Our Days of Youth, Beautiful as a Poem - Chapter 142
When Pei Qingfei turned to look at his father, he was startled.
She has seen all his appearances, on the podium, and in life, except for the scene of wearing a hospital gown at the moment.
Pei Shifang was originally sitting on the bed with a book in his hand. Seeing that his daughter was coming, he set aside what he had on hand and asked his daughter to sit next to him.
Pei Qingfei stood still and didn’t move.
Pei Shifang could only sigh slightly, looked at his wife, and said to his daughter, “Qing Fei, Dad will not hide from you. From today on, I will be in the hospital. As long as I can eat it, all the indicators are normal, and I will soon Undergo surgery.”
“Surgery… is there any risk?” Pei Qingfei asked softly.
Pei Shifang smiled, “Silly boy, as long as it is an operation, there is a risk, so if it happens…”
Pei Qingfei shook his head quickly, “No, there won’t be any accidents, dad, you will get better.”
My daughter is very similar to herself, and she rarely shows a flustered expression because of something. The Pei Qingfei in front of her seems to take Pei Shifang back to the old things more than ten years ago. At that time, he and his wife were very unhappy because of the study. She even mentioned divorce. At that time, the daughter had the same look in front of her. Her humble face seemed to be a piece of white paper, and a pair of restless eyes stared at her, as if that were her only support and hope, and that was that one. Years, changed Pei Qingfei’s life.
Pei Shifang suddenly couldn’t bear it, but after a moment of silence, he finally spoke: “Qing Fei, Dad actually wants to ask you for something.”
“What’s the matter?” Pei Qingfei’s heart moved slightly.
“Qing Fei, Dad thought he still had a lot of time. Even if I am old in the future, my hair is gray, and I can’t walk anymore, I can still protect my wife and children and take care of you, but everything is unpredictable. This time I went on. I don’t know if there will be any accidents on the operating table, so Dad wants to ask you to leave Qi Cheng.”
Pei Shifang’s words seemed to be a blast of thunder, cracking on top of Pei Qingfei’s head, she felt that her ears were humming, and she didn’t even know how to answer.
“You and Qi Cheng are both still young, so why bother to take such a path? Dad really doesn’t want the daughter that he held in his hand since he was a child to live in other people’s criticisms. He doesn’t want you to bear so many things that you shouldn’t have on your back. Too hard.”
Pei Qingfei shook his head, “I don’t work hard, I don’t think…”
“What about your mother?” Pei Shifang asked.
mom?
Pei Qingfei was taken aback.
Pei Shifang said positively, “Qi Cheng, we have only been here for less than a week, and your mother has already heard a lot of gossip from the unknown people in the community.”
Pei Qing was so angry that her hands trembled, these people, these people pointing at her back, it was enough to even take her parents with her. She just wanted to know what they would say in their mouths, nothing more than to say Her parents didn’t teach it so much that she went on a crooked road. Her parents had never suffered such humiliation.
Pei Qingfei’s face was ashen, and Pei Shifang added a fire, “Qingfei, if I have a case, your mother will be the only one who will face all this in the future. You don’t think it is hard, you and Qi Cheng can support each other. Accompaniment, then your mother, the paper package can’t keep the fire, even if you live in city b, one day news will reach Lingjiang, and then your mother will be troubled by these rumors. Do you really bear it?”
Pei Qingfei felt that she was like a drowning person at this moment. She couldn’t find a way out and couldn’t see the light, and no one could hold her. Everything around her was gradually submerged, and she felt breathless. .
“Isn’t Dad begging you like this, can’t you change your mind?”
Pei Qingfei stood stubbornly on the spot until this last sentence completely defeated the last line of defense in her heart.
“I…” Pei Qingfei said bitterly, tears like broken pearls.
In front of her is her relatives, and outside the door is her love.
Perhaps the reason Qi Cheng appeared in the hospital was because her parents had also talked to her.
How would she answer? Pei Qingfei thought, she must be reluctant to embarrass herself.
Pei Qingfei felt that she had not been so helpless for many years. Once she sat on the edge of the flowerbed and was sad for her parents’ cold war and quarrel. She thought that was the last time, because she recognized her heart from then on. No matter how difficult it is, she still has Qi Cheng, but now her relatives are forcing her to give up, forcing her to cut her heart with her own hands, bloody.
Without Qi Cheng, she was alone again.
She seemed to have gone back to the past, the little girl who hugged her knees to warm herself under the acacia tree.
There is no Qi Orange, no laughter to make her happy, only a small floral skirt and red leather shoes.
Bright red, like her painstaking effort.
Mom Pei watched her daughter standing there in a daze. At first she listened carefully, but then she didn’t seem to hear what she and her husband were saying anymore. Her eyes gradually lost focus, and her lips opened and closed slightly, as if she wanted to. What she said, she clenched fists with both hands, as if she had exhausted all her strength, but she still couldn’t say that sentence.
Mother Pei burst into tears, she compromised, she really couldn’t force her child like this.
“Okay, okay, Qing Fei, it’s okay, it’s okay.” Mom Pei rushed over and held her daughter tightly in her arms.
The daughter in her arms has been trembling, no matter how she comforts her, Pei Qingfei is always tight, her hands are clenched, her eyes are scattered, and her breathing is short of breath. Mom Pei can even feel Pei Qingfei’s heart beating violently.
“Qing Fei, Qing Fei.” Mom Pei kept calling her daughter’s name, hoping that she would regain her sanity.
Dad Pei also got off the hospital bed, “Quickly, help her to the bed.”
Seeing Dad Pei coming over, Pei Qingfei grabbed his arm.
Pei Shifang touched his daughter’s forehead, “Qing Fei, you will not lose anything. Dad will not force you to give up anymore. Dad’s disease has also been diagnosed… it is benign.”
Qi Cheng was sitting on a chair in the corridor. She did think about leaving quietly, but she agreed to Pei Qingfei. She didn’t want to make Pei Qingfei sad by her own way. She sat in the chair thinking about what might happen inside.
Even though he is still struggling, Pei Qingfei’s embarrassment can be imagined.
As time passed, a heart-piercing cry suddenly came from the ward.
Qi Cheng was stunned. The voice was too familiar and unfamiliar to her. Pei Qingfei would only cry silently since she was a child. If you don’t look at her head-on, you will even feel that she is doing business as usual.
How could she cry like this, how could she be so sad.
Qi Cheng’s body didn’t listen to the instructions of the brain at all. When she was still thinking about it, her people had already rushed into the ward.
Pei Qingfei was surrounded by her parents and kept questioning each other, “Why, why are you doing this?”
Qi Cheng couldn’t bear it anymore, even if the other party was Pei Qingfei’s parents, she didn’t care to rush up to hold the person tightly in her arms.
Familiar embrace, familiar temperature, Pei Qingfei clutched Qi Cheng’s clothes to death, crying bitterly.
Qi Cheng felt that her heart was breaking, she could only keep running along Pei Qingfei’s back, “Baby, baby, it’s me, I’m here.”
The cry was getting weaker, but Qi Cheng felt that her arms were getting heavier and heavier, Pei Qingfei’s body began to twitch, and her forehead seemed to be drenched in water. Qi Cheng was sweating when she touched her hands. She watched Pei Qingfei slowly. Soft fell into his arms.
“Qing Fei, don’t scare me, Qing Fei!”
The nurse’s station was not far from the ward. Hearing the noise from here, he ran over and saw someone fainted and let the family members disperse. “Move people to the bed, don’t surround her, come and look at me. , Relax and adjust your breathing.”
The little nurse lifted and dropped her hand, imitating the rhythm of breathing, but Pei Qingfei couldn’t relax. Her eyes were not focused, but looking in the direction of her parents, the little nurse seemed to understand something, Qicheng and Pei’s family The couple said, “You all go out first. With so many people around here, the patient is very nervous and there is no way to relax.”
When the three of them came out of the ward, Qi Cheng felt uneasy, and leaned against the door, trying every means to detect the movement inside.
Pei’s father looked at Qi Cheng’s anxious look and sighed, but his expression didn’t look much disappointed.
These ten minutes seemed to be as long as a century for Qi Cheng. After finally waiting for the little nurse to come out, Qi Cheng immediately held her hand in front of him.
“How is she.” Qi Cheng asked.
The little nurse was relaxed, “Oh, it’s okay, it’s alleviated, the physiological reaction caused by acute anxiety, although I don’t know what you said stimulated her, but she needs a rest now, and the family members had better pay attention to what they said.”
Qi Cheng nodded in response, and immediately wanted to push the door in. But when he thought that Pei Qingfei’s parents were still standing behind him, Qi Cheng’s hand paused.
“Go in and see her.” Father Pei’s voice came.
“I… can I?” Qi Cheng asked with his back.
“If she is better, you can take her home. You heard what the nurse said just now. She needs a good rest.” At the end, Pei Shifang solemnly added, “Qi Cheng, my daughter will ask you. “
At noon, the elders of the Pei family hope that they can let go. Now only a few hours, everything seems to have changed drastically. She feels that her mood is as if she is riding a roller coaster, and she is up and down. She can’t understand Pei. Dad, didn’t understand his thoughts at all.
Obviously, the other party did not intend to explain, Pei Shifang turned around and looked at his wife, “Qing Fei is afraid that he doesn’t want to see me too much. I’ll go for a walk, and you.”
Mom Pei nodded and followed her husband.
Qi Cheng pushed the door in, and saw Pei Qingfei lying with his back to the door, facing out of the window.
“Qing Fei?”
Pei Qingfei did not return to her, nor did she move. Qi Cheng thought she was asleep, and walked gently to her side. After the two faced each other, Qi Cheng discovered that the pillows on Pei Qingfei’s pillow had been wet with tears. After a small piece, she turned out to be crying all the time.
For the first time, Qi Cheng complained a bit about Pei’s father. She really wanted to ask him. Didn’t he keep saying that he loves his daughter and wants to take care of her all his life? How can he bear to force her like this.
Qi Cheng feels uncomfortable, not for herself, but for her lover. Now she just wants to hold her baby in her arms and comfort her.
But just as Qi Cheng’s hand touched Pei Qingfei’s body, she was gently avoided by the opponent.
The author has something to say: tomorrow is the finale.
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Questions about each character in each book are okay, and I will answer them one by one in tomorrow’s writing.