m so weak that I can’t do anything? What kind of person do you think I am? I also have my self-esteem. I am not just sitting there waiting for others to protect and feed, OK?!”

Probably never thought that I would think so, Luo Lei’s face was very surprised.

I also know that the males here hardly treat the females as equal people. They are more willing to protect the females behind them, and they are more willing to let them know nothing, as long as they pick wild fruits and sun the skins in the tribe. Grilled meat is fine. They are more willing to take care of things when they don’t know anything, and then watch them enjoy the fruits of their labor, just like men in ancient society treated women.

If it weren’t for me, if it weren’t for me to hunt and grow things, and make all kinds of weird tools, I think Luo Lei must be the same to Arnold, just like at the beginning, he said to me, if I’m very tired, so I’ll stay at home. He will eat enough food for me and he will support me well; it’s like he always tells me every time I’m tired, don’t do it if I’m too tired. Will do the same; it’s like every time I do more and don’t have the energy to talk to him, the person who does those things the next day will become him, even if he gets up before dawn in the morning and enters after dark at night house.

This is the way males here treat females. For fear that they will be in danger, they always put them in small tribes and use their own efforts in exchange for poor food to feed their families, even if the food is actually Even making a living is not easy. Why did females leave the range of the tribe in the past? Why did they only pick wild fruits, roast barbecues, and bring children, because they were powerless and because of the love of males. If it weren’t for me to mobilize the females to raise animals, plant, fish, make nets, and mowing, it is estimated that the females here are almost living like their ancestors. Perhaps, in this world, there are still many females still Live like this.

Of course, I don’t deny the powerlessness of females compared to males, nor the danger of the world to females who are powerless and without tools. I also know that not everyone is like me, making tools, and probably knowing some herbs, Have the courage of a newborn calf. But I am not the kind of person who can enjoy the fruits of other people’s labor behind their backs. I am the same man! I can also handle the things I encounter, I can go hunting and find food, even if my body is weaker than them, I don’t want to be the one behind them! I want to know what situation I am facing, I want to know what he thinks of me, I want to protect each other with him, and I want to stand with him on an equal footing. I don’t want to know the last thing, that’s what I think!

But he did not understand. He never told me what the high priest said to him behind my back, nor did he tell me what he was worried about when he looked at me, and he never told me when I covered my head. What was he thinking before. He never told me what he encountered when I didn’t know what I could do. He just wants to protect me, protect me when I don’t know, he doesn’t even need to know whether what he thinks is what I need.

Sometimes I feel that I might just need the antidote. He sees me this way, and this kind of antidote to me.

Who can tell me, should I be like a woman, hiding behind him as a matter of course? Should I give up my dignity, let him protect, and let him work hard to fulfill his dignity? Should I just let him embarrass himself and guard his thoughts and make him self-righteous for me? Maybe this is what he needs? Maybe this is for his good?

But I can’t do it, I can’t watch him struggle and get hurt because of my business, and I don’t know anything, I can’t watch him suffer because of me, and I don’t even know how to give him even one. A little comfort. I can’t look at him because I’m tired, but I can’t even stand by his side and give him some ideas.

I am also a human being, I am also a man, I am equal to him, and even someone who has encountered more things than him! Why do you let me hide behind him willingly? ! Even if I have never been loved like this before, even if no one has ever treated me like him? How do you want me to be willing to be someone who doesn’t know how to return? How do you want me to be the one hiding behind him? How can I be willing to even be ignorant of my own destiny?

I am not afraid of the high priest, nor anyone else. Even those tribesmen are irrelevant to me. As long as you don’t care about one person, they have no meaning to you, and there is no harm or affection. If the high priest wants power, I can satisfy him, and gradually weaken him secretly. This kind of thing is not impossible, not to mention that he is old and we are still young. Even if he is given this power, his successor will be fine. Can gradually disintegrate. As long as Luo Lei needs it, it doesn’t matter to me to hide in front of everyone. Anyway, I don’t care to come forward, even I prefer to stand behind and command.

As for the aquarium, what do they think they can do here? What about the high priest again? The Hindus needs me for things, but how many Hindus needs him for things? Unless he can replace me.

As for the other people, if I really don’t care about anything, will they really be happy? Would it really feel better? Time will tell.

It is Luo Lei who really makes me angry! It’s his attitude!

I know he is for my good, I know he wants to protect me, and he wants to find a balance between the tribe, me, and the high priest. But he shouldn’t tell me nothing! I don’t need him to hide anything from me and wait for him to successfully dedicate the results to me. I’m not just someone who just enjoys his results. Even if I want to see his attitude on this matter, I want to know how much balance he can find, but he shouldn’t hide from me when he is in a dilemma. ! Did he think I didn’t know that the high priest threatened him with me? Although I don’t know what happened. He thought I didn’t know he couldn’t sleep at night, so he came to see me over and over again? Because he is worried that I will leave at any time!

Why don’t you tell me? Even if it is his thoughts, his worries, even if it just tells me what he is doing, or what he wants me to do, why should I be silent? This is the weapon that makes me the least sure and can hurt me most easily! His silence and sole responsibility are the most sad reasons for me.

It turns out that I am not his dependence, and I am not a man standing shoulder to shoulder with him, I am just his burden. I never want to be a burden to anyone, whether it’s my father, brother, sister, brother-in-law, or Luo Lei. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone, and I am really trying to do what I can do.

Perhaps because my anger was too terrifying, Luo Lei was stunned for a while, then looked at my face for a while, and looked at me trembling with anger. Then he stepped forward and hugged me: “I’m sorry…”