Prosperity Beauty Live Room - Chapter 90
When Sheng Yan saw her cold appearance, she felt a little unexpected at the same time, but also felt the current situation is bad.
Although she also vaguely realized why the child was worried.
Seeing her not speaking, Zhou Lan waited for a while, the coldness on her face finally didn’t stop, she turned her face away, her eyes were silently covered with a layer of water mist, only her tone of voice could maintain the initial coldness. Hard, said to Sheng Yan:
“Just punish you… I won’t be allowed to talk to me for a month.”
“I also punish you. In the future, there will be people around you who can bring you happiness, and no one will put you in danger.”
After Zhou Lan said these few words, Sheng Yan’s expression changed.
In the barrage, an audience said her voice:
“Who is this punishment?”
Ignoring Zhou Lan, the most uncomfortable is definitely Zhou Lan’s child.
As for what kind of people who will bring danger to her in the future, Sheng Yan thought for a while, raised her hand and rubbed her eyebrows, and said to her: “The person by my side who brings me the greatest happiness is you.”
“You didn’t put me in danger either.”
“Don’t blame yourself, Lan Lan.”
Sheng Yan finally understands that the child’s anger was not at her last night. Zhou Lan’s anger was at herself. She blamed herself and felt that it was her ineffective protection that caused so many things to happen later. Understand.
And so did this morning.
Zhou Lan was tense, talking about punishment. On the surface, it seemed that she wanted Sheng Yan to reflect on why she had to confront the three powerful characters head-on when she was already able to escape. Actually…
However, Zhou Lan was more deeply aware that she had brought all this to Sheng Yan.
The originally fragile and sensitive child, after the incident that made Sheng Yan almost abducted, the restricted area in his heart that could not be touched exploded again-and it finally became like this.
Said she was going to punish Shengyan, but in fact she was just making her feel uncomfortable all by herself.
certainly……
That was assumed when Sheng Yan didn’t care much about her.
In fact, Sheng Yan thought for a while. If she didn’t talk to the children for a month, the children would definitely be uncomfortable, but seeing Zhou Lan’s uncomfortable herself, it is estimated that her mood would not be much better.
This is a lose-lose.
As for why no one will put her in danger in the future…
Sheng Yan was a little bit amused, and added: “You were renting with me and wanted to live in my house. It was not because you concealed your identity. I got along with you knowingly, so it proved that the situation yesterday was at least As expected, Lan Lan, I am not as vulnerable as you think.”
When Zhou Lan heard her say this, she suddenly raised her eyes and stared at her, just because her eye sockets were red, so the look in her eyes didn’t seem very lethal.
She looked at Sheng Yan, and her mind was full of what her two subordinates told her at the time.
The two of them were not bad at first, and their natural eyesight was not much worse. After solving the troublesome figure at hand, they wanted to help Xu Bai.
It’s just that Xu Bai’s three tricks and five divides two, and they don’t know what means they used. The two of them can only see the sand in her hand. The moment the other party was fascinated, she was quickly overwhelmed.
This is a triumph of skill.
Every time Zhou Lan thinks about it, she doesn’t know whether she should be fortunate or angry. She can use her skill to deal with the shortcomings of others. This shows that Xu Bai is a person who can see her own advantages clearly and use them flexibly.
This shows that Xu Bai’s mind is very clear.
but……
Generally, people who understand that they can’t match their opponents should first respond to defend themselves when encountering a strong enemy, rather than rushing forward and fighting the opponent with the same mentality of luck.
What if she didn’t get what she had
If the other party predicts her movements first, is prepared for her and twists her wrist?
Zhou Lan had been thinking about this problem all night last night, a little scared, and some reluctant to face it.
But she forced herself to think about it all night like that.
If she loses Xu Bai…
That should be what she deserves.
If it weren’t for her to bring danger to her sister Xu, how could sister Xu risk such a rash confrontation with the enemy?
Zhou Lan’s fright, anger, and self-blame were mixed together, which made her return home after solving Zhou Qing, but she only chose to wait outside Xu Bai’s room all night, and did not dare to sleep or do it. Other superfluous things.
She knew that she had no stand to accuse Xu Bai of self-protection.
So she was angry with herself.
So she spent one night to do psychological construction for herself, so that she can get used to the days when she doesn’t have the other party and don’t cause trouble to the other party anymore.
Although it now seems that she did not seem to be able to get used to this matter successfully.
at the moment.
Zhou Lan moved her lips when she heard the two passages that Xu Bai said to herself, as if she wanted to refute something, but in the end she just moved her throat constantly, choking and couldn’t say anything.
Sister Xu is not as fragile as she imagined
Zhou Lan retorted fiercely in her heart:
No, you are more fragile than a vase in my heart.
The vase can still be glued even if it is broken, but she cannot afford to make Xu Bai an accident.
Zhou Lan seemed to have made a decision, raised her hand and wiped her eyes, and said to her:
“Sister Xu, thank you for comforting me.”
“But you and I both know that the reason why you were unharmed yesterday is because of luck in it.”
“I should stay away from you.”
“You didn’t like me in the first place. I insisted on pestering you. I’m very, sorry to cause you all these troubles.”
“They won’t happen again, I promise, Sister Xu.”
Zhou Lan tried to control her voice not to tremble along with her, and her expression on her face should not change.
But that is too difficult.
She felt that every time she uttered a sentence, her throat seemed to have been cut by a knife. She couldn’t do it well, so that she was speaking normally, but it seemed so difficult.
Sheng Yan heard what she meant, and she was completely surprised and stunned.
Zhou Lan wants to say goodbye to her.
Sheng Yan pursed her lips, and suddenly raised her hand to pull her, starting to make no sense: “Do you want to punish you, or do you simply want to punish me, or do you want to toss both of us together”
For some reason, when she heard that the child was about to give up and get out of her life, she suddenly felt that there was an unprecedented level of confusion in her mind.
Both of them have passed such a long time.
For Zhou Lan, the days after meeting Sheng Yan were the days of regaining her new life. She finally stood in the sun for so many years.
For Sheng Yan, Zhou Lan was the first person she saw when she came to this world, and she was also the child that she devoted a lot of effort to paying attention to, and now she just left.
Sheng Yan thought, she had held a parent conference for this child, gave her an assistant homework, sent her to college, even helped her manage the relationship with her roommates, and persuaded her to maintain some peace The connection of friends.
It can be said that Zhou Lan will grow up to what she is now, and she has already carried the mark of Sheng Yan’s influence in her actions.
Now this person says he wants to leave…
Sheng Yan didn’t want to agree.
But now leaving this matter has become an urgent matter, so that Sheng Yan has no time to figure out what has changed in her careful thinking, and what is the reason for such uncomfortable reluctance.
She thought she simply didn’t like parting.
Especially such a sudden parting.
When Zhou Lan heard her, tears finally couldn’t help falling. She raised her hand to cover her face with her elbow, and said to her:
“I don’t want to leave you either, Sister Xu.”
“But I’m so useless. I can’t even protect you. I always make you annoyed because of me. I always bring you trouble. I will always be as willful as a small child…”
“And there are always different people around you. Every time I think, if I work harder, can I catch you, but when I want to work hard, I am worried about whether you are because of Staying with me for a long time, I can’t bear to make me sad, so I don’t dare to refuse me hard, I can only tolerate me like this”
“I’m so scared…”
“Sister Xu, I don’t even know what to do.”
It’s not going to go, it’s not going to stay.
Zhou Lan did a whole night of psychological construction for herself, and finally used paper in her heart to paste a layer of windows for herself over and over again, thinking that this would block her way of peeking at her sweetheart.
As a result, the other party didn’t say anything about it. He just raised his finger and poke lightly, and he pierced the window paper.
The feeling of parting that she had been brewing for so long last night seemed so vulnerable under the comfort of the other party.
Hearing Zhou Lan’s words, Sheng Yan’s throat also got stuck.
For a while, those words that kept people could no longer be said.
Zhou Lan would say such a thing, she didn’t think about it, nor did she think about it.
When the children are in front of her, they are more gentle, considerate, and well-behaved. Maybe they will be crushed with flesh and blood when they are rooted, for fear that they will be seen and abandoned by themselves.
Constantly expressing the emotions of “I am behaved” and “I am better than others” to Sheng Yan, trembling and cautiously like that.
Let Sheng Yan recall that when she was easily amused by the other party before, or when she felt comforted by Zhou Lan, the seemingly inadvertent happiness may have been shown to her by Zhou Lan’s hard work.
It took Zhou Lan so much courage to confess to her
After being rejected by her again, how hard I tried every time to pretend to be nonchalant and reinvigorate to get to her side again.
If one day I really hate Zhou Lan, what will happen to the children hurt by her?
It must still be like this, pretending that nothing happened in front of her, maybe I can say a few words to her to wish her a happy future, even if my heart is no longer happy, and I want to kill all the people she likes, kid It will definitely be held back.
Because in Zhou Lan’s heart, her sister Xu is more important than everything.
Better than herself.
Until this moment, Sheng Yan was positively and clearly aware of this incident.
Zhou Lan really likes her.
It was not a child’s impulse, nor was it a momentary novelty. In the relationship between the two of them, Zhou Lan had always been the one who silently assumed more.
Why did Sheng Yan raise her child so smoothly?
On the one hand, it is because Zhou Lan is naturally sensible, and on the other hand, Zhou Lan is always taking care of her feelings.
Anyone who has been with friends or lovers will understand how difficult it is to always take into account the feelings of another person.
But Zhou Lan has never made her feel unpleasant for even a second.
The feelings blooming at both ends of the balance have long been high and low, leaning to the extreme, but Sheng Yan thought there were only two fluttering feathers on it, and even considered whether to cut off some of her feathers, so as not to Cause misunderstanding to the other party.
After realizing this, Sheng Yan bit her lower lip lightly.
Seeing Zhou Lan, who raised her hand in front of her to block her face and didn’t want to show her fragility, Sheng Yan’s whole heart seemed to be pinched so hard that she almost couldn’t breathe.
She walked over and pulled Zhou Lan’s elbow. As expected, the child’s stubborn strength was beyond her ability.
It didn’t open the first time, and the same was true for the second and third time.
Finally, Sheng Yan could only sigh softly, and said to the child:
“Sorry, Lan Lan.”
She said: “I don’t know, like I make you so tired.”
In Sheng Yan’s impression, relationships should be happy and relaxed, but reality always adds many limiting factors to a relationship.
Because of the special relationship between her and Zhou Lan, when Zhou Lan’s heart was born, this relationship was not visible at the beginning. Later, she looked like an acrobat walking on a wire rope, with a cliff below her body, and she looked even more at the front. The other side before the head is supported in my heart with one breath.
Hearing what she said, Zhou Lan, who was originally unwilling to let go of her hand, shook her head hastily, and finally she was willing to move her elbow, but she still had to cover her eyes and refused to let her see her embarrassment completely.
The child with his head lowered whispered:
“Not tired…”
“It’s just too scared.”
I’m afraid of not being with you, and I’m afraid of being with you.
When Sheng Yan heard her say this, she suddenly realized that her love experience was not very good.
At least it has no effect on children.
She smiled lightly, took out from her pocket the clean tissue she had torn half of last night and handed it over, then raised her hand to hold Zhou Lan in her arms, and said to her:
“I don’t want to talk to you for a month, I can’t promise, I don’t accept it.”
“Let’s change another way—”
“How about punishing you to cook me a month’s meal?”
Before Zhou Lan could answer, she continued: “I haven’t seen you cook before. I heard that 10% of people have the potential to be a kitchen killer. Maybe you are one of them and I, no matter what you do. I have to eat everything.”
“What happened last night, I did feel a little bit bigger. Your worries are not unreasonable. Under normal circumstances, I should run away in time so that I can live up to the time you bought. No matter how bad, I should find someone. Good place to hide.”
“It makes you worry, I want to apologize, I’m sorry, I won’t be like this next time, I will do what I can.”
“As for you…”
“The bad guy is not you. You also know that sending too many people to follow me made me realize that I would be uncomfortable, and it might also affect the trust between us.”
“The first time after my accident, you rushed over and gave the correct instructions. You didn’t do anything wrong.”
“If you insist on saying that there is something bad, it is that you have such a lack of confidence in chasing people and chasing people. At first glance, you did not listen carefully. The teacher was very disappointed. Therefore, you will be punished to chase people seriously from today and start cooking for each other. Start!”
Sheng Yan finished speaking in one breath, and only the child’s consent and execution was left.
Hearing her words, Zhou Lan finally stopped her tears and raised her head with red eyes and called her:
“Sister Xu.”
“Hmm, do you have any objections?”
Zhou Lan bulged her cheeks, and then smiled at her suddenly. The water marks on her eyelashes were not dry yet, so she smeared her long, curly eyelashes together.
There was a nasal sound in her voice, and Tong Shengyan said, “Don’t dare to object.”
“But… this sounds like it has nothing to do with punishment, it’s more like… a reward.”
She said the last two words very quietly, but there was a little joy hidden in them.
Fortunately, Sheng Yan’s ears have always been good. After hearing her muttering, she thought about what she said and found that it made sense.
Sheng has always been a self-confident person, and it is even more unlikely that he will be slapped in the face.
“I can’t be calculated by the bad guys, and you can follow the vine to get the threats to the two of us, and the end result is that we are all unharmed and survived the catastrophe. Shouldn’t you be celebrating?”
Zhou Lan: “…”
She thought about it for a while and found it reasonable.
Sister Xu looks beautiful, and Sister Xu is right in everything!
She nodded and said to Sheng Yan: “Okay.”
Sheng Yan raised her hand and poked her forehead, her tone was a little helpless, but more conniving, and said with her:
“From now on, you are a suitor with official permission—”
“If you keep hiding from me because you are upset or make me find it painful for you to chase me like before, don’t blame me for giving you zero points, eh”
Zhou Lan nodded hard.
Because the mood was so fluctuating, a moment of hell, a moment of heaven, making her mind still bewildered at this moment, not understanding how things went in this direction unintentionally.
Obviously last night she was thinking about how to control herself not to disturb each other’s life after she separated from Sister Xu.
but……
That’s great.
Zhou Lan is willing to give up her mind at this time and follow Sheng Yan’s request to do anything she promises.
Especially when recalling the other party’s personal request just now, such as “Don’t conceal your true emotions” and “Don’t keep things in your heart”, Zhou Lan secretly said to herself in her heart:
This does not seem to be a requirement for the suitor.
This is a request for… lovers.
Pursuit is a unilateral action, and frankness, sharing, and trust must be noticed when two people get along.
Zhou Lan pursed her lips, trying not to make herself happy. She nodded and nodded constantly. At this moment, if she put a bowl of rice in front of her, and catch a group of hungry chirping little yellow chickens, I guess that. The speed of eating rice can’t match the frequency of her nodding.
Seeing her attention finally shifted from her previous self-blame, Sheng Yan couldn’t help but breathe a sigh of relief.
This is right.
Although she knows that there are always some sensitive places in children’s hearts, Sheng Yan thinks that she should have patience to let her gradually adapt to the world.
She is not confident in herself.
But…
I have confidence in Zhou Lan’s feelings for her.
This is a very subtle feeling.
When confronting an enemy or encountering a problem, she never thought of running away, because she has always believed in her own ability and never depends on others.
But now it’s time to watch the child treat her every sentence as a golden rule and prepare to implement each sentence.
Inexplicably, Sheng Yan had such confidence.
…
“I’m really…”
“Being a father and a mother again.”
At noon.
Sheng Yan sat on the sofa with her arms around her chest, eating grapes that had been peeled off by the children, watching TV, glancing at the movement in the kitchen from the outside, she said to the system in her heart.
system:”……”
After being quiet for a while, the system asked a very fatal question:
“So, you actually like her, right”
Maybe sometimes two people who like each other get along for a long time, the relationship is really easy to be like family love, there is not much passion or heartbeat.
But there are always some differences.
It is those subtle differences that make love love.
This is what the immediate boss once said to 222. It has never understood it well, but now that it analyzes the contradictions in the behavior before and after its host, it can only ask the question directly.
Sheng Yan was eating a grape, suddenly choked by it, almost stuck in her throat, and rolled her eyes at the ceiling when she heard the words.
She suddenly asked with interest:
“Hey, don’t you understand love? Why are you chasing me all day long to gossip.”
The system’s answer is quite serious: “Don’t ask clearly, how do I know if I am putting on the Baihe channel is right or wrong?”
Sheng Yan: “…”
It makes sense and cannot be refuted.
She snorted, and replied to the system: “You take your time to figure it out.”
Then, she moved her nose and smelled the scent wafting from the kitchen. She couldn’t help but sniffed hard, looking forward to the lunch later.
“Look, this kind of mutual reward model is so great, hey, I’m really a smart person.”
Sheng Yan was triumphant with the system in her heart.
until……
five minutes later.
With chopsticks stuffed in her hand, with Zhou Lan’s expectant gaze, Sheng Yan looked at the discs of black and black in front of her. She resisted the urge to scratch her head and mustered the courage to ask:
“Lan Lan, how come you have several plates of this dish?”
Washing the dishes is so troublesome now.
Hearing her words, Zhou Lan’s face flashed a little uneasy. God knows how good her knife is. She can cut vegetables, tofu, and meat into standard sizes.
Just…
After the vegetables are out of the pot, they have their own ideas.
Zhou Lan cleared her throat, but in the end she still didn’t have the courage to introduce the names of these dishes to her, but she said:
“I, I think this way we can eat one portion at a time, and we can save it for the next meal if we can’t finish it. It’s cleaner.”
Sheng Yan: “…”
This kind of dish, where did Bilian be saved for the next meal, is it embarrassing!
Of course, this kind of strange anger cannot be made.
Sheng Yan just took a serious expression, raised her chopsticks and put them down, and then tentatively stretched out again, after repeating this a few times-
The system asked her a word:
“Mutual reward model”
Sheng Yan: “…”
System: “You are really a smart person.”
Sheng Yan: “…”
She is about to throw chopsticks!
What kind of dark love is this!
It turned out to be a mutual punishment model in the end, right?
The author has something to say: Yanyan is a little angel, don’t refute it, hum!
Originally, what I followed today was the mode of stimulating Pray…
However, you know, let’s look at sweet love! make a fist!