Picking the stars - Chapter 86
Pei Ji stood by the door, and there were two cardboard boxes in the corner behind her.
“Is there anything else?” she asked again.
Song Er still looked at the empty house in front of him.
The scene in front of me is like telling Song Er that this is not your home. You think you can impress the professor, make her feel soft, and make her look back, but in fact, she has already cleaned up her mood and life, let go of the past, and decided Go ahead.
She was the only one who stayed in the past and couldn’t get out.
The drunk was so sudden that Song Wei was caught off guard. She subconsciously looked for Pei Ji and wanted her to deny it, but Pei Ji in front of her didn’t say any words of comfort, and even his expression was calm and there was no waves. Looking at her, it was like looking at any stranger.
She really didn’t care, and probably didn’t like her anymore.
Therefore, her waiting and caring for these hours is just a disturbing entanglement for the professor.
Song Wei took a step back, not knowing whether it was embarrassment or finally sober pain, she could no longer deceive herself to say that she was special to the professor. No matter how special it is, it just passed.
“I…” Song Wei said, she wanted to be calmer, but her emotions were not controlled at all, the buzzing in her ears, and the pain in her heart like being pierced and upset.
She really didn’t want to lose her temper in front of Pei Ji. She was afraid that Pei Ji would look down on her and think she used this method to win her sympathy, but now she is afraid. Fear of her tears and collapse will make the professor feel annoying, and even more afraid that she will be like It is indifferent to seeing strangers.
“I’m leaving first.” She finally said this sentence smoothly.
She didn’t dare to stay a moment longer. After speaking, she turned around and tried her best to maintain a calm appearance. She entered the elevator, pressed the floor, the elevator door closed slowly, and Pei Ji was still standing at the door watching she was.
Song Er even tried to smile at her, just like when he was separated.
After all, the door closed, and Pei Ji was no longer visible, and Song Wei’s appearance on the mirrored elevator door was replaced.
She saw tears and heartbreak on her face in the mirror.
She thought she could still pretend and give herself a little dignity, but it turned out that she was already defeated in front of her.
Pei Ji closed the door.
She stood behind the door for a long time.
She knew why Song Er was suddenly sad, because everything she saw in her disappeared.
She looked at the two cardboard boxes in the corner, walked to the door of the bedroom where Song Wei lived, put her hand on the doorknob, but still did not actually open the door.
After that day, Song Er did not show up again.
Pei Ji felt very cold, as if she had never experienced such a cold winter in the past twenty years since she was born. She wore a lot of clothes and tried not to go outdoors, but she still caught a cold and a fever.
I went to the University Affiliated Hospital for an injection. The busy man Li Shengbai happened to be in the clinic that day. Hearing that Professor Pei Ji was sick, he turned to see her, looked through her medical records, and sighed, “Your immunity, be more careful. , It’s troublesome if you get sick.”
He looked around again and asked, “Where is Miss Song?”
Song Er’s eyes were healed by his chief sword. Later, he knew that they were a pair. It was not surprising why Pei Ji had done so hard to help her.
Pei Ji glanced at the time, at 2:37 pm, he said, “She is working.”
Li Shengbai meant that you were sick, why didn’t she come with you. But seeing Pei Ji’s answer, he didn’t ask any more.
He stayed for less than five minutes, when a nurse came to call him, and left in a hurry.
Pei Ji sat by himself, quietly flipping through some data stored in his mobile phone.
The infusion hall has always been very noisy, with children crying, parents coaxing, and many people talking.
Pei Ji has been staring at the screen for a long time, and his eyes are a little sore. She wanted to take a break. When she turned away from the screen, she saw the injection room in front of her. A child was crying and struggling frantically in the arms of an adult.
His mother couldn’t hold him, she was anxious and angry, but she didn’t want to scold him, she just kept persuading: “Baby be good, it will be fine in one go, it won’t hurt.”
But the child still cried, and finally two nurses were dispatched to get the injection down.
Pei Ji retracted his gaze and thought lightly, she was very well-behaved when she was a child, so she doesn’t need to coax so hard. But it’s not easy to say, in her memory, she had never been to the hospital, maybe she would cry like a normal child when she went to the hospital.
When she was ill when she was a child, she always looked for medicine at home for the right medicine. She took a little if she had it, and even if she didn’t, she took it all by herself.
In her impression, the only time she was sick with someone to accompany her was when Song Er was by her side when she had a fever four years ago, called her a doctor, gave her medicine, and softly coaxed her to get an injection for one more day to let her understand. It turned out that when I was sick, I was cared about, and how it was to be cared for in all aspects.
Song Er was very sad because she put away her things.
But she didn’t know that the biggest trace she left was loneliness.
She gave her a lot of care, a lot of love, and made her escape from the loneliness she had always taken for granted, but after she left, those loneliness and loneliness reappeared like backlashes, and Pei Ji had no choice but to bear it.
Song Er didn’t come anymore.
Pei Ji feels very good, but it takes a long time for her to adapt to life without her. They haven’t lived together for four years, but Pei Ji still has no habit.
She had been given the injection for three days, and the fever did not go away. The doctor increased the dosage of the medication and repeatedly told her that she must pay more attention to it. Don’t go out in winter. People who catch a cold and fever just spend some money. You can’t get a cold or a fever. It’s terrible.
Pei Ji believed that the doctor was exaggerating and suspected of intimidating patients.
But she still complied with the doctor’s advice and pushed all her next business trips until next spring.
After the fever finally subsided, Pei Ji stayed at home and didn’t go out much.
After taking the painkillers, she didn’t go out to dispense them, and it didn’t work much anyway. She still has a lot of headaches.
When it is serious, you will see Song Er by her side, calling her name, and she will call her Kitty, hold her firmly, and can’t tell whether it is an illusion or reality.
But when she got better, it didn’t hurt so much. When she saw her alone, she felt that she could distinguish clearly. If Song Er came, she would not call her a kitten or tell her. Please, don’t push me away.
Song Yi didn’t see Pei Ji again for a long time, not because he didn’t want to, but he didn’t dare.
She quietly went outside the research institute, and wanted to wait for Pei Ji to get off work, take a long look, but never waited for it.
Will you be on a business trip again. Song Yi thought, but didn’t dare to call and ask again.
The reason why she dared to chase after him so bluntly before was because she always felt that the professor still liked her. This was all her confidence.
But now, this confidence is gone.
If she missed her, she didn’t dare to bother anymore. She thought, instead of leaving some dignity for herself, she should also leave some good impressions for the professor.
It’s just that she is not sure whether she still has a good impression in the professor’s heart.
Perhaps when the professor thinks of her, she will only find her stalker look extremely annoying.
More entertainment at the end of the year. Song Er has the intention to expand the studio again next year, and there are many things to do.
On the way to the dinner with her, Shen Zhizhou said strangely: “I saw you not working so hard just a while ago, knowing that life is more important than money, why this time, I started to work day and night again.”
“It’s just a busy time at the end of the year.” Song Er wrote lightly.
Shen Zhizhou has brought a few newcomers this time, and they are all pretty good, so she is also very busy, rarely in the local area, always flying around the world, and she doesn’t know what happened to Song Er during this time.
Seeing her saying this, I believed it.
“Yes, busy for a few days, and then spend a good year with your professor Pei. I also have to go home to accompany my son.” Shen Zhizhou said with a smile.
Although the taste has been extremely weak in recent years, people who are concerned about their family members still attach great importance to this reunion day.
Song Wei just smiled, but didn’t answer the conversation.
Everyone thought that they were still together. Song Wei never wanted to clarify that as long as he could have something to do with the professor, it was good, even if it only existed in his population, it was good.
The partner tonight is difficult to entangle.
Song Er’s side is the sudden emergence of the past few years, luck, enough funds, what to invest in, what to earn, the momentum is very fast.
Of course, some people can’t understand it so smoothly.
It is naturally a big cooperation that Song Er can come out in person.
If Song Er wanted to make the talk, he had to show sincerity at the wine table. This is also the reason why she brought Shen Zhizhou tonight. Shen Zhizhou can’t drink a thousand glasses.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the game started, the opposite side avoided Shen Zhizhou and all came towards her.
Song Er really drank the cup by cup.
The wine doesn’t tell you much, but the courage is there. She drank the wine and didn’t forget to talk about the matter.
The partner was originally swaying between the two companies. Song Er’s enthusiasm is strong, but the foundation is thinner, which always makes people feel uneasy. The reason why I dare to be so embarrassed is that I am more inclined to another one.
But Song Erjiu didn’t change how many cups he drank on the table, and the tenacity that had to be negotiated, and the advantages of their side revealed in her words, made people shake.
Since it is shaken, there is still room to continue the discussion, and it is not easy to be so ugly again.
The speed of the toast slowed down, and the conversation became more serious. Song Er’s language skills are very powerful. He has already shaken when he meets the other person, and then he persuades him further, knowing where the other party’s most important interest is, and goes around that circle, sincerity and holding the bottom line.
When the dinner is over, the talks are mostly over, and the rest will have to be discussed at the negotiating table tomorrow.
Shen Zhizhou helped Song Wei out. She looked quite awake, but she was actually drunk. Seeing a bench on the other side of the hall, she walked over and sat down.
“Go home, get up quickly.” Shen Zhizhou said.
Song Er said calmly: “I’ll sit a little longer and feel a little dizzy.”
Just looking at her, the eyes are clear, there is no blush on her face, and her speech is so clear that she can’t tell that she has drunk too much.
Shen Zhizhou tried to persuade, but it was useless, she just didn’t move.
“Very dizzy, let me sit for a while.” Song Er glanced at her and said calmly, “If you have anything, go first.”
Where did Shen Zhizhou dare to put a person who had drunk so much here, but she did have something to do, and after thinking about it, she could only call her family to pick it up.
She took her mobile phone from Song Er’s bag, took a picture of her face and unlocked it.
Song Er leaned in to see what she wanted to do.
While calling Pei Ji, Shen Zhizhou said: “Let Professor Pei come to pick you up and go home with her. You won’t be dizzy, right?”
Song Er was completely stunned, looked at her, opened his mouth, as if to say something.
Shen Zhizhou quickly got through the phone. She didn’t know that the relationship between the two of them was an unsolvable deadlock, and she said naturally to the other side: “Professor Pei, Xiaomei is too drunk. I can’t send her off if I have something to do. Come and pick her up.”
Song Wei subconsciously sat upright, like the best-behaved kid in the kindergarten, staring at Shen Zhizhou without blinking.
Pei Ji didn’t know what he said. Shen Zhizhou nodded and said, “I’m drunk. I’m completely unconscious now.” She glanced at Song Er and said, “But it’s pretty good. You may be playing a primary school student. Come on. “
Song Wei watched her hang up, pursed her dry lips, and asked, “Come on?”
“Of course.” Shen Zhizhou took it for granted. He was so drunk and didn’t come to pick him up. This person is so unconscionable.
Song Wei froze for a moment, couldn’t believe it, she asked again: “Are you really here?”
Shen Zhizhou was a little strange, and said, “Here.” He asked, “Have you quarreled?”
Song Er immediately shook her head, but she refused to say anything else. She just looked at the door of the hotel and still couldn’t believe it. She always felt that she couldn’t wait for Pei Ji.
Fortunately, Pei Ji came very quickly, and she appeared at the door of the hotel in about fifteen minutes.
Shen Zhizhou waved his hand to that side, Song Er’s eyes lit up instantly, stood up, and before Pei Ji came over, he took the initiative to walk over.
She had no sense of balance at all, and was about to fall. Shen Zhizhou hurriedly helped her and said, “Don’t worry.”
“Be anxious, what should I do if she leaves if she can’t pick me up?” Song Wei said anxiously.
When he walked in front of Pei Ji, Song Wei visibly softened his whole body and shouted softly: “Professor.” Staring at Pei Ji’s eyes seemed to be dotted with countless stars.
Pei Ji took her from Shen Zhizhou’s hand.
Shen Zhizhou glanced at the time, then at Song Er, and said, “Then I’m leaving.”
Pei Ji nodded at her and said, “I’m sorry to trouble you.”
Song Eryi had already taken the initiative to hug Pei Ji’s arm. As soon as she came, her eyes were only on her.
Pei Ji originally wanted to refuse, because he heard that there was something wrong with Shen Zhizhou, Song Wei was drunk again, and it was definitely not safe to go home alone, so he rushed over.
She didn’t want to get involved with Song Nei anymore, but she didn’t want to see Song Nei’s accident.
“Are you here to take me home?” Song Wei asked.
Pei Ji didn’t speak, what he thought was to send her home and put her on the bed.
But Song Er obviously didn’t think so. She felt that she must be having a dream. In the dream, the professor was not angry with her and was willing to come and take her home.
In the dream, can she be greedy?
Pretend to be back when the professor still liked her.
When they walked out of the hotel, the chill was invading people. Song Er was warm with alcohol, but he didn’t feel cold, but Pei Ji felt as if he had been injected into a vein with ice water, and shivered all over his body.
Song Wei immediately realized that she was cold, and moved closer to her, trying to use his body to warm her up.
Pei Ji had no choice but to speak: “This way I can’t walk.”
Song Wei felt that he was disgusted, and said unhappily, “Cats are very clingy.” The force was loosened, but his hand still held Pei Ji’s arm tightly.
She leaned against her faintly.
They walked to the car and stopped.
Song Wei held her arm, looked up at her, smiled stupidly, his face and corners of his eyes were red with drunkenness, but his eyes were surprisingly bright. Looking at Pei Ji’s gaze, it was like watching Her world.
Pei Ji looked at her for a few seconds, stretched out his hand to open the car door, and signaled Song Wei to enter by himself.
But Song Wei was suddenly not clever at all, still looking at Pei Ji with a silly smile.
“Professor.” She called her softly, sinking into her own dream, “Pei Ji.”
Then, he didn’t move, just looking at Pei Ji with great anticipation, waiting to carry on this drunken dream.
What is she waiting for? Pei Ji knew. She looked at her and opened her mouth: “Song Er.”
The corners of Song Er’s lips curled up, and he hugged Pei Ji’s arms tighter, waiting for the next name.
However, no more.
Pei Ji lowered his eyes and said faintly: “Get in the car.”