Our Journey - Chapter 10 His Jealously Make Me Suffer

My dear brother once told me about jealousy. He told me that jealousy is a sign of love and has great power. Jealousy give you the strength to defend your lover. However, jealousy can also make you lose your direction. Jealousy can also make you act rashly and make other people suffer including your lover.

Finally, I could see with my own eyes about the power of jealousy as my brother said. However, I never expected that I would eventually become a victim of jealousy. I never fell in love with someone. However, now I am a victim of someone’s love story. Doesn’t this look funny?

Zhiqiang Wangye make me suffer because his jealously. That damn Wangye! Because his action, I near to death.

Thinking about death, my feelings became very complicated. I remember my father who I left in my village. I haven’t sent him a letter once. I had intended to send him a letter after I was passed from this selections. Who would have thought that I ended up like this?

If I really die, will my father know about my death? Who will take care of him after I die? Can he live alone?

Thinking about it, my heart felt very heavy. I deeply regretted my actions. I shouldn’t have run away from home to get selection. I should have asked her permission to take this selection. I should have tried to convince him about my reason to followed this selection was to fulfill my brother’s dream. If I did that, there would be no regrets.

I also remember my teacher. She would be disappointed if she knew my actions were running away from home. She must have been disappointed if she knew I was taking this elimination without discussing with her.

My teacher would also be sad if she knew that I was easily defeated. Maybe she would feel that my training is vain. Maybe, she won’t take more students in future because she feel that is vain. I made her feel ashamed.

I felt very sad. As a student, I haven’t done anything for her. I haven’t fulfilled her expectations for me. She hopes I can help many people with my martial arts. However, before I did it, I end like this.

“Liu Wei, are you feel better now?” someone asked me. Hear his tone, I know he is Zhang Shiyu. I want to answer him that my chest was very sore. But no words come out from my mouth.

“Our Wangye is really have no mercy. He hit Liu Wei very hard as if he wanted to kill her,” another people said. And from his tone, I know he is Ma Hongqi. Hear him said “her” not “him”, I feel more complicated. Now, everyone would know that I am a crazy woman who taking royal military academy selection with disguse my indetity.

“Who are you?” someone asked them with shocked tone. I don’t know who is he.

“Greet to Wangye. We are Liu Wei friends,” Zhang Shiyu answer him. From his answered. I know who asked them. That damn Wangye who make me suffer like this.

“So you know that Liu Wei is a girl from the beggining of selection?” Zhiqiang Wangye asked again.

“Answer to Estemeed Wangye, we don’t know that Liu Wei is a woman. We just met in this selection. We come from different regions,” Ma Hongqi answer with trembled tone. I guess he fear Zhiqiang Wangye hear his words before. When he said that Zhiqiang Wangye is have not mercy.

“Hmm,” that damn Wangye mumble.

“I feel uneasy because make her like this. I want to take her to my Wangfu (Prince Manor). So she can get treatment from Imperial doctor,” Zhiqiang Wangye said to them.

Hear his word, I want to scream. I want to asked them to not accept that damn Wangye request. Who knows what he will doing to my corpse body if I die? Maybe he want to burning my corpse without proper ritual. I don’t want to be a vengeful spirit. But no words come out.

“Thanks to estemeed Wangye. If Wangye take Liu Wei to Wangfu and make her get treatment from Imperial docter, maybe her condition will be better than now,” Zhang Shiyu answer with happy tone. That damn friends.

“Wangye, please save her. She is good person. Please forgive her stubborn action!” Ma Hongqi said again. That damn Ma Hongqi! Who stubborn? Me? Are you crazy? That damn Wangye is stubborn!

“I will take her. But, I have one task to you. Search his hometown and her real indetity! My attendant will company you,” Zhiqiang Wangye said to them.

My feelings became calmer after hearing his words. By finding out my origin, my father will know my situation. If I die, he will also find out. At least there is one good thing done by Zhiqiang Wangye.