Rebirth O is Always Fishing For Me - Chapter 85
In the dilapidated and pitch-black cold palace, Xie Xuanzhuo still seems to be wearing a dark red wedding dress, the expensive material is red silk cotton, soft and elegant.
Beside her there was a tattered wooden table, on which stood a bowl of steaming lotus seed soup.
She knelt on the ground with empty hands, her fingers curled up hard, as if she wanted to hug someone or something that has disappeared and will never come back.
The moment Ming Jingfei walked in with her cloud shoes, there were only two of them left in the illusion.
Xie Xuanzhuo’s face was haggard, her eyes were sad but surprisingly bright, she saw Ming Jingfei, her beautiful eyes were confused and stunned at first, then she couldn’t hide the joy, and then she shed tears Come.
This was the first time Ming Jingfei saw Xie Xuanzhuo cry.
“Ming Jingfei, are you back?” Xie Xuanzhuo’s eyebrows, which had just stretched a little, immediately wrinkled, “I was delusional. You were already dead at that time.”
“Yeah, she’s already dead.” Ming Jingfei heard the rain outside the window, dripping on the windowsill, she also knelt down and put her hand on Xie Xuanzhuan’s hand, “So, the me now is no longer the me I used to be.”
Xie Xuanzhuan’s fingers trembled slightly, she understood the meaning of this sentence, that smart and eager, always looking forward to missing her Ming Jingfei has died and will never come back.
“In the beginning, why did you come to Qingyu Town to find me? When you meet me, you are destined to repeat the same mistakes.”
“What about you, Xie Xuanzhuo, why did you go to Wuzhou to change your life for me? You are so cruel and ruthless, why do you still miss me. I thought about not loving you any more, But I can’t do it.” Ming Jingfei’s eyes were dazed, the memories in her heart were like broken sunlight, dense and mottled and beautiful, her tone was as light as a feather, “I hate you now, I don’t even care about you. It’s almost impossible to do it.”
The woman stood up gently, her expression both painful and joyful, the boundless silk rain was printed on the window behind her, she repeated dreamily: “I can’t do it.”
“You should hate me,” Xie Xuanzhuo looked at the woman with deep eyes, and felt that he understood her but not her, “It was a big mistake, and it would not be possible for several lifetimes. made up.”
The soft water light always flashed in Ming Jingfei’s eyes, she raised her head stubbornly, not letting any water stains on her face, her tone was still not good, but more like a child Expressing dissatisfaction.
“That was the first time I fell in love with someone, you said that you would show me the mountains and rivers, you would make wine with me, you would come to eat my porridge, and you would accompany me to appreciate the red leaves Everywhere, you also said that you would stay with me for the rest of your life, but you never came.”
The woman’s rosy eyes blinked, like the last flying red leaves in the sky, leaving a trace of tenderness between the broken leaves.
“I remember everything you said,” Xie Xuanzhuo looked around, the vast white mist soaked her heart and soul, lowered her head and said, “But I didn’t understand at the time, I started thinking about it when I lost it. “
When Xie Xuanzhuo knew that Mingjing Fei was more important than everything he cherished, it was too late.
After all, she didn’t know loneliness and sadness before that.
People don’t understand loneliness, precisely because she has not lost the person who makes her not lonely.
“At that time, I hated you so much. The ten years in the cold palace were really long, especially when you were still in love with someone and had expectations in your heart.” Ming Jingfei was indifferently beautiful. , The dustless eyes fell on Xie Xuanzhuo’s sad face, “But I thought that without expectations, time would not be long. But I don’t understand why the current five years are equally long for me.”
“I also felt it was so long, so long it was like a nightmare that I would never wake up from.”
Xie Xuanzhuo smiled gently, the smile was as clear as a child, it was hard to imagine that a prince of a country would have such a pure smile.
Probably because this person always laughs at me like this, I fell in love with her at first sight. Ming Jingfei thought so.
“Probably once felt the sky that was so radiant and no longer rained, and I can’t go back to the rainy place.” Ming Jingfei knelt on the ground again and grabbed Xie Xuanzhuo fiercely. His collar, his lips were as rosy as summer berries, and his tone was more like hot water dripping on honey, “Xie Tang, give me back the radiance you stole.”
“You said, can I afford it?” Xie Xuanzhuo stretched out his hand, gently touched the woman’s delicate cheek, and immediately withdrew his hand.
The palace where the two of them were located shook gently, the mist came in through the crack of the door, and the cold air of Senhan also caught up.
“I want you to pay it back, and you must pay it back. When you leave the illusion, you owe me for the rest of your life, and you will pay it back to me, okay?”
“Okay, Ming Jingfei, I promise you all.” Xie Xuanzhuo noticed that the anemone in her heart was getting hotter and hotter, she knew that this was not an ordinary fantasy, and it was enough to wake up.
“This is your illusion, I shouldn’t be affected,” Ming Jingfei just wanted to use the illusion to dispel the illusion, but suddenly found that her illusion was ineffective.
Ming Jingfei finally realized that this was her fantasy and Xie Xuanzhuo’s dream.
Their hearts are all trapped in this cold palace, and they are entangled in a dead knot that cannot be undone.
This is her knot and her calamity. In the past and present, they were all trapped in this cold palace, from love to hate, from hatred to resentment.
It seems like another one of them, rubbing Suyue here, the hatred and resentment in their hearts seem to have accumulated for thousands of years.
Ming Jingfei watched Xie Xuanzhuo lift the bowl of lotus seed soup with a light and elegant posture, as if a hint of fragrance escaped.
“The poison in this bowl made you very painful.” Xie Xuanzhuo’s lips were pale and haggard, and the ink-splashed eyelashes blinked lightly, like a newborn butterfly, making people heartbroken and heartbroken, “The lotus seed soup should be the end of the illusion. Break it and you can leave.”
“Break it?” Ming Jingfei looked at the white jade porcelain bowl held up high, and an unprecedented fear grabbed her. A knot in the illusion can only wake up one person, which means another One will be trapped here forever, forever and ever.
“Ming Jingfei, you have lost so much, how can I still get it?” Xie Xuanzhuo reached out and crushed the bowl in his hand, the fragments turned into wisps of black gas and crashed into her body inside.
She broke the knot of the illusion and wanted to send Ming Jingfei out, so she will sleep here forever.
“Don’t, don’t,” Ming Jingfei cried and begged Xie Xuanzhuo, a few small blood beads appeared on her clenched lips, “But I now understand, those were not stolen by you, you gave them I have more than I stole.”
“You fool, you are so foolish every time. Don’t come to me again, go far,” Xie Xuanzhuo slowly fell to the ground, wanting to reach out to touch the girl’s blonde hair, But he was so tired that he lost his strength.
“I don’t want to listen to you, I won’t go!”
“Ming Jingfei,” Xie Xuanzhuo took out a red leaf from her arms with her almost transparent fingers, “I will give what Xie Tang can’t give you.”
It was a maple leaf.
“Liar, you clearly said the illusion, and you have to pay me back what you owe me. You lied to me again, you lied to me every time…”
The color of the surrounding scenery faded at this moment, Ming Jingfei felt that all her internal organs were frozen, and she curled up and convulsed in pain.
“Hahaha, I’m dying, I’m dying, your emperor is about to die.” The palace lord surrounded by swords saw the abnormality on the two people, and hoarse. laugh.
Ning Jin, who was standing beside him, frowned tightly, watching this man laugh arrogantly, with a look on his face that was close to frenzy.
“Xie Xuanzhuo, you wake up, you wake up.” Mingjing Fei, who escaped from the illusion, held Xie Xuanzhuo in her arms, her whole body and heart trembled together, she tried her best to put this The body was hugged tightly in his arms, leaving no gaps.
At the last moment, Ming Jingfei suddenly understood that Xie Xuanzhuo was about to die. This man of destiny will also die. Blood surged in her chest, and she vomited out a large mouthful of blood.
Blood and tears were mixed together, and she finally understood that Xie Xuanzhuo came with a sword and never wanted to kill her.
She wanted to take herself away.
Whether she is a destitute and powerless princess, or a destined emperor. All she wanted to say was “I’ll take you away.”
Why, why, she never understood. By the time you understand it, it’s too late.
At this moment, all the resentment of the past and present dissipated. Ming Jingfei hugged Xie Xuanzhuo with her eyes closed, and wept endlessly, like a severely injured little beast whimpering and wailing blood.
At the same time, her heart was very calm, she heard someone shouting loudly in her empty heart, “This is what you want, the one you love dies in front of you, it’s all you Do it yourself.”
But she was numb and unable to think, she could only hold the person in her arms miserably, lonely and cold, as if they could live or die together.
“The two of you were supposed to be trapped there together, but I didn’t expect the little emperor to choose to let you live in this life.” The palace lord said sternly:
“Although your status in her heart is not as good as the country, it is much more important than her own life. Unfortunately, she is about to die.”
“I won’t let you die, I won’t.”
Suddenly, there was a strong wind, and the door of the main hall was smashed open by an invisible force.
Mingjing Fei’s eyes are congested with blood, the bright red blood is like crystal petals, and the stars are scattered on her stunning but pale face.
The moon seemed to be controlled by her, sowing the moonlight into the closed room, shrouding the two of them.
Seeing this strange scene like a demon coming into the world, the smile on the palace lord’s face changed from stagnation to disappearance to panic, she trembled and said:
“This is… the illusion of the ancient sheepskin scroll, Ming Jingfei, you want to trap Xie Xuanzhuo in an illusion. How did you learn such a profound illusion, this is impossible, no possible…”
However, no matter how the palace lord roars, it cannot stop the casting of the ancient illusion.
Hundreds of guards all looked at their king and hugged the woman who was unknown to be a saint or a witch.
The two may have hatred, love, cold or fear.
The moonlight shines on the face of the alluring woman, this woman is beyond beautiful. A frown and a smile, but no one dares to look directly between sadness and joy.
The Milky Way and the stars are shining brightly, and the clear stream will never return.
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The author has something to say:
In the next chapter, I am going to release the relatively complete plot of the previous life first, and then go through the process of the ending