Pihanjin - Chapter 76
It’s because of the past life, that Jun is not a good person, and he never took good care of our children, so I can never get close to you again. Even if you are innocent in this life, you think that you love me so much, so am I. not to be near you any more. I can stop hating you, you are not the person from the past, but I still can’t forget the past, let alone replace the old Xier to reconcile with you.
In this world, you are so lucky, you don’t know the past, Xi’er also forgot the oath he once made to you, you are not father and son, better than father and son. In Xi’er’s eyes, you are the hero he admires the most.
That’s it, great.
Mu Fulan thought blankly until a burst of pain came. The pain came from the shoulder held by his ten fingers. Her eyes were also dry and astringent, as if tears were about to be blown down by the mountain wind blowing constantly.
She closed her eyes for a moment, and when the sourness subsided, she opened her eyes.
“Why are you chasing me so far?” she asked him, her voice softer than ever.
“Did you make such a rash act because you love me?”
The man didn’t respond to her. His lips were stubbornly closed, and his expression was like a rock. Only the bloodshot under his eyes slowly became more and more red, as if a cobweb had formed in his eyes.
“You want to take over the world because you yearn for supreme power and are driven by instinct. You filial piety to your mother because she gave you body and skin, which is right and proper. What about me? Why can’t you let go of me?”
“Chang Geng,” she stared at him, the voice in the wind was still so gentle.
“If you are willing to face your heart, it is not difficult for you to understand. For someone with experience like you, every step you take, every point you give, you want to repay. With me, you think that you have paid. Many, but nothing in return. You are not reconciled, you can’t get what you ask for, and you are paranoid and don’t want to give up.”
“I just ask you, why do you hate me, so far?”
“I want you to say it!”
Mu Fulan shook her head.
“You’re wrong. I don’t hate you that much. In my whole life, since I married you, in the past few years, there’s nothing wrong with what you’ve done, which can make me hate you so much. On the contrary, I hate you so much. I’m still a bit grateful for your generosity and gave Xi’er a fatherly treatment. But Chang Geng, you also heard me and Mu’s mother that night. Every judgment I made against you at that time was also the same. My recognition of you. If I give you my heart and entrust myself to you, I will be ready to be abandoned by you for some reason. You care too much. In this world, Except for the throne and your mother, there is probably nothing else that can make you do your best. And I will never entrust my life to such a man, you understand, this is what I avoid, do everything possible, Even if you self-destruct your innocence, you will have to follow your own reasons.”
“Why do you make such a judgment on me?” he said, “Even if I am paranoid and refuse to give up, but you have said it yourself, I am not a big mistake. You made such a judgment on me based on your own assumptions. That’s all, the sin and the future, this is for me, where is the justice?”
“Then let me ask you, between me and this throne, you can only choose one. How do you choose?”
As if taken aback, he paused. “How can you have such a ridiculous idea?”
“I want you to give up the throne for me, can you do it?” she asked.
“Junshan has a god, and you swear to the **** that in the future, if I and your royal business plan, the two can only choose one, you must choose me and abandon the royal business, and I will follow you, no complaints or regrets. “
He opened his mouth, but there was no sound.
Mu Fulan smiled.
“You see, you don’t want to swear,” she said.
“It’s not that I’m trying to embarrass you, but if the other way around, if you need to abandon me for the sake of the throne, you will definitely do it.”
He looked at her, his expression extremely obscure.
“It’s absurd to ask you to choose this way, as you said. How can a woman and a country be compared? Besides, everyone has difficulties. But do you remember what I told you when I was in Aunt, my dear , if he is in trouble and needs me, I will lay down my life for him. If I am in trouble, I know that he will do his best to treat me equally. I was not perfunctory, I was speaking the truth. In the end , you and I are not the same people, why do you have to be a cocoon and ask for trouble?”
The sunset in the west, riding the waves of Dongting, sank under the water.
The twilight suddenly thickened, and on the top of the cliff, faint crows surrounded the top of the tree, making a loud noise.
“After your injury is healed, you can go. You shouldn’t stay here for long.”
She wanted to remove his hand from her body. His fingers were bent stiffly, as if frozen by ice and snow, and she couldn’t move half a point.
She slowly raised her eyes and looked into the eyes of the man opposite.
“Chang Geng, the one I fell in love with that day was the one who saved the bird for me here. You know it yourself, you were never him.”
She finished and waited quietly.
A gust of wind came from the lake in the distance, rolled up the cliff, and made her dress dance wildly.
In those hands, the knuckles slowly loosened, and the strength seemed to be lost. Finally, let go completely, slipping weakly from her body.
In the dim twilight, Xie Changgeng’s face was as pale as a mandrill emerging from the darkness.
He just stood stiffly under the old cypress that had been silent for a thousand years, motionless. After a while, he turned his head slowly and watched her go down the mountain road, her back like riding the wind.
“Lan Er…”
Just when the back figure was about to disappear at the end of the mountain road, an incomparably hoarse voice came from his ears. At first he thought it was auditory hallucinations, but soon realized that it was the sound from his throat.
The shadowy figure in front did not stop, and continued to move forward, speeding up the pace.
He stepped forward subconsciously and chased forward. After only a few steps, he stopped sullenly. In the end, he closed his mouth, pursed the corners of his lips tightly, and stood like a stone pile under the tree until the sky darkened, and the mountain was completely shrouded in the dark night.
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Mu Fulan was told by his entourage that Xie Changgeng drove away alone in the middle of the night.
Early the next morning, on the east side of Dongting Water, connected to the Milky Way at dawn, Mu Fulan returned to the city by boat.
This is her last trip to Junshan in the following three years. Later, she never set foot on Junshan again. Not long after she left, along with the thunder in the early spring of the following year, a flash of lightning struck the sky, knocking down the thousand-year-old cypress tree at the head of the cliff, uprooted, and the old tree was also burned by the thunder and fire, becoming a section of dead wood.
The old cypress of Junshan Mountain, regarded by the people as a sacred tree, was actually burned by the thunder. This news, for a long period of time, made the people very panic, lest something disaster would happen to Changsha. Fortunately, despite the chaos outside and the change of the king’s flag at the top of the city, the country of Changsha is safe and sound. Although the regent is a woman, he is lenient and strict. The rewards and punishments are clear. , and finally settled down.
Brother Wang’s third anniversary. According to the century-old tradition of the Mu family, after worshiping at the ancestral temple, they would go to the Great Emperor Hall of Junshan to offer sacrifices to the emperor in order to seek blessings.
This day, after that night, after three years, Mu Fulan landed on Junshan again. When she came down from the Great Emperor’s Palace with the ministers and entourage of Changsha, the minister in charge of offering sacrifices told Mu Fulan that the sacred tree that had been scorched by the thunder three years ago had taken out a new branch and was thriving.
The ministers of Changsha who were in the country were all delighted when they heard the words, thinking that this was a good omen, and it should be widely distributed among the people, so that the people could have fun together.
Mu Fulan stopped, turned her head, and looked at the direction of the cliff in the distance.
When she returned to the palace, the first thing she asked Aru.
After Brother Wang left, Sister-in-law Lu was overly worried, and a year later, she also fell ill. Aru, who lost her parents one after another, became her own daughter in Mu Fulan’s eyes.
Every year when the brother and sister-in-law died, Aru’s mood was very low. Two days ago, the maid told Mu Fulan that Xiao Wengzhu was carrying someone behind his back and secretly weeping. Mu Fulan was worried about her, so when she came back from the outside, she asked about her situation. She learned that Xi’er was accompanying Aru in the horse farm of the palace, so she went to look for her.
After the palace, an area was encircled and used as a horse farm. When Mu Fulan passed by, she saw Aru sitting on the back of the little dragon horse, and Xier was helping her hold the reins of the horse, teaching her how to master the essentials of riding.
In the blink of an eye, Xi’er returned to her side, it had been five years.
He was less than ten years old, but he was already very tall. He passed Mu Fulan’s shoulders and grew into a handsome boy half his size.
Xiao Longma is also five years old, and it is not the thin and thin appearance when Xier first met it. It is a fair young steed, well-haired, vigorous and steed.
“Sister Aru, don’t be afraid, the little dragon horse I met when I was in Hexi. It followed me when it was only a few months old, and it listened to me very much. It knew that I helped you on it. If it purrs, it means it likes you.”
Aru stretched out her hand, carefully touched Xiao Longma’s ear, leaned her head down, and listened carefully.
Xiao Longma shook his head, and there was a soft grunt in his throat.
“I really heard it! It’s really gurgling!” Aru straightened up in surprise, and finally showed the first smile on her face in days.
“Little Longma likes Sister Aru. The more you smile, the better.”
“Adi, teach me to ride a horse, the guard said you are amazing. Not only can you shoot arrows while riding, but you can also shoot very accurately!”
“Okay, Sister Aru, listen to my password.”
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Mu Fulan looked at the figure of the young lady in front of him who was with him and was concentrating on coaxing her to forget her sadness. She felt extremely relieved and did not want to be disturbed. She quietly turned back and was told that Lu Lin had something to discuss with her and was waiting. she.