Possessing Nothing - Chapter 411

“Smile … … ”

What kind of look do I make now? Lee Seong – min could see without looking in the mirror.

The tears flowed without stopping, and the facial muscles were squirming as if they were spasms.

“that… … Will be … … I do not … … ”

When the sparrow died, when the owner died.

Lee Sung-min has always felt this feeling. I did not want to feel this feeling again.

It has been a lot of time since, and even though I’ve been through a lot of events, I always feel terrible when I think about their death.

Why did not I do anything?

Why did I fail?

Why am I, why am I living like this?

I hated myself in despair, numbness and regret.

“you are… … No… … ”

His voice trembled. I had to admit it. It was also natural.

More than a sparrow, it is more than a sparrow. Lee Sung-min was counting on his relationship with Haju.

He had always been connected to the consciousness of Lee Seong-min, after he met Ha Ji-ju in the sleeping forest.

I felt the same things that Lee Seong-min sees, feelings, and all of that.

I felt like I had to worry about Lee Seong-min not telling others.

He was a friend who stood by without leaving, understanding everything about Lee.

It was a teacher who pointed out the lack of Lee Sung-min and gave a sense of danger.

He was a father who knew him more than anyone and sympathized with him.

“no.”

Haju shook his head.

“I have to go. I have no choice but to go. For you, for me. Now it is meaningless for you to beg me not to leave. It’s late and fast, but it’s only a little late. ”

“which… … There’ll be some other way. ”

“No, there is not.”

Haju asserted. He glanced at the landscape of consciousness. The world that was not seen with a thick mist was seen well now.

Lee ‘s shoulder shook and shook. I understood. Originally this world was nothing but a foggy white world.

And as he’s gone … … The world was blurring.

“Do not cry.”

Haju once again said.

“You do not know that you can not help it. Too… … It’s old. I should have disappeared 10 years ago. ”

Lee put his face in both hands.

In a short moment, I had many thoughts. I understand that I can not help myself.

What if you move the soul of another person to another?

It is impossible.

I asked him if he would try once again against his empty body, but then he said it was impossible.

“There is no way I can stay any longer.”

Lee, who felt the heart of Lee Sung – min, said with a smile.

“I did not want to take the body of a bitch child … … Just, there’s no way. ”

“… … Yes.”

Do not cry and smile.

Lee Sung-min muttered to himself. I understood and understood that I could not help it.

Then I had to laugh. If this moment was the last time with Hajoo, I had to laugh, as he hoped, not to cry.

I covered my face with both hands.

I did not stop and rubbed the falling tears. I gave strength to the jerky cheek muscles.

I banged down and lifted my trembling mouth.

“It’s ugly.”

Haju laughed as he looked down at him. Lee Seong – min felt that the laughter was trembling.

Even though he was laughing, he was still shaking.

Lee Sung-min staggered and raised his body. I took a deep breath and tried to calm my emotions. It did not work out. The tears that had been washed up were flowing again.

“Stop it.”

“… … That’s not going to happen … … ”

Lee responded with a weak voice. The blasphemer disappears. The uninhabited who occupied the corner of consciousness for many years disappear.

In the future, you will not have to be conscious of the existence of self-indulgence and do not despise yourself when you think or act.

Whenever despair comes, you will not need to find advice and comfort for him.

You will not even have to ignore the silly words thrown by him.

It was terrible.

Every time I lose someone and become alone … … .

In fact, Lee Seong-min was not alone. Every time he was always there was Lee Seong-min.

But not from now on. Now, Lee Sung-min is really alone.

It is scary.

My mind seemed to be breaking down. What was not so desperate was not the spirit of Lee Seong-min especially strong.

I was confident that I would not be alone in this desperate situation.

Do not despair. It was because there was always a conspiracy to say horses.

“From now on you are alone.”

Said.

Lee smiled forcibly.

“There may be someone near you, but in the end you become yourself. Like this elderly … … In your head, you are being dishonored, joking, listening, and you do not have such a thing. ”

“Know.”

Lee Sungmin greatly swallowed. He once again tears away. As I fully accepted everything, I was not surprised to see more tears.

Huhju looked at the face of Lee Seongmin and made a smile. He looked down on his half-gone body.

“I lived a long time.”

It was born as a southern yoke without a star. Most of life was a fight, and in such a fight, Huhu always survived and won and ate his opponent.

The power grew larger and larger, and from that moment on, the ghost with the name Cyrus was called the southern nightmare.

The powerful vampire queen did not even dare to face herself, and the Predator with a large number of uninvolved persons did not invade the realm of Haju.

Even the dragons that remained in the world at that time did not fly in the forests of vulgarity.

“I lived a long time, a lot of things. I also had a lot of fun. But… … It was a pleasure for me to be with you for more than a decade when I lived with my body. ”

Huhu said so sincerely.

“If I had ever met you before I lived, well … … Maybe I’ll be like you now or I would not have cherished you. At that time I was a bit pissed off. This personality is dead because the body has disappeared and the soul has remained, and it becomes like this by understanding you a lot while parasiting your consciousness. ”

I was laughed at.

“If this old man had met you before, he would have killed you with a fist,” he said.

“Know.”

It was a joke and half serious. In the end, Lee smiled face to face. The mind was empty.

Even at this moment, the body of Hajoo was constantly disappearing, and the fog that filled the world of consciousness was getting thinner.

“It was good to meet you.”

Said.

“It was good because I was a nerd jerk like you. It was good that you were not perfect. It was good that you were full of inferiority. ”

I have come to the conclusion that the best way to work harder is to buy.

“you are… … It was my friend, my teacher, my father. ”

“Does that threaten me to put me in the shit?”

“That’s different.”

“Hahaha! Dogs like dogs. Let me promise this one. Later, I mean … … If the fight between Jenny and Rawa is over. You go into the shit once and then come out. Feel what this mood was like. ”

“Yes. I promise. ”

Lee Seong-min did not think that he would answer without worrying, and he was surprised. He laughed loudly as his eyes were stunned.

“Yes, I promised. Later, you … … If you come to this elderly person, talk about how you felt. It’s a good story to use as a snack. ”

He said that and lifted his head. He saw the road far beyond the shoulder of Lee Sung – min. He looked at it and said to the gentleman.

“Do not despair.”

Haju took a step.

“Not even a department.”

The pace did not stop.

“Do not die. You have promised this elderly man. Someday I will surely come to the world that I am. ”

Huhu passed by Lee Sung-min. Lee Sung – min pressed his chest with his hand to his emotions.

The fog that filled the world of consciousness gathered in one place. Fog wrapped his body.

He was walking toward a place where he did not know. Behind the back of Hajoo, Lee Seong-min saw the faint outward road he was heading to.

“It was good to meet you.”

Lee Sung – min muttered toward his back with a trembling voice. At that end, he shook his shoulders and laughed.

“of mine… … I am a friend, a teacher, and I met you who was my father. ”

Lee Sung-min tried to walk toward the back of his self-ignorant. At that moment, he threw his head across.

“Do not come.”

Lee’s feet stopped.

“You should not come here yet. What you need to do is … … A lot. I have never been happy. Now, I am a puppy in a world like a dog, but someday … … If it all ends. It will not be too late to enjoy it enough. ”

“I… … Can I go? ”

Will such a day come? The lady gave a big smile to the question.

“Of course you can come. This old man believes in you. ”

The road seems far away.

The back of the ferris wheel approaching the road seems far away.

Lee took his hand and stretched out toward him. Many things were showing. Lee Sung-min can not see what his current idiot is making, but he could see his expression.

A laugh that is filled with anticipation. Huhu was going to the road, and he was walking on the way that he was buying the king.

Lee Sung – min felt his heart shiver and gave strength to both eyes. Finally, I thought I had tears, but there was a tear.

“Stay well.”

Haju opened his arms. Suddenly he had a new arm. Lee Seong-min felt that the existence of the self-consciousness vanished in his consciousness.

At this moment, he was heading for a larger, new world, not a small world of consciousness.

“See you later.”

The tears drove my eyes out. Lee Seong – min saw the shaking in the tears.

The gathered mist is scattered. It no longer completely removed the landscape of the conscious world.

The man, who was a man, stretched his foot toward the road. The body of Haju greatly shook.

Like there is not, there is not.

Just like a phantom.

Like the name Hajoo.

“Uh ha ha ha!”

A big laugh shook the world of consciousness. It was a windy day. The fog was scattered all over.

The shape of the outer road clearly came to mind. He was no longer conscious of the backdrop of the footsteps at the beginning of the path.

He was sincerely believing. Someday, Lee Sung-min must come to this world.

He will never die, nor despair, nor will he be broken.

He believed it.

So I do not look back. Not conscious. I do not have a fuss. Someday I’ll meet you, but what do you think?

“Ha ha ha ha ha!”

Hundreds of years later his soul got free. Even though the body vanished long ago, it was not meaningful in this world.

These monsters reached a manson, where life and death were meaningless. Haju felt a sense of emotional empowerment and gave strength to the bridge that stepped on the way.

He started running the winding road, bursting into the crest of the Incheon.

It ‘s faster than a slow – paced, faster than a crawler.

The emotions of Hajoo are distant.

The laughing sound of a blind person is far away.

It was such a laugh, without regret.

I did not have any complaints. Hanging was ugly and selfish. I knew I could not help it.

I understood that he was hoping for such a day, even though he was sad. Lee Seongmin looked around the empty world.

The world where the fog disappeared was filled with chaos. All kinds of memories were mixed and Lee Seong – min felt emptiness. He chased the far – away, now invisible figure.

“… … Yes.”

The ferocity did not disappear. Lee Hae-ju went, and Lee Seong-min looked at the world where Sajak and Sangwang went.

Maybe someday, Lee Sung – min will be able to go to that world. Therefore, you should not feel sorry for vanishing.

He hoped for himself and went to that world, and neither died nor died.

The last laugh he laid was full of emotion and joy.

I’m fine. It seemed like I was saying that.

So, I’m okay.

I have to make it okay.

Lee Sung-min slowly turned away.

To keep the promise with Hajoo.