Rebirth: Charming Qingluo - C265 Go without a care in the world
The old lady could not express the remorse and guilt she felt, “I have thought of many things and never thought that you would be in such a predicament. Therefore, like your father, the only thing I can say to you now is, ‘I’m sorry’.”
The madame’s words were much smoother than before. She was no longer panting heavily, but her heart was sinking to the bottom. She knew the madame’s current situation very well. It was the end of the world.
Grandmother, don’t apologize to me. Aside from mother, you are the first person to love me, and without your care and help, I will not marry the Prince Yi. I will pretend to remember all the things you have done for me, Grandmother, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life.
When the old lady heard Qingluo’s words, her eyebrows relaxed completely, even the wrinkles on her face seemed to have opened up a lot. She looked around, as if she wanted to remember everyone around her.
“If I leave now, I’m afraid this house will fall apart. Even if I stay below, I won’t be at ease.” The anticipation in Madam Zheng’s eyes weighed heavily on their hearts.
“No, Mother, I will take good care of the three of them and not be sentimental anymore.” Zheng Mingrui was the first to show her gratitude. He knew that his mother was giving him a chance to reunite with his daughters.
Ever since Qingluo and Zheng Mansion were no longer close, the remaining two daughters were also affected. Master Zheng found out a lot about the bullying of Qingluo when they were young, and really did not like the two of them anymore.
Inadvertently or unintentionally, she started to distance herself from QingJiao and Qingyan. Her two daughters were also stubborn, causing their home to once again become extremely unstable.
“Grandmother, you can be at ease. I will come home to visit often.” She still couldn’t call her father, but Qingluo couldn’t harden her heart anymore.
No matter what kind of treatment this family had given him, this mansion was still the closest place in the world to his bloodline.
The fact that Qingluo could take care of this place meant that she had forgiven everything that had happened in the past. Although she had wronged her child, the most important thing was that her son could have a family and not be lonely.
“Grandmother, I will come home often. Don’t worry, I will take good care of father.” Zheng Qingjiao also held up one of her father’s hands in front of Old Madam Zheng’s eyes, letting her see that she had finally let go of all of the worries in her heart.
“Hey, hey, okay, okay, that’s what a family looks like. Qingluo, Grandmother needs to thank you for forgiving me. QingJiao, you also need to be like a sister. MingRui, if you’re still in the mood, you can find another one.”
“After staying or not, there is finally a companion, isn’t there? Sigh, this is great, I have never wished for anything like this, I can walk without any worries, thank you to all of you, Qingluo and Qingjiao. ”
“Humans have to grow up and go through hardships before they can mature. Qingluo, you have to give me a big fat grandson, and then bring him to my grave to burn incense and visit me.”
The old man had been speaking for too long, so he was naturally speaking in an intermittent manner. When he entered Qingluo’s ears, she instantly burst into tears. In her blurry vision, the madame’s arm drooped down.
Old Madam Zheng left just like that. Although it was a sudden departure, it was a walk in the park for them. This somewhat comforted the members of the Zheng Family.
When Luo San brought the imperial physician, the old man had already left. Even if he was a peerless expert, he was already powerless to reverse the situation.
Luo San first went to Matriarch Zheng and kowtowed to Qingluo. Qingluo quickly told Mo Li to pull him up, “This is heaven’s will, there’s no need to be sorry. When I came, the Old Madam was already on her deathbed.”
“If not for Mister Lin’s acupuncture skills, I’m afraid the madame would not have been able to keep her last words. Finally, she said a few words to Grandmother, and the regret in her heart lessened somewhat.”
Qing Luo was unable to tell Luo San her true feelings. She could only use her words to first explain herself and send him to help Master Zheng.
Madam Zheng was placed in a special spirit hall. Because they were waiting for Zheng Qingyan to return to the capital, there were a lot of ice cubes placed in the spirit hall.
The already gloomy mourning hall was now even colder. “Qingluo, you’re still carrying your body. Don’t stay here for too long. It’s not good for your health.”
But no matter how Zheng Qingjiao tried to persuade her, she just kneeled on the prayer mat and refused to leave. When sending Madam Zheng on her final journey, she wanted to keep her company for a while longer.
“Qingluo, listen to your sister and go to East Ward to rest for a while. Even if you don’t want to think for yourself, you have to think for the child in your belly.”
“In such a cold place like this, if anything were to happen to the child, not only would the Seventh Prince scold us for not taking good care of you, even your grandmother would not be at ease underground.”
Zheng Qingluo slowly raised her head after hearing her father mention her children and grandma. Her red eyes finally shed tears. “It’s all my fault. If I had come to visit grandma more, grandma wouldn’t have left in such a hurry.”
The first thing that happened to Qingluo after Madam Zheng left was the same as when Mr. Lin consulted the old lady about her illness. It was exactly as she had predicted: a blood vessel in her brain had ruptured, causing a large amount of blood to flow out.
That’s why the old people would feel dizzy and faint. It was because the symptoms were too severe and there was no time to treat them. In other words, such an illness could only be treated as one’s own fate.
“I’ve met many similar patients before. If blood can flow out of my nose or ears, there’s still hope for treatment.”
“However, even if they were cured, most of them would be paralyzed and unable to move. Those who can’t see the blood like the old mistress can only leave it to fate.”
Qingluo understood what Mr. Lin was saying, but she still blamed herself. She felt that she had been ignoring her grandmother for the past few years, which had caused her to be depressed.
“Qingluo, this has nothing to do with you. I’m old and I have some hidden illnesses that we can’t foresee. I’ve seen many cases of acute bleeding before.”
“Really, I’m not lying to you. This kind of illness is usually an emergency, so don’t take all the responsibility for it on yourself, adding to the unnecessary burden.”
Seeing that all of Qingluo’s responsibilities were attributed to her when she passed away, Mister Lin was so angry that his liver hurt. He also saw her kneeling in the ice-cold mourning hall for two days in order to keep watch for Madam Zheng.
Mr. Lin’s heart was already in his throat as he watched over her, afraid that she would make a mistake. Now that she was finally crying, Lin Qing was actually a little relieved. After all, venting his feelings out was better than keeping it in his heart.
“How can I blame you? You’re separated from your grandmother by the manor. If you insist on calling it your responsibility, then I, who am guarding the manor every day, might as well follow your grandmother.”
Even Zheng Mingrui didn’t know how to advise his daughter otherwise. That big belly of hers that looked like it was going to last eight months was really scary.
“How can you say that? You’ve always been supporting the elderly, so Grandmother didn’t pick on you.” Other than missing his daughter, Master Zheng had also done his best for the Zheng Family.
Especially towards the Old Mistress, she was extremely filial. The reason why the Old Mistress did not like the Master Zheng at the later stages of the game was also because of her. When she thought about this, she felt that she was too selfish.
Although the Madame Zheng was not good to him, and did not do it behind Old Mistress Zheng and Master Zheng’s back, although they did not do it as a senior to protect him, they did not want to persecute him.
It was him who had transferred the hatred onto them. Once a person got into their shoes, even a few oxen would not be able to pull him back. Luckily, Qing Luo could not hold on anymore, and was supported by Mo Li and Mo Liu.
Lin Qing also quickly followed her to East Ward. After Qingluo had washed up and settled in, he quickly took her pulse, luckily, Qingluo’s pregnancy was really strong. Even with all that had happened, it was still as solid as before.
“Qingluo, this child really gives you face. Therefore, you have to think for him. He’s already so strong. If you still insist on tormenting him, we won’t be able to bear it.”
“The dead have died, but the living must continue to live. Even if Old Madam Zheng was underground, she would not want to see you as decadent as you are now.”
Qingluo listened to Mr. Lin’s words and gently touched her belly. Then she felt the little guy kick her or punch her. Suddenly, her heart softened.
Was the little guy flirting with him, or complaining? How was it different for me to ignore him like this compared to the Master Zheng all those years ago?
It turned out that when others made a mistake, the moment he saw it, he would be pushed to the ends of the world. Then, grievances and grievances would be inflicted upon him and no matter how big the matter was, it would be reduced to nothing.
It is the selfish side of human nature to always not be able to see the harm he brings others while resenting the injustice others bring him.
“Darling, I’m sorry. Mufei will never do this again. She won’t forgive me with her body, and she won’t treat you unfairly.” Hearing Qingluo’s words, Lin Qing, Mo Li, Mo Liu and the others felt at ease.
“I wonder how Yu Er is doing?” Feeling the punches and kicks of the little guy in her stomach, Qingluo missed that one at home a little.
Ever since Madam Zheng passed away, Qingluo had Moyu and Yu Er’s wet nurse take Yu Er back to the Duke Palaces. After all, the child was still young, and the yin energy here was too dense.
“Esteemed wangfei, don’t worry, you’re still worried about Inky. Not only has she taken care of Eldest Young Master for almost two years, she’s experienced enough and knows some medical knowledge, so you don’t need to worry. Right now, just take care of yourself and don’t let them worry about you anymore.”