Rebirth of Ninety Honey Sweet Wife - Chapter 688
Tuo Lingyun knew that the questions of the small security check just now were routine procedures, and she should cooperate with the investigation, but she thought she had forgotten some memories. Just now, with the questions of the small security check, they all appeared in her mind.
So clear, so deep in detail, even the temperature of my uncle’s blood and the continuous gunfire in my ears seemed to have happened yesterday.
After so many years, how did the surviving villagers spend the days and nights of these ten years? Tuo Lingyun didn’t know. She was about the same as her. She thought it was a nightmare and was deeply buried in her memory.
But it was not until many years later that Tuo Lingyun found that she had not forgotten her fear for many years.
If she had the insight she has now, she should know to hire a psychologist to dredge the shadow of this matter on her.
But she didn’t. She didn’t know that she needed a psychologist to encounter this fear. Others said that she forgot, so she put it in her mind and didn’t think about it anymore.
Everyone thought she didn’t care. They thought she was cheerful and had good self-regulation ability. Therefore, no one paid attention to her mental health in those years. They just thought she didn’t care on the surface, so they really didn’t care.
“Don’t cry, don’t cry, Bao.”
Xu Ze stretched out his hand and pointed to his belly to wipe away the tears on her face. She shook her head, but the tears flowed more fiercely.
“Uncle, uncle was fine. He was beside me and climbed up with me. He suddenly pushed me. When I reacted, uncle pushed me away and he was shot himself…”
Tuo Lingyun suddenly burst into tears. In the underground garage where there were only her and xuze, she looked at xuze in front of her and said with tears in her eyes:
“I dare not tell anyone about it. I’m afraid they blame me. My uncle blocked the bullet for me, so I can survive. I dare not, xuze. Am I a bad woman? I killed my uncle.”
“You were only 14, baby.”
Xuze bent over and held Tuo Lingyun in his arms. He also knew this for the first time. This is something not on the file, but what if he knew it? Blame a 14-year-old child for hiding these details because he was afraid of being blamed?
He simply let go of Tuo Lingyun, sat in the car, untied Tuo Lingyun’s seat belt, held her over, sat on his lap, put his arms around her and asked:
“How have you treated your uncle’s family these years?”
“I give money to their family every year and help my uncle’s younger generation to study abroad.”
Tuo Lingyun was crying. She looked up at xuze. In the dark, she didn’t see any disgust for her in xuze’s eyes.
“So you see, you’re not bad. You were only a 14-year-old child and were still protected. Just like the child you held in your arms, you ran away with TA and never gave up the child and ran away alone. But baby, everyone knows that you can climb faster by abandoning the burden and no longer carrying the weight up the mountain. You protected the child, just as you did My uncle protected you. ”
In the quiet narrow space, Tuo Lingyun seemed to be changed by xuze’s words. She began to look at the massacre from a new perspective.
In fact, she has always felt guilty about her dead uncle. In those years, she was too afraid. After the incident, because she was in a remote place, there was no professional security check to take notes for her in time.
Dongshan garrison is also busy chasing the assailants. There were so many survivors in the stockade. When it was her turn to take notes, she was too frightened, sick and feverish. She felt vaguely that she was afraid that her uncle’s family would blame her. She thought she had killed her uncle, so she hid the fact that her uncle blocked the bullet for her.
What are ordinary 14-year-old children doing at this age? Tuo Lingyun often thinks of this question. Is she living mediocrely, or is she carrying a heavy debt like her, and grandpa’s huge operation expenses?
She doesn’t know. She only knows that those 14-year-old girls live in the bright sunshine one by one and laugh like feathers without burden.
At a young age, she began to make money to support her family and became popular all over China.
So over the years, she is not short of money. She has been supporting her uncle’s descendants, sending them to college, going abroad, giving them money to do business, giving them money to buy a house and a car. She doesn’t care about her uncle’s family.
Because she felt guilty, but the longer the time, the more she dared not say it. She could only take this way to reduce her guilt.
Now xuze told her that her uncle protected her just as she protected the child in her arms. In fact, it was all human nature.
“You didn’t do anything wrong. What’s wrong is angsha and Sushan. Baby, your uncle protects a child, not you, but other children. He wasn’t killed by you. He was killed by those slaughterers. It has nothing to do with you.”
Xuze carefully combed her cognition for Tuo Lingyun, and suddenly felt very regretful in her heart. If he had gone to her ten years ago when he was infatuated with her, he would not have let her hold it in her heart, resulting in her psychological shadow for ten years.
Tuo Lingyun’s heart is chaotic. In the past ten years, her cognition is wrong?
She stopped talking and even forgot to cry. Her head was buzzing with pain. The whole person was almost dizzy.
When she reacted, a loud slogan sounded in her ears, which made Tuo Lingyun feel very at ease.
The massacre many years ago was ended by those garrisons like the arrival of God. Now, xuze took her to his residence when she was extremely unstable.
Outside the window, there were garrisons kicking by. They inadvertently looked at xuze and saluted xuze one after another.
As a result, as soon as he raised his hand, he saw Xu Ze go around the co driver’s seat, open the door and help Tuo Lingyun out.
Everyone’s eyes are falling to the ground.
Although many people know that their leaders are a couple with Tuo Lingyun, they really teach them to see Tuo Lingyun himself. No, no, no, it’s a real person coming out of TV. One by one, they still stare and are frightened.
“There’s no one there. You should stay in the garrison house before the matter comes to light.”
Xuze walked beside Tuo Lingyun, restrained and didn’t hold her or hold her hand. After all, there were too many garrisons along the way, so we still need to pay attention to the influence.