Provoke the Fate of Crazy Beauties - Chapter 98

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    The love that I haven’t had time to feel well is ruined by Huo Junxian’s restraint

    Gu Siyu said his feelings, “You don’t really care whether I love you or not.”

    Huo Junxian also shared her feelings, she raised her eyes, her expression was sad, and also very sinister, “You don’t want to marry me.”

    They looked at each other calmly.

    It’s fair, one person will stab each other’s wounds.

    The wind in April is not so cold, but the two people are very hurt.

    Gu Siyu said incoherently: “Yes, yes, get married now, I want a cruise wedding, invite a lot of people, and then I walk off the cruise, everyone can see it, the stars are shining.”

    “Okay.” Huo Junxian agreed and followed her words: “As long as you want, we will hold the biggest wedding, do whatever you want, and I will give everything to me. you.”

    She walked over, held Gu Siyu’s hand holding the cup, and kissed Gu Siyu’s finger reverently, “The ring, I will also prepare it for you, just wear it on the middle finger, you I have it too.”

    If it goes on, there will be quarrels, Huo Junxian is so good, so rich, how ignorant it is to not marry her now.

    Gu Siyu came up drunk, she drank a lot at night, Huo Junxian held her hand, she knew she shouldn’t make trouble, it was a big occasion, she followed Huo Junxian away.

    When she got to the car, she pinched Huo Junxian’s chin again, grabbed Huo Junxian’s neck and said, “Huo Junxian, you almost tame me, are you happy?”

    “Huh?” Huo Junxian didn’t reprimand her when she was pinched in pain. She made a muffled sound in her throat. Use a umm to perfunctory.

    “I used to be so bad, I was really annoying, people would hate me when they heard my name, and they didn’t even want to hear my story. Because, because of you, I have Little by little, he has become the good guy I hate the most. You know what?” Gu Siyu laughed, drinking heavily, “I’m going to become a family member.”

    Huo Junxian was stunned for a second, she followed Gu Siyu’s back and said, “You are not a small animal.”

    “I am, I am!” Gu Siyu insisted, “It’s just a high-level human being, Huo Junxian, you really don’t know if you are taming her by circling a person… “

    She looked at Huo Junxian, her fingers landed on Huo Junxian’s face, pinching and touching, “Sometimes I feel that I am very special in your eyes, so special that I am unique in the world, and sometimes I feel that I am special Stupid, because in your eyes, I can actually be replaced by anyone.”

    It is a very happy thing, why is she so miserable.

    Will you get married because you are not in love, because you want to get married and have not prepared a ring in advance?

    Or something else made her so sad.

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    Maybe it’s because she can’t hold on, she can’t hold on long ago, because she can’t bear to be cruel again and again, now she catches Huo Junxian’s fault, and quickly uses the topic to play.

    “Are you afraid?” Huo Junxian didn’t indulge her sadness, and coaxed her softly, saying that the ring was looking for someone to make it, and that the wedding could be later, so they didn’t have to hurry.

    But there is no way to comfort Gu Siyu, Huo Junxian’s result will not change, Gu Siyu moved her lips, she wanted to try to change back to that bad boy.

    Not waiting for her to speak, Huo Junxian said in her ear: “I really want to be with you, I want to think about it.”

    She held her hand, tied tightly together, she kissed Gu Siyu’s lips, “I know you will leave me, I know you are looking for someone to investigate me, but I I don’t want to break it, we are just fine.”

    Gu Siyu was dizzy, she was groggy and wanted to vomit, the secretary quickly found a place to park, Huo Junxian went to help Gu Siyu get off, Gu Siyu vomited before she could stand still All over, Gu Siyu felt much more comfortable after vomiting. She looked at Huo Junxian with a wicked smile, “I’m sorry.”

    Huo Junxian was not angry, and asked the secretary to bring water to wash her mouth, and then solve her mess.

    Gu Siyu leaned against the tree crookedly, watching her movements.

    Then, she raised her steps and walked forward, Huo Junxian looked at the secretary, the secretary hurriedly followed Gu Siyu and tried to pull her back, and said softly: “Miss Gu, what’s wrong with you, where do you feel? If you are not feeling well, you can talk to the lady.”

    “Speak?” Gu Siyu began to vomit, she drank too much at the banquet, and she held the tree, “What do you say, are you going to face me?”

    Although she is drunk, Gu Siyu is very clear that the secretary relies on the Huo family to eat, she will definitely approve of this wedding, there is nothing to say.

    My head hurts and I’m so drunk. I didn’t understand why I was sad before drinking, but not only did I not understand after drinking, but it inspired the pain.

    She used to be so bluffing, waving the flag and shouting that she wanted to escape, and pressing it back again and again to endure it, but now it was flat but let her collapse.

    Gu Siyu feels that she is very hypocritical.

    This is too sad.

    She took a few steps and saw the house in the distance, thinking that she had reached Huo Junxian’s villa and was going to smash the door.

    Huo Junxian pulled her back and said, “You went wrong.”

    “Aren’t they all the same?” Gu Siyu was puzzled, “Do you think there is any difference?”

    Huo Junxian held her hand tightly, her face was sullen, her brows were wrinkled, she didn’t understand, faintly showing pain, her tone was still doting, comforting Gu Siyu, “You don’t want to knot, then We’re done.”

    She held Gu Siyu’s fingers tightly and said that she would not marry, but she was unwilling to let her go.

    “Are you feeling sad?” Gu Siyu asked her.

    Huo Junxian nodded.

    “Me too, we are torturing each other. Actually, you don’t know how to like someone, and I don’t know either. Look at Chen Tao and his wife, one domestic and one overseas, so they can be happy…”

    “I think so too.” Huo Junxian said suddenly.

    Gu Siyu looked at her in surprise, Huo Junxian said the latter paragraph, “They got married.”

    It seems to be fine.

    Gu Siyu was speechless by what she said, “But they agreed to marry each other, let’s not talk about marriage, don’t you think something is wrong with us, if I go abroad…”

    “Nothing else will work.” Huo Junxian said, she gritted her teeth, “Nothing else will really work.”

    She walked forward, holding Gu Siyu’s face, she kissed Gu Siyu’s lips, put her hands on the back of her head, and bit her lips gently, as if not letting her out The voice began to increase its strength, blocking her sentence by sentence.

    They kissed on both sides of the road, and the air had the fragrance of green leaves.

    Gu Siyu didn’t push her away, she just resisted and avoided her kiss, Huo Junxian pulled her into the car and pressed her tightly, the two of them got stuck in the back seat of the sofa, the narrow space Tie two people together.

     “Let go.” Gu Siyu groaned.

    Huo Junxian bit the bit of flesh on her lips, her teeth pierced her lips, “Don’t…”

    She kissed Gu Siyu’s neck, bit the soft flesh on it, afraid that she would lick it gently, and finally reached her ear, “Gu Siyu, don’t leave me, okay…please Please.”

    Gu Siyu didn’t say anything, her heart was soft and messy, and she didn’t agree, and she was so hard-hearted that it made people tremble.

    Faced with Gu Siyu’s sudden loss of control, Huo Junxian was also at a loss, her expression failed to adjust several times, she pushed Gu Siyu’s hair behind her ear and said, “Don’t be uncomfortable, You’re drunk, you’ll be fine when you wake up, don’t be sad, it’s my fault.”

    Gu Siyu didn’t respond, she made her tremble, tears came out of her eyes and fell little by little.

    Gu Siyu is also very tired, everyone is very tired.

    Huo Junxian did not continue to mention the marriage, and she made her own concessions, but she took Gu Siyu tighter, and was afraid that she would suddenly run away, and her hands basically did not follow Gu Siyu Take it off.

      , No matter how angry Gu Siyu is, she is docile, according to Gu Siyu.

    Huo Junxian also tentatively asked Gu Siyu who was the one who leaked the wedding to her, she never told anyone.

    Gu Siyu did not reveal that it was Lin Ke. She was afraid that she would not hear any information in the future. The security of the villa is very good.

    Gu Siyu didn’t tell her to leave, as if she had completely given up struggling, she lay on the sofa every day and made a caged bird.

    She remembered the bird she raised, she broke her wings, she couldn’t go anywhere, she stayed in the box all day to eat and drink.

    Two weeks later, Chen Tao came back from abroad to talk to Huo Junxian.

      How to arrange.

    The two were talking in the study, Gu Siyu went to eavesdrop, Huo Junxian did not give an answer, Gu Siyu counted three, she went down the stairs and picked it up in Huo Junxian’s garage She pushed out her motorcycle, and when she got outside, she kept increasing the speed.

    Ten minutes on, her phone rang.

    Gu Siyu frowned, wondering if she should answer the call, the wind blew her hair.

    She has been absent-minded, Gu Siyu knows that riding a bicycle is very dangerous, it hurts others and herself, she bites her lip hard, and soon her lip breaks, during this time they often kiss, lip bite It was red and swollen.

    I called the phone three times, and it stopped.

    Gu Siyu drove the car to the beach near the racetrack. She took out her mobile phone and looked at the missed calls and messages.

    Huo Junxian: [If you don’t want to tie it, you won’t tie it, and I won’t force you. 】

    Huo Junxian: [Where are you? 】

    Gu Siyu: [The seaside behind the racetrack [picture]]

    Huo Junxian: [I’m here to find you. 】

    Gu Siyu replied ok, she knew that she couldn’t see Huo Junxian now, she didn’t want to see her, she was so messed up that she didn’t know what to do.

    The last time she left, Gu Siyu’s actions were not firm, but her goal was firm. This time she hesitated, but became more sad.

    After the message was sent, Gu Siyu listened to the sound of the waves for a while. She did not play the game of controlling the sea when she was a child. Growing up, there is nothing left that is immediately hit by reality.

    She stayed for a while and left on a motorcycle, wandering around the city, she went to many places, she went to the pet hospital, the river beach, the playground… Finally, she went to the small school near the school stall.

    She found a seat and sat down and asked the boss to serve her dishes, spicy or numb.

    The boss kindly reminded her that she couldn’t finish it all by herself.

    Gu Siyu said: “If you’re in a bad mood, you can go on.”

    When she was waiting for the boss, she had a headache and put her hand on her chin. The boss brought the beer first, and she opened a can and blew it.

    Bottle by bottle, she opened her phone this time, and no other information came in except Huo Junxian’s information.

    Gu Siyu never cared about this before. She used to be alone with loneliness and lived freely, but now she is afraid of loneliness, but there is no one around.

    No one accompanies her to drink, she dare not go to the bar to drink as carelessly as before.

      I understand this kind of thinking, because I have coveted a person for a long time, and I want her to have nothing but to climb into my bed.”

    Gu Siyu did not observe the size of the banquet venue, nor did she know anyone as Huo Junxian’s female companion. She ran around the entire venue, as if she had walked into a foggy forest, and couldn’t find a single point. way out.

    Memories are densely stacked.

    She drank for a long time, the boss came to see it once, Gu Siyu asked the boss to replace the food on the table and give her a new one. Bring it back when it’s hot.

    People are afraid of the dark, but if you want to say where you feel more secure, it must be where others can’t see it.

    Gu Siyu drank three bottles of wine before she started to eat. She wanted to talk to someone, so she rummaged through her phone and put it back.

    She has no friends.

    Not long after she felt that someone was walking towards her again, Gu Siyu was so frightened that she raised her body violently, and her movements moved the table, the wine bottle on it fell down, and the wine only flowed down.

    “Hey, Miss Gu, is it me, did I scare you?”

    Gu Siyu was slightly stunned, looking at the person in front of him.

    “Tattoo artist.” The tattoo artist was very impressed with her, to be precise, Huo Junxian, who came with her.

    “Oh, it’s you.” Gu Siyu remembered, this fate is absolutely dead, it seems that she ran into her last time, Gu Siyu was not very happy to see her, Because of this, it is very likely that she will be caught by Huo Junxian again.

    She gave up struggling, and put her hand on the table to support her forehead.

    The tattoo artist said: “I just saw you for a long time, why are you drinking here alone, my friend.”

    Friends?

    Gu Siyu said: “I don’t tattoo.”

    There will be no tattoos on the back. The money for the design had already been paid, she thought sadly, there was no one around.

    The tattoo artist sat down, “I work here, just passing by, not soliciting customers, it feels quite a coincidence.”

    It can’t be a coincidence, because Gu Siyu is studying in this place, and this is her psychological safety zone. It was only after she came out of society that she realized that the outside world was big and dangerous. Although she was an annoying gangster in school, at least everyone was afraid of her, and a group of younger brothers sought after her.

    She said that she didn’t care, she really regretted it, and regretted that she didn’t study hard at the beginning. If she insisted on getting the first place, would she be able to waive the tuition fee, why? why?

    “Wounded by love?” the tattoo artist asked with concern.

    Gu Siyu did not deny it, she was also tired and wanted to talk, “She wants to marry me.”

    “Aren’t you ready?”

    “It’s not that we’re not ready, it’s that we’re not ready at all. We’re not in love, and we’ll be bound by marriage without any commitment.”

    The tattoo artist did not refute her words, but after thinking about it, she returned to her, “Marriage is a big event, you really can’t be impulsive, you can tell her well, and it will be good for everyone if you wait.”

    “She backed down, but I found that backing down can’t make the difference between us unclear, it’s always a chicken-and-duck talk, and always maintains the surface calm. I’ve already given in, she will only pursue the victory , she loves me, yes I feel it, but she also suffocates me. She backed down, and I don’t believe her, and now I’m afraid if there is a slight disturbance, she doesn’t trust me, and I don’t trust myself.”

    Gu Siyu said: “I don’t understand, I also reflected for two weeks, I could endure anything before, why can’t I bear it all of a sudden here. To love someone is to sacrifice Freedom, but I also have room to breathe. I know I have to talk to her, but I can’t continue. Every time I talk, I go back to the original point. I feel very powerless. I want to give her a sense of security, but I can’t. It’s not her fault, it’s my fault too…”

    She talked a lot, rambled, messed up, she couldn’t understand it herself, pulled the fabric on her chest, and it was very uncomfortable.

    Gu Siyu looks at the sky, the sky is full of stars, and the spring night is infinitely beautiful.

    The tattoo artist understood and said, “Your situation is indeed not suitable for marriage. If communication fails, separate for a while to see if you need each other so much, and your relationship also needs to be calm and settled. “

    “Inseparable, if I want to leave, she stays, and once she leaves, she shrinks the circle. Now I only have so much space around me.”

    Gu Siyu compares it to show her, her thumb is so big, she can’t find anyone when she comes out to drink today, she has no friends or relatives, she only has Huo Junxian. But she was sad because of Huo Junxian.

    The tattoo artist said: “Then your relationship is very unhealthy.”

      .”

     “Everything is back to the original point, it’s my reason, I ran once and she didn’t trust her, and I said later that I wanted to run away from her, it was my reason…”

      .”

    Gu Siyu finished drinking a glass of wine, she felt sad again, “I haven’t fallen in love yet, because of mutual squeeze, the feelings are gone.”

    Marriage should be a very happy thing, why did it become such a painful thing, making her afraid.

    Before they quarreled, Huo Junxian asked her to call her master, so humiliating her, she was all angry, numb, not so wronged like now, yes, she felt a little wronged.

     After talking nonsense, Gu Siyu felt a little better, “She is very good, I want to be close to her, to be with her, but I can’t give up my freedom. I am afraid that we will never stop after that. I’m afraid that she and I will end up like her and my ex-husband, and I’m also afraid that we will torture each other like my father and my mother because of suspicion, and eventually become violent. I don’t want to marry her.”

    “How long have you known each other?” asked the tattoo artist.

    “Two months and a year.”

      Be prepared, a person’s efforts are sure to be riddled with holes, and the most important thing is that you still don’t have enough trust in each other.”

    “You used to run for freedom, but now it’s because of love. Love brings people together, but now it separates people. Do you love her?”

    Gu Siyu closed his eyes and slammed his hand on the table.

    The tattoo artist leaned forward a little and said, “You hum.”

    “Well, I like it, and I love it very much.” Gu Siyu’s lips moved, and her expression was sad. After saying so much, she was just depressed and calm. Covering his face, he said depressingly, “I’ve been in a relationship before, and I’ve been in a puppy love since high school, but with her, my heart beats faster, it’s throbbing, and I like it very much.”

    “Did you tell her? Maybe she doesn’t know you like her and you love her, so she’s not at ease.”

    “I don’t dare.” Gu Siyu shook his head, tears fell, “I really don’t dare.”

    “I took a step back, she took a step further, getting closer and closer, so suffocating. I think we are very happy together, but when we are in pain, we can overcome all the happiness.”

    “I can guess her feelings, she must feel that I gave her hope, and cruelly killed her hope, I feel so sorry for her, I am so selfish, I can’t protect her, I can’t love her like a lover, I’m not brave. Every time I quarrel, I see her expression is distorted, but she has to be gentle and tell me it’s okay, I know something is wrong. “

    Gu Siyu raised her hand to wipe her tears, took a slow breath, and seemed not to cry.

    Huo Junxian is not a bad temper. Before she slapped Huo Junxian, Huo Junxian would definitely slap her back.

    Because of that quarrel, Huo Junxian was holding back, she could have said “Gu Siyu, you are mine, I will surround you, you came in, I will not let it go You, I want to catch you at the ends of the earth”, now saying “it’s okay, it’s really okay”.

    This is not progress, it is stifling.

    She wants to fight with Huo Junxian, and fight to the death.

    To put it bluntly, the last straw that broke the camel’s back appeared.

    Turning through the old accounts, both of them have done a lot of mistakes, and neither can tolerate the other.

    The tattoo artist is the most normal one she has encountered so far.

    “You love her so much.” The tattoo artist sighed.

    Gu Siyu was not surprised, she said so long ago, she looked at the tattoo artist and said weakly: “Do you think this is the way to continue the torture, or let go.”

    The tattoo artist snorted, she did the tattoo, not as an emotional tutor. From her normal thinking, such a distorted relationship, it is reasonable to think about each other quietly.

    But they can’t even move away from the alone space.

    The tattoo artist opened a bottle of beer and said, “Follow your heart.”

    Gu Siyu didn’t get the answer, so she still thanked her, it was enough for someone to listen to her vent. She continued to drink until she was drunk. The tattoo artist called a car for her. The motorcycle stopped at the boss’s door. The tattoo artist asked her where she was going and if she wanted to call a friend to pick her up.

    “No friends.”

    “Family?”

    “Neither.”

    The tattoo artist didn’t say more, and specifically called the car of the female driver.

    “Go back.”

    Gu Siyu reported the place name, the driver drove all the way back, saw such a luxurious building, and sighed that the land here is expensive, and he can’t afford a toilet for a lifetime.

    Gu Siyu got out of the car and waved her hand, entered the password, the lights in the villa went out, Huo Junxian should go to her.

    She lay in the doorway and picked up the phone when it rang.

    “Where are you.” Huo Junxian’s tone was very serious.

    For Huo Junxian, she must hold fast and not let go. Gu Siyu ran away as soon as the wind blew. Possession is the best way to relieve anxiety. If you want this person, you want her body, soul, and everything to belong to you.

     She loves her so much that she is insecure. She loves the way this person is by her side, likes her promises, covets her tenderness, even if she can’t do it, even if she lies, she still loves her very much.

    Huo Junxian is not so arrogant, she also knelt down when dealing with feelings, “Gu Siyu, where are you, I want to see you.”

    “Huo Junxian, let’s be apart for a while, and think about what we’re going to do…”

    Before she finished speaking, Huo Junxian was interrupted, “Are you going?”

    Huo Junxian exposed the words, very essential.

    “If it goes on like this, I may go…”

    “Maybe…”

    She thought.

    Gu Siyu felt that she should not lie to her, “Yes. I want to go, so…”

    “Gu Siyu.”

    Huo Junxian asked her, “Did I act less sad? It’s getting better, so you’re leaving. If so, then I’m sad every day. You continue to be with me… “

    “No.” Gu Siyu knew clearly, no.

    The fact that she left Huo Junxian cannot be rationalized, she will definitely be hated and hated.

    But it doesn’t matter, she hates herself for hating herself.

    Huo Junxian said: “I hate you, Gu Siyu, I really hate you.”

    She tore off her disguise and showed her uncontrollable madness, “If you dare to leave, I will disturb the world and bring you back…”

    Gu Siyu hung up the phone.

    She thought, if Huo Junxian came back today, Huo Junxian would have a little faith that she would not leave, she would come back, she would not leave, and continue to torture.

    If Huo Junxian is still looking for her madly outside, she will leave.

    Really, really gone.

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    The author has something to say:

    I’m ready to be scolded, you don’t have to suppress yourself

    This time the straw for both of them is broken, and they are leaving T_T

    Let’s go and come back, both of them have to be considered carefully, we won’t torture each other.

    As for how to be together in the future, you will know when Xiaogu runs back.

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