Queen Midknight: The Wolf’s Bride - Chapter 183

Chapter hundred : hear me roar.

Warning: This chapter contains R18 (Strong sexual content) kindly skip if underage or sensitive.

“What did you do, Janessa?” Alexander asked her. His voice was low like a bare witness. He searched for his wolf. His heart pounding and his fist clenched.

“Max!”

“Max, come on answer me”

“Maximus!” Alexander yelled severally but he was just…gone.

He was at the edge of razor sharp panic. His eyes were bloodshot in rage and he was breathing too fast.

“Max. What did you do, Janessa? You had no right!”

Jamie didn’t say much. She just let him feel his feelings.

“He was part of me!” Alexander closed his eyes and he remembered everything about Max starting from the day he emerged to save his life the night his father died.

“Talk to me, please…. Max, I am begging you”

Alexander blinked back tears. His Wolf was gone. He turn to Jamie.

“Get out! I don’t want to see you anymore”

Jamie turned around and went to the door but instead of leaving, she bolted the door.

She came back to bed and she kissed his neck.

“See me, Alexander. I am asking you to see me” she gave him another little kiss on his neck. Just a little to bring him out of his memories. Just a little to stop him from missing his Wolf. A tiny kiss till it was more.

“You killed him!”

“I am sorry. I am here, Alexander” she kissed him again and again.

Alexander wanted to give up. Without Max, he felt…empty.

Alexander looked broken for some time but like a light, her little gesture brought him out from the edge of his misery. He knew instantly that there was no letting her go. She was the one he needed to hold on to forever. Letting her go would be losing himself like when he lost his mother and his humanity.

Alexander was sure that if he let Jamie go, he would be lost forever.

And so, he kissed her back, slowly at first and then he progressed. He had never kissed anyone when he felt so vulnerable and open.

It was another level of intimacy he had never experienced before. Both their breath quickened as he threw little kisses along her neck and behind her ear.

He kissed her neck and his hands were all over her hair. He gently lifted her to the bed and whispered to her ear.

“I see you, Monisha”

He took it slow like he was unwrapping a present. Jamie struggled a little bit with his shirt. She couldn’t believe she was going to make love to the man she loved.

Panic wanted to creep in but Jamie shut it down.

Thoughts of death can wait. This was Alexander, the love of her life.

Alexander helped out when he saw she was struggling with his shirt. He unbuttoned it and pulled it off his body.

“Thank you”

Jamie’s little vervet voice made him almost smile. She let her hand run loose all over his body. It was a known territory she wanted to re-explore again.

Alexander urged her to raise her head as he pulled her clothes off. Jamie bit back a moan when she felt his mouth just a little above her nipple. It tickled and she hadn’t been prepared for such intensity, though she should have been.

Everything about Alexander fascinated her. Tonight had the power to change her world and she was ready. She was literally dying to have him.

He kissed the round black spot around her nipple again and then her shoulder, her cheek and her ear.

All that existed in that moment was them. The feel of each other’s body and the warmth that burned through his pants and hers.

She ran her fingers along his arm—soft skin over lean muscle and she moaned a little as he pushed her hair aside to kiss her ear. She didn’t think she’d ever seen his hands unsteady before.

She trailed her nose across his jaw, inhaling the clean smell of his body. She loved smelling his scent.

He released a pent-up breath, the sound like music.

Her pulse tapped a fast beat and her breath quickened with it. She stroked his cheek and kissed every inch of his neck and ear until he moaned. Or maybe it was Jamie who had made the sound. They seemed to share each breath and every heartbeat.

It felt as if the universe disappeared and all that remained was the two of them, holding each other close.

Alexander’s hand felt the warmth of her vagina first. It was warm and very wet. Jamie tried to be still.

She sucked in air when she felt his hand on her vagina for the second time.

He pulled at her undergarment and she jerked up her back to be rid of it. He ran his index finger up and down her vagina. Touching the most sensitive part of her core but not quite. It felt good but she wanted more. She moved closer to his wandering finger in protest but he ignored it. He was torturing her on purpose.

Was this payback?

“Alexander…”

Then he kissed her abdomen and then he went lower. She could hear her heart pound faster with each kiss. It felt like she was going to have a heart attack. She bit down a moan and half pleading, she moved closer again. This time he touched her there. At that hot throbbing spot that was a fountain of sensation, that screamed to be stroked by the calm capable hands of an experienced lover. She felt an onset of shiver coming on and she grabbed the bedsheets.

She wanted him to keep stroking her and she also wanted him to stop before she cried. She couldn’t stop herself from groaning and moaning out loud. Then she stopped abruptly. She didn’t want the whole world to hear.

Everyone she knew and cared about was outside. She pressed her lips together.

“Don’t try to stop. Scream if you want to. The whole world can hear, I don’t give a fuck. You are mine.”

It was like he could read her mind. Can he read her mind?

Alexander repeated the same motion and this time around she didn’t stop her screams.

He loved it.

Jamie vaguely remembered his penis at the entrance of her body. Then the sharp pain followed.

“Ahhh”

“Are you…. okay?”

She could feel his hesitation in the way his body tensed up.

“Yes” she simply whispered. It was strange having him half way inside her but not fully.

“I…hmmm….I didn’t…” She felt his penis get bigger and heavier inside her.

Alexander hesitated. All his women had been experienced. He had forgotten temporarily that it was her first time and it came with pain and fears.

He felt like a young lad who had no idea how to sort his woman’s fears. But he had to try and he would spend his entire life making up for that one minute of pain he was causing her.

And so, he kissed her eyelids, then her lips, And the kiss continued on past the point where he usually broke it off. Then, slowly, he pulled away.

Jamie groped for him, as though she was temporarily blind.

“Alexander” she whispered “Alexander, Please” she wasn’t making much sense but he understood her.

And he was kissing her again. His strong and gentle hands began to stroke her and just on cue every part of his body began to stroke Jamie too, his hands, his lips, his tongue.

Jamie felt the gentleness of his touch and she wasn’t frightened anymore.

“Hush” Alexander whispered. “Hush, it’s all okay, just relax and listen to your body”

Jamie pressed herself hard against him.

“It’s going to hurt when I push in again but it’s just for a minute, Monisha. Then it will be better. I promise”

Jamie wanted to nod but he was on top of her. Even though his body weight went to the hands he placed by her sides, she knew he wouldn’t see her nod.

“Okay. Your…monster is getting bigger”

Alexander felt himself even get bigger now.

“The tighter you are, the bigger I get. I will make the pain up to you. I promise”

Jamie anticipated the pain this time around and like he promised, it was just for a minute.

As he moved, her body adjusted. Jamie had never seen something like that before in her life. She had never felt closer to him before.

Say you love me! Say you love me! She prayed silently in her mind.

Or will he hold Max fake death against her?

Alexander rode on top of her like it was a whole new experience for him too. Her vagina felt warm and at the same time cold. It tried to envelop him, to draw in, and at the same time to press him out. His erection grew larger and harder.

Alexander felt like he was about to burst wide open. It was the strangest sensation, something that went beyond simple sexual pleasure. It felt as if something inside her, something special inside her, was slowly working its way through her organ into him.

It was when he knew. It couldn’t have been clearer. He could yell it everyday and not be tired. For some reason, this clumsy fountain of brilliancy, this woman that brought forth several conflicting emotions from him before. She made him want to be better and yet she was oblivious about it.

“I love you, Jamie”

He whispered at last.