Rebirth: Charming Qingluo - C264 I'm going to leave
I’m leaving.
“Mother, I regret it. If I had listened to you, would I have reached this stage?” Master Zheng’s tears could not be stopped. It was just that, was regret useful? She would never have the chance to repeat these twenty years again.
Qingluo was already a mother, and QingJiao and Qingyan were already married. However, without her, how could the two children be taught to be so arrogant and despotic, harming others?
How could the child in front of him be separated from him like this? Of course, even if he wasn’t invited, he couldn’t be blamed on others.
“Ming Rui, it’s all in the past now. You’re still in your thirties and forties. As long as you can see yourself clearly, there’s still time.”
Old Madam Zheng then shifted her gaze to Qingluo. “Qingluo, your father is already so old. He knows that he was wrong. Can you forgive him?”
“No matter what, he is your closest relative in this world. Even though he has done so many wrong things, he still has the heart to change. Can you give him a chance?”
Qingluo quickly nodded her head, indicating that she would let bygones be bygones. The past and the past were just like a cloud of smoke. The wind blew and the rain washed it away.
Life is a long road, straight and curved, no one can guarantee that they did not go wrong, just like their previous life, but also because of the wrong letter, and it caused their souls to dissipate.
Now, how could he be so ruthless as to not give others a chance? Furthermore, it was the dying request of Madam Zheng. “I won’t hold it against you anymore. Grandmother, I will filial his service.”
It was too much hurt to call him father yet, but I could take my time, I could smooth things over, I could face everything in my life again.
Make sure you don’t make similar mistakes again, just like the regret when you face me now. Never again, I will make sure you don’t regret losing me ever again.
When Zheng Mingrui heard his third daughter’s words, he could not stop his tears even more. With regards to his daughter, even if he apologized a thousand times over, he could not erase the fact that he had never seen his daughter before.
He was the one who had personally led his daughter to her miserable childhood and youth. But now, this daughter of his had easily chosen to forgive him, so where could he put his face?
“Qingluo, I’m sorry! “Thank you for forgiving me, forgiving me for bringing you harm, forgiving me for being lenient towards that woman. However, no matter how much harm I do, I can’t make up for it.”
“So, I can only apologize.” Master Zheng’s words made a ripple in Qingluo’s heart.
Although this man had once treated him with such indifference, after he returned to the capital, he found out the truth of the matter. He helped him deal with all the people who had wronged him and did not soften his methods.
Even though that woman was still imprisoned in the backyard, she had not been abandoned. This was also because if they abandoned her, then Zheng Qingjiao and Zheng Qingyan would be implicated by her and become the daughter of a lower class woman.
On the other hand, Qingluo did not have this worry, she herself had another mother, and everyone knew that her direct mother had mistreated her, so the Madame Zheng’s decision to stay did not have much of an impact on her.
Furthermore, Seventh Prince Luo Qingqi did not care about the Zheng Family’s social status and honor. As long as Qingluo’s people were well, everything was fine.
“You don’t have to say anything to apologize. The matter is already over, none of us can live again. Let’s move forward then. Not to mention anything else, today, all of us have more or less regretted it in our hearts.”
“Grandmother’s attack this time was actually just an opportunity for us to clearly see our own opportunities. It reminded us not to follow the old path and not to regret doing anything.”
Master Zheng and Zheng Qingjiao nodded their heads at the same time, agreeing with Qingluo’s words. The smile in Old Madam Zheng’s eyes gradually became clear, and her confused eyes, which had been washed away by the tears, became bright and clear.
Although her vision was blurry, from the perspective of other people, her gaze was clear, as if she wanted to take all of the people around her into her heart. Qingluo’s heart trembled, and she had a bad premonition.
“Moyu, bring Yu Er in.” Ever since she had Yu Er, Qingluo had never brought him to the Zheng Mansion. She really didn’t want to interact any further with the Zheng Mansion, and in her heart, the An clan was her proper home.
But at the moment when Madam Zheng was about to die, she felt a sense of reluctance. The blood ties within her bones had already tied her to this family. If she wanted to separate them, it would be a pain akin to having her bones broken.
“Grandmother, this is Yu Er. You haven’t seen him before.” After saying this, only then did Qingluo remember that when she gave birth to Yu Er, Madam Zheng had went to take a look, it was just that she did not really talk to Madam Zheng.
Now that he thought about it, he was also a heartless person, no matter what the Master Zheng did to him, the Old Mistress had always been good to him.
The only mistake he made was that one, and it didn’t really hurt him. He was just angry and unfair, but he didn’t understand the feelings of the old man for caring for his granddaughter.
Just that, at that time, Yu Er was still a small child. Look, how old is he now, and how good is he at calling people by their name?
Yu Er was actually a little afraid of the old man who was lying on the bed. After all, this was his last breath, and he looked a little dispirited and haggard. However, he still held mufei’s hand tightly, and called out obediently, “Grandmother!”
The way he addressed her made Madam Zheng’s face turn into a flower as water droplets slid down the corners of her eyes. “Hey, hey, good boy.”
Old Madam Zheng stared straight at Yu Er, wanting to see through him, but she couldn’t. That kind of anxiety and anxiety really made her heart ache.
Some mistakes would mean a lifetime without a chance to recover. The most serious injury to a person was not his body, but his heart. Old Madam Zheng regretted the decision she had made before.
It was exactly like what Qingluo had said. Everyone had their regrets, but there was still a chance for the living to improve themselves. As for himself, he had no choice but to bring his regrets into the coffin.
“Ming Rui —” Old Madam Zheng looked for her son with her blurry eyes. “I’m here. Mother, you can say whatever you want. Your son is listening.”
Madam Zheng was held by her son. The warmth of his large palm calmed her down.
No matter how much he still wanted to stay and how much he didn’t want to leave, he would have to leave eventually. No matter if it was regret or no regret, no one would bother with him anymore.
“Ming Rui, keep all the property in the mansion for now. After all, you’re still young. When you get old, we’ll talk about it later. Don’t be in such a hurry to disperse the family.”
Master Zheng nodded his head, “Mother, don’t worry. Your son knows what to do.
Madam Zheng didn’t answer his question, but everyone understood her intentions. She was still worried that she would have a grandson, and that the Zheng Family would have a future.
After all, Master Zheng was not that old. If he could find another wife, this wish of his might come true.
“Also, Ming Rui, split my private room into four parts and give one to Yu Er and one to Qing’er. These are my good grandchildren.”
“There must be a portion in Qingluo’s stomach as well. Leave the remaining portion for Qingxiang. When she has a child, she will have it.”
Qing’er was Zheng Qingyan’s son, but Zheng Qingjiao really didn’t think that her grandmother would leave him with such a fortune. She knew that she had always been worried about her, but of the three sisters, the one who made others worry the most was herself.
Now, seeing that the madame was about to leave and was thinking of leaving her child with something to protect himself with, she was so grateful that she didn’t know what to do. “Grandmother, thank you!”
Right now, she was only married to a seventh grade official. Moreover, because she didn’t like Qingluo and wasn’t particularly liked by her father, she didn’t care much for Qingluo and couldn’t borrow any help from her family.
The estate didn’t have much business, and her life was tight. It was only after she had lived this kind of life that she knew how precious it was before she got married.
He regretted not being able to protect the relationship between father and daughter when he was with them when he was at home, to the point that he had no one to rely on after getting married. He was too arrogant and selfish at that time.
Madam Zheng once again turned her gaze to Yu Er, and only saw a large silhouette, and felt a little regretful, “I can’t even see my obedient grandson clearly, he must definitely be well-behaved. Look, for a long time, he didn’t cry or make a ruckus.”
Old Madam Zheng’s face was full of kindness, although she still had an old and wrinkled face, Yu Er was suddenly no longer afraid, “Grandmother, Yu Er is very obedient, do you feel any pain? Yu Er will blow for you. ”
When Old Madam Zheng heard this, she laughed even more heartily. “I’m not in pain. Thank you, good grandson.”
“I am the great-grandson.” Even Qing Luo didn’t expect Yu Er to be able to tell the difference in seniority clearly. But what she didn’t know was that Mo Ju had already taught him that when they were outside the house.
The madame almost laughed out loud, but only her face turned red. Qingluo was so frightened that she quickly went to rub her chest.
“We… We, Yu Er, are really smart, to be filial to your mother when she grows up, she suffered too much when she was young, you have to let her enjoy some blessings, do you know? ”
Yu Er didn’t really understand, but he still nodded his head obediently, “Yu Er understands, Yu Er will be filial to his mother.”
“Qingluo, although you seem to be better off than your sisters, but you’ve suffered more than them. I’m about to leave, but what I feel the most guilty about is being able to ignore you.”