Physician, Not A Consort - Chapter 165

“Since you are so persistent, I will follow you!” His sentence “You have never loved deeply” made her blood flow in her heart, and she has never loved deeply. How to abandon her ten years of youth for him? If you haven’t loved deeply, why do you have to work hard?

“Autumn, you don’t have to follow me, you should have your own life, I have dragged you down for too long!” Wen Xuan stared at her with deep guilt in his eyes!

Not loving you is originally a kind of guilt! Qiu Jing understood the meaning in his eyes, but she had no choice, just as she had no choice but to put her sister on the road of marriage!

Her face was pale, and in ten years, she still couldn’t replace her sister. Then, what else could she say? It’s just that my sister is now a queen, even if they haven’t forgotten their love, how can they break through the obstacles and get together again? She still has a chance, doesn’t she? As long as there is a chance, she will not give up. Over the years, what has allowed her to persevere is this glimmer of hope!

Lin Haihai turned around sadly, and couldn’t bear to witness the pain in Wen Xuan’s eyes. Others might not understand him, but she understood that when you are separated from someone for a long time, you will feel broken and want to exchange the only thing around you for that meeting. Even if this side is glaring, or relatively speechless, they are willing!

“Pack your things and we will be on the road tomorrow!” Lin Haihai said lightly. Regarding the propaganda, she was not worried that he would not go. He would not let go of any chance to meet Qiuyang, as for the misunderstanding between them. , She didn’t want to say, leave it to the three of them to liquidate one by one!

Qiu Jing looked at Lin Haihai’s back, and there was a bit of resentment in her eyes. She naturally knew who this woman was. For these years, her spies had been lurking in the capital, and she knew exactly whoever appeared next to her sister. The only miscalculation is that she actually came to the door, but the spy’s news has not arrived, how did she know that Lin Haihai and the others are much faster than the spy!

Wangchen and Zheng Feng waited at the door. Seeing Lin Haihai’s face looked sad, they didn’t dare to ask carefully. Wangchen asked worriedly, “Did they have the pain again?” These few days have scared them. Lin Haihai goes through the pain that life is not as good as death. Zheng Feng looks at his heart like a knife, but he can do nothing. He hates the feeling of helplessness!

“No, it’s not the time yet!” Lin Haihai’s face changed slightly, thinking of the pain that caused her to feel terrified now. Now she has only three months in her stomach, and there are still six or seven months left. Can she survive?

A few people walked to the inn in silence. The bleak wind of autumn passed everyone’s fingers, taking away the meager temperature and moisture. The wind swept across the long street and blew the bamboo at the end of the east street, the scream of silence, Let everyone’s heart be filled with a kind of misery, as if there are horrible and heartbreaking things waiting for them on the unknown road ahead!

The wind stopped, and the fallen leaves floating in the air seemed to have lost its traces for a while. Lin Haihai quietly looked at the incoming person, with bitterness and sorrow in his heart, “I have been looking for you for a long time!” She said quietly, “Zheng Feng, you take Wangchen and Suqiu back!”

Zheng Feng looked at the woman in front of him, and was about to speak, Lin Haihai groaned: “Go!” Zheng Feng’s expression sank, and said to Wangchen and Suqiu, “Go, go back to the inn first!”

“What are you looking for me?” The woman’s face was indifferent, her white clothes were slightly turbulent, and there was no wind at this time!

“I want to ask you if there is a medicine that can make people forget the one they love after taking it!” Lin Haihai asked. () There is desperate determination in his eyes!

“Yes, are you sure you want it?” There was a coldness on the woman’s lips, and the feelings in her eyes gradually became cold!

“Yes!” Lin Haihai replied feebly, she was sure to, definitely!

“Until the last step, it is best not to use it, because once he eats it, he will never remember you, the bits and pieces you have had. Use this medicine with caution!” The woman took it from her arms. He took out a red pill that looked like a vitamin, raised his hand, the pill flew out, and then Lin Haihai silently said, “Thank you!”

The woman turned around. Not far behind, there was a man waiting for her. His warm smile was like the warm autumn sun, driving away all the haze and gloom!

Lin Haihai watched bitterly at the backs of the two drifting away, the scarecrow’s hand was always on the shoulders of the people who came over, and he had not let go for more than half a minute!

And she, once had such a dream, but now it is an extravagant desire!

Zheng Feng went out alone and went to a wine shop in the town to get drunk. Lin Haihai returned to the inn but didn’t see him, so he asked Wangchen to go out and look for him. Wangchen wanted to speak again, and finally went out silently!

Lin Haihai collected the pills. Su Qiu has already gone home. She will gather again tomorrow. She is sitting in the inn’s room, Qiuyang faintly showing through the open window, reflecting her jade-like appearance. Zheng Feng suddenly opened the door and broke in, his mouth full of alcohol, Lin Haihai frowned and looked at him, feeling a little angry, just because of her serious remark, he went to drink and get drunk, what manner?

Just as Lin Haihai wanted to speak, Wangchen rushed in. She pulled Zheng Feng, her face full of sadness, “As you said, there is no room for change between us, do you really want this?”

Zheng Feng was stunned. Looking at Wangchen’s painful face, he felt a trace of pain in his heart. Upon seeing this, Lin Haihai asked, “What happened?”

Zheng Feng looked at Lin Haihai complicatedly. He knew that she had an accident recently. She didn’t say why she suffered from pain once a day, and she didn’t talk about the problem. Everyone helped solve the problem. She took everything to her body, and she took They came out, just for the emperor to see, to give the emperor peace of mind? He was angry, very angry, mad at her distrust, mad at her arbitrariness, mad at her self-righteousness, couldn’t she see that the more she didn’t say it, the more worried people around her would be?

“What’s the matter?” Lin Haihai slowed down, and there was a trace of worry between his eyebrows!

There was a hint of revenge in Zheng Feng’s mind. He looked at Lin Haihai coldly and said, “It’s okay, it’s none of your business!” After speaking, he turned around and went out. Wangchen looked at Lin Haihai and knew Zheng Feng’s goodness. He tried hard, he wanted Lin Haihai to know how sad his actions were. However, seeing Lin Haihai’s stunned expression, she couldn’t bear it. She didn’t want to say it. Naturally, the problem she had to face was that they were all. There is no way to help. Faced with so many things, a person must be exhausted physically and mentally, but she still keeps running for the people around her. Has she really lived for herself?

Lin Haihai sat weakly on the chair. She understood Zheng Feng’s abnormality, moved and sorrowful at the same time, because in the future she would leave not only Yang Shaolun alone, but all of them, their care and care. , She has become accustomed to, once lost, how can she adapt to a person’s life?

Wangchen sighed and wanted to go out to find Zheng Feng. Lin Haihai stopped her, “Wangchen, let me talk to him!” Wangchen lowered his head without saying a word, but nodded slightly.

Zheng Feng ran to the river in a fit of anger, picked up the stones on the riverbank and threw them into the river. In the crystal clear river, fish scattered all around, Lin Haihai quietly came to him and asked softly: “Zheng Feng, I’m sorry! “

Zheng Feng turned her head to look at her. She burst into tears, bit her lip, and looked at him faintly. Zheng Feng felt a pain in her heart. Her pain in the past few days has pushed him to the brink of collapse, watching her all over the floor. Rolling, he was in pain in his heart, wishing to replace her with pain, every time she asked her, she always said nothing, she kept everything in her heart, she didn’t vomit a word, but you know, what it feels like as a bystander, is How uncomfortable and painful?

“What’s the matter?” Zheng Feng looked at her, with a hint of prayer in his language, hoping that she could say it. Knowing the truth is better than blindly guessing!

Lin Haihai smiled bitterly and said to Zheng Feng: “Actually, I didn’t intentionally conceal it. I just think that speaking out is just annoying. This matter has troubled me for a long time, and I don’t want you to worry about me!”

“Don’t tell me, we are more worried about random guessing!” Zheng Feng looked at her and said!

Lin Haihai sat on the grass, hugged her knees and looked at the grass on the bottom of her feet. This is tenacious vitality. Now she is half-yellow and about to get old. However, next spring, she will be full of new vitality. She feels a little sour in her heart. , Told Zheng Feng all the things that happened during this period, including his own history, without concealing it at all!

Zheng Feng was stunned. Wangchen dropped the fruit on his hand behind him. Lin Haihai and Zheng Feng turned to look. Wangchen gave Lin Haihai a complicated look and ran away.

Lin Haihai hurried to catch up, grabbing Wangchen’s sleeves, Wangchen wiped away his tears, and said: “No matter what, there is always a way, I won’t let you go!” In his words, he complained as if a child did not leave his parents. !

“Fool, I’m leaving, you still have Zheng Feng,” Lin Haihai’s voice shook, almost crying, she looked at Zheng Feng, “Wang Chen is my disciple, you have to take care of her in the future, don’t let her I worry!”

“I will!” Zheng Feng’s face was pale, but he still answered her affirmatively!

Lin Haihai smiled with peace of mind, and she will surely settle every trace of concern in this time and space!

Wangchen looked at Zheng Feng, and then at Lin Haihai, and suddenly felt sad. Even if there is Zheng Feng, he can’t replace Lin Haihai. She has a special meaning to her!

On the second day, Wen Xuan packed up some clothes at random, and then followed Lin Haihai and others on the road. Autumn Nature followed naturally. Lin Haihai didn’t say anything. These were the grievances between the queen and her, and she had no right to intervene!

Along the way, Lin Haihai was silent, barely speaking. She often held the bright red pill in her hand. That was all her happiness. Now, if she wants to let it go, her body will ache for an hour every day, but her heart is always in pain. It hurts sharply, it hurts my heart!

Because he took two more people, he used horse-drawn carriages on this journey. Zheng Feng often looked at Lin Haihai melancholy. He had many things to say in his heart, but he knew that he couldn’t say a word!