Please Don’t Read It - Chapter 19 Chapter.16.he Brought Lies To His Father.

I have seen you before you were born.

I have fallen in love before you realize it.

A long time before you and she were together.

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This is the hardest thing for XI Yang that all the stories and plots he prepared for Chu Yana have begun.

He did not know whether they would remember him as the worst; he had brought the story of the girl who loved and betrayed him.

The story of his vengeance.

But, he has been silent.

He wants to see it later.

Will people forgive him assume that his actions are the truth to cure a hole in his heart?

However, he has stepped up. He has met the woman. The woman has agreed his evil deal.

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It has been four months since Xi Yang underwent his Double Degree period. So, he has been a student at Zhengzhou University for four months.

This is a requirement for double degree students, they must study at the place that approves their petition.

Xi Yang sometimes thinks something troublesome can be a fortune for him. Giving the advantage to the storyline that was read to Chu Yana. He only waited for the results of the story he had made with the help of [Restart] all that could happen. He was happy that he would heal his heart injury. That will be a story for himself and hell for both, traitors.

He won’t forget all that because vengeance has eaten him. However, he is happy because that is the way for him to remain himself.

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That morning, Xi Yang just woke up from the bed. Today is a week before the Chinese New Year celebration. That moment was the moment of a large family meeting on the first day of the first month (zhng yu). Actually, he did not want to take part in the event. He thought was very disturbing.

How do you not interfere? If their mothers will always encourage the daughters of their relatives to be married as his wives? Well … even though their faces are not ugly, but Xi Yang thinks that is disturbing him.

Seeing how the women teased and beat themselves. That’s not interesting at all.

“Little Xi don’t make your mother angry! This year you have to go back even though you already have a lover at least give a little face to your mother facing your mother’s relatives. Do you understand?”

Mom is just angry.

– You are the angry mom…

He knew that he could not reject the request even though it was seen as a forced coercion by the mother.

He sighed hoping that he would pass this new year peacefully.

But, for a moment in Xi’s mind that crossed Li Yuan. He feels guilty about the teacher.

How did he have to deal with it when the two of them met? Did the teacher who liked violence kick his ass?

If Xi thought about Li Yuan ass, Xi Yang feels regret for not completely remembering the events of their One Nightstand. He hopes at least he remembers the form of the buttocks of Li Yuan. Even though, the girl’s breasts are small like pebbles on the road at least she must have cute and beautiful little butt like pearls.

At least that was what he expected.

He rather had a nasty mind if he imagined it.

-Aish … I don’t seem to be a Lolicon. Ah, isn’t Li Yuan not an underage girl? Right, she’s not underage, she’s legal Loli! I’m not reported to the police because of the accusation of sex abuse underage girl’s right? Is true, right?

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When Xi Yang arrived in his hometown he met father in front of the courtyard.

It saw his father burning a paper and several envelopes bear in the garbage incinerator.

The father’s expression is very unpleasant. It’s an expression like remembering an important memory and not wanting to forget.

Like someone who remembers good memories.

“Father!” greet Xi Yang.

His father was a little surprised to find that his son was already in court.

“Oh … Little Xi I think you haven’t arrived yet.”

Xi Yang just smiles then hugs his father.

He won’t get those moments again.

“What are you doing? Where is the mother?”

“Ah … nothing. Dad just burned something that wasn’t important.”

“How are you doing? You have become more handsome than the last time I saw you,” said dad.

He seems to remember an image from memories all this time. Like nostalgia between father and son.

“Come on in. Your mother has cooked your favorite food.” Father guides Xi Yang into the house. They are like a happy father and son.

***

It was the night where the full moon illuminated the village. The crickets sounded, it looked like they were answering each other.

Maybe the reply is a reply between love. Maybe the voices of crickets are even more honest than human hearts.

Father and Xi Yang sit as the balcony. A bottle of traditional sake accompanies their night. Staring at the moon while telling stories, it becomes a very nostalgic memory for many people.

“How about your life in the city, Little Xi?” Father said.

“It’s good … are you curious about life in the city?”

Father just laughed a little. The wrinkles on his face look, it looks like a portrait from his age now.

“Hahaha … you really … Father thinks you have to take your mother occasionally …” Dad said lightly while staring at the moon in the distance.

“Yes. I think I’ll bring you later.”

Father was stay staring at the moon and kept quiet. Even the sound of crickets became an important moment.

“Little Xi, how about your relationship with Yan’er?”

-That’s falsehood … it’s all falsehood now.

“That’s good. Why do you ask?”

Father shook his head, but his eyes see something so far away.

It’s far from the moon in the sky.

“Do you really love the girl?”

“Yes. Of course. I love her so much.”

-It is a lie. Sorry for lying to you, Dad.

Father nodded.

“Take care of the people you love about, … your mother too.”

Father said it.

His tone was soft and warm for Xi Yang. The softest tone of the father he had heard so far.

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It is the most beautiful lie I have ever seen in eternity.

A beauty that was the first time before I was thrown here.

A lie between father and son.

They both named it love.

To not know anything.

They call it lies and falsehood for goodness.

So Stupid…

(The Poem of He Who Bring Light, Lucifer)

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“Xi Yang … Your father has died … Come back here …” Mother said haltingly from behind the phone.

Her voice was hoarse and still sobbing.

It was a call after a week he returned to Zhengzhou.

A call that makes his time stopping.

A new hole had formed in his heart again.
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