Pat Me Please - Chapter 89

Yu Zhou was stunned, as Su Chang expected.

Su Chang thought very clearly, with Yu Zhou’s character, if he left her alone, then within a few times, Yu Zhou would continue to be timid and gradually become disheartened, and would never appear again in the future. In front of her, she spent a long time doing psychological construction for herself.

Yu Zhou is suitable for being coaxed by someone softly and gradually, but if he wants to continue to approach her gently, Su Chang feels that he has no self-esteem.

So she decided to force her, maybe she could take a strong medicine.

Yu Zhou really looked like he had been heavily drugged, and was dizzy.

But she quickly calmed down, staring at the thick leather cover of the menu, organizing her thoughts.

“I’m really surprised what you told me just now, and besides, I feel a little bit unbearably distressed because I’m so guilty.”

She had been brooding about this matter for a while, but she never thought about another possibility.

Yu Zhou now understands what Su Chang’s words “free man” meant back then. It sounds very cool, because it really seems to mean freedom, free and easy, and being able to make decisions on her own, so she flirted with Xiang Banxian at the beginning. At that time, he proudly said that Su Chang could be as famous as an entire studio by himself. It sounds very glorious, because the top masters in the world of martial arts are all fighting alone.

But later she learned that the word “free man” also means that there is no alliance, no support and reliance, which means that if she is secretly photographed, she has to private message fans one by one to delete it, and it also means that if there are black people For her posts, she can only complain with her ID card, just like all ordinary people who have never received any preferential treatment.

She didn’t even look for herself when she took a picture of her ID card.

But thinking about it, she probably wouldn’t ask others to help take pictures. She should have learned how to get a stand by herself.

Yu Zhou thought about the way she finished reading the post and calmed down to fiddle with her mobile phone to take pictures of herself. Thinking about it, she was so sad that she was about to die.

She has never been the proud girl of heaven, she has always been just an ordinary girl, without superhuman powers, without nine lives.

“Because I’m sad now, so I may be a little emotional. I can’t tell you clearly and rationally. I think it through. I won’t back down anymore. I want to hold your hand and be with you Facing the good and the bad, I even want to learn to protect you—even now, I really think so.”

Su Chang paused as he looked at the menu.

“I really think so, Su Chang, I really want to change, I want to become better, stronger, understand you better, be more determined, and braver.”

Yu Zhou lowered his head: “But I can’t guarantee it.”

“Because I really came here on impulse. Before that, I thought about it, but I didn’t completely convince myself. It was what you said just now that hit me, but I only have ten minutes. I really want to be special.” Tell you with confidence, yes, I can. But I’m afraid I can’t.”

“Because I’m very nervous about my relationship with you. The more nervous I am, the more afraid I won’t be able to do it.” She sniffled, trying not to cry.

“I’m very afraid of things like personality, which can’t be changed overnight. I’m worried that there will be times when I feel inferior and unconfident, but…”

She glanced at Su Chang, and there was a faint light in her eyes.

“What I can assure you is that every time after that, I try to adjust myself. If emotions come, I make it shorter. If I am sick, I make it faster. I try to slow myself down. Slowly moving in a good direction, I won’t allow myself to think about hurting someone close to me.”

“Is this okay?”

she says.

Su Chang pursed his lips, wanting to speak.

But Yu Zhou said again: “If you still want to continue with me, I also want to ask you to promise me one thing. Can you tell me about similar things in the future? Many of your things before are not Tell me, maybe you want to protect me and don’t want me to be unhappy, but think about it, if I always see your confident, strong and gentle side, and never have negative energy, how can I understand you? I How can I face it with you?”

“You said, didn’t you?” She gently scratched the grain of the table with her hands.

Su Chang looked at her, blinked slowly, and after two or three times, her eyes softened, and she said, “Okay.”

Work hard, since you still like it.

Yu Zhou felt a little relieved, she felt… this conversation should be for the better.

After talking, Su Chang’s dishes have not started to order.

Yu Zhou cleared his throat and asked her in a low voice: “Then… what you said just now, do you still do it?”

“Do it.” Su Chang flipped through a page of the menu.

Omg, my heart is beating wildly.

“Then, shall we go now?”

There was a smile on the corner of Su Chang’s mouth, but she suppressed it: “Don’t worry, eat first.”

“oh.”

…How long will she have to look at this menu?

A few seconds later, Su Chang scanned the dishes and asked, “Is it for me to take a look at what you want to eat, or do you want to take a look too?”

“You can order, anyway, you know what I like to eat.” Yu Zhou said.

“Mm.” Finally put down the menu and rang the bell to call the waiter.

The two of them ate a meal in peace. The dishes were really good, and they ate well. Su Chang has always been good at ordering food, neither too greasy nor too vegetarian.

Yu Zhou concentrated on enjoying the food and saw Su Chang take a sip of warm water from his glass. Feeling that the meal was coming to an end, Yu Zhou wiped the corners of his mouth with a paper towel and asked a somewhat important question.

“Is that going to your house, or going back to our house?”

She was talking about…our family.

Su Chang glanced at her.

“where do you want to go?”

Yu Zhou thought for a while: “Do you still live at your grandma’s house?”

“Um.”

“Then go to my place, at your grandma’s house… It’s weird, I feel a little uncomfortable.” Yu Zhou was a little awkward.

Su Chang smiled, originally she didn’t care, but suddenly remembered something: “I’m afraid I really have to go to my grandma’s house.”

Yu Zhou looked up, saw her and said, “I came out in a hurry today, it seems that I haven’t fed or watered the little cow.”

She asked for Yu Zhou’s opinion in a warm tone: “Can I feel uncomfortable all night? I’ll go back with you tomorrow.”

This means… you want to live together?

Yu Zhou glanced at her and didn’t ask, but after thinking about it, he thought it was okay.

The two drove to the Pearl River Pavilion, got out of the car one after the other, and went straight upstairs from the basement. Yu Zhou changed his shoes and ran over to check on the condition of the little cow. There was still a little cat food in the food bowl, but it seemed I don’t really want to knock it, it’s a bit broken, and there’s only a bottom left of the water.

According to the memory of the last time Su sang showed her cat food, Yu Zhou took out the bag from the corner of the restaurant, filled it with concentration, went to the coffee table, took a cup, took some pure water, and poured water for the little cow .

He squatted on the ground and looked at it for a while, then turned his head to look at Su Chang who had not moved.

She leaned against the edge of the restaurant, silent, so silent that she was a little unhappy to be ignored.

Then Yu Zhou walked over and put his arms around her neck, and the two began to kiss.

Normally, they would stay in the bedroom to start kissing, but when she saw Su Chang standing there, she really wanted to kiss her, because she looked like she had been waiting for a long time.

This time Su Sing’s movements were still slow and gentle, and Yu Zhou sank into the darkness, sank into the soft bed, feeling some long-lost breaths.

Soon, she gripped Su Chang’s shoulders again, and called her in a very small voice: “Su Chang, Su Chang.”

Then Su Chang hugged her and waited for her to calm down.

Maybe it was because of the attack once, when she touched Su Chang, Su Chang was lying under her body, already very soft. Before Yu Zhou moved a few times, she was panting slightly, her tone was calm, but as light as a fluffy cat’s fur.

“Soon,” she said.

Yu Zhou quietly asked her: “Why do you feel so much?”

Haven’t done it for a long time. “I miss you so much.”

Yu Zhou looked at her frowning, pulled out his hand, put it on her thigh, and said, “Don’t come, bear with it.”

She didn’t want it to end so soon, her heart had not yet calmed down, and she still had wave after wave of heartfelt feelings, and she wanted to tell her with her body.

Then she started kissing her, and after a minute or two, continued.

When she retreated when she was on the verge of losing control, she still wanted to call her, so bear with it.

Su Chang’s eyes gradually blurred, and after the third time, he grabbed Yu Zhou’s wrist.

Yu Zhou looked at her and asked in a low voice, “Aren’t you very tolerant?”

This sentence was a little wronged and a little bit of blame, which made her sound like she was crying.

She wanted to ask Su Chang, why are you so tolerant? All malice, slander, slander, and attack, as long as you want to bear it, even the people next to you will not notice it.

But she seemed to be blaming herself, why, as the person next to her, she didn’t notice it.

Su Chang trembled slightly, Yu Zhou couldn’t bear it anymore, and gave her his hand.

For the third time, Su Chang stood by the wall and Yu Zhou didn’t use his hands.

One of her legs was lifted up, and the tip of her toes lightly rested on the back of the boat.

Yu Zhou’s lips stuck to her most vulnerable place, and whispered to her in response: “I miss you too.”

Then Su Sing’s forbearance poured out, almost making her unable to stand.

When kissing on the bed again, Su Chang asked her: “Can I do it again?”

Yu Zhou stroked her face, his expression relaxed, and asked her: “Now, or, us?”

“We.” Su Chang looked at her, as if sighing.

Can we do it again? Yu Zhou didn’t have the strength to refute her.

Then Su Chang hugged Yu Zhou from behind, wrapping his arms around the front.

When Yu Zhou started to say “Su Chang” softly, she kissed her behind the ear and said, “Don’t listen to ‘Su Chang’, change to another one.”

“Sing.”

“Change again.”

“…Susu?”

“Change again.”

Ask for the one she once said beautifully.

“Teacher Su.”

Um.