Picking the stars - Chapter 70
It happened to be Saturday later, when Song Wei sent the flight information to Pei Ji, and Pei Ji arrived at the airport to pick her up in advance.
I haven’t seen each other for thirteen days. Pei Ji feels like it’s been difficult for thirteen years. It’s okay at work, but when she gets home, she is not used to it. She always feels that she shouldn’t be alone at home, and there should be someone else. She stayed together.
Song Wei would talk to her every day before going to bed, and Pei Ji liked the short ten minutes. When I heard Song Er’s voice, it seemed that no matter how much I missed, my heart was settled, but when the call was over, the miss that had just subsided seemed to be backlashed, and it doubled her sleeplessness.
On the second day after they separated the two places, Pei Ji wanted to say that if Song Wei couldn’t make time, she could visit her on weekends. It didn’t matter if she couldn’t spare time to accompany her, she just had to go and see Song Wei. That’s it, she really wants to see her.
But Song Wei complained to her that the agent asked her to be careful not to be photographed. Pei Ji thought about it, but didn’t mention it.
In the next few days, she thought for a long time how to get along with Song Er. She tried to find a balance between their work and their miss for each other.
But it was difficult. She didn’t even know how ordinary people should fall in love, let alone bring so many scruples.
When encountering problems in the research, she will check information, repeatedly ponder, do experiments, and find the team to brainstorm. But being with Song Er must be kept secret, she can’t ask others, so she has to check it herself.
She searched the Internet for how to fall in love with a celebrity, but there was no reasonable and applicable suggestion. Pei Ji went to a website that is famous for solving problems and asked questions.
Someone really answered her. The first person to answer her was succinct, but Pei Ji couldn’t understand. This person said: “Everything, eat a peanut…”
Pei Ji felt that this sentence was very profound, as if hiding some earth-shattering secrets. She thought for a long time but didn’t understand what it had to do with Peanuts. Fortunately, she refreshed the second answer. The second person said to let her go to bed earlier, so she has everything in her dreams.
Pei Ji felt the malicious intent of Lai.
Many people later answered her, some of them asked her to eat more vegetables, and she was also a fan in the tone of a lesson. Don’t fantasize about and idols like that. For his good, you should stay closer to his works. , Stay away from his life.
Pei Ji felt that these people were of no use at all, and the answer to the question was irrelevant.
The only gain was that she figured out that if she eats a peanut, she won’t get so drunk.
Is mocking her.
Pei Ji was so angry that when she talked to Song Yi in the evening, she originally wanted to sue Song Yi, but she soon discovered that Song Yi’s topic had something she was very interested in.
Pei Ji seemed to understand how to like Song Er.
When the plane landed, Pei Ji calculated how long it would take her to get off the plane. Because of the last time, she was still a little worried that there would be accidents such as another fan coming to pick up the plane.
Fortunately, it didn’t take long before she saw Song Er’s figure.
Pei Ji’s gaze fell on Song Er, and when Song Er approached, she recovered and got out of the car to pick her up.
They hadn’t seen each other for almost half a month. When Song Wei saw her, his eyes brightened obviously, and Pei Ji’s pace also quickened.
When they parted, there was still some summer aftertaste, and they were still wearing short sleeves, but within half a month, after a few autumn rains, the leaves were all over the ground, and the lone geese flew south, and they had completely changed their solar terms.
Song Wei stopped and waited for Pei Ji to step in front of her in twos or twos. Song Wei looked at her and looked at her intently. Pei Ji reached out and took her bag. Song Wei was carried by her, still looking straight at her.
Pei Ji met her eyes and looked at each other, as if the pause button had been pressed. They only looked at each other, looked at each other’s eyes, and felt they were in each other’s eyes.
The traffic seemed to disappear, and they could only see each other.
In the end, Pei Ji raised his hand, brushed Song Er’s hair lightly, and said, “It’s a bit shorter.”
Song Wei took Pei Ji’s arm, listened to her, and touched her hair backhand: “It was a photo of the endorsement, and the stylist requested it.” Actually, it wasn’t much shorter, but Pei Ji’s eyes were particularly sharp.
Pei Ji didn’t say anything else, and they went home together.
It was still very early, and it was less than two o’clock when I got home. Song Er had eaten on the plane and was not hungry at all, but he was very sleepy. On the way home, she was drowsy, but still reluctant to sleep, she wanted to say a few words with Pei Ji.
Back home, Song Wei was a little more sober. As soon as she walked into the house, she turned around and hugged Pei Ji tightly.
Pei Ji originally wanted Song Wei to go to bed soon. She almost fell asleep in the car several times, squinting her eyes little by little, and Pei Ji saw it all.
But she hugged her and didn’t say anything, just leaned on her shoulder reliantly, and Pei Ji couldn’t say it again.
She patted Song Er lightly, as comfort. Song Er hugged her for a long time, then took a half step back and looked up at her.
“You…” Pei Ji opened his mouth before saying a word, and Song Wei closed his eyes and kissed her lips. Pei Ji hugged her tightly and turned passive to active.
She liked to do such a thing with Song Er, not to mention not seeing him for half a month, let alone Song Er taking the initiative to send it up.
Pei Ji knew that she was too excited, but she couldn’t control herself. She sucked and bit on Song Ye’s lips, as if to grab Song Ye’s air, even Song Ye protested and asked her to be lighter. She refused to listen.
“Kitten.” Pei Ji called her vaguely.
Hearing this sound, Song Wei obeyed, stopped struggling, and responded obediently.
The kiss became gentle, Pei Ji gently touched her back, and involuntarily reached in from under the hem, her fingertips touched the silky skin, Song Wei trembled, she opened her eyes and saw Pei Ji who was close at hand, his eyelashes trembled lightly, did not refuse, but hugged her tighter.
She is quite scared, but when faced with people she likes, she is probably both looking forward to and afraid of this.
She even thought that the professor would really take the matter between them here to the last step. She was so nervous that her lips trembled. Pei Ji stopped when she noticed, took her hand from under her clothes, and turned around her waist. He lowered his head and leaned on her shoulder.
Song Er breathed a sigh of relief, and was slightly disappointed.
“You are lustful.” She pinched Pei Ji’s earlobe.
Pei Ji turned his head and refused to admit: “I don’t have one.”
Song Wei was silent for a while, and asked in a tone that seemed like a question but also a tone of anxiety, “Are you not, you only like my body?”
Pei Ji felt that something was wrong sensitively, she stood up straight and took a step back, looking at Song Er’s expression. Song Wei didn’t dare to look at her, but he didn’t avoid it much, just narrowed his gaze slightly.
Pei Ji felt like his heart was twisted, and suddenly hurt. She answered her solemnly: “I am not.”
Song Wei seemed to be relieved, smiled at her, and said, “Then I will go take a rest. I am so sleepy. I rushed to work for two days in a row.” There was no rest today. She gave a few notices in advance. , And exchanged many ways with the partner, only to squeeze out two days of vacation.
Pei Ji had no reason to object, she nodded.
Song Wei kissed her on the face and turned to go to the bedroom. She went to Pei Ji’s bedroom, went in and took a shower, changed into pajamas, and lay down on Pei Ji’s bed.
Pei Ji followed in and sat down by the bed, Song Wei took her by the hand and wanted to sleep with her.
Pei Ji also went to wash it.
When he came back, Song Er hadn’t fallen asleep and was still waiting for her.
After Song Wei came back, this house became different. It was no longer cold and empty. It became gentle and full of belonging.
Pei Ji had heard that the house was alive before, but she didn’t believe it, but now she found it to be true.
She thought about what Song Er just said, and felt that she had done something wrong, and found that Song Er was still asleep, she said, “If you don’t like it, I won’t do anything like this to you in the future.”
She thought that Song Er also liked it, and once she met Song Er, it was really difficult to restrain herself, but if Song Er was disgusted, she would definitely not force her.
Song Wei opened her eyes and saw that the professor in front of her was depressed. She didn’t blame or feel angry, but she was obviously very self-blame, and she was a little bit ashamed and afraid to face her.
Song Er suddenly regretted being too serious, and she hurriedly explained: “No, I don’t like it.”
Pei Ji’s eyes are very clean, and the pupils are pure black. After hearing these words, she didn’t believe it much.
Song Er went on to say: “I’m just a little scared. You are on the phone, very cold, and don’t want to talk to me at all. Pei Ji, you can’t be so fast, you don’t like me, I can’t stand it, we said it will last a lifetime. .”
Pei Ji wanted to say that she was not indifferent, but she had no confidence. She really said little, she didn’t dare to talk too much, she was afraid that Song Wei would think she was clingy.
Tears slipped from the corner of Song Wei’s eyes, and they quickly fell into the pillow and disappeared. Pei Ji felt the tears falling on her heart. It was hot. She stretched out her hand to wipe Song Wei’s tears, but Song Wei’s tears fell even more severely.
She shook her head and covered her eyes. Tears leaked from her fingers. She took a few deep breaths, trying to calm herself down.
Pei Ji felt that her eyes were also beginning to sore, and she apologized to her: “I’m sorry, I will change it.”
Song Wei finally couldn’t stabilize her emotions. She put her hands down, her eyes were a little red and swollen: “It’s not your fault. It’s me…” She didn’t seem to know how to describe herself.
The emotions accumulated for many days burst out all at once, and Song Er didn’t feel comfortable, but his heart became more and more depressed, as if he couldn’t relieve it no matter what.
“Sleep. I’ll stay with you.” Pei Ji advised her, “You are too tired. Let’s wake up and talk.”
Following her, Song Wei really felt very tired. She closed her eyes and nestled in Pei Ji’s arms. Pei Ji patted her lightly, and Song Wei gradually fell asleep.
She slept very deep and had no dreams. It was the best sleep in half a month.
When she woke up, it was already dark, and as soon as she looked up, she saw that Pei Ji was also asleep. Thinking of the things she said before going to bed, she regretted it very much. Finally, one day off, she shouldn’t have said these unpleasant things to the professor.
But she was probably too tired. She didn’t control her emotions completely, and she said those words regardless. Song Er was very regretful. Will those words put a lot of pressure on the professor?
Pei Ji didn’t know when she woke up. Without turning on the light, she called Song Er: “Kitten.”
Song Wei sullenly responded, wanting Pei Ji not to think too much. Pei Ji spoke first: “When I was in college, once I went to the library to find Lu Man. She was writing some papers, and I was sitting next to her and waiting for her.”
Song Wei didn’t know why she mentioned Lu Man, but she felt sour when she heard of their college time.
Pei Ji also stopped. She was organizing the sentence. After nearly a minute, she continued: “There is a girl next to me. I was reading a book of poems. I was fine, so I glanced at the book of poems and didn’t see it. Above, I didn’t pay attention to the following. I only saw the middle sentence. I didn’t care about it at the time, but I haven’t forgotten it for many years.”
Pei Ji’s speech was very slow, but Song Er’s heartbeat slowly became faster.
“That poem is written like this, in my barren land, you are the last rose.”
“No one’s feelings can be more barren than me. Without you, I might not realize what it is like to like. I can imagine my life without you, but I can’t imagine that I would not like it one day you.”