Purely by Accident - Chapter 63
Pei Youshan and Xu Jingshu have chosen a corner in the kitchen that is most suitable for conversation. It just happens to be not a meal right now, and there are not many customers in the store.
Xue Yingyue avoided it thoughtfully.
Pei Youshan moved her gaze away from the water glass, and when she raised her eyes, she ran into the gaze of the person opposite.
Gentle and affectionate, hot as the sun, just as calm as she was for her.
Pei Youshan’s complexion was slightly warm, and the white ear tips hidden under her curly hair were quietly pink.
This was the first time since they quarreled, sitting opposite each other peacefully, and it was also the first time she faced such gazes peacefully in the stalemate for so many days.
Feeling awkward to be seen, she avoided her sight and took a sip from the water glass.
Xu Jingshu saw her movements in full view, the corners of her lips lightly raised, and she asked first: “How is the food, how is it delicious?”
Pei Youshan subconsciously replied: “It’s delicious.”
After a moment of stunned, he came back to his senses: “I didn’t plan to tell you this!”
“It’s delicious.” Xu Jingshu was relieved, and then entered the topic, “What does Shanshan want to tell me?”
“Give you a chance to explain.”
Pei Youshan put down the water glass without making any corners.
“Explain all the ins and outs to me.”
Why did you become her lover, why lie to her, and why you persisted till now.
She must know all the answers.
Seeing that Pei Youshan was willing to talk to herself peacefully, Xu Jingshu felt relieved and relieved.
How to explain this matter frankly, she has conceived countless versions during this time, and finally made her thoughts become smooth and clear, so that she will not be as confused as the night when the incident broke out.
Nor would she dare to say anything because she was afraid of making Pei Youshan even more angry.
People should solve problems when they encounter problems, not accumulate them.
If you don’t make this clear, it will become a thorn that will always pierce the bottom of the two people’s hearts, and this life will not be happy.
She cut in from what Pei Youshan cared about the most, her speech was clear, and her tone of voice was calm enough for Pei Youshan to hear clearly.
“I admit that when I first knew your identity, I really didn’t want to be honest with you.”
Pei Youshan quietly grasped her skirt tightly.
Sure enough, no matter when you hear this sentence, it will make people’s fists tough!
Then she heard Xu Jingshu continue: “Because I didn’t know until then that your missed appointment was actually drinking at the Liuli Lake. And you still listen to other people’s rumors.”
“If someone else treats me this way, I will never let him go in my entire life.”
“…”
Pei Youshan’s clenched hand loosened again.
“But you are different.” Xu Jingshu said, “You are too cute, so cute that you can’t be cruel to you. It just so happens that you are my gold master, so I want to use this opportunity to tease you, Vent out.”
Pei Youshan thought for a while and said, “But I also apologized to you, why didn’t you tell me who I was?”
Xu Jingshu, who was angry with Pei Lan and hurt the innocent, has always felt guilty in her heart, and the apology is sincere.
At that time, Xu Jingshu also accepted. Since there was a peace talk, why not just confess?
Why continue to lie to her?
——Is it because she is cute? !
Xu Jingshu leaned forward, her eyes calming down.
“Don’t say it because I didn’t know that this marriage contract was a contradiction between you and Aunt Pei, and mistakenly thought that what you hated was me who had never met.
“In addition, I also want to dissolve the marriage contract. I am worried that after the meeting, you will betray our invisible anti-marriage alliance for some reason. Therefore, before the dissolution of the marriage contract, I have no willingness to confess.
“It’s also my fault here, I misunderstood you, I’m sorry Shanshan.”
Pei Youshan: “…for some reason?”
Xu Jingshu was silent, and pointed her face up.
Pei Youshan: “…”
She knew it, she knew it!
As Yankong, she is always misunderstood that she “has a face and everything is enough”, how can she have such no bottom line! !
Forget it, for the sake of her and Pei Lanqing’s success in the confrontation, she doesn’t need to pursue this matter.
She curled her lips and said unhappy: “But you didn’t say anything after the marriage contract was dissolved…”
Xu Jingshu’s affectionate eyes suddenly became distressed: “Yes, because the development of the matter has exceeded my expectations.”
“——I like you.”
Pei Youshan was taken aback for a moment.
Xu Jingshu smiled bitterly: “It’s like a joke. As soon as we broke off the marriage, I found out that I felt at a loss for you.”
She whispered to her about her distress, like a poor person who could do nothing to do with the world.
“After liking you, I tried to confess. For this I tried to test you, but you said that you could not accept’Xu Jingshu’ and said that you want to be a’passenger of life’, I dare not confess, thinking whimsically, maybe waiting for you to like I’ll be fine.
“But I didn’t expect that when you like me, I will like you more and more, and become more and more afraid that you will not accept me and will leave me.
“So I am becoming more and more silent about my identity, and I don’t know how to tell you so that you can accept this identity you don’t like.
“Until Aunt Pei appeared and everything was exposed, you got angry and broke up with me…”
She seemed to have experienced the distress of that period of time again, once again pushed further and further by Pei Youshan, her tone gradually became low, and she couldn’t linger in Pei Youshan’s ears.
Pei Youshan’s heart also seemed to be tightly twisted together, both painful and sad.
It turned out that Xu Jingshu was so worried about gains and losses during their sweet countless days and nights.
It was her resistance that made her fearless and timid.
Pei Youshan felt like her chest was stuffed, stuffy and heavy, so she didn’t know what to say.
This person likes her.
Like her more than she thought.
Even willing to become timid because she didn’t care about anything from the beginning.
But why did she agree to this absurd nurturing relationship in the first place?
Pei Youshan was puzzled and asked.
After Xu Jingshu listened, she leaned back, raised her hand to prop up her temple, and looked at her with a smile: “It’s my reason.”
“There is also your reason.”
Pei Youshan: “???”
She was dumbfounded: “At that time we only met for the second time. You can’t say you think I’m cute again, right?”
Xu Jingshu smiled and said, “Of course not.”
Her eyes were open and frank: “I thought you were…”
“Fun.”
“Obviously, I only met me once, but remembered me, saying that I was serving food.
“He also said that he would support me, so that I would struggle for ten years less.
“So I thought you were really funny at the time.”
Hearing these words, Pei Youshan couldn’t help starting to be a foot artist, picking up real estate for herself.
Don’t mention her madness when she is drinking and drinking…
She took a slobber in embarrassment, settled her mind, and said, “Then, then you agree to it just because it’s fun? So you’re too casual…”
If this is the case, then there will be someone more fun than her in the future, isn’t Xu Jingshu hooked away again?
Live like an unstable molecule.
Xu Jingshu gently shook her head: “Although I like to play, this thing is not only ‘fun’ that can move me.”
“And you.”
“Shanshan, did you know that you have eyes that people can’t refuse?”
To this day, she still remembers that Pei Youshan held her arm and stared at her with her peachy eyes open that night, asking her to agree to her appearance.
Like the bright stars staring at her, and like the affectionate autumn water, just one glance can make people willing to fall into it, and they can’t refuse.
Pei Youshan was dumb right now, and suddenly enlightened.
No wonder Xu Jingshu always likes to kiss her eyes, and praise her eyes for their beauty…
Xu Jingshu continued: “I was curious before, why I couldn’t refuse it after a few glances by you. There are obviously many people in this world who have beautiful eyes like yours. Why can’t they impress me, but you can.”
She slowly looked at the face of her beloved, and smiled softly: “But I now know the answer.”
“You are different from them.
“To me, they are strangers passing by.
“And you are my gravity, whether it is my eyes or my character, I am destined to be attracted to you and have nowhere to escape.”
Pei Youshan was completely stunned.
She saw the sky blowing in from the window with the breeze, brushing Xu Jingshu’s black hair, quietly melting into those affectionate eyes.
Time is at this moment, both beautiful and gentle.
The heart “thumped” quickly.
When all the dissatisfaction and complaints were gone, she could not refuse her sincere love.
Whether it was before or now.
Her eyes flustered and shyly avoided her smiling and passionate eyes, and her throat was itchy and dry.
Unconsciously held up the water and poured into his throat.
The breeze blowing silently, the sound is soft, it seems that the surroundings are quiet.
The breathing and heartbeat sound seemed to be amplified.
Panicked and chaotic, and hopeless.
Xu Jingshu’s confession disrupted all her expectations.
She thought it was just an ordinary confession game, but unexpectedly, it became Xu Jingshu’s confession game in the end.
However, Xu Jingshu’s sentences are sincere, frank and frank, so people can’t refute them, and they don’t even know how to get angry.
She was wrong, but she was not the only one who was wrong.
Not the most embarrassing one.
After accepting this explanation and calmly analyzing it, Pei Youshan started to feel embarrassed instead.
What she has done and said before has become the annual death scene, relentlessly replayed in her mind.
It was as if she had no time to be embarrassed because she was busy getting angry those days, and finally stopped being angry, so embarrassed, she rushed forward and pressed her head to ask her to make up for those days.
——Is there a train? Give the child one.
She covered her face and said, “If I knew you were Xu Jingshu, I would definitely not do so many embarrassing things…”
Unexpectedly, Xu Jingshu hooked out her embarrassment, and hurriedly shook her hand, obediently admitting her mistake: “It’s my fault, I’m sorry Shanshan.”
“Do you want to bite me out again?”
“Who wants to bite you!”
Pei Youshan was angry and funny.
Xu Jingshu really treats her like a dog!
Obviously she is more like a dog herself, and she is still wet, the kind of pitiful…
“Then would you like to give me another chance?”
Suddenly hearing Xu Jingshu’s question, she couldn’t help being startled, slowly lowering her hand and looking at the person on the other side.
“Pursue your opportunity.”
Xu Jingshu didn’t know what she was thinking about right now, and she was afraid that she would not pay attention to herself for several days because she felt embarrassed, so she wanted to win her the status of an “affirmed suitor” first. She can stay by her side in a fair manner.
Until she is ready to accept her again and accept Xu Jingshu’s identity.
Pei Youshan stared at her eyes, the tip of her heart was so soft that she couldn’t say a “no”.
She knew that this was a little room for her embarrassment while she was stepping down the steps. Only when she accepts everything in the past, she can truly accept a new her wholeheartedly.
And she hasn’t been chased by her yet, since she is so proactive… isn’t it impossible?
Xu Jingshu looked at her expectantly: “Okay? Shanshan.”
After a while, Pei Youshan finally spoke.
“I moved back to Biyun Garden. Don’t go to the sea and the sky in the future.”
——She agreed!
Eyes filled with joy.
Xu Jingshu’s eyes bend lightly: “Yeah.”
“One more thing, Shanshan.”
“?”
“Can I leave your blacklist?”
“…”
…
At night, Pei Youshan lay alone on the bed and watched her mobile phone.
After releasing Xu Jingshu from the blacklist, she suddenly turned over the message Xu Jingshu had sent to her patiently.
Quietly peeked out the flowering branches outside the window.
Beautiful little succulent.
I accidentally dip a slice of sweet and sour pork with chopped green onion.
Even the neatly arranged Rubik’s Cube on the desk had to be photographed for her.
She browsed the information interface quietly, with an imperceptible smile on her lips.
Suddenly, it seemed that she was also an inseparable part of her life.
And those love words.
Sweet lingering, sincere words, from the heart.
Especially today’s confession.
——You are my gravity, I have nowhere to escape.
It almost killed her.
Looking through the records, she found that Xu Jingshu had never stopped explaining to her, but she was angry at the time and couldn’t listen to it, let alone think about their relationship calmly and rationally.
But it cannot be said that Xu Jingshu is not at all wrong. This is a question of trust. Sincerity is the most important thing in love.
She hoped that Xu Jingshu would remember this lesson and not have another one.
Then I accidentally flipped to the previous record.
The history of social death reappeared, and the embarrassment immediately returned, and she was surrounded by lightning.
The phone was thrown away, she buried her face in the quilt in shame, and became a foot artist again.
——Really don’t have another time, otherwise Xu Jingshu will just wait to be a visitor in her life! ! !
I don’t know if she felt it, she just complained Xu Jingshu in her heart, and Xu Jingshu called her.
“Does Shanshan miss me?”
Pei Youshan: “…”
Does she miss her? It was clearly fighting wits and embarrassment.
She proudly said: “No.”
Xu Jingshu is not in a hurry, the voice from the phone is still gentle: “Then I miss you too.”
Hearing this voice, Pei Youshan unconsciously pulled the phone closer to herself, and then circled the bed while saying: “I won’t sleep at night, what do you want me to do…”
Xu Jingshu glanced at her empty side: “Because it’s been a long time since I heard your voice before going to bed.”
Counting it all, she hasn’t been close to Pei Youshan for almost two weeks.
The last time they had the closest contact was the time when Pei Youshan got angry and bit her…it was miserable to think about it.
Pei Youshan did not speak, and slowly hugged the quilt tightly.
Then suddenly one thing came to mind: “Xu Jingshu, why are you being exposed to such rumors?”
Xu Jingshu roughly speculated: “It’s probably because I went to the bathroom halfway while participating in a social gathering, so I was misunderstood by others that the person staying next to my secretary was me.”
“This ‘play’ doesn’t refer to the lover, but the game. I will ask the secretary to play a good game for me on the tablet, and I will let her try it on her own before giving it to me.”
“…”
The rumors that can be spread like that are outrageous!
Pei Youshan felt embarrassed by misunderstanding her, she didn’t show up on her face, “Oh”, and said, “You have a good relationship with your secretary, male and female?”
She regretted the question after the second half of the sentence.
Why does it sound so jealous? !
“Female.” Xu Jingshu smiled, “It’s the ‘colleague’ who was on a business trip with me in Jinshi last time.”
Pei Youshan: “…”
It turns out that she also greeted the secretary at that time…
Okay, they evened another one.
Seeing her not speaking, Xu Jingshu thought about her question just now, and smiled softly: “Is Shanshan jealous?”
“Yes, what’s so jealous!” Pei Youshan hurriedly said, “Who doesn’t have a female secretary yet, I have more than one!”
As a decent pursued, is it appropriate to eat the vinegar of a suitor?
She couldn’t be Xu Jingshu who hadn’t chased her, she would expose and accept it first, otherwise she would appear to be too unreserved and too easy to chase.
So she decided to let Xu Jingshu perform a few more times, and she wouldn’t let her hug her before that!
“Then they look good,” Xu Jingshu’s voice came from the receiver, “Does it look good?”
Pei Youshan: “Of course it looks good!”
Xu Jingshu: “Oh, better-looking than me?”
Pei Youshan’s conscience prevented her from saying: “…”
Xu Jingshu had the answer and smiled satisfied: “Well, then I can rest assured.”
At least for now, she is still the best suitor.
Pei Youshan feels inexplicably molested, she can’t help but blush: “I won’t tell you, I’m going to sleep.”
“Okay, good night, have a good dream.”
Xu Jingshu watched the call was hurriedly cut off, and turned off the bedside lamp with satisfaction.
She thought that she should have a good dream tonight.
Because the cat came back to her again.
…
“Oh, Mr. Xu, the spring breeze is all over his face.”
Xu Ge handed her a cup of coffee, raised an eyebrow and smiled.
“Is it… Miss Pei is paying attention to you again?”
Xu Jingshu smiled: “Guess well.”
Xu Ge’s face was as it should be: “Because nothing else can mobilize your emotions recently, even if a billion yuan falls from the sky.”
While talking, the topic of the two people turned to work.
Xu Ge said: “Xu Dong and Pei Dong seem to want to create a design hotel in a joint venture. Do you think who will be sent from both sides to be responsible?”
Xu Jingshu thoughtfully took a sip of warm coffee, raised her lips and chuckled, “You’ll know it then.”
Xu Ge felt that her smile was very wrong, and she felt like she was silently named.
The alarm bell rang in my heart, and my eyes moved immediately with her footsteps, staring at her back: “Your mother will definitely leave this to you to decide, you don’t want me to go!”
“Don’t, I still want to take a vacation with my family!”
“Old Xu—”
Xu Jingshu stopped and looked at her with a faint smile: “I’m not that ruthless yet.”
Then turned his back and waved his hand: “I’m going back, call me if you have something to do.”
…
Xu Jingshu took the work home to deal with it, because she wanted to spend some time to make soup for Pei Youshan, not only could help Pei Youshan, but also after Pei Youshan got off work, she also had an excuse to come home.
Excellent suitors must learn to create opportunities to get along with each other.
As a result, I accidentally scratched my finger when cutting vegetables today, and the red blood suddenly filled the wound.
Xu Jingshu didn’t even bother to frown her brows, cleaned and disinfected, put on band-aids, and continued to cut vegetables. Everything seemed like nothing happened.
Pei Youshan is still a little awkward to her now, she has to behave well, seize every opportunity, let Pei Youshan get used to her “Xu Jingshu” as soon as possible, so that she can accept her quickly.
…
As soon as Pei Youshan got home from get off work, she received news from Xu Jingshu, asking her what she would like to eat at night and whether she would like to drink soup.
She didn’t have this habit before, but after being with Xu Jingshu, she developed the habit of having to drink soup every meal.
Now that she was asked so, and she happened to step on the meal, she was suddenly aroused.
[Pei Youshan]: I just want to…
Xu Jingshu immediately replied: [I will send it to you in a while, wait for me at home]
Pei Youshan: “???”
Is the speed of this conversation prepared? ? ?
Ten minutes later, Xu Jingshu walked out of the elevator carrying an insulated lunch box, raised his finger and pressed the doorbell.
When I came here last time, I was looking for Pei Youshan, but it was empty.
But not this time.
She looked at her finger, and there was a band-aid around it.
After thinking in silence for a moment, she tore off the band-aid.
Pei Youshan opened the door and saw she lifted the soup in her hand and smiled softly at herself and said, “Takeaway.”
Pei Youshan was surprised at her speed, took the soup, and invited her into the house: “You have cooked the soup a long time ago.”
“Well, I work at home in the afternoon.” Xu Jingshu did not deny, and then followed Pei Youshan all the time.
Pei Youshan put down the soup and turned around suspiciously: “What are you doing with me?”
Xu Jingshu raised her injured finger without reddening her face and said, “Shanshan, I cut my hand while cutting vegetables.”
Pei Youshan held her hand, and when she saw the small wound, she was worried and surprised and asked: “Why don’t you put a band-aid on it? That’s it?”
“No, I posted it.” Xu Jingshu said.
Pei Youshan: “?”
“What about band-aids?”
Is this the emperor’s new band-aid?
Otherwise, why can’t she see? ? ?
Xu Jingshu still didn’t change her face: “I just tore it off.”
Pei Youshan looked dazed: “What are you tearing off?”
Xu Jingshu looked at her with piercing eyes, with a pitiful tone: “I want Shanshan to post another one for me.”
“…”
Can’t fight, can’t fight at all.
Pei Youshan really didn’t understand, how could this person be able to be so cold, charming and pitiful, not against peace.
As soon as her tight nerves were loosened, she felt amused and helpless.
It’s worthy of being someone who can care about names with children.
There is no other way but to post it for her. In any case, she hurt her fingers just to make soup for her.
Lead the person to the sofa and sit down, and take out the small household medicine cabinet from the coffee table.
Taking out a band-aid and tearing it open, Pei Youshan lowered her eyes and carefully helped Xu Jingshu stick to the wound.
“Does it hurt?” Pei Youshan showed distressed eyes.
Xu Jingshu looked at her thick eyelashes, almost without thinking: “It hurts.”
Pei Youshan touched her fingers affectionately, and suddenly recovered, feeling wrong, and immediately let go: “Really, I was bitten like that last time, why didn’t you say it hurts?”
Xu Jingshu: “Because you didn’t ask last time?”
Seeing that she would feel soft about herself, she immediately handed her wrists and approached her, with a pitiful look in her eyes: “It hurts, you touch it again, okay?”
“…”
What’s the matter, how does she feel Xu Jingshu has become more attractive? !
Where is the thousand-year goblin from!
She held Xu Jingshu’s wrist with her hand as if she was uncontrollable, rubbed it gently and softly twice, coaxing in her mouth: “It’s done, it’s done, it doesn’t hurt anymore.”
Xu Jingshu moved an inch, the whole person leaned against her, and the desire for her was not concealed in her eyes, and even the words were brightly seduce: “If Shanshan kisses me again, the kiss will not hurt.”
A seductive whisper lingered in her ears, and Pei Youshan’s heart was stunned and accelerated. The whole person was stunned, forgetting the next move.
The atmosphere gradually became ambiguous, and the distance between lips was slowly getting closer, as if trying.
Then Kancan wiped his cheeks.
——Pei Youshan avoided.
She stood up with red ears, her face was upright: “It’s time to eat, I’m hungry.”
Xu Jingshu lost her abacus, folded her legs, looked at her with her chin, then stood up resignedly, and walked over to accompany her with a smile.
There is a long way to go to chase his wife, and Comrade Xiaojing still needs to work hard.
The author has something to say: It’s a double OvO!
Haven’t eaten yet, alas, I have no appetite.