Rebirth: Her Sorrow - Chapter 25

“Did you know how much i longed for this? to see you beneath my feet” JunJing still didn’t realize that Wu Zheng now can’t control himself. Wu Zheng was slowly losing to his own monster. Wu JunJing was still happy to see Wu Zheng feeling the grief of losing someone.

“Even mother and father likes you so much and forgetting about my existence” JunJing’s happy voice was now full of madness. JunJing seems to not know that he was now crazy.

“They never did” Although Wu Zheng just whispered, JunJing still heard it.

“IMPERIOUS! you are saying they didn’t? HA! THEY HAVE FORGETTEN ABOUT ME BECAUSE OF YOU! IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! EVEN THOUGH SECOND BROTHER DIDN’T HATE YOU, I HATED YOU! IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU THAT MOTHER AND FATHER ISN’T EVEN PROUD OF ME! THEY NEGLECTED ME! AND I WILL MAKE YOU EXPERIENCE BEING ALONE AND FEELING THAT GRIEF WITH THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!”

JunJing was laughing while screaming those words, he really lost his mind now.

“They didn’t” Wu Zheng was trying to calm himself and JunJing although he wants to make JunJing experience what he did to their parents and Meilin. He was trying so hard to force himself not to kill JunJing, because JunJing was still his brother. His blood brother and no one could change that.

“LIES! YOU ARE LYING! HA! HA! HA! HA!” JunJing was now screaming so hard. He stood up and screamed at Wu Zheng who was staring at him, his eyes was full of anger and pity. Wu Zheng also didn’t understand his emotions.

“Then why did you even became the crown prince when second brother is more capable than you, why didn’t the officials oppose when you reigned? Father can fight you and so is Mother. Do you really think you can do all that without them? Second brother let you because Mother and Father wants you to realize that being on top is not great but your family is more important. You even forgot to love and killed your wife. Aren’t you feeling miserable that your lovely wife was killed by your own hands. You killed her. You killed all the people that loved you!”

“NO! LING MINGZHU IS STILL ALIVE, SHE’S IN HER ROOM” looks like JunJing didn’t know that he killed his wife.

“ALIVE? HUH? YOU FUCKING BASTARD. YOU DIDN’T JUST KILLED OUR PARENTS! YOU KILLED MEILIN, FORCED HER AND YOU DIDN’T EVEN REALIZE THAT YOU KILLED YOUR OWN WIFE! HA! I REALLY PITY HER FOR LOVING A SICK BASTARD LIKE YOU!”

JunJing couldn’t speak because he really don’t know if Zheng was scaring him or he really killed his wife. His lovely wife. JunJing remembered a time that he and MingZhu fought. She was mad because she can’t believe that JunJing would do that to a woman. She talked to him and it bacame a big fight because JunJing didn’t want to lose to that fight.

JunJing accidentally slapped her hard many times and kicked her stomach and walked out immediately. He was not in his right mind that time as he just killed his parents. He was still in the state of blankness. JunJing didn’t came back to her room from that day to this day. HE even forgot that he has a wife, that he was married and his wife was bearing his child. That his wife was pregnant and weak.

Fragile to any physical attacks and her pregnancy was really risky. He forgot that he was the one who begged her to just kill the child so she can live for long and be with him without the risk that she was taking

He forgot all of that as he was immersed in his obsession to surpass Wu Zheng. He was to obsessed and forgot all that makes him alive and feel happiness. JunJing stopped screaming and tears slowly fell in his eyes.

Wu Zheng thought that this was enough revenge to Wu JunJing. Although he really wants to torture JunJing for the rest of his life. But for JunJing who wanted to be notice and loved, this was enough torture. Knowing that he was the one who killed his loved ones. The one that supported him and loved him even in his worst, Being greedy really isn’t great. But humans are greedy.

“No!” JunJing was now kneeling, eyes blank and screaming in all his might.

“THIS IS ALL JUST A DREAM! MOM! DAD! MY WIFE! MINGZHU!”

“FORGIVE ME! MEILIN! FATHER. MOTHER. MINGZHU!” Wu JunJing was begging to all the gods that he know. He was begging to make them alive again, that he was regretting the things that he did. JunJing stared at Wu Zheng and smiled sadly.

“I am sorry brother. I am really sorry” Wu Zheng’s hand clenched so tight.

“I can never forgive you but I’m trying. I’m trying so hard. But still don’t say sorry to me, say it to them if ever you see them” Wu Zheng was about to turn around but JunJing spoke.

“KILL me so you can forgive me. My sins can’t be forgiven but I’ll still say I’m sorry” Zheng wanted to scream at JunJing. That he really wanted to do that but by doing another mistake won’t make the other mistake be right.

“Killing you isn’t the answer brother. It’s you who reflected that being in top and powerful isn’t the real respect and love that you were searching. It is enough that you know this.” Wu Zheng was crying. He was tired of being strong.

Crying doesn’t mean that you aren’t a man. It didn’t make you less manly but it made someone know that he was still a human. It is okay to cry and feel down. Depressed and Miserable. Mistakes made the successful people to who are them now.

“I want you to know that there are still people who believed in you” Wu Zheng matured a lot when he went away. In the past maybe if this happened he already killed JunJing, torturing him a thousand ways. He matured a lot that his emotions seems to went away with his past personality.