Physician, Not A Consort - Chapter 117

This sentence pierced Lin Haihai’s heart like a sharp blade. She was torn apart by pain before she could think, and there was only one sentence left in her mind: I have nothing to do with you anymore! I have nothing to do with you anymore! ………………………….

She turned around numbly, seeing his fading back, he had nothing to do with her anymore? Is he about to fade out of her life? She was in great pain. On the smooth road behind him, dripping red blood stains, like the red plum blossoming in the ice and snow, red as dazzling and scary! She couldn’t stand the severe pain, and for the first time had the urge to die, Yang Shaolun, are you hating me? How can you hate me? I really want to go with you! She whispered, followed by a series of hot tears.

She went out numbly, kept walking, and kept walking, without any reliance in her heart. Seeing these floating sentient beings, how many have something to do with her? She abandoned the man she loved most for the people of the world. Someone who knew her greeted her on the road. She smiled. She could give a smile to a stranger. He was alone. There was nothing else but silence. Is it because they really have such a difficult problem that cannot be overcome, or does she have no confidence in him? From the beginning, I didn’t believe that he was able to handle it well, so I repeatedly chose to escape and retreat. If in the morning, before the sixth child had any interest in her, I would disclose the fact that she had been divorced. Everything is different now. It was all caused by her indecision. What right does she have to complain about his irrationality?

“Doctor Lin!” A cold appellation rang in front of him. Lin Haihai subconsciously raised his head to see that it was Nangong Zixuan. The disgust in her eyes had not diminished. She looked at him blankly without saying a word.

Nangong Zixuan looked at her strangely, her body exuded a powerful sorrow, shrouded her in sorrow, is it an illusion? Or is she doing a show? He can’t be sure!

“Nangong Zixuan, I hate it, am I?” She asked suddenly, looking at him with fullness, her damp eyelashes curled up slightly, and there was a thickening of mist in her eyes.

Nangong Zixuan’s heart was violently hit, and she stared at her in a daze, without knowing how to respond.

Lin Haihai raised a poignant smile on his lips, “I hate it, I am the most hated woman in the world, but I want to tell him that I really love him, love him very much, lose him, my heart It hurts so much that I don’t know how to breathe, but I can’t tell him. Do you know why? Because I am a vain woman. Apart from loving him, I also love the people’s support for me. I have There are many things that I can’t let go. I think love is not the whole life, but why I have lost my heart and my chest is empty. Is it because I lost him? You look down on me, is it also because of me? Craving for all the vanities of the world?” Hot tears fell from her eyes, and she did not reach out to wipe it, her heart was paralyzed, and after the paralysis, there was another burst of tingling.

Nangong Zixuan was completely shocked. Seeing the irresistible sadness in her eyes, there was a burst of sorrow in her heart, and her voice softened unconsciously, “Are you okay?”

Lin Haihai smiled bitterly, didn’t answer, and walked forward slowly. She felt so depressed in her heart that she actually said something like that to a stranger who had always been prejudiced against her.

Nangong Zixuan followed her, and Lin Haihai ignored it. She wanted to find a place where she could be sad. But she couldn’t find it. The world seemed to have people there. She couldn’t find a place to be alone.

Nangong went to see her thoughts and said: “Come with me!” After she said, she pulled up her sleeves and left, regardless of whether she agreed or not. She didn’t resist, and followed him stupidly!

Passing through the deep streets and narrow alleys, a chic manor appeared in front of her. Nangong Zixuan looked at her with judgment in her eyes, “What kind of person are you? Only now, I think you need a place for you to vent your grievances. This other courtyard is empty. You can stay in it until you want to leave!” After speaking, he opened the door and did something to Lin Haihai. Gesture of please!

Lin Haihai smiled sadly and said, “Thank you, but I am already healed, and there is no grievance in my heart, everything is my fault!”

Nangong looked at her strangely, hesitating for a while, “Actually, the vanity in the world is really not worthy of nostalgia. It is far inferior to someone who treats each other sincerely! Why do you give up the one you love for the sake of vanity? This is very Stupid behavior!”

“Stupid is not stupid, it depends on how I choose. I studied medicine in elementary school. Grandpa told me that the purpose of studying medicine is to fight death against the gods of death, and to save people who have been tortured by the disease. When I grew up, I was admitted to medical school and went to the first place. In a lesson, the professor told us that doctors are not only a profession, but also a mission. This sense of mission will let us know what to stick to and which to give up in our medical career in the future! Every time, I learn from When the **** of death snatched my life back, I knew what I should insist on!” She said slowly, painfully and beyond doubt. This is the cruelest choice, no matter which one you choose, you are destined to not have the best of both worlds!

Nangong looked at her suspiciously, knowing nothing about what she said, is this woman acting? It’s just that her sorrow and tears are all over her face, and she can’t disguise it. Who is the man she is talking about? Is she really a scammer? But just with a weak woman, why can the people in Beijing unanimously appreciate it?

Lin Haihai said goodbye and walked slowly back. The pain in the bottom of her heart was still clear, but she was more resolute in her decision. She silently said in her heart: If you are willing to wait for me, no matter where I go, I will definitely come back to find you. If you do not understand my heart and insist that you love me wrongly, I can only wish you happiness.

As soon as Chen Luoqing helped Yang Shaolun walk out of the gate of Linhai Hospital, a dark guard immediately went up to guard him, and the carriage arrived immediately. Yang Shaolun got into the carriage, and at the moment of parting, he couldn’t help but look back and see if she would chase it out, Linhai There were people coming and going at the entrance of the hospital, but the clear and beautiful figure was never seen. He was silent for a moment. He said, “Get up and drive!” The carriage gradually moved away, leaving Linhai Hospital behind, and his love together!

Yang Shaolun closed his eyes and allowed Chen Luoqing to treat the wound for him. The blood dripped unconsciously. The gauze stained with the faint medicinal fragrance was soaked in blood, like a flag of defeat, and fell to his feet in embarrassment.

Chen Luoqing’s heart is extremely bitter, why can’t he understand the bitterness in Yang Shaolun’s heart? But as a bystander, he also thinks that Lin Haihai’s approach is correct, and now he really can’t just leave!

“It’s a good thing that she won’t follow you!” Chen Luoqing looked at Yang Shaolun’s ashen face, and couldn’t help but relax!

Yang Shaolun was silent, no matter what he said at this time, he couldn’t stop the pain in his heart. For a long time, when Chen Luoqing sighed and thought he would not answer, he suddenly opened his eyes and stared at Chen Luoqing in a daze, with a sad tone in his tone: “I thought she would choose to follow I’m leaving. I’ve always had this confidence. I thought I asked her to follow me. She would really follow me. It turned out that everything was my arrogance. Perhaps she never had me in her heart. She never believed in me or believed that I could To deal with the matter well, she escaped, forced me to escape with her, she withdrew, I was forced to withdraw with her. She said, life is not only love, well, I believe her, I force myself not to think about her. Fallen, I didn’t see her for this month. I knew I couldn’t lose her. I told her to go with me. It was not impulsive. As long as she agreed, I would cut the chaos with a sharp knife, get the King Pingnan down, and then give the throne to the sixth brother. Take her away from this mundane world and live our lives. As long as she is willing to nod her head, as long as she says yes! But she doesn’t. She is silent except for silence. She doesn’t believe me. She feels that she should give her time, and then go to reduce the right Everyone’s harm is the best choice. She paved the way for everyone and hurt me alone! She didn’t leave me any hope, even when I said I would never see her. In silence, she was forcing me to be cruel to her, so that she could have an excuse to persuade herself to leave me.” Chen Luoqing was shocked. He did not know where their relationship was going, but judging from the emperor’s sadness at this time, I believe it was early. He vowed to each other, otherwise he would not be so sad today.

He said painfully: “She also has difficulties in her heart…”

“Distress?” Yang Shaolun sneered, his sharp eyes staring at Chen Luoqing with pain, “The distress is not to hurt our brotherhood, for fear that the 100,000 army of the sixth brother will be disadvantageous to me, and for the people of the world to suffer from the war. , Why is she so self-righteous? Why does she always think that she can solve everything? I admit that when my second brother looked for me, my heart was shaken for a moment, thinking about giving up her, only when I mustered up the courage to pursue ours When I was happy, she gave me a heavy blow. The sixth brother will not deal with me, and the brothers will not really turn their faces with me, they just don’t want me to be ridiculed, and they don’t want me to be the laughingstock of the world.” He was excited. In other words, a certain kind of flame was emitted from his eyes, but the despair on his face was gradually magnifying.

Chen Luoqing remained silent and had reservations about what he said. Maybe the other princes would not really blame him, but the Sixth princes cannot guarantee that they will not take radical behavior. The throne is very attractive to a certain extent, but his wife and People ran away. This is something that can’t be stopped anyway. What’s more, if he becomes an emperor in the future, will he really not pursue this shameful shame? He frowned, and the emperor always attached importance to brotherhood. At this time, he would go away with her at the risk of the world’s great dissatisfaction. This proved that he had broken the boat and wanted the King of Peace to come to a hard fight. Even if Lin Haihai did not go with him, I was afraid This battle is also imperative!