Rebirth Starts From Signing In - Chapter 319
At noon the next day, Li Hao came to the hotel room where Zuo Yunshang was.
Zuo Yunshang didn’t wear pajamas. He changed into a casual outfit. He sat at the table and used the computer. After Li Hao came in, she raised her head and said, “I will return to the capital tomorrow.”
“Yeah.” Li Hao wasn’t too surprised, as if he had already expected this result.
In fact, it is easy to guess that the public opinion on the Internet has been completely fermented in the past few days, and it has become more and more intense. Zuo Yunshang cannot hide outside for a long time. Whether it is for personal safety or professional ethics, she must go back to the company. .
It doesn’t make sense that the company is busy doing public relations work for you. You run outside to avoid disasters and enjoy the good fortune. This is easy to cause internal criticism. As a result, the external public opinion has not been suppressed, and internal rifts broke out. Really have external and internal troubles.
Seeing that Li Hao’s expression had not changed, Zuo Yunshang felt a little disappointed, and nodded, “I will hand over the U disk intact to Sister Dong, so don’t worry.”
“I’m not worried about that.” Li Hao pulled a chair and sat down, looking at Zuo Yunshang’s delicate and haggard face, “I am worried about you.”
Zuo Yunchang’s heart jumped slightly, “Me?”
“Yeah.” Li Hao stared into her eyes, “I am worried about your mental state. Although you did not deliberately discuss this with me, I can feel that the mental pressure you are under is very heavy now. If you don’t help, you’re not sure what will happen to you.”
Zuo Yunshang was taken aback, and grinned reluctantly, “I am not that fragile…I won’t do stupid things, don’t worry, I’m actually fine.”
“Who knows?” Li Hao’s tone was rare and solemn. “The human spiritual world is like an iceberg floating on the sea. You don’t know what kind of darkness is hidden under the tip of the iceberg. Under high pressure, Sometimes just a slight external stimulus, the hidden darkness may swallow you.”
“I…” Zuo Yunchang was speechless and unable to refute Li Hao’s words, because what he said was happening to him.
In fact, before falling asleep these few nights, she was thinking about where she would go in the future and whether she would survive the crisis safely, just like before.
But no matter which direction she looked at, she didn’t see any hope of existence.
It was like a thick, heavy cloud over life. The heavy atmosphere made her almost out of breath. She could only avoid thinking about it or facing it, otherwise once she calmed down, she would be thick. Her suffocation will drown her like a tide.
When tossing in bed and unable to fall asleep, some self-defeating thoughts occasionally popped up in her head, and she wanted to follow these thoughts to liberate herself. This kind of impulse sometimes made her feel strong, like some kind of constant darkness. Invasion, cannibalize her soul, drag her into the abyss step by step.
If it weren’t for the sweet time with Li Hao in the past two days, she still has an irresistible attachment to this world, it is likely that the headlines of recent times will be dominated by news of her suicide.
Li Hao took Zuo Yunshang’s little boneless hand, and his voice was soft and soothing, “So in order to prevent this from happening, I have to temporarily act as a psychological mentor to enlighten you, so as not to regret it later.”
Zuo Yunchang’s eyes were gentle, as if a bend of lake water was flowing, and he silently squeezed Li Hao’s hand, his nose was sour.
Li Hao smiled slightly and took out his hand. In Zuo Yunshang’s puzzled gaze, he took out his mobile phone and placed it horizontally on the table. Zuo Yunchang looked down. On the screen of his mobile phone was a row of black and white keyboards, which were piano simulators.
Zuo Yunshang was taken aback for a moment, wondering what Li Hao was going to do.
“It doesn’t make much sense to say too many comforting words. Let’s sing a song for you, um…I rarely sing for people. This is the first time for piano. You have to listen carefully.” Li Hao said to the left. Yun Chang smiled and pressed his fingers on the piano several times at random, and the clear sound of the piano came out.
“Hmm… the sound is so-so, I really shouldn’t have too much expectations for the simulation software.” Li Hao shook his head, closed his eyes and meditated for a few seconds, opened his eyes, and pressed his fingers lightly, and a smart and soft prelude sounded.
Zuo Yunchang’s mind was blank for a few seconds, and when he recovered, he heard a familiar prelude. This is… Daoxiang?
“If you have too many complaints about this world, you won’t dare to move on if you fall…”
Li Hao began to sing lightly, his low-pitched voice with a little magnetism, as if he was telling something, Zuo Yunchang looked at him blankly, and was stunned for a moment.
“Remember that you said that home is the only castle, and you continue to run along with the Daoxiang River…” Li Hao looked up at Zuo Yunshang, with a smile at the corner of his mouth, blinked at her, sang softly and tapped the phone screen flexibly. , The sound of the accompaniment piano and the singing are perfectly blended, and they are naturally integrated, and you can clearly feel the mood conveyed by him at the moment.
Optimistic, upward, and always shining towards the sun.
Zuo Yunchang’s eyes gradually showed gleaming water, and his mouth was pursed, as if he wanted to cry, but also as if he wanted to laugh.
“Laugh, success and fame is not the goal, to make yourself happy is the meaning…”
Li Hao closed his eyes and sang briskly, “Afternoon the guitar is more crisp in the insects, and the sun will not be afraid of heartbreak when the sun shines on the road. Cherish everything even if you don’t own it…”
Zuo Yunchang slowly got up and came to stand beside Li Hao quietly, watching him with his eyes closed and singing without a word. Two lines of clear tears slid down his soft face, converging on his delicate chin. The trembling crystal.
“Go home, back to the original beauty…” After singing all the lyrics, Li Hao did not stop, moving his fingertips lightly to complete the final accompaniment, which was far away and soothing.
After doing everything, Li Hao let out a sigh of relief and said with a smile: “This screen is still too small to show the strength I should have. I will play it for you with a real piano another day.”
As soon as the voice fell, Zuo Yunchang, who had been standing quietly, rushed towards him. Li Hao was caught off guard and hugged her subconsciously. The two fell from the chairs and lay on the soft carpet.
When he fell, Li Hao adjusted his posture in time, using his back as a meat shield to protect Zuo Yunshang. The two lay face to face on the ground, Zuo Yunshang looked at him with teary eyes.
“Although I know you are very moved, but no matter how you are moved, you have to follow the Basic Law. This is very dangerous.” Li Hao couldn’t help reminding.
Zuo Yunchang stamped on his soft lips without saying a word, and the petals of the lips pressed together to block Li Hao’s mouth tightly.
The salty taste came from the tip of her tongue, the taste of her tears.
At the end of the kiss, Zuo Yunshang began to undress, Li Hao was startled, “What are you doing?”
Zuo Yunchang didn’t answer, and threw the clothes he took off casually on the ground, and began to pick up Li Hao’s clothes.
Looking at Zuo Yunshang who was inexhaustible, Li Hao swallowed heavily and put his hands on his chest, “What are you doing, you want to force it again? Tell you, I will never give in!”
Zuo Yunshang tugged a few times without pulling off Li Hao’s clothes, turned his head and began to take off his pants.
“You…” Zuo Yunshang’s operation shocked Li Hao, even Xia Mo didn’t take the initiative.
However, no matter how he was a man, how could she be riding on top of him to lose his momentum, and when he arched his body, he arched Zuo Yunshang on the carpet.
A carp stood up, Li Haoheng picked Zuo Yunshang and threw her onto the soft bed, and rushed on.
“Well……”
Zuo Yunshang’s brows frowned in pain, and then eased, looking at Li Hao’s face lovingly, revealing a happy smile like a little woman.
“In this way, you won’t do stupid things in the future, right?” Li Hao asked her nose to nose.
Zuo Yunchang shook his head, put his arms around Li Hao’s neck, wrapped his limbs tightly, and replied softly: “No, I can’t bear it, I want to keep doing this, always…”
“That’s good, you have to speak up.”
Li Hao hugged her tightly, gently and carefully, enjoying the boundless tenderness.
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