Outrageous - Chapter 103

Fang Xiaoying never expected that there would be another person as transparent as her in the world.

No, it should be said that there are many.

Lu Zhiwei is just one of them.

This is more shocking than the fact that Sister Xiaolu is Lu Zhiwei and Sister Xiaolu’s girlfriend is Sang Wanci.

Why is this happening?

If Lu Zhiwei was as transparent as her, how could he have such a great achievement and be seen by so many people?

Is it possible that their transparency is also graded? ?

Fang Xiaoying seemed very hesitant.

She suddenly wondered if she should believe what Lu Zhiwei said.

“You…really like me?”

Lu Zhiwei still smiled gently and gently: “It’s the same, it was the same before.”

“At that time, I was like you. I was not seen or liked by others. I was alone and forced to live in my own world. When I was sad, I didn’t even have a comforter.

“I met countless strangers, turned my head and continued to be strangers in their world, like a roll of transparent glue, pasted and torn off without leaving a trace of conspicuous traces.

“This kind of life is very painful, sad, and suffocating, but I still gritted my teeth and survived very stubbornly with an optimistic attitude.

“Then I can sit here and talk to you now.”

Fang Xiaoying’s doubts gradually disappeared in her words.

Yes, a layer of transparent identity, unfashionable and unsuitable for food, and still so painful, what’s so deceptive?

“It turns out that I’m not the only one…” Fang Xiaoying sighed softly.

Lu Zhiwei saw that she had the same doubts as he had at the beginning, and couldn’t help but want to laugh, but couldn’t laugh.

For such sad things, the fewer companions the better, and it’s best to have none at all.

“How did you see me? I thought we would not remember each other…”

“Perhaps, like attract?”

“Oh…it makes sense.”

There are too many things of strange power, transparent physique is one of them, and something else seems to be normal.

So Fang Xiaoying quickly accepted the setting made up by Lu Zhiwei.

“Then how did you get rid of your transparent identity?”

When talking about this, Fang Xiaoying’s eyes suddenly lit up, and she was excited.

Lu Zhiwei turned his head to look at her.

In her eyes, she saw something called “hope”.

And now, she is indeed the hope of everyone in this group.

“Will be fine.”

Lu Zhi bends his eyes slightly.

“I said, everything will be fine.”

“Maybe tomorrow, you will be able to return to normal just like me.”

Fang Xiaoying blinked.

Lu Zhiwei’s appearance was reflected in her eyes, with a gentle smile and clear eyes.

“Xiaoying, try to look forward to it,” Lu Zhiwei said gently, “one day, what you want will come to you, trust me.”

Fang Xiaoying stared at her intently.

The bright sky passed through the gaps in the trees and draped Lu Zhiwei’s body like a soft gauze, making her suddenly dazzling.

Like the light, like the sun, like the gentlest existence in the world, it makes people unconsciously follow her footsteps and listen to her words.

She is to be trusted.

She will not lie.

“I believe in you.” Fang Xiaoying’s eyes were firm.

I believe I will have such a day, I believe I will be as warm and dazzling as you, and be seen by more people.

Lu Zhiwei heard her answer and was suddenly satisfied.

Isn’t this the meaning of her decision to give others a future worth looking forward to?

Everything is perfect here.

Enough, enough for everything.

Lao Wu sees everything they do.

Fang Xiaoying’s look of yearning for hope suddenly moved somewhere in his heart.

He seems to have seen Lu Zhiwei before.

“Let’s eat dumplings, I just stuffed a pair of chopsticks in it, you just can use it,” Lu Zhiwei said, “you can talk while eating, I will chat with you for a while, and then leave after the chat.”

“Xinglai!” Fang Xiaoying was very happy.

She ate a corn and pork dumpling very solemnly, and her happiness suddenly burst.

She is so happy to know Lu Zhiwei and eat dumplings made by her!

And she can still chatter, she is also a person who can gossip at close range!

“Sister Xiaolu, you and Teacher Sang…who confessed first?”

“What I want to say…should it be me?”

“Then you guys only get together after the CP group, is it true to be everywhere?”

“That’s not it, I liked each other before.”

“Wow… It turns out that the group CP was premeditated.”

“…”

Lu Zhiwei thinks that although the word sounds weird, it seems a bit right?

Wasn’t Sang Wanci just planning to make the fake come true when she formed the CP with her?

She herself had some thoughts about others back then…

Lu Zhiwei suddenly couldn’t help laughing.

“Yes, I had planned for her a long time ago, because I like her so much.

“It is an eternal honor for me to be with her.”

…

It was already afternoon when Lu Zhiwei went out.

Sitting near Fang Xiaoying’s house casually chatting for a long time, it was evening when I went back.

Fang Xiaoying finally finished the box of dumplings without giving up.

Upon seeing this, Lu Zhiwei gave her all the boxes and bags.

I can’t let the little girl go home with dumplings in both hands.

Winter nights always come hurriedly than summer.

When Lu Zhiwei arrived home, the sky had been replaced with a black curtain.

A clear and cold moon is hanging on the sky, splattering Qinghui.

She opened the door and saw Sang Wanci in the living room looking at the scenery outside the window.

Seeing her back, Sang Wanci immediately put down the cup, got up and walked towards her, held her hand, and shared some of the warm temperature of her palm.

“You didn’t take the gloves,” Sang Wanci pressed her hand tightly, “Is it cold outside?”

Lu Zhiwei looked at her, and slowly curled his lips.

In fact, after deciding to self-destruct, she has been able to be more calm, calm, and cherished when facing her sweetheart every day in the psychological construction.

—Every minute and every second I spend with you is the best treasure of my life.

She closed the door, took the initiative to kiss Sang Wanci, and touched her lips.

“It doesn’t feel cold to see our teacher Sang.”

Sang Wanci returned to kiss a few times.

The young couple is too greasy and crooked.

“Have you eaten Wanci?”

“waiting for you.”

“Then I will do it now, you wait.”

“Let’s eat dumplings, there are a lot more, just so, Zhiwei doesn’t have to cook.”

“…Well, that’s okay.”

So dinner is another dumpling.

After eating and tidying up, the two sat on the sofa, leaning against each other and looking at the scenery outside the window.

Lu Zhiwei thought of the dumplings, and suddenly sighed, “Sang dumplings.”

Sang Wanci really loves dumplings.

As she herself said, she won’t get tired.

To a certain extent, her teacher Sang is indeed a person who does what he said.

When Sang Wanci heard his new nickname, his head tilted and he leaned on Lu Zhiwei’s shoulder.

“No matter what it becomes, as long as it is someone Zhiwei likes.”

When Lu Zhiwei heard the words, he raised his arms to hug her, his eyes full of nostalgia.

“Of course, I only like you, I will always like you, and I won’t change in the next life.”

Sang Wan said kindly: “Then Zhiwei must remember to come to me in the next life, with the heart of this life.”

Lu Zhi smiled and used witty words to tell his sincerity: “Okay, I will definitely!”

I will take the heart of this life and love you forever and ever.

Unswervingly until death.

“It’s time for us to take a bath later.”

“Sister accompany me to wash together.”

“Good, good.”

In the bathroom, Sang Wanci leaned against the sink, looking at the person in front of him intently.

Lu Zhiwei was helping her to unbutton her clothes, looking at her for a while, and the buttons for a while, his eyes were inexplicable.

Sang Wanci took the bait calmly, touched the back of her neck, and hooked her towards herself.

The lips touch.

Love and desire roll on the tip of the tongue.

The breath is close at hand, and the atmosphere is faintly burning.

They seemed to be unable to hold back their liking for each other anymore, but instead of rationality, they were indulging in their lips and teeth at this moment, asking for what they wanted.

Lu Zhiwei’s slow fingertips were tucked out a bit hastily, and the action of **** suddenly sped up a lot.

She finally untied the last button.

But Sang Wanci grabbed her impatiently, her slightly cool palms made her tremble, and she unconsciously put his arms around Sang Wanci’s neck.

The curtain of passion was slowly opened.

She touched Sang Wanci’s foreheads, and said softly, “Anywhere tonight…”

It can be anywhere, I want to get you for the last time.

The last time I felt that you loved me…you loved me.

Sang Wanci gave a soft “um”, with a hint of doubt in his tone, as if he was asking her.

Lu Zhiwei tilted his head and smiled at her, and said to her very sincerely: “Because I like Wan Ci too much.”

He added another sentence gently: “I want to be with Wan Ci forever.”

Sang Wanci hugged her: “We will always be together.”

Lu Zhiwei couldn’t help being buried in her neck: “Actually, I have even thought about my birthday wishes for next year. I hope my Wan Ci will always be happy and happy.”

She didn’t want to make a wish to the candle this time, she wanted to make a wish to her.

She hopes that she can realize her wish.

—Last birthday wish.

“With the knowledge of the slightest presence, I will always be happy and happy.”

“…Wan Ci, I’m really happy to hear you say that.”

Sang Wanci suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Lu Zhiwei’s mood tonight seems to be particularly fragile and sensitive, as if it would shatter with the touch.

“Zhiwei, has something happened?

“Are you hiding something from me?”

In order to prevent her from seeing the flaws, Lu Zhiwei immediately used the qualities of an actor to start the performance.

“No, what else can I worry about?

“Don’t think too much about it, I just went out and chatted with Xiaoying for a while, and then felt good about you, so I want to cherish you more and more, and I can’t live without you more and more.”

“Then don’t leave me.”

“Well, I won’t leave you, and never will.”

If I sleep on Guanyue Cliff, even if you don’t remember me, then I will be with you forever.

In the future, when you go to the Moon Cliff, you will no longer be alone, and the waves and wind will be my companion.

…

Lu Zhiwei lay on the sofa with her hair like a waterfall.

She raised her hand, and Sang Wanci leaned down, facing her embrace and facing her soft lips.

“Late Ci… Late Ci…”

She couldn’t help whispering the name of her sweetheart.

The tone is intertwined in the chaotic atmosphere, and it looks particularly soft and charming, and every word is like a feather scratching Sangwanci’s heart.

Sang Wan offered herself willingly and kindly.

“What does Zhiwei want? Tell me.”

“I want you.

“You want to say you love me.”

She is leaving, she wants to listen to it a few more times.

From now on…she will never see her anymore, nor will she see anyone.

“I love you,” Sang Wanci said softly and affectionately, “I love you, Zhiwei.”

Tears suddenly came to his eyes.

With red eyes, she hugged her tightly: “Say it several times, I like to hear you say you love me.”

Sang Wanci said these three words to her over and over again.

She was suddenly very satisfied.

Regardless of the past and the future, at least at this moment, it is Sangwan who loves her, it is Lu Zhiwei.

“I love you too.”

She smiled.

-Better than anyone.

In line with the principle of serving his girlfriend comfortably before leaving, Lu Zhiwei stood up and attacked more than one hand.

She kissed every inch of her skin.

She told her last love in her ear.

Before she died, she was even the last bit of selfishness.

They are lingering in sweat and desire.

Struggling with each other in the passion and affection that I confide in every time.

They satisfy every inch of each other’s desire for themselves, and put their own mark on the skin of their lover.

you are mine.

Tonight you and I are the best match in the world.

…

It was one and eight in the morning.

Lu Zhi opened his eyes slowly and quietly looked at the sweetheart beside him.

She was not sleepy, she was waiting for her to fall asleep, just like now.

Sang Wanci’s sleeping face is as beautiful as ever.

The facial features are well-defined and exquisite. When the eyes are opened, they have a unique elegance, and when they are closed, they are quiet and beautiful, so beautiful that people don’t want to be disturbed.

Lu Zhiwei couldn’t help but watch for a while.

This is Sang Wanci, the person she has loved for more than two years.

In fact, if there is a chance, after the world restarts, she may go to her again.

But there is no chance, there will never be a chance.

The system will not leave her with this “virus” that wants to self-destruct, it will definitely kill her.

But it doesn’t matter.

Her love is alive, Sang Wanci is alive.

She believes that if Sang Wanci were her, she would definitely choose to return every gray figure in the world to freedom.

She has no doubt about Sang Wanci’s choice.

But she would not let her do this.

Sang Wanci has no system, she doesn’t know anything, she is just another innocent person under the huge world system.

She should live well and choose life truly free again.

As for the matter of life and death, she Lu Zhiwei will bear it all.

Because she was too reluctant to let Sang Wanci destroy herself.

She is usually unwilling to pinch her, how could she be willing to let her be obliterated by the world forever?

What’s more, there are so many people in the world who are concerned about her…she should be alive most.

Live well.

Lu Zhi’s eyes were red, and his lips raised and smiled.

She stretched out her hand, brushed her fingertips gently and silently over Sang Wanci’s black hair, touched her for the last time, and couldn’t help but softly and affectionately drop the last kiss on her cheek.

“I won’t have any more headaches in the future,” she said very softly, as if she was afraid that the sound would wake up her heart treasure, “Good night.”

Good night, my beloved you.

I hope your future without me is still as bright as a star, and everything goes well.

She got out of bed lightly and closed the door carefully.

Looking through the narrow gap in the door, he reluctantly bid farewell to the sleeping sweetheart.

The door closed again.

They were isolated again into two worlds.

Lu Zhiwei changed his clothes and went out.

Every movement before going out was extremely careful, as light as she had never been.

I have never been to this world, I have never been to Sang Wanci’s heart.

She is still her, that transparent and lonely marginal figure.

…

Sang Wanci lives close to Guanyue Cliff.

Lu Zhiwei walked for about ten minutes by himself.

The cold wind blew her ears and picked up her long hair from the sideburns.

After making up his mind, my heart is calm and firm.

At this moment, every step she took forward was decisive.

After this night, everyone will have a tomorrow worth looking forward to.

Except for her…she who is not known by others, and will not be remembered by others even when she is dead.

Lao Wu watched her walk step by step towards the Moon Watching Cliff.

The branches on both sides were full of bare chills, and the branches of Yueying were extremely cold and lonely tonight.

Old Wu couldn’t bear it.

This is the first time he has watched a person resolutely go to death.

This person is not even the protagonist chosen by this world.

[Zhiwei,] He still couldn’t help but persuade, [Do you really want to do this? 】

“Ok.”

Lu Zhiwei gave him a simple calculation.

“Without me, so many people can get a normal life. This deal is my blood.”

Every life in the world is worth looking forward to and worthy of respect.

No one is qualified to deprive them of every emotion in the world.

It doesn’t matter whether they will be an excellent star or an obscure lamp. What Lu Zhiwei is doing now is just to fully return the right of this choice to them.

She was talking and laughing happily.

It seems that what is waiting for her is not death, but an extremely bright tomorrow.

[But no one will remember you. 】

“You will remember me.”

Old Wu was stunned.

Lu Zhi curled his eyes slightly: “I still remember you.”

She is always easy to be content.

Even if only one person remembers it after self-destruction.

After all, no one remembered her for more than 20 years.

Old Wu was speechless for a moment.

At this moment, he suddenly felt what Lu Zhiwei felt when he knew about it the first day.

—Why do you treat her this way?

Yeah, why do you treat her this way?

Did she do something wrong?

She obviously just wants to live a normal life, to be loved, to love, and to realize her dreams.

She is obviously more innocent than anyone…

Why let a victim give his life…

Why do such a ridiculous two-tier system! !

Five fingers slowly flexed into a fist, his eyes suddenly filled with hatred.

Lu Zhiwei finally arrived at Guanyue Cliff.

The sound of the waves from far to near, one after another.

The sea wind roared against the rugged rocks.

No one passed by, deserted.

Lu Zhiwei’s clothes fluttered.

The wind hit her shoulder, as if pushing her back.

But she can’t go back.

She wants to stay here, stay here forever and ever.

At this moment, she is like the goddess A Yue she once played.

Goddess can perform miracles for mortals, so can she.

She was finally able to fulfill her dream of the year and let her transparent physique disappear completely.

At this moment, she suddenly realized that the scenes she had worked with Sang Wanci in the past were indeed heralding what she is today.

In the play, she died for the heroine.

Outside the play, she still died for the heroine.

All died well.

She couldn’t help but chuckle, and walked towards the railing.

Hold the cold railing with both hands and look down.

The surging waves resembled the mouth of a giant beast, opening her blood basin again and again.

The whole sea area is like an endless abyss that cannot be seen to the end, and it is thrilling to see.

If you jump down, there is no doubt that you will die, and there will be no life.

Lu Zhi’s glimmer was just looking at it, and there was an uncontrollable chill in his limbs.

The whitish fingertips trembled, not only because of cold but also because of fear.

She had heard people say before that jumping into the water from such a high place would be like smashing on the concrete floor, and the whole body would feel like tearing apart.

The pain-fearing physique made her retreat.

But the footsteps follow the heart again, sticking in place like rooting.

She forced herself to look down.

Can’t escape, don’t want to escape, don’t want to escape.

Jump down, Lu Zhiwei.

Jump down and the world will start again, and everything you do has meaning.

Don’t be afraid, jump down and it won’t hurt if you die.

Lao Wu felt more intolerable as he watched.

Why do you want to torture a person who is afraid of pain?

[Lu Zhiwei,] He said abruptly, [Have you really thought about it? 】

“Yeah,” Lu Zhiwei ignored his trembling fingertips and was very sure, “I have a good idea.”

[Ok, I respect your choice. 】

Lu Zhiwei closed his eyes.

Lao Wu didn’t let her jump.

[Dancing later,] He said, [Let’s talk for a while at the end, as friends.

[Sit down and rest first, and also make mental preparations. 】

Lu Zhiwei didn’t know why, so when he heard him say this, he was suddenly relieved.

Yes, when facing death, she still needs a little psychological preparation.

She will continue to build herself psychologically and force herself to overcome her fear of pain.

She took a few steps back, sat on the wooden chair with a pale face, bent down and embraced her helpless herself.

She did not speak.

Neither did Lao Wu.

Vaguely, there was a “di” sound in her ear, and then the sound of Lao Wu knocking on the keyboard.

She asked gently: “Why are you still typing on the keyboard?”

Lao Wu replied solemnly: [Work. 】

She couldn’t help laughing, her smile was pale.

You have to work at this time. It seems that being a system administrator is really difficult.

“Consider changing jobs.” She suggested very sincerely.

…

Sang Wanci woke up from his sleep.

For some reason tonight, she couldn’t sleep well and couldn’t sleep well.

When he opened his eyes, he saw that the place beside him was empty and without temperature.

She stood up slightly and looked around.

There is no sign of Lu Zhiwei in the bedroom.

Maybe drink water in the living room…

Thinking of this, she couldn’t let go of her mind.

So got up and got out of bed and walked to the door stepping on a cotton mop.

open the door.

There was a dead silence.

There was no light on in the house, only the cold white moonlight.

But the figure in that memory did not appear as expected.

Sang Wanci couldn’t help being stunned.

She stood at the door, and Mu Leng called out again slowly: “Zhiwei?”

No one answered.

An ominous premonition suddenly hit my heart fiercely.

Countless uneasy emotions are like vines that grow wildly, quickly entangled her breath.

There was a “buzz” in my head, and the sleepiness disappeared.

She suddenly turned around to get her mobile phone and dialed Lu Zhiwei’s phone without thinking.

In the next second, Lu Zhiwei’s cell phone ringing came from the living room.

The brisk music broke the silence and fell in every corner.

At this moment, the huge room was empty like a dead city.

Sang Wan was stunned at the same place, and the voice on the phone was suddenly pulled far away.

…She is gone.