Picking the stars - Chapter 77
Song Er stayed at home all day on Sunday.
Pei Ji got up early in the morning and went to the research institute. Last night’s meeting was not over yet. After she rejected the dean’s proposal, they had to decide on another candidate.
The meeting will not end until nearly noon. There are still many things in the afternoon, but you can take them home to do.
Pei Ji packed up his things and came out, suddenly remembering that it has been a long time since I bought the sauce ribs from the cafeteria for the kitten. She went to pack a copy and went home.
When he got home, Song Er hadn’t gotten up yet.
Pei Ji murmured, so sleepy. But she didn’t have to get up. Instead, she took off her coat, got under the covers, and slept next to Song Er.
This was unimaginable in the past. She actually wasted her time on the bed during such a good time during the day.
But now, Pei Ji feels that when he is with Song Wei, he only needs to be with her.
Song Wei turned around and rested on Pei Ji’s arm, letting her embrace her whole body. So Pei Ji knew that the kitten was awake.
“Hungry?” Pei Ji asked.
Song Er shook his head.
Pei Ji had a lot to say about the harm of skipping breakfast and the harm of sleeping late, but subconsciously told her that he shouldn’t say these now.
So she endured it.
“I had a dream in the morning.” Song Er said, her voice hoarse, with the haziness of just waking up.
Pei Ji “hmm” for a moment, indicating that he is listening.
“I dreamed that you called me a bad cat.” Song Wei said again, she reached out and hugged Pei Ji tighter.
Pei Ji is very guilty, because she does often arrange in her heart that Song Wei is a bad cat. She was silent, lowered her head and put her chin on Song Er’s shoulder.
Song Er is thin and has no wide shoulders. She is holding him, the small one, but not so thin, but soft, with a warm fragrance.
Pei Ji felt that every place Song Ye liked her very much, and every word Song Ye said made her feel beautiful.
“I just say it occasionally, not often.” Pei Ji was still frank and explained, “I don’t really think you are bad either.”
She rubbed Song Er’s body like a puppy.
She has become more and more able to make small movements to express her likes and infatuations.
Song Wei was so soft-hearted by her. She remembered what her mother said to her a few months ago. When the professor got the hang of it, she taught her all the things she knew about love.
She did teach the professor to make her more and more like an ordinary person in this relationship, able to talk, express, be perturbed, and rejoice.
But she made the situation worse and worse.
“I’m really bad,” Song Er said in a low voice, “I spent the whole night thinking about what you said yesterday.”
About the choice.
Pei Ji subconsciously wanted to deny Song Yi’s words. She didn’t really think Song Yi was bad, but she also felt that Song Yi might not want to hear her denial, so she had to listen in silence.
“Don’t you feel aggrieved?” Song Er said again, “You chose me between me and research opportunities, but I always neglect you for work and ignore you.”
Pei Ji’s understanding of feelings has not yet reached the level of caring about who pays more. She just judges how to choose better for them, and chooses what she chooses. She has never thought about what she has lost if she makes such a choice. , What did you give, let alone why Song Er couldn’t be better to her.
In fact, in her heart, Song Er has treated her very well. For so many years, no one else has treated her as kind to her as Song Er. Even Lu Man, who had been closest to her, was separated by a distance between them.
Pei Ji replied: “I don’t think so.” She was afraid that Song Wei would ask more questions that would be difficult for her to answer, so she asked: “I brought you pork ribs with sauce, do you want to get up?”
After that, as if I felt that the sauce ribs were not attractive, I emphasized: “I bought it in the cafeteria, the one you like very much.”
The sauced ribs in the cafeteria are very popular. They often have to line up long, and they don’t necessarily get them. When Song Wei was blind, she liked it very much. She often queued to buy her.
A few times in the queue, she couldn’t buy it, so she moved crookedly, and quietly found the management of the canteen, and asked him to reserve a copy for her when he had spare ribs.
What Pei Ji likes, she will always like, and she thinks other people are the same as her.
She obviously deliberately changed the subject, and Song Er didn’t ask any more.
She came out of Pei Ji’s hug and sat up.
Pei Ji also sat up with her.
Song Wei lifted the quilt and got out of the bed. She was wearing pajamas and her hair was a bit messy. Pei Ji helped her comb her with her hand, naturally, as if she had done this many times.
Song Er suddenly had an illusion, as if they had been together for a long, long time.
The sauce ribs are still the original taste, the sauce is full, the stew is soft and rotten, a bite, and the mouth is full of gravy. Song Er especially ate a few more pieces.
Seeing that she has an appetite, Pei Ji, like a robot entering a loop playback system, kept breaking and thinking: “Eat another piece, you are too skinny.”
Song Er didn’t want to disappoint her kindness either, and finally filled his stomach full and spread it out on the sofa, not wanting to move at all.
After lunch, they didn’t go anywhere, Pei Ji went to work in the study, and Song Wei stayed in the corner of the study to pick up a book and read it. It was an afternoon.
When it was time for her to leave, Pei Ji took her to the airport.
Seeing that she still had a lot of work to do, Song Yi wanted to say that she could do it herself.
Pei Ji said seriously: “I want to stay with you for a while. As long as the work is completed before the meeting tomorrow, I can do it at night.”
But she set a time for herself to fall asleep at night. When they first met, she disrupted the professor’s schedule, and the professor was very upset. But now, she has taken the initiative to put her habits behind, and she will use her time.
She didn’t even realize that she could ask her to quit her job, stay one more day, and stay with her for a while. She just changed herself silently.
Song Er once again felt the sorrow when he heard the professor say “there will be opportunities in the future, but you only have one” last night. She occupies the most important position in the professor’s heart. She is very happy, but she does not want the professor to wrong herself for her.
They didn’t speak much on the way to the airport.
As long as Pei Ji can stay in the same space with Song Ye, she is very satisfied, but she also feels that Song Ye seems to be worried.
Arriving outside the airport, there is still a while before boarding.
Pei Ji wanted to talk more with Song Er, so he told her to wear more clothes. The city she was going to was five degrees colder than here. Then repeatedly emphasized that next time you come back, you must tell her in advance that she will come to pick her up.
I also said that if any weekend is convenient, she can also go to see her.
She said a lot, so much that she herself felt bored, and Song Er agreed to it, but she was still not interested.
Pei Ji entered into a panic.
Her words didn’t work, so she approached Song Er and asked her for intimacy and care. She kissed her lips and they kissed in the car.
Song Er cooperated with her and actively kissed her.
Her breath is still so familiar, and Pei Ji thinks that this person belongs to her, and he feels attribution.
They began to separate the two places again.
Song Er’s schedule was full, and after running another city’s publicity, Shen Zhizhou came over and took a few scripts.
Song Ye’s work is all she is dealing with, but Song Ye nodded herself for big announcements.
“The “Long Night” has been screened so many times, and there are already signs of praise from the whole network. It can be foreseen that it will be a huge box office with a super high box office. Your commercial value has been proved again.” Shen Zhizhou is very excited, several shows at the end of the year. At the film festival, Song Er got several nominations, and she got such a result in her debut on the big screen, and her future path will become wider and wider.
“You can watch these films by appointment. The scripts and productions are excellent.” Shen Zhizhou took out the scripts.
Song Er didn’t touch it, and didn’t even mean to turn it over. He said directly, “I won’t pick it up, and I won’t consider it in the future.”
Shen Zhizhou was shocked.
“After this period of time is busy, you will arrange a period of vacation for me. In the future, try to come out as much as possible.” Song Er said again.
After she said this, Shen Zhizhou’s consternation subsided instead, and asked thoughtfully, “Because of Professor Pei?”
Song Wei didn’t hide her from her, and said, “Yes.”
“You are in a rising period, this is the most critical time. Do you think about it again?” Shen Zhizhou disagrees with her decision.
They were in the hotel suite, sitting on the chairs by the window. Song Wei looked out the window, not thinking about it. Hearing what Shen Zhizhou said, she said, “I have considered it.”
Shen Zhizhou actually has a lot to persuade. Firstly, it is very irrational to give up work for the sake of feelings. Secondly, when the development momentum is just right, Song Wei chooses to fall in love with a woman, which is equivalent to tying a □□ to his side at any time, and it is even more irrational. .
She never thought Song Er would make such a choice.
But she said nothing after all. It’s not helpless, but instinct is better not to persuade her, not to persuade her.
When Pei Ji always thought about sending Song Wei to the airport, she seemed to have something on her mind.
When Song Er had something on his mind, but didn’t tell her, Pei Ji would feel that she was very far away.
However, she is not good at coping with such situations, because the last time she learned the useless work of asking netizens on the Internet, she would never do it again.
Pei Ji chose to ask his assistant.
But the assistant is a man, five years older than Pei Ji. Pei Ji had to consider gender differences and possible generation gap issues.
But she has no one to ask.
When the assistant came in and asked the professor if he would work overtime tonight, and if he wanted to order dinner for her, Pei Ji pretended to be nonchalant, stopped him, and said, “I have something to ask you.”
The assistant stood by the door, slightly confused on his face, but still asked politely: “You said.”
“I have a friend.” Pei Ji carefully anonymized himself.
But as soon as she finished the beginning, she found her assistant smiled, and Pei Ji was at a loss: “Why are you laughing?”
The assistant said calmly: “It’s nothing, you go on.”
Pei Ji was confused and turned his attention back to what he just wanted to talk about.
She gave a high-level summary of her and Song Er’s situation in her heart, and then went on to say: “After the relationship, we have entered a bottleneck period. It seems that there is a distance, and I don’t want to talk about things. Why is that?”
The assistant thought, you almost didn’t say anything, and walked two steps into the office, and gave a guess: “Is that, your friend and the person she likes have entered a period of burnout? Just because they don’t like it so much?”
Pei Ji immediately denied: “No.”
The assistant thought about it again, and said, “That’s what can’t be solved.”
Pei Ji nodded: “Yes.” The distance problem is difficult to solve.
Hearing this, Pei Ji felt that he was a little reliable, so he asked again: “How to solve it?”
“If it is resolved, there are only two options for the emotional relationship between people, one is to go further, and the other is to break. Since your friend still maintains his heart for her, maybe you can consider going further.” The assistant suggested.
Going further… Pei Ji fell into deep thought.
Seeing that Professor Pei had no time to pay attention to him, the assistant retired and ordered dinner for her.
Pei Ji carefully considered the suggestion to go further.
Going further, it should be married. When Pei Ji thinks about getting married, she is both yearning and fearful. Because marriage represents the establishment of a family, the bond between her and Song Er is even deeper.
There is no doubt that she wants to have her kittens forever.
However, will the kitten be willing to enter a new stage so hastily?
Pei Ji was very nervous. She was nervous just thinking about it.
But as soon as this idea came up, it couldn’t be suppressed anyway.
The confession was Song Er’s initiative, and the marriage proposal should be made by her. Pei Ji thought.
She has seen the scene of newlyweds getting married, and under the blessing of many people, they exchanged promises, exchanged tokens, and concluded a lifetime contract.
Pei Ji put her and Song Er into that scene in her imagination, and she felt an indescribable happiness.
It doesn’t need countless guests to testify, and it doesn’t have to be so gorgeous, as long as there is her and Song Er in that scene, it is complete. It can make her so excited that her heart trembles.
Family, it is a word that Pei Ji takes very seriously.
If Song Er and her can become the multiple bonds of family and lover, Pei Ji thought, it would be more complete.
She decided to propose to Song Er. If their relationship goes further, Song Er will definitely become closer to her.
When Pei Ji thought about it this way, he seemed in a good mood when he was videoing with Song Ye at night.
Song Wei smiled and said, “Is there anything happy?”
Pei Ji did not say, she wanted to keep it secret, so she said: “I can’t tell you, I have to tell you later.”
Song Wei was not upset when she sold Guanzi like this. He just sighed: “The professor has a secret.”
Pei Ji smiled and said nothing.
She found that Song Er was also very happy today, she hadn’t been like this for a long time, her smile was just pure happiness, without any other emotions.
“Are you happy too?” Pei Ji asked.
Song Er nodded: “Yes, it’s related to the professor.”
Pei Ji showed a serious look and motioned Song Er to continue.
She leaned on the bed, holding the phone in her hand, and Song Wei was on the screen of the phone. She seemed to have just returned to the hotel, and she didn’t have time to change her clothes.
“I considered the question of choice, and found that I have been doing the wrong thing. Professor, what I do these days is like being overwhelming. I think of the happiest days when I can’t see it. Time, although I can’t see it, it’s inconvenient to do anything, so I can only stay at home, but I look forward to it every day, looking forward to your coming home, looking forward to every word you say. At the beginning, I heard the door open I was so excited that I wanted the professor to go home. Later I found that the time for you to go home is always fixed. I started to wait a few minutes before that time. Every second passed slowly and Excited, every second is spent in anticipation.”
When Pei Ji followed her words, thinking of that time, she felt a little guilty and said, “I didn’t behave well.” At that time, she didn’t like Song Er, but regarded her as a responsibility to take care of, and did not treat her well. .
“Nonsense, the professor has always been very good.” Song Er’s voice was soft, like a feather, falling on Pei Ji’s heart.