Presumptuous [entertainment Circle] (GL) - Chapter 149

Tang Ruoyao stood at the door, his heart stopped beating for a second, and a chill rushed to Tianling Gai.

She dared not speak out for fear of disturbing her. I didn’t dare to be silent, because I was afraid that it would be too late if I didn’t say anything.

Qin Yinong sat quietly, her two thin arms propped on the edge of the window, letting the strong wind disturb her long hair, motionless.

Tang Ruoyao held his breath, manipulating the body filled with coolness and slowly approaching, to a place two steps away behind her, making sure that he could hug her for the first time, and then softly spoke behind her with a dry voice: “Qin Yinong.”

Qin Yinong turned his head and glanced at her.

Then she smiled, the corners of her mouth bend first, then the eyebrows and eyes.

She actually laughed.

Tang Ruoyao didn’t know how to describe her smile. The bridge of her nose seemed to have been punched hard by someone. Tears flowed all over her face without warning. She stretched out her hands and made a gesture of picking her up. Her throat choked and said: ” How about you coming down?”

Qin Yinong tilted her head, watching her embrace close at hand, warm, but still seemingly out of reach.

Ruoyao.

It seems very far away.

No matter how close you were, you will eventually lose it. So what she has experienced will be repeated, including loss. This is the fate that God has set for her, she can’t escape, can’t escape.

She wanted to shake her head, but she was instinctively soft when she saw the crystal clear tears on the cheeks of the young woman in the moonlight.

“Don’t cry.” She sighed and said softly.

She cried so much that her heart hurts.

She hurt many times today, and she felt that she was dying after hurting her again.

Tang Ruoyao burst into tears and cried more fiercely, and said, “Will you come down?”

Qin Yinong looked at her for a long time, and compromised and put his hand into the palm of the young woman. Tang Ruoyao’s palm was very cold, no longer the warmth it used to be. Perhaps she was frightened by her, but it was equally powerful.

Qin Yinong felt a strong force bringing her down from the edge of the window, and then the whole person was pressed into a warm embrace and hugged tightly.

Tang Ruoyao’s bitter cry came from above his head.

Qin Yinong struck out a little bit to make a profit. After the two of them had their sights level, she rubbed the crying Tang Ruoyao into her arms, gently touched her long hair, and coaxed, “I’m not afraid.” She took it with her. With a little smile, he said, “This is the second floor. Even if you fall, you won’t die. You can break your arms and legs at most. Just lie down for a few days.”

Tang Ruoyao was not comforted by her, but just cried.

If she lives on the 20th floor or the 30th floor, would she still sit on the side of the roaring wind in a thrilling manner, blowing the wind alone, looking blankly at the deep night, looking for a reason to continue living? Is it a responsibility, or something else.

She was shaken by the wind. She looked at the flat ground underneath. Maybe it was not unimaginable. It’s better to jump down and die, so you don’t have to suffer in the world.

Tang Ruoyao cried not only for the scene in front of him, but also for every Qin Yinong who had been struggling alone in the dark for more than ten years.

Qin Yinong stopped persuading her to stop.

Tang Ruoyao cried until her eyes were so swollen that she couldn’t open it. Qin Yinong kissed her red and swollen eyelids, took two ice packs from the small refrigerator, and sat on the sofa with her shoulders pressed. Under Tang Ruoyao’s awkward expression, she covered her eyes.

“Don’t move, be good.”

Tang Ruoyao was embarrassed.

She obviously came to comfort Qin Yinong, but she cried so much that it rained on her own. What kind of comfort is this?

Tang Ruoyao closed his eyes, enjoying the care of the woman, running his fingers along the ice bag, touching Qin Yi’s cold wrist, and asking her with concern, “Is it cold?”

Qin Yinong answered the wrong question: “Is it an ice bag? Of course it’s cold.”

Tang Ruoyao said, “What I asked is, are you cold or not?”

“It’s okay.” Qin Yinong’s signature answer went online.

“Why sit there, it’s dangerous.”

“Find inspiration.” Qin Yinong started talking nonsense, she didn’t care whether Tang Ruoyao heard that she was lying, or subconsciously, hoped that the other party could see through her clumsy lies.

“What inspiration?” Tang Ruoyao really cooperated with her and asked.

“There is a new script for me, let me find the feeling of the characters.”

“What script can you show me?”

“Confidential.” Qin Yinong said.

“Can’t you see the relationship between me and you?”

“What is the relationship between you and me?” Qin Yinong asked knowingly.

“you do not know?”

“I have no idea.”

“I thought we had reached a consensus long ago.” Tang Ruoyao took off her right hand holding the ice bag, held it in his palm, and stared at the woman’s black eyes, and said seriously, “You are my girlfriend, and you will be in the future. My wife. I will never be separated forever.”

Qin Yinong felt the rush of warmth in her eye sockets for an instant. She had always held herself on her own, but at this time she couldn’t hold it back. It wasn’t until Tang Ruoyao gently wiped the tears from her cheek with her thumb that she forced her sobs and said coldly: “I never promised.”

“You agreed.” Tang Ruoyao was calm.

“I do not have.”

“You agreed.”

“No.”

The two people quarreled like children, naive, repeating monotonous conversations.

Tang Ruoyao smiled and asked, “Then why did you record the voice navigation for me?”

Qin Yinong disregarded logic and said, “I’m recording it for fans. Everyone can listen to it. Don’t be affectionate.”

Tang Ruoyao took out the phone from his pocket and searched the chat history under Qin Yinong’s gaze.

Qin Yinong held her hand.

Tang Ruoyao raised his head to look at her and raised his eyebrows: “Acknowledged that it was recorded for me alone?”

Qin Yinong said: “Then can I change my heart now?”

Tang Ruoyao thought for a while and said with a smile, “No.”

Qin Yinong couldn’t tell her, and couldn’t bear to beat her, so he turned his face away and stopped looking at her.

Tang Ruoyao approached her, hugged her from behind, wrapped his hands around her waist.

long time.

She tilted her head to rub Qin Yinong’s temples affectionately, pressed against the woman’s auricle, and yelled softly, “Baby.”

Tang Ruoyao splashed a drop of warmth with a tiger’s mouth, and Qin Yinong’s tears came out.

Qin Yinong cried silently, his heart cut like a knife, and begged: “Can you stop being with me?”

Tang Ruoyao felt a dull heartache, and hugged her tighter: “No.”

She didn’t know what happened to Qin Yinong, and the other party was not someone who would tell it easily. She now pointed the sharp knife to herself again, Tang Ruoyao could only use her heart to face the sharp blade forward, because she knew that Qin Yinong would only hurt more than her.

She wants to take her out of the abyss of pain, even if she can’t, she is willing to sink with her. Whether it’s the world or hell. Live together, die together, never let go.

Qin Yidong took a breath, forced his tears back, and said cruelly: “I saved you because you looked like your mother. You may not know that when I was a child, your family was a neighbor, and I like you very much. Mom, she gave me the maternal love I longed for, so I always remember her. Later, when I met you, I recognized you at a glance. I was with you only because you were her daughter. I never really loved I have never loved you…Tang Ruoyao.”

Qin Yinong’s lower lip bite out blood.

Tang Ruoyao said: “I knew it a long time ago. I’ve been to Hengjia Garden and found our former neighbor.”

Qin Yinong’s lips curled up with a cruel smile, and said, “That’s just right, so I don’t have to prove it to you.”

Tang Ruoyao said calmly: “But I don’t believe a word of what you said.”

Qin Yinong said indifferently: “Believe it or not, it’s up to you.”

She got up to leave, was dragged back by Tang Ruoyao, and fell into her arms. Tang Ruoyao put his hand on the back of her head and kissed her.

Lips touched, Qin Yi’s numb heart was so painful that Qin Yi regained consciousness strangely, and it throbbed freshly, just like the tired bird finally found the warm nest that she hadn’t seen for a long time. She almost couldn’t wait to throw it in without thinking of anything. No matter what, he just closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully. He slept dimly, dreaming about the warmth of the spring grass.

But she can’t.

At the moment of her death, Qin Yinong pushed her away and raised her hand high.

Tang Ruoyao couldn’t hide, his gaze fell into the woman’s sad eyes from the palm of his hand three centimeters away from her cheek.

There was dull pain in the heart.

Qin Yinong slowly put down his hand, the waves under his eyes calmed down, and said, “Miss Tang, please take care of yourself.”

She was determined to refuse, and refused to enter.

Tang Ruo stared at the woman for a long time, decided to push back and break through from another direction. She asked: “You don’t want me to be with you because you are afraid of hurting me?”

The most important problem was solved long ago, Tang Ruoyao couldn’t think of another reason. With Qin Yinong’s character, it is most likely because it will bring danger to himself.

Qin Yinong said nothing.

Tang Ruoyao asked again: “You have refused to see me for a while, do you think someone wants to be against me?”

Qin Yinong’s expression was calm, without even a slight fluctuation.

Tang Ruoyao thought: It should not be. Since she made a three-month agreement with herself, it represents that she is sure to resolve it. Although Qin Yinong is a young girl with a strong appearance and fragile heart in her heart, her strength is not a bluff, but has capital. There should be no one who can make her fear enough to let herself give up at the same time.

They also made a phone call last night, and Qin Yinong gently said to her “Good night, far away,” and the change could only happen today.

What’s the matter today?

Ningning was exposed, surrounded by reporters, and there was one more thing Guan Han did not tell her.

With Ji Shulan’s dim teary eyes flashing in his mind, and looking at the guilt-filled eyes upstairs, and the hostility of Guan Han Ruowu towards Ji Shulan just now downstairs, Tang Ruoyao had a thought.

“Did your mother do something?”

Qin Yinong’s eyelashes trembled extremely quickly.

“What did she do?” Tang Ruoyao asked.

Qin Yidong lowered his eyes, and said, “It was she who told Qin Hongjian of Ningning’s existence.”

Tang Ruoyao thought for a while, then turned around, immediately furious. It was not enough for Qin Hongjian to sell his daughter once, even his granddaughter!

She was not busy to get angry, and together with Qin Yinong crusade against each other, she probably understood that it was not Qin Hongjian’s behavior that Qin Yinong was upset about. After all, she never had any illusions about that person, but Ji Shulan needed the support of her relatives most. When he stabbed her again.

I used to be a father and now I am a mother. How similar is the history.

No wonder she would lock herself in the room alone.

Tang Ruoyao hugged her and said softly: “It’s okay, they don’t love you, and I will love you. I will always stand by your side.”

Qin Yinong lowered his head without speaking, and slowly pushed her away.

She issued an eviction order: “You go back.”

Of course Tang Ruoyao didn’t leave.

Qin Yinong avoided her gaze, stood up, and walked silently towards the door of the room.

Tang Ruoyao stared at the woman’s back and suddenly said, “I knew something a while ago.”

Qin Yinong kept walking.

Tang Ruoyao continued: “The cousin you are talking about is actually not your cousin, but your own sister. Her name is Qin Lunong, right?”

Qin Yinong paused, but his step was only a little slower without stopping.

“Ningning looks so much like you, it should be your sister’s daughter.” Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, pressed her heart firmly, and took a deep breath before letting her linger in her heart. Asked, “How did she… die?”

Qin Yinong stopped moving completely, her limbs stiffened inch by inch.

The blood, the blood in the bathtub, the lifeless face, the cold corpse, returned to her eyes.

She opened her mouth and tasted the salty taste of tears.

Tang Ruoyao suddenly understood what she was afraid of when Qin Yinong got up.

She was not afraid of anyone, but fate.

For the first half of her life, she was played with by fate. Her childhood was unfortunate. After she entered the circle, her biological father stabbed her knife. She has been in the entertainment circle of Longtan Tiger’s Den for several years. She finally got her feet on her feet, and her loved ones left. She was deeply shocked. After three years of walking and walking, she finally got serious Reborn. She is so looking forward to the future that she will have with her lover, and she will not hesitate to pay all the price for it.

However, history is repeating itself, how ironic.

First, Ningning was exposed. She faced the aggressive media alone, and again faced betrayal by her relatives when she returned home. What will be the next step? Is it the departure of the beloved? It’s okay if it’s just leaving, but what if it doesn’t stop? If it is the same as Qin Lunong…death?

Don’t say that fate will not be so ruthless, fate has been ruthless to her once, why not have a second time?

She is a cursed person.

In her life, she was destined to be unworthy of love, love, she was born unknown.

Qin Yidong opened a bottle of wine, took two wine glasses, and sat side by side with Tang Ruoyao on the floor in front of the window. The moonlight was pale, and her cheeks were pale, without a trace of blood.

“My sister committed suicide.” Qin Yi took a sip of her wine, her cold white fingers pressed against the cold glass, her hands were shaking, and her voice was trembling, but she continued, “Postpartum depression, cut her wrists. , Died in the bathtub, I was the first person to find her.”

A few words made Tang Ruoyao difficult to breathe and out of breath.

She wanted Qin Yinong to stop talking. She was digging out her own heart, but Tang Ruoyao understood better that only by saying everything could he scrape off the rotten meat, let the blood flow out, and re-wrap it. Heal the wound.

“For a long time after her death, I was in a daze and dare not accept the reality.” Qin Yinong hugged his knees, curled up with his chin on his knees, and said, “Obviously life is in one place. It gets better every day, I made movies, I made a lot of money, I divorced Qin Hongjian and my mother, I bought a big house, I had a niece, and I… fell in love with someone. “

Tang Ruoyao was deeply moved and turned his head to look at her. There was a bright light in Qin Yinong’s eyes when he said this.

She could imagine that Qin Yinong was full of hope for life at that time, it was the light of hope and the light of death.

Qin Yinong’s voice lowered, and the light in his eyes slowly dimmed: “I don’t understand why my sister died. Did I do something wrong?”

Tang Ruoyao just wanted to deny, Qin Yi condensed his arms, wrapped himself more tightly, and said in a low voice: “Yes, I was too careless, I was too busy, I didn’t go home early that day. If I go home early, will I be able to save her back?”

Tang Ruoyao said, “It’s not your fault.”

Qin Yinong buried his head in his knees.

“After that, she appeared in my nightmare, repeating the scene of the day over and over again. Sometimes I still dreamed that the person lying in the bathtub was me, and the red blood poured upwards through my mouth and nose little by little. , I desperately called for help, desperately calling for help, but I couldn’t make a sound. I watched myself suffocate little by little, turning into a purple-red face, and my long hair floating on the water like messy water plants. The dream woke me up. I don’t know if I’m alive or dead. What is the difference between being alive and dead? Maybe it’s easier to die.”

Tang Ruoyao found Qin Yinong’s hands twisted together, and took her left hand and squeezed it firmly.

Qin Yinong lifted his head from his knees and gave her a soothing smile: “I’m fine, it’s all over.”

Tang Ruoyao’s eyes were calm: “Is it really over?”

Qin Yinong was silent for a long time.

Tang Ruoyao asked again: “Then what are you afraid of?”

Qin Yinong opened his mouth, and his empty hand firmly grasped the fabric of his trousers.

“Yes…” Tang Ruoyao sighed softly, staring into the woman’s eyes, and stabbing her heart cruelly, every word turned the knife handle, bringing out blood dripping, she said hoarsely, “Are I going to die like your sister?”

Qin Yinong’s eyes were filled with blood in an instant, and even his eyes were red, almost two lines of blood and tears came out.

She was breathing heavily, her red eyes staring at Tang Ruoyao, tears filled her eyes.

Tang Ruoyao pressed her head and pressed hard in front of him.

Tears instantly wetted a large amount of clothing, Qin Yinong buried her face in her arms, grabbing her skirt, from silent to piercing.

“I have already worked so hard to live, why can’t I?”

“I have never done a bad thing in my life. I even helped so many people. Why did I get such a result?”

“Oh my **** wants me to go so far, it will let me go…”

“Are I dead to get free…”

“why……”

Tang Ruoyao raised his face and bit his teeth, tears raining down.

She could not answer any of the last questions.

She can only keep tightening her arms, hugging each other tightly, and using her meager body temperature to fight against this world that is too harsh on women and even adds to her body.

Qin Yi’s tears burst, as if to vent all the grievances and grievances of her life, and to shed all her forbearing tears. She cried until her whole body trembled, choked hard to speak, and couldn’t say another word.

After a long time, the cry in his arms gradually subsided.

Qin Yidong sniffed and slowly withdrew from her arms, looking for the wine that had been put aside earlier.

Tang Ruoyao reached out and held her hand to get the wine bottle, and said, “It’s late, you should go to bed.”

Qin Yidong looked down and said, “You should go back.” His attitude was no longer tougher than before.

Tang Ruoyao said: “You pay for my clothes.”

Qin Yinong raised his eyes, his eyes could not conceal his surprise.

Tang Ruoyao pointed to his shirt that was as wet as it was fished out of the water, and said confidently: “You, I have to pay me a new one.”

Qin Yinong was helpless: “I called Guan Han to buy you a new one.”

She remembered that the phone had broken, and she stood up on the floor and said, “Is Guan Han downstairs?”

Tang Ruoyao moved faster than her, and ran to the door in a few steps, locked the door, and walked back: “They are all asleep, I will stay here tonight. I am about the same height as you, and I also wear your clothes. Can wear it.”

Tang Ruoyao opened her closet, scanned back and forth, took a nightdress without asking, and said, “Just pay for it, I’m going to take a shower. Is the bathroom in this direction?”

Qin Yinong stared blankly at the bathroom where she chose to enter the bathroom uninvited again after picking it up without asking.

There was only Qin Yinong’s toiletries, shampoo, shower gel, and toothbrushes. Sure enough, Tang Ruoyao said as soon as he entered, “Where is my toothbrush? Where are the towels?”

Qin Yinong: “…”

She was thinking about where to put the spare toothbrush. Tang Ruoyao put her hands on the door, and suddenly poked out a head, awkwardly, deliberately funny, very out of proportion to her usual image, Qin Yinong smiled suddenly.

The woman cleared her throat and said, “I’ll get it for you.”

Tang Ruoyao asked, “Where is it? Downstairs?”

Qin Yinong nodded.

Tang Ruoyao was afraid that she would change her mind as soon as she went out, so she made up her mind that no one should take a step out of the room tonight, and said, “Just ask Guan Han to bring it up?”

“But my phone…”

“Mine is not broken.” So Tang Ruoyao naturally aroused Qin Yinong’s assistant, and Guan Han also naturally obeyed the orders and took the spare toothbrush and towel. When Tang Ruoyao opened the door to take it, she asked Tang Ruoyao thanked him.

Tang Ruoyao smiled back at her, not thanking her.

Qin Yinong is her person, this is a matter of his own.

Qin Yinong sat on the sofa, watching Tang Ruoyao enter the bathroom again with a toothbrush in his hand and a towel in his hand, followed by the sound of water in the shower.

It wasn’t such a beautiful sound, it was even a noise to a certain extent, but she fell asleep like that. With his head hanging down, the person was still sitting, and even breathing sounded.

Xu was tired of crying, or finally arrived at a place of peace of mind.

Tang Ruoyao stepped out of the bathroom door, with long black hair and full of water vapor coming out. He just raised his eyes and swallowed the word “Qin” half way out. She walked gently to the sofa and squatted down to look up at the woman’s sleeping face.

There is no frown for the time being, very good.

She was afraid of waking Qin Yinong, who was sleeping, did not dare to reach out to touch her, but when her legs became numb, Qin Yinong showed no sign of waking up.

She wrapped her hand around Qin Yinong’s knee and tried to pick him up. As expected, Qin Yinong woke up with a dazed expression in her eyes. Tang Ruoyao let go and asked her, “Do you want to take a bath?”

The clothes on her are wrinkled.

Qin Yinong obediently said: “Yeah.”

Tang Ruoyao immediately said, “I’ll get you clothes.” The closet is full of Qin Yinong’s clothes, which can be distinguished from sleep. Tang Ruoyao casually took a white silk nightdress, raised it up and asked. She: “Is this okay?”

Qin Yi nodded his head.

Tang Ruoyao put her in the bathroom.

From the door of the bathroom, Qin Yinong saw that she had squeezed toothpaste on herself in front of the washstand before coming out.

“Okay, let’s take a shower.” The young woman walked up to her and smiled like a flower.

Qin Yinong took a few steps, looked back at Tang Ruoyao, and pursed his lips.

Tang Ruoyao was stunned, and suddenly understood, and followed.

Qin Yinong closed the bathroom door, and Tang Ruoyao’s shadow was cast on the door, always at the door, not leaving every step of the way. Qin Yinong stared at the figure from beginning to end, and came out after taking a shower.

Tang Ruoyao took her hand and sat on the side of the bed, dried her hair, shook the soft quilt, and swarmed the woman in.

The quilt on both shoulders was tucked tightly, Tang Ruoyao kept pressing it tight, and a helpless smile flashed through Qin Yinong’s eyes and said, “Okay.”

“No.” Tang Ruoyao almost wrapped her into zongzi, one left and one right, “You have been blowing the wind for so long, and if you don’t sleep warm at night, you will catch a cold tomorrow.”

Qin Yinong couldn’t help saying: “You are not…”

She stopped talking halfway through the conversation, closed her eyes, and her ears were light red.

But Tang Ruoyao understood, she smiled and said, “I have to lie down for a while to get a fever. It’s also cold now. I will hug you when I sleep warm. You wait.”

Obviously she wanted to hug it herself, speaking as if Qin Yinong was impatient, Qin Yinong opened her eyes and wanted to say something, but her eyes were dark, and again, the soft and warm touch on her forehead was clear.

Qin Yinong forgot to be clean if he thought it well.

She moved aside.

The bed was so big that she was only lying on one side, which was a hint that was too obvious to be obvious.

Tang Ruoyao lay down knowingly, and at a distance of one person from her, the small stove silently heated up first.

Qin Yinong’s slender knuckles were slightly curved, moving slowly under the quilt, touching the warm back of his hand, and did not move. Tang Ruoyao turned her palms over, clasped her fingers, clutched her cold fingers, and looked at her with a smile in his eyes.

“When you argued with me just now, I asked you what is your relationship with you. What did you say you didn’t promise me?” Tang Ruoyao suddenly said.

Qin Yinong’s memory is not so bad. You can forget what you have just said when you turn your head. She said, “Be your girlfriend.”

Tang Ruoyao let out a long breath and smiled to reveal the small pear vortex on his left cheek.

“Okay, I promised.”